Wang Jin thought about the scene of Yan Rong leaving him countless times. Yan Rong has been able to take care of himself, and has the courage and ability to pursue a better world, so that no matter how sad and helpless he is, he can have no regrets, and Yan Rong Say goodbye, because he has done everything he wants and should do for Yan Rong.
However, at this time, Yan Rong was still an ignorant little boy, and still had love and dependence on him, so he told him that he wanted to separate.
He was in a daze, why would he lose Yanrong before the day when Yanrong grew up
After Yan Rong said those two words, he turned sideways hastily, wiped the tears on his face with his arm, and said, "Go to work, I'm leaving."
Wang Jin couldn't bear the soreness in his heart. He wanted to hug him and comfort him, but he was the one who made him sad. In the end, he could only say: "You said you came out of the closet, what's the matter? You fell out with your classmates ?"
Yan Rong stepped back and said, "I can handle it."
Wang Jin frowned, and said again: "If there is something wrong with the school, let me help you find Liang Xi..."
Yan Rong interrupted: "I will find him myself if I need anything, thank you."
His eyes were filled with tears, and he couldn't even see Wang Jin's face clearly. Holding back his sobs, he tried hard to say: "Thank you for being with me these few months, I will remember your kindness to me, I hope In the future... No, there is no future, we don't want to see each other in the future, I don't want to see you again."
Wang Jin: "..."
Yan Rong left.
Wang Jin just stood there.
After a long time, he leaned on his knees and slowly bent down, breathing heavily and rapidly.
The air is real, the dizziness from lack of oxygen is real, it's all real.
He really lost his face.
Yan Rong came out of the office, but finally collapsed, hurried to the corner of the corridor, faced the wall, covered his eyes with his hands, and cried out loudly.
The scenes from acquaintance to Wang Jin to this moment flashed through his mind, and he realized that apart from the phrase "get married after the twentieth birthday", Wang Jin had never given him any promises.
It turned out that from the beginning to the end, it was really his wishful thinking that they could love each other forever, but Wang Jin just regarded him as a passer-by in his life.
In the past few months, it turned out that he was the only one who was looking forward to eternity. The love he thought he had never existed at all.
He had cried enough, and when he was leaving, he met Congcong who was sitting in an automatic wheelchair, and came to look for Wang Jin again, with the lunch box still on his lap.
Congcong saw him head-on, and said in embarrassment: "I heard that your father is back. This bun is really delicious... What's wrong with you?"
Yan Rong's eyes were red and swollen, he looked very embarrassed, but he said bravely: "It's nothing, I'm fine."
Congcong guessed: "Today, Monday, did you skip class? Was your father scolded you?"
Yanrong didn't speak, but blocked the way for Congcong to pass, Congcong had no choice but to continue chatting with him: "How old are you?"
Yan Rong said: "Grade one."
Congcong was surprised and said, "I thought you were older than me, and I was also in freshman year of high school."
Yan Rong boasted: "I transferred here, that's why I was in the first year of high school. I'm older than you."
Cong Cong said: "Oh."
One of them was sitting, the other was standing, staring at each other in a stalemate in the corridor.
Congcong couldn't bear it any longer, and asked, "Do you not want me to give your dad buns?"
Yan Rong: "..."
Congcong said: "I heard from the nurse that you don't have a mother."
Yan Rong furiously said, "Is it amazing that you have a mother?"
Cong Cong hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I mean... You and your father have such a good relationship."
Yan Rong's face darkened, and said: "Whoever has a good relationship with him is not my father."
Congcong thought he had just been scolded by Wang Jin, and said in anger, "I used to have a good relationship with my dad, but last year he got a mistress and wanted to divorce my mom. I hate him so much. , When I was just sick, I thought about dying. I want to make him regret for the rest of his life. Who told him to treat me and my mother like that. Later, I had an operation, and I couldn’t stand up. He cried to death, more sad than me, His hair turned white all night, at first I felt very relieved, but later I felt a little pitiful for him."
Yan Rong: "... What do you mean by telling me this?"
Cong Cong was also a little confused, scratching his head and said: "I just want to persuade you not to be angry with your father, you will definitely regret it in the future."
Yan Rong said frantically: "I told you that he is not my father."
He stepped forward, stretched out his hand, and said, "Didn't you want to treat me to buns? Thank you, bring them."
Congcong was being polite just now, and he never thought of letting him eat. The two in the lunch box were also specially reserved for Wang Jin.
Yan Rong spread his hands in front of him, with an expression of "you cheapskate".
Two little boys are fighting, whoever is despised will lose first.
As a result, Congcong reluctantly gave the lunch box to Yanrong, turned the wheelchair around resentfully, and returned to the ward.
Yan Rong held the lunch box, the feeling of victory lasted for only a few seconds, and soon he felt that he was terribly bored, he had already broken up with Wang Jin, what's the use of blocking others from approaching Wang Jin
He can't stop other weak and cute people in this world, Wang Jin will always meet one of them again, the tenderness he got from Wang Jin, that person will also get it.
These imaginations made him feel like a knife, and he didn't want to think about it any more.
