I Have a Sickness

Chapter 74: I have phobias

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After a burst of crackling noise, there were several chaotic footsteps walking away, still running, the sound of footsteps was also mixed with laughter, before Hao Ritian had time to complain about the somewhat familiar beginning, his body was also familiar The first response was given.

Not even a little light could come out in the darkness, but the fear that suddenly rose in his heart was indescribable, and his body began to tremble because of tension and fear. This extremely obvious and extremely suppressed fear felt like he was really Experienced it for the first time.

You don’t need to ask him to know that the original owner of his time travel is suffering from phobia. It’s true that he prefers mental illness to physical illness, but he has a very strong reaction to this kind, which is so strong that it affects him too much. Disease is really not interesting!

There was no need for him to order, the system passed the mission plot of this world to him almost as soon as his body reacted.

The original owner of this world is Jing An. Compared with Ruan Ze in the previous world, he is not much better at all. He is a victim from the beginning to the end, unable to choose his own body, and unable to control other people's malice towards him. I can only bear it in silence.

Compared to Ruan Lingdang's indifference to Ruan Ze, who beat and scolded Ruan Ze when he thought of something not going his way, Jing An was just the opposite, his mother Zhao Ying's attention to him was horrifyingly high, and her desire to control was even stronger outrageous.

Zhao Ying can be said to be a mistress, or a mistress who doesn't care about the man she likes even though she knows that the man she likes has already married and has a child. When she arrives, she will catch whatever she says.

But men have bad roots. Most women don’t care about chasing after them. Anyway, even if they don’t care, the other party will be jealous of themselves. Why bother so much? The man Zhao Ying likes is Jing Jianglin. in this way.

Zhao Ying was gentle and considerate in front of him, she was pretty and could do things, and he was willing to pet her, but that kind of pampering was not much different from teasing a favorite pet. Naturally, he pulled away and left.

But Zhao Ying was deeply involved and couldn't extricate herself, because Jing Jianglin's departure made her whole person become a little dazed. She refused to listen to advice and wanted to be a mistress, and her family had cut off contact with her long ago, so they treated her as if she wasn't there. So no matter how crazy she is, no one will care about her.

Fortunately, she found out that she was pregnant with a child at this time, and suddenly became normal again. She had great expectations for the child in her stomach. She thought that Jing Jianglin left her because she did not give him a son. After giving birth to his son and raising him well enough, Jing Jianglin will definitely change his mind.

Under Zhao Ying's expectation, Jing An was born.

Because of the idea of teaching Jing An to be good enough to make Jing Jianglin change his mind, Jing An has received extremely strict education from Zhao Ying since birth. This woman who became a junior also graduated from an undergraduate university. , teaching a small child is still no problem.

Under her strong desire to control, Jing An lived like a branch puppet. When he was five years old, Zhao Ying took him to find Jing Jianglin contentedly, but she didn't even face Jing Jianglin himself. Seeing him, he saw Jing Jianglin's wife.

The wife also brought a child who was two years older than her son. Although the child was young, he was full of style, exuding an aura that ordinary people could not match. Compared with her son, he was dull, He is always dumbfounded, not even comparable to other people's children's hair.

The inferiority complex in Zhao Ying's heart surged up all of a sudden, and she was ridiculed by Jing Jianglin's wife without dirty words. That kind of superior attitude stuck in Zhao Ying's heart, making her feel even more ashamed, and took her son with her in embarrassment. escaped.

When he was a child, Jing An was a little dull and stupid, but it was all Zhao Ying's fault. He was five years old and Jing An had never played with other children, and his communication was limited, so he could only study in a dull manner. , and nothing else.

After fleeing back with her son, in Zhao Ying's heart, it seemed that she had never been scorned and ridiculed by Jing Jianglin's wife. Her mind automatically crossed out those scenes, and her long-term unhealthy mental state made her already have problem, but don't know it yet.

But she never forgot about her son's education and strong desire to control. Not only did she not forget, but she even got worse. She likes to wear a red dress and stay at home in a state that she is about to get married soon. She She also describes herself as a cultural person, and never beats or scolds her son, but if he is disobedient or makes mistakes, she will lock him in a small dark room, and she will let him out when she thinks it is enough, every time so.

