Yan Rong didn't tell the reason why he broke up with Wang Jin. At this time, he began to understand some of Wang Chao's thoughts, and he didn't want the breakup to bring other troubles to Wang Jin.
What's more, he would rather let others think that he dumped Wang Jin, and he didn't want others to know that their separation was because Wang Jin didn't love him enough.
That was somewhat embarrassing.
After hanging up Liang Xi's phone, he continued to organize the luggage he brought back. When he opened the closet to hang his clothes, he saw the transparent storage box at the bottom of the closet, which contained some of his gadgets.
A few lanterns and a Pleasant Goat mask that Wang Jin bought for him during the Lantern Festival.
At that time, he hadn't fallen in love with Wang Jin, he just felt that this man was too gentle and too seductive, and he even kept reminding himself not to be seduced by Wang Jin.
What happened a few months ago seems to have passed through several lifetimes, and it seems like it was just yesterday.
Wang Jin took his hand and walked through the bustling city of lights. At the end of the dimly lit street, he asked him with a smile, "Do you want some cotton candy?"
Sadness swept over him like a tsunami in an instant. He took out the Pleasant Goat mask and put it on his face with red eyes.
Here Liang Xi told Wang Jin that Yan Rong had returned home.
Wang Jin said: "That's good, did you ask him about the school?"
Liang Xi said: "I asked, I will contact his teacher tomorrow to see what's going on. If it really doesn't work, I can only help him transfer to another school."
Wang Jin made a "hmm" and said, "If you want to help him transfer schools, you have to discuss it with him first, and listen to his own ideas. Although he won't have any objections if you help him to do it well, he is actually very dissatisfied. He likes other people to make decisions for him.”
Liang Xi agreed, "Okay."
Wang Jin said: "Then I will trouble you."
Liang Xi: "...don't be polite to me."
He couldn't help asking again: "What's the situation? Are you really divided?"
Wang Jin said: "I'll tell you later, and don't ask him this again."
Liang Xi could only say: "Okay, I will tell you in time if there is anything wrong later."
He hesitated for a while, but he still didn't tell Bai Tu about the breakup between Wang Jin and Yan Rong. He hadn't figured out the specifics yet, so telling Bai Tu now was just to make Bai Tu anxious, and Wang Jin was probably to blame.
But from Wang Jin's tone, he clearly still cared about Yan Rong, and Yan Rong was not like someone who would change his mind so quickly and "don't like Wang Jin anymore".
Maybe, before Bai Tu knew, the two of them could get back together again
In the afternoon, Wang Jin also asked for leave and returned home. He couldn't concentrate, and his communication with colleagues and patients was very trance. Others could see that something was wrong with him, and he really couldn't work normally.
Last night was the first time he drank alcohol in more than ten years. He vomited so badly that he finally vomited out all his bile. Wang Chao had to help him when he got home and went upstairs, but his mind was always clear. Even in the middle of the night when he felt sick again and went to the bathroom to rinse his mouth, he could still withdraw his arm carefully, not wanting to wake Yan Rong who was sleeping in his arms.
This made him feel a splitting headache when he woke up from a hangover this morning. He sent Yan Rong to school and forced himself to go back to work in the hospital. As soon as he changed his clothes, he was called by the dean. The chief went straight to the point and asked him about his "illegitimate child", and mentioned that he would make a major adjustment in the middle-level leadership team in the second half of the year, and he didn't want his private life to affect his work.
Coming out of the dean's office, his condition was extremely poor, but at this time, Yan Rong came.
At this time, he recalled the whole process, and he couldn't even remember what unconsidered words he had said. What he remembered most clearly was those tearful blue eyes except for Yan Rong's words "Wang Jin, let's break up." , and the helplessness and determination when wiping away tears.
Yan Rong has always been such a person, he will make a decision immediately, just like his appearance, beautiful and straightforward. His feelings are bright and clear, he will say when he falls in love, and he will not be entangled if he is not accepted, but once he gets a response, he will happily surrender all of himself.
He is such a passionate lover, Wang Jin thinks he can't do one ten thousandth of it.
