If Yan Rong didn't take the initiative to mention it, Wang Jin had already planned to forget about it, and would not mention it to anyone including Yan Rong in the future.
Not to mention that Yan Rong has let go of Liang Xi now, even if he didn't, his feelings for Liang Xi are more envious than admiring. He left his hometown and stood alone, so he inevitably longed for the mutual love and favor between Liang Xi and Bai Tu, while Bai Tu was introverted, while Liang Xi was outgoing. Of the two people, he was obviously more likely to substitute himself into Bai Tu, slowly. The slower you are, the more cross-border thoughts you have towards Liang Xi.
Wang Jin can see these things clearly, but Yan Rong himself may not be able to think so clearly. For his age, if he likes it, he likes it. After it passes, it passes. There is no need to think about the reason for the beginning and end of love. , this is the privilege of youth.
He refuses to say what he dreamed about, Wang Jin is not a nocturnal spirit, so he can't guess his dream, but can only guess his crying point, probably because this secret love is immoral, and he also criticizes himself morally in the dream.
He is very sensitive, prone to low self-esteem and self-blame, but also a little proud and even narcissistic. He is a character who is used to struggling in contradictions. If there is no one to lead him forward, he may have to grow up with such contradictions, and he will continue to live his life with contradictions in the future. It is not necessarily a bad thing, but it is definitely not the best.
Wang Jin really wants to be the person who leads Yan Rong forward, and also hopes that this journey of walking together can last a little longer.
Yan Rong was very happy, Wang Jin liked him and was willing to believe in his character.
Now that he had said it, he wanted to make it clear and honest, and said: "I went to you last year and said that I wanted to date you, but it was a lie. At that time, I didn't like you, and I didn't want to date you. I'll go find you You, because the teacher told me that my parents want to help me drop out of school, and they want me to go back to Europe to study after the Spring Festival."
Wang Jin suddenly said: "You don't want to go, that's why you came to see me?"
Yan Rong said: "Well... am I stupid?"
Wang Jin sighed softly and said, "It's not smart."
Yan Rong was a little embarrassed, and said: "But I was very lucky, it was you."
Even when it was a bed partner relationship, Wang Jin never forced him to do anything he didn't want to do, and Wang Jin would always consider his feelings when making love.
Wang Jin smiled and said, "Don't hand out good person cards casually."
Yan Rong didn't understand: "What good card?"
Wang Jin didn't explain, just said: "My luck is also very good."
Yanrong thought for a while before he understood what he meant, and instantly became very happy, confessing: "Wang Jinzhou, I like you so much."
Wang Jin responded with a smile: "Yes."
Yan Rong said: "I think... I think..."
He can't say what he wants, they have done the most intimate things.
After a while, he finally thought about it, and said regretfully, "If only I were a girl, I can marry you."
Wang Jin froze for a moment, and soon couldn't help laughing.
However, Yan Rong continued to think along this line of thought, and asked, "Have you considered emigrating?"
Wang Jin: "Huh?"
Yan Rong said excitedly: "I want to marry you."
Wang Jin: "..."
Yan Rong said seriously: "We can stay in China after we get married like Brother Bo Tu and the others. I like China very much."
Wang Jin didn't speak for a while.
Yan Rong said with some embarrassment: "Actually, I just said it casually, so don't take it seriously."
He remembered that Wang Jin was unmarried.
He stopped mentioning this, snuggled into Wang Jin's arms, and changed the subject abruptly: "I'm sleepy, good night."
Wang Jin said, "Good night."
The two hugged each other in silence.
Wang Jin said, "Yan Rong."
Yan Rong didn't make a sound, pretending to be asleep.
Wang Jin said: "I want to kiss you, is that okay?"
Yan Rong: "..."
Once when the sex was so intense, he couldn't help but wanted to kiss Wang Jin, but Wang Jin avoided him. He thought that Wang Jin didn't like kissing, just like he didn't like touching Wang Jin's one, and some of his own likes and dislikes were normal.