Jing An grew up in such an environment. He had a natural fear of Zhao Ying. Because he was locked in a small dark room for too long, he suffered from severe claustrophobia, and he had a strong rejection of red. And a sense of fear, because in his eyes, red represents Zhao Ying.

Although the growing environment is distorted and unhealthy, Jing An's mind is really good. His academic performance is among the best, leaving his peers far behind, and he is the darling of all the teachers.

But his personality flaws are also obvious. The teachers take good care of him. In the eyes of other students, it is that the teacher only likes the students who study well, and no matter what they do, they will favor Jing An, and Jing An is not good at interpersonal relationships. In this way, he was rejected and isolated by most of his classmates. Under this general trend, although he would not intentionally reject Jing An, he still had no contact with him.

Until Jing An was promoted to the third year of high school and just turned eighteen, on his birthday, Zhao Ying unexpectedly prepared him a big cake with eighteen candles on it, dressed in her favorite In a bright red dress, with exquisite makeup, she patiently celebrated her son's coming-of-age birthday.

As everyone knows, all this is not a surprise to Jing An, but full of repulsion. Just enduring the visual effect of red in front of his eyes took a lot of energy, but he didn't expect that there is no worse but the worst.

After giving him an 'unforgettable' birthday, Zhao Ying jumped off the building in front of him, and before jumping off the building, she stood on the window sill and showed him a malicious expression, "You are Jing Jianglin's son, you must not It's so dead!!!"

Because she suddenly felt unwell and went to the hospital for an examination, she was found to have terminal cancer. The threat of her life miraculously woke her up. She felt a little ridiculous about her persistence for so many years. All of them were resented by her because of keeping Jing Jianglin's blood.

There is no cure for terminal cancer, she doesn't want to die on the hospital bed, she wants to die when she is the most beautiful, even if she wants to die, she will leave a heavy psychological shadow on Jing An.

After raising Jing An for eighteen years, she is still aware of his psychological problems, and her goal has been achieved. In front of Jing An, Zhao Ying is wearing a big red dress, with delicate makeup, and maintains her face. With a malicious expression on his face, he just jumped off the eighteenth floor.

That moment was fixed in Jing An's eyes and imprinted in his mind. He could almost hear Zhao Ying's loud bang after jumping off the building, and the panicked screams of the people who found him. That scene caused him great shock. The psychological shadow made him afraid of the claustrophobic space and red, and at the same time, he was also afraid of the excessive loud noise.

Such a major impact on Jing'an was too great. After the police received a call from the police to understand the situation, they found that the only son of the deceased had serious problems. To Zhao Ying's parents.

Zhao Ying's parents are still alive, but they are very old. After learning about their daughter's situation from the police, they have no choice but to sigh and commit crimes. kill them.

They also learned that they had a grandson who had just grown up, but they had a big problem under the upbringing of their daughter. After all, the two elders still felt sorry for the grandson. After all, there was nothing wrong with the grandson, so Jing An was taken over by his grandparents to live with them. up.

There are three uncles on the side of grandpa and grandma, and the three uncles are also very good to him. They didn't anger him because of Zhao Ying. He is also very kind and loves him like his own brother.

It was the first time for Jing An to feel such sincere kindness and warmth, and it even made him a little at a loss. Because of his mental condition, his uncles forced him to take a year off from school and spend more time at home to recuperate his body so that he can recover. will be faster.

A year later, Jing An turned nineteen and returned to his original school to continue his studies.

The time when Hao Ritian crossed over happened to be not long after Jing An returned to school. The students who graduated from the same class as him at the beginning, those who were repeated in the same grade, and those who were in the same class as him but repeated the same grade soon got got the news.

The top students in the past, the darlings of all the teachers, fell to the same level as them. This made these repeated students suddenly feel a sense of superiority, as if Jing An was pulled from the 'altar', making people addicted.

The repulsion and dislike towards Jing An in the past flooded out after meeting him. After observing for a period of time, four boys found that Jing An was very timid, so they came up with a way to play tricks on him. When they went to the equipment room and closed it, when the door was closed, he would scream every day, thinking that Jing An might be crying, they were very excited.

Therefore, Hao Ritian is now in a dark equipment room.

"... Day!" The toilet was locked in the last world, and the equipment room was locked in this world, and there were serious follow-up reactions. Did he get sick

The feeling of fear cannot be described in too much detail. Only those who have experienced it can understand what kind of feeling it is. It is terrible for Hao Ritian.

