The troubles of teenagers, in the eyes of many adults, will always be a bit hypocritical, similar to expressing sorrow in new words. For example, when Wang Chao looks at Yan Rong now, he feels that he is thinking too much.
There are so many people in love in the world, separation and reunion are not always related to love, so many seven-year itch, middle-aged divorce, most of them are nothing more than petty grievances, full and fresh love day after day It became old and rough, and was even rejected by the original owner of that love. No one wanted to mention it again. Occasionally, when I thought of falling in love with this person when I was young, I would feel that I was really blind. Among all living beings, the partner who can hold hands and walk to the red sunset is often out of responsibility in the end.
Adults understand this truth, but Yan Rong doesn't.
He thought that what he gave to Wang Jin was all of himself, and he hoped that Wang Jin would also respond to him with the same amount of love and trust, which was only fair.
He always emphasizes that he is not a child, and he is always looking forward to growing up quickly. He just wants to become a man who can truly stand side by side with Wang Jin.
He hoped that he could grow into a tree beside Wang Jin, but Wang Jin seemed to only want him to be a vine.
This is not the fairness he wants, nor the love he understands.
After the tree hole with Wang Chao, not only did he not feel better, but he was even more depressed. Wang Chao couldn't understand him. He thought, maybe "adults" wouldn't understand him, otherwise Wang Jin, who can guess people's hearts, would not know what he wants.
He said goodbye to Wang Chao in frustration, went upstairs and returned to his room.
The workbooks were neatly placed on the desk, there was the sound of water in the bathroom, and Wang Jin was taking a shower.
He pushed open the bathroom door, Wang Jin was washing his hair, his head was full of shampoo bubbles, he closed his eyes and said, "Yan Rong?"
He responded: "Yes."
Wang Jin said: "Go and correct your homework first, there is a physics problem wrong."
Hearing that the door was closed again, he thought that Yan Rong had gone to change his homework, so he turned on the shower to rinse his hair, it was almost done, wiped his face and opened his eyes.
Yan Rong stood with his back against the door and watched him.
Wang Jin was stunned for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?"
Yan Rong said with a deep expression, "I want to ask you a question."
Wang Jin turned off the water and said, "You ask."
Yan Rong thought, it's better to ask, maybe Wang Jin doesn't think that way at all, Wang Jin and Wang Chao are different, Wang Jin is so smart and has a high EQ, while Wang Chao... doesn't seem too smart look.
I think so, but it is still possible to hear a sad answer from Wang Jin's mouth. Yan Rong's gaze became a little evasive, and he didn't dare to look directly into Wang Jin's eyes, and finally landed on Wang Jin's lower abdomen unintentionally. below.
The lighting in the bathroom is bright, and the details can be seen clearly. He has never observed it for such a long time, and he thinks it looks better than his impression.
Wang Jin: "..."
Yan Rong was speechless: "Are you erect?"
Wang Jin: "... this is not important, what do you want to ask me?"
Facing the one who had already stood up, Yan Rong couldn't ask such a serious question, so he said, "I'd better ask later, hurry up and wash."
Annoyed, he opened the door and went out.
After a while, Wang Jin came out wearing a bathrobe. The thin cloth couldn't cover anything, and he seemed to have calmed down.
He first asked, "Have you changed the physics problem?"
Yan Rong said: "It has been changed."
Wang Jin went to the desk and took the homework booklet, opened it, read it, and said, "What did you want to ask me just now? Well, it's correct. Be more serious next time. Carelessness is not acceptable."
Yan Rong said: "Got it. I want to ask... what did you like about Jin Yue at that time?"
Wang Jin turned to look at him in surprise, never expecting him to ask this suddenly.
Yan Rong was very serious, and continued: "He is not handsome at all, and his character is not good."
If it was someone else, it would be a personal attack out of jealousy, but Yan Rong was not, he was just expressing doubts, he just thought that Jin Yue was not good-looking and had a bad character.
Wang Jindao: "Why do you ask this suddenly?"
Yan Rong sat on the edge of the bed with her knees in her arms, looked up at him, and said, "He told me that he was the one who pursued you, but you agreed to be with him because you sympathized with him."
Wang Jin: "...you saw him again?"
Yan Rong said: "No, he told me before he quit."
Jin Yue said that he came to Beijing from a small place, a single-parent family, and his family was not well-off. Huge inferiority complex, in order to hide this inferiority complex, and intentionally want to show arrogance, but it backfires and arouses resentment, and is not popular among classmates. He was in the top three in the final exam of his freshman year, but he was not awarded the scholarship. Naturally, he was very angry. He went to the department to seek an explanation. On the contrary, the elements taunted him for a while, they were all young men who were full of vigor, and they raised their hands at the slightest disagreement. After the teachers came back, they almost overwhelmingly said that it was Jin Yue who made trouble first, and when the grievances and grief were too great to add, Wang Jin, who was also present at the time, stood up and spoke for him.