He said, "Okay."
He raised his face slightly, and Wang Jin kissed his lips.
It was gentle at first, and Wang Jin just lightly teased his lips and tongue, like a test, but after getting his positive response, the kiss gradually became extremely fierce, Wang Jin pressed him on the pillow, rough kiss him.
There are kissing rituals in Sweden. Yan Rong is no stranger to kissing, but he has never tried this kind of kissing before. He was a little flustered by the kiss, and there was an unconscious sob in his throat, and the unstoppable saliva slipped from the corners of his lips. down.
He felt that he must be more lewd now than when he was slapped by Wang Jin.
After kissing for a long time, Wang Jin let him go, he couldn't stop panting, and Wang Jin kissed his cheek intermittently.
He calmed down and said, "I thought you didn't like kissing."
Wang Jin said, "I'm afraid you won't like it."
Yan Rong put his arms around his neck and said, "How come? I was almost crying when you kissed me, I like it so much."
Wang Jin smiled and said, "Smoking has a taste."
Yan Rong understood, thought for a while, Wang Jin hasn't smoked any more during this period, is it for kissing him
He was embarrassed to ask that, but he decided that was the case.
Wang Jin is too good, beyond his imagination.
The next day was Saturday, and Wang Jin called the hospital to ask if he was okay, so he didn't go to work.
Yanrong stayed in bed until nine o'clock and refused to get up. Whenever Wang Jin called him, he covered his head and acted coquettishly.
Wang Jin coaxed: "Get up and do your homework, and I'll take you out when you're done."
Yan Rong pulled down the quilt to reveal his eyes, doubting: "Where are you going?"
Wang Jin said: "Flower and Bird Market, buy two cuckoos and plant them in the yard, do you want to go?"
Yan Rong hadn't been to the Flower and Bird Market yet, so he hurriedly said, "Go."
Wang Jindao: "You can't go if you haven't finished your homework."
Yan Rong quickly got up, and ran into the bathroom with his slippers on.
The bathroom door was open, and Wang Jin could just see him standing in front of the mirror washing up.
The weather is not cold anymore, he only wears a white T-shirt by Wang Jin, the length just covers his hips, showing two thin white legs, when he bends down to hold water, he will reveal a slightly rounded silhouette, like A plump peach.
Wang Jin bought him a set of Jingle Cat pajamas, but he was disgusted by his childishness and refused to wear it, so he still insisted on wearing this T-shirt.
Just like the last time I bought underwear, I am not a big person, but I know how to wear them to be seductive.
After eating something, he started to do his homework, while Wang Jin was reading beside him.
There wasn't too much homework, so I finished it in over an hour. Wang Jin checked it, found typos and wrong questions, and taught him to correct it.
Then the two went out to eat, and after eating, they went to the flower and bird market.
Yan Rong saw that everything was fresh, and he would drag Wang Jin into the shop to see what was selling, flowers and birds, reptiles and fishing gear.
There is only one thing that he doesn't look at. Small rodent pets, such as hamsters and chinchillas, he doesn't walk forward when he sees them from a distance, and he doesn't even want to look at them.
Wang Jin didn't pay attention at first, but when he did, he asked him, "Don't you like them?"
Yan Rong nodded and said, "It looks like a mouse."
Wang Jin smiled and said, "Are you afraid of mice?"
Yan Rong's mouth was stiff, of course he would not admit that he was afraid.
Wang Jin deliberately teased him, trying to pull him in, but he struggled back and refused, saying, "When I was in the orphanage, there were a lot of rats."
Wang Jin's heart softened. Next, when passing by the door of a shop that sells this kind of pets, he turned sideways to block Yan Rong's sight.
After shopping around, the two bought two large rhododendrons, which were not heavy, and Wang Jin could handle them, but Yan Rong rushed to get them, so Wang Jin asked him to carry them out of the market and put them in the trunk .
The two went home happily.
Wang Jin was in charge of planting flowers with a shovel, while Yan Rong squatted aside and watched, playing with the soil casually.