Not to mention that both Jing An and Ruan Ze have crazy mothers, but that they are always being bullied by their classmates will make people very frustrated. To a certain extent, these two unlucky children have a lot in common. What's even better about Jing An is that he has grandparents, uncles and cousins who care about him, instead of being worried about kidney like Ruan Ze.

But on the whole, no one is better than the other, or worse, and the degree of unluckyness is the same.

Hao Ritian endured the feeling of fear that made him almost manic, and kicked the door of the equipment room. The lock cannot be opened from the inside at all.

Does Jing An himself have the strength to kick open such an iron door

No need to answer the answer is yes, no!

Even if it is Hao Ritian, he is still a human being no matter how hard he is, he is not a strong man, nor does he have special abilities. How could he kick such an iron door open? !

It was another fierce kick, and the bang and bang had an impact on Jing An. After the kick, he immediately stopped it. Even Hao Ritian was helpless at this time. If anyone heard such a loud noise, they should have come here long ago. Yes, it means that those four garbage classmates tricked Jing An over by taking advantage of the timing.

He thought about it again, this class happened to be a physical education class, and it only started in the third year of senior high school, and the physical education class has not been crossed out from the timetable for the time being, students from each class before the physical education class will come to the equipment room to pick up the materials needed for the class Things, and Jing An was tricked to come here just when class was about to start, and the four trash lied to him that the teacher asked him to come here to pick up a few more basketballs. Although there was a subconscious fear of such a dimly lit place, Jing An couldn't refuse such a reasonable request.

As a result, it was locked inside.

If no one comes during the period, then he has to stay here for a class time. People with claustrophobia who stay in such a space for a long time may cause fainting. Let Hao Ritian feel the taste of fear for forty minutes here, he also wants to kill someone!

"The completion of the mission in the last world was already high enough, so I didn't give any halos or cheats, at least let me get out of here first!" Hao Ritian shaved his hair, this was the first time he asked the system for help, and was rejected by several high school students. It's really aggrieved to be forced to this level.

The last world was considered the world he stayed for the shortest time, and he left immediately after completing the main mission and side missions. The rating level would definitely not be low, and he still has confidence in this.

as expected-

"Of course there is." The system immediately replied, before Hao Ritian continued to speak, it continued tremblingly, "But it has already been used, what you get in this world is still a halo, but it can only be used on yourself , the effect is that anyone who makes you feel fear will experience the fear you feel x3."

Because the current host is a little manic, it can't help but feel that if it has an entity in front of the host, it will probably be beaten, so it subconsciously corrects its attitude.

Hao Ritian's expression twisted for a moment, "What kind of halo is this?"

Mom sells batches, the system is not working at critical moments!

The system replied seriously, "If you have to have a name, you can call this aura a super empathy aura."

Hao Ritian, "..."

Fuck it, he doesn't really want to know the 'name' of the halo, it's a cool function, but it doesn't help his current situation at all, what's the use? Ah, what is the use? !

One host, one system, relatively silent, a small iron gate traps two partners who have been invincible since the beginning of the mission, and they are also drunk.

And the playground at this time.

In this class, there are five classes in the physical education class in the third year alone, and there are twenty-five classes in total including the review class in the third year of high school. It is a famous high school.

In the team of Class 22, Senior Three, the four boys who tricked Jing An into the equipment room and locked them up stood very close to each other, winking and showing smirks, satisfied with the fact that Jing An was still in the equipment room at this time. It's terrible, but I don't know if he is crying.

It didn't take long for them to be proud of it, when the physical education teacher began to roll the roll, the four of them trembled almost at the same time like a goat, not even a minute before and after, the four of them had terrified expressions on their faces, and their foreheads were still shaking. The ones who were particularly honest broke out in a cold sweat, which startled the classmates next to them one after another, and subconsciously avoided them.

One of the tall men raised his hand directly when he saw this, "Report teacher, Chen Hang, He Wei, Shi Xingshan, and Ding Peng are... twitching?"

He scratched the back of his head and came up with the word twitching with great difficulty. Otherwise, he really didn't know how to describe it. The four of them suddenly went mad, and it looked weird.

Hearing his description, and not seeing the situation, he immediately burst out laughing, "Hahahahaha, convulsions, hey, Zheng Chu, you are too funny!"