Jin Yue said that he had never met anyone who was gentler and more tolerant than Wang Jin. At the beginning, he fell in love with Wang Jin wishfully, but Wang Jin was a man of the school. He is kind and different from the handsome and pushy guys in school at that time, Wang Jin is very special and very popular among girls. He knew that he had no advantage over those girls, and that he was noticed by Wang Jin only because he was pitiful when he was besieged in the department. If he wanted to be with Wang Jin often, he could only be pitiful all the time. . In fact, at that time, the living expenses given to him by his family were enough for his school expenses, but he only bought the cheapest vegetarian dishes in the school cafeteria, and wore a washed-out coat. Wang Jin asked him to go out to play, and he went out an hour early to squeeze the bus. In the subway, you can appear in front of Wang Jin in embarrassment, and then tell Wang Jin that this way you can save the twenty or so yuan for taking a taxi.
Jin Yue said that he even believed in himself in the end when he sold it badly. When he confessed, Wang Jin didn't even dare to refuse him. After being together, Wang Jin would give him whatever he said he wanted. Wang Jin said he would It was too hard before, and I had to give him all the good things in the world.
Jin Yue said that later on he was tired of acting, he was not that miserable at all, but Wang Jin always spoiled him so much, he had obviously been admitted to a hospital of the same level as Wang Jin’s internship unit, But Wang Jin still felt that he was a weak chicken who needed to be protected, and never regarded him as an equal lover. He felt that Wang Jin didn't love him, but only loved the sense of accomplishment of protecting the weak. At that time, he was obsessed with ghosts and found a female doctor to fall in love with. He wanted to anger Wang Jin and make Wang Jin realize that he was also a man. Sure enough, Wang Jin was angered by him, but he also paid a heavy price, and there was no way to restore his relationship with Wang Jin.
Jin Yue finally said that Wang Jin is a person who is naturally suitable to be a doctor. He always has a compassionate feeling for his patients. I don't know if this protective desire is equal to love.
Wang Jin's face showed a bit of absurdity.
Yan Rong asked: "Do you want to be with him because you sympathize with him?"
Wang Jin put his homework back into his schoolbag, and said, "No matter why, it's been so long, it's meaningless to talk about it, I just treat him as an old classmate now."
He really didn't want to talk about this person anymore, and he didn't want Yan Rong to misunderstand that he still had a grudge against his old love.
But this statement was ambiguous in Yan Rong's ears, he couldn't understand, and he wanted to ask Wang Jin if he liked him because he had no father, no mother, and no one to love, but his lips only moved, but he didn't ask. If after asking, he will end up like Jin Yue and lose Wang Jin forever, what should he do
Maybe Wang Chao's idea is more reasonable. Why do you have to know the truth about the other person's love for you? When you can be together, it's better to be together first. That's right...
He didn't have the courage to ask Wang Jin, but he was still worried about this matter, and he looked worried when he returned to school.
During breaks, Kaitlyn asked him to go to the school supermarket to buy pens. After leaving the classroom, he asked him: "What's wrong with you? The teacher asked you, but you actually lost your mind. It's so unlike you."
He said vaguely, "There is something at home."
Kaitlyn said: "I heard that you and your father had a fight, have you made up yet?"
The roommate has a big mouth! Yan Rong said depressedly: "There is no quarrel, it's just that he doesn't understand my thoughts."
Kaitlyn comforted: "Gap? It's okay. My dad often doesn't understand me. He is a native of California. American parents are like this. Chinese parents are generally very rigid. It's normal to have a generation gap with us. Every time I talk to My dad was only angry for five minutes when he quarreled, and then he thought that as long as he loves me, I love him. Do you think your dad loves you? He probably doesn't have other children?"
Yan Rong: "...No, he loves me very much."
Kaitlyn said: "Then do you love him?"
Yan Rong replied honestly: "Love."
Kaitlyn said: "Then don't act like a child, okay? Be happy."
Yan Rong said dissatisfied: "Hey, I'm a few months older than you, I'm not a child."
The two just entered the gate of the supermarket. There were all kinds of ice cream in the freezer at the door. Kaitlyn smiled and said, "Brother, please treat me to ice cream."
Yan Rong touched his pocket, he had to swipe his student card for consumption in school, he didn't plan to buy anything, he didn't bring his card when he came out, it was still in the classroom drawer, but the girl had already said it out, it would be too ungentlemanly to refuse .
The girls have already gone in to pick out those colorful pens.
At this moment, Ben came in alone, Yan Rong hurriedly said, "Lend me your student card."
Seeing him standing in front of the freezer, he said, "Want to buy ice cream? Let me treat you."
Yan Rong said: "No, I want to invite her, but I didn't bring my card."
He pointed to the inside and looked over, his face suddenly turned suspiciously red.
Yan Rong remembered that he said shyly once before that he had a crush on someone, so it turned out to be Kaitlyn