Every year new flowers are planted, Wang Jin is very proficient at this, and soon all the flowers are planted, looking back at Yan Rong dragging the water pipe to make mud, shoes and trousers have mud spots, he couldn't help saying: "Hey, Look how naughty you are."
Yan Rong looked down and said, "I'll wash it myself later."
Wang Jin said: "Isn't it a washing machine? Stop playing, your face is covered with mud."
Yan Rong obediently turned off the water, and came to see the azaleas that had been planted.
Both plants are in flowering period, with dense flowers, especially delicate and beautiful in the sun.
Yan Rong praised: "It's really beautiful."
He looked at the flowers, and Wang Jin looked at him.
He is more beautiful than flowers, with some mud on his face and a little on his chin, but his cheeks are fair and tender, his blue eyes are sparkling, and his lips are more delicate than cuckoos. A bit playful and cute.
We are in the period of passionate love, but we have to be separated for five days on weekdays.
Yanrong is very interesting in some things. He misses Wang Jin but he doesn’t say anything. He sends messages to Wang Jin at noon or during class, asking about new words or math problems. If you don’t know it, I’ll ask someone else.” The childish aggressive method, repeated over and over again, never tired of it.
It is full of youthful seduction.
Another weekend is coming, Wang Jin just picked him up and got into the car, he couldn't wait to kiss him. Ever since the last kiss, Yan Rong fell in love with this, more passionate than making love.
Wang Jin didn't want to be seen by his classmates and teachers, so he kissed him superficially.
He was not too satisfied yet, pouting to fasten his seat belt.
His one-shoulder schoolbag was not zipped properly, so Wang Jin pulled it out, and saw an envelope full of hearts in his front pocket.
Yan Rong saw it too, and pulled it out strangely to have a look.
Wang Jin said, "A love letter?"
Yan Rong: "...No way."
He opened it and read it, and it turned out to be a love letter.
Wang Jin looked at him and smiled.
He said at a loss, "I don't know when it was stuffed in."
Wang Jin smiled and asked, "Is she pretty?"
Yan Rong randomly stuffed the love letter back into his schoolbag and said, "I don't know."
Wang Jin said, "Not your classmate?"
Yan Rong said awkwardly: "I don't know whether a girl is beautiful or not."
Wang Jin saw that he was really shy, so he stopped teasing him.
But Yan Rong was afraid that he might misunderstand, and said: "I don't know her well at all, and I haven't spoken a few words to her. I don't know why she wrote me a love letter."
Wang Jin smiled and said: "I understand, you are so handsome and good at studying, you don't have to be familiar to like you."
Yan Rong was overjoyed by the praise, looked at Wang Jin again, and thought he was handsome, so he asked: "Then you must have received love letters before, right?"
Wang Jin said: "It's been so long since I went to school, I have long forgotten."
Yan Rong remembered someone and said, "Did that Mr. Jin write you a love letter?"
Wang Jin looked at him in astonishment.
He is very magnanimous, Wang Jin is older than him, it is normal to have liked someone, he does not think it is unacceptable, after all, only after going through those pasts, can there be Wang Jin today.
Wang Jin also saw that he didn't mean anything else, so he said, "I haven't written it."
Yan Rong asked curiously: "How did you confess?"
Wang Jin said: "That's it."
Yan Rong asked: "What kind?"
Wang Jin didn't want to say it anymore, and said, "Forgot."
Yan Rong felt that he seemed unhappy, so he stopped asking, and said, "Let's go home."
This incident passed quickly, and Wang Jin didn't take it to heart.
After spending a pleasant weekend with Yan Rong, he sent him back to school on Monday morning. When he got to the school gate, he slipped an envelope to Wang Jin before getting out of the car.
Wang Jin asked, "What is it?"
Yan Rong smiled at him and said, "You must read the love letter I wrote to you carefully."
Wang Jin also laughed and said, "What do you mean?"
Yan Rong patted him on the shoulder and said, "This time, we must not forget it again."