He thought ridiculously, if Wang Jin is really his father, then no matter what he becomes, grows up, becomes disabled, becomes ugly, becomes not cute at all, Wang Jin will love him forever he.
Liang Xi, who was working, heard from his assistant that Wang Jin had called several times during his break, asking him to contact Yan Rong.
Inexplicably, he called Wang Jin back and asked, "What's wrong? What happened?"
Wang Jindao: "Call him and let him tell you by himself. I don't know the details. I only know that he came out at school."
Liang Xi was startled, and said, "Is he still in school?"
Wang Jin said: "No, I don't know where he went."
Liang Xi was even more surprised: "What do you mean? What do you mean you don't know?"
Wang Jin was silent for a moment, and said, "We broke up."
Liang Xi: "..."
Wang Jin didn't want to say more, but urged him to contact Yan Rong quickly. Although he was full of doubts, he could hear the tiredness and worry in Wang Jin's tone, so he didn't ask any more questions.
Yan Rong came out of the hospital and took the subway in a daze. When he got out of the station, he realized that his destination was Wang Jin's house.
He hesitated for a moment, since he had already come, why not just go and take his luggage away, we broke up, we can't still stay at the other party's house to take up space.
He had the key to Wang Jin's house, and opened the door with a heavy heart.
For a long time, he has regarded this place as his and Wang Jin's home. After coming to China, this is the first place he regards as "home" from the bottom of his heart.
He likes everything in this house, the plants and trees in the yard, all the furniture in the house, the books he and Wang Jin have read together, the songs they have listened to, the movies they have watched together, and the times they have made love In every corner, the sweet and lingering time at that time is vivid in his memory, but recalling it makes him even more sad.
Wang Jin is no longer his fiancé, but his ex-boyfriend.
The character "Qian" in Chinese is a fickle villain. One moment he said to look forward, the front is all new, and another moment he said that the predecessor is the old person.
Yan Rong thought bitterly, he doesn't need to study Chinese anymore, he won't be able to marry in China.
He didn't have much luggage, only clothes and toiletries, most of which were bought for him by Wang Jin, and the rest were some martial arts novels, nothing else, and the small suitcase was not even full.
After tidying up, he sat down by the bed and wept silently.
There is only such a little thing in this family that belongs to him. If he leaves like this, will Wang Jin forget him soon.
Wang Chao, who had just woken up, came down from upstairs, heard the movement here, came over to have a look, and wondered: "Yanrong, why didn't you go to school?"
Yan Rong hurriedly wiped away tears before turning around and saying, "I'm asking for leave."
Wang Chao saw his suitcase and said, "Why are you crying? What are you doing?"
Yan Rong stood up and said, "I'm leaving."
Wang Chao didn't understand, and said, "Where are you going?"
Yan Rong whispered: "I broke up with your brother."
Wang Chao opened his mouth wide.
"He gave us two steamed buns and left." Wang Chao said on the phone, "I told him to give it to him, but he refused, and I didn't dare to force it. Those steamed stuffed buns were quite delicious."
Wang Jin: "..."
Wang Chao said: "What are you two doing? Yesterday you dragged me to drink, I thought it was wrong, but when I came back to see you go to bed and sleep with him in your arms, I thought it was me thinking too much, why did the two of you go crazy when I opened my eyes today?" separated?"
Wang Jindao: "He won't let you send you off? You don't listen when you should be obedient, and you listen when you shouldn't."
Wang Chao was very wronged, and said: "His eyes are swollen like two peaches, and he is about to cry after saying a few words, and he insists on leaving by himself, and I dare not do anything, even if you look at his legs, you will twist my face It's swollen, if I touch him somewhere, you can't cut me to death."
According to Wang Jin's description, Yan Rong was just a pitiful little boy, distressed and irritable, so he hung up the phone without thinking about listening to his nonsense.
Wang Chao was very depressed, and yelled into the phone: "It's a big deal when someone hasn't broken up." Throwing the phone away, he yelled into the air: "You guys who are 1 don't have a good thing, I Bah bah bah!"
When Liang Xi contacted Yan Rong, Yan Rong had already returned to his and Bai Tu's home.
Liang Xi asked him: "I heard that there is something wrong with the school?"
Yan Rong said: "Brother Liang, I came out at school."
Liang Xi already knew about his coming out, so she wasn't surprised, but was taken aback by the new title, and asked, "What's the attitude of your classmates and teachers?"
Yan Rong said: "I don't know, I will ask for leave and leave school soon."
Liang Xi thought for a while and said, "Then don't worry about it, just rest at home."
Yan Rong said: "Yes."
Liang Xi asked him tentatively, "Are you having a fight with Wang Jin?"
Yan Rong said: "No."
Liang Xi heaved a sigh of relief. Since Yan Rong said no, it might not be a big deal, and he didn't want the two to break up, so he didn't say anything else. He said a few good things for Wang Jin in front of Bai Tu. If they really broke up, how would he explain to Bai Tu.
Yan Rong said: "There is no quarrel, I don't like him anymore, so I dumped him."
Liang Xi: "..."