As a result, he turned around and saw that his expression froze, day, he really seemed to be twitching, and he sincerely apologized for making a joke about Zheng Chu just now.

Seeing their appearance like this, the soft-hearted are already worried, for fear that they will collapse in the next moment, "Come and send them to the infirmary to have a look!"

The physical education teacher asked the students to disperse, looked carefully at the reactions of the four male students, and said decisively, "Come and send them to the infirmary, hurry up."

So, before the physical education class started, the number of students in class 22 dropped by a dozen or so. When they arrived at the infirmary, the school doctor checked him and said with a strange expression, "The pupils are slightly dilated, the body is trembling, and sweating. The manifestation of fear, what are you afraid of?"

"Afraid... What are you afraid of?" Chen Hang shook his lips, "I am not afraid of anything!"

The other three also shook their heads, "I and we too... are not afraid of anything!"

Let alone the doctors now, even the students who sent them to the infirmary looked at each other in blank dismay, aren't they afraid of trembling

Chen Hang and the others really wanted to cry, but they really didn't know what they were afraid of. They were fine just now, but they suddenly became like this. It was like being possessed by an evil spirit. They also wanted to know what happened!

I couldn't find out why, and there was no problem with the physical examination, but their reactions were so violent, the school doctor had no choice but to suggest, "Give each of you a shot to calm down?!"

The four of them lost their temper after being tortured by this strange feeling. They nodded in unison when they heard the words, "All, all listen to... listen to the doctor."

When the four of them were getting injections, Class 1 of the third year on the playground had already been counted. The physical education teacher frowned slightly, "Where's Jing An?"

There was only such a classmate missing, so the teacher asked directly.

As a result, the students in the class looked at me and I looked at you, and no one knew how to answer. Class 1 of the third year of high school was in the rocket class, and they were elite students in the third year of high school.

It's only been a short time since the start of school, and the students, except those who were promoted together in the same class at the beginning, are not very familiar with each other. Basically, they are more familiar with each other in small groups, and Jing An is one who descended out of thin air. The students are quite curious about him.

Because before Jing An quit school, his name had always been on the first place in the grade on the school fence. There were grades and photos. Well, I still want to worship the god of learning and bless them to pass the exam.

It can be said that although Jing An did not hear anything outside the window, his legend spread throughout the school, so this new batch of students in Class 1 of Senior Three were suddenly in the same class as the former God of Learning, and there was a lot of excitement.

As a result, Xueshen seems to be a bit cold, and no one has been able to make friends with Xueshen so far.

So the physical education teacher suddenly asked this question, and there was really no student in the class who could answer it. Who made Xueshen have no friends? They were not too close to Xueshen, so it was impossible to keep an eye on his whereabouts!

The physical education teacher frowned even more when he saw this. This teacher has a strong sense of responsibility, and he knows that the students in this class are all very good at learning and have a bright future, so he is more concerned. Now there is a The classmate suddenly disappeared, how could he not respond.

"No one has seen him?" His tone sank a bit.

There is still no student in the class who can give an answer.

"Let's disband now. Let's go and look for it. If something happens, it won't be good." The physical education teacher clapped his hands and made a decisive decision.

Seeing that the teacher was so cautious, the students didn't dare to delay, and they were also worried about Jing An, so after the dissolution, they quickly started looking for someone.

There were other classes on the playground, and those students were a little puzzled when they saw that the first and third classes of senior high school were not doing well in class and suddenly disbanded. After hesitating for a while, he said, "I saw Jing An and Chen Hang before class, He Wei and the others were together, you can ask Chen Hang and they might know where Jing An is?"

Before Jing An dropped out of school, she and Jing An were in the same class. It was rare for her not to reject Jing An, but she didn't have the guts to approach him, so she clearly knew that Chen Hang's bad-tempered guys might give Jing An a hard time. Ann was looking for trouble, so she couldn't help but stand up and provide a little information.

With the information she provided, some students from class 31 found class 22. After asking, they found out that the four boys mentioned by the girl just went to the infirmary suddenly. They didn't dare to delay, and they were going to go to In the infirmary, all the people who went to the infirmary came back.

"Chen Hang, some of you come here." The physical education teacher of Class 22 yelled loudly when he saw this. He also knew the situation and was worried that these students in his class were playing a prank, so of course he didn't dare to delay.