He also tried his best to cater to Yan Rong, but he still couldn't find his young and pure self. Instead, in today's out-of-control situation, like an untimely fire extinguisher, it extinguished Yan Rong's fiery heart and made Yan Rong feel Disappointed and sad, that's why Yan Rong chose to leave him.
Yan Rong would fall headlong into his love because he was always taking care of Yan Rong's mood, which made Yan Rong, who was lonely and sensitive at that time, feel comfortable, safe, and protected, but today his emotional intelligence has dropped At the end of the line, he let Yan Rong see that he was not strong, and saw his low self-esteem that was always ready to be eliminated by this love.
If he were Yan Rong, he would definitely feel that he gave his love to a hypocritical, weak and wrong person.
If he was Yan Rong, he would not want such a Wang Jin, he was not the perfect "Wang Jinzhou" in Yan Rong's imagination at all.
Wang Chao heard him park the car downstairs and came out to greet him. He probably felt that he was broken in love. His face was full of caution, and he asked, "Why did you come back so early?"
He said: "I drank too much yesterday and couldn't go to work."
He entered the door, and Wang Chao followed him and said, "Then why don't you go to sleep first? Go after him after you wake up?"
He stopped and turned back, and said, "You have been sleeping at home for so long, why didn't you chase your people back?"
Wang Chao: "..."
Wang Jin was actually in a bad mood and said this casually. He didn't mean to hurt each other. After speaking, his younger brother's face changed, and he said: "If you don't chase, you don't chase, and it doesn't mean that if you really leave, you can't get through."
Wang Chao didn't answer, and didn't follow him anymore, turned around and sat down on the sofa, leaving him with a wounded and wronged back.
Wang Jin felt guilty, but at this moment he didn't have the energy to coax him anymore, so he said from a distance: "I'll go up first, and we will have dinner together tonight."
When he returned to the room, Yan Rong's personal belongings were all gone, the few Jin Yong books on the bookshelf, all the clothes in the closet, and the toiletries in the bathroom were all clean, nothing was left behind.
He only found a T-shirt in the laundry basket next to the washing machine. It belonged to him and was worn by Yan Rong as pajamas. It should have been thrown here by Yan Rong before going to school this morning, and he hadn't had time to wash it.
He took off his shirt, put on this T-shirt, then lay on the bed, covered his head with a quilt, and covered himself tightly.
The T-shirt still smelled of Yan Rong, and he closed his eyes, as if Yan Rong was still lying in his arms.
He slept very deeply this time, and when he woke up, it was already dark outside the window.
The room was so quiet that only the slight sound of the central air conditioner could be heard. In the dim light, there was a lonely black mug on the table. The lion king who had been with it in the past had already left.
Wang Jin sat up without turning on the light. The loneliness and emptiness were so deep that he was desperate.
After a long time, he changed his clothes and went downstairs. Wang Chao was sitting on the living room floor, playing a game console.
He called out, "Xiao Chao."
After they both became adults, he hadn't called Wang Chao that way for a long time.
Wang Chao didn't seem to notice, turned to look at him, and said, "Can I go to eat? I'm starving to death."
The two brothers went to have dinner nearby. According to Wang Chao's opinion, two servings of oily noodles and a large serving of spicy crayfish.
On the way back, there was thunder in the sky. Seeing that a heavy rain was coming, passers-by on the side of the road started to run, trying to get back to a place that could shelter from the wind and rain before the raindrops fell.
The intersection was a little congested. Wang Chao didn't drive, but sat in the passenger seat, looking out the window with his chin resting on his boredom, and said, "The program recorded on the weekend will be aired tonight."
Wang Jindao: "I should have time to watch it when I get home."
Wang Chao said, "I dare not look at it."
He touched his prickly short hair and said, "I must be ugly when I look on camera like this."
Since he was a child, he loved to be pretty and to dress up, and he liked to buy new clothes and shoes, and walk around the market in a new outfit, and was praised by others for his handsomeness, and he would be so beautiful in a matter of minutes. Now he is tanned like a half-African native, and his formerly lush hair only grew half a centimeter. Although his appearance is basically there, he is still better than ordinary people, but compared with himself vertically, he is crippled.
Wang Jindao: "Your hair grows fast, you can get a round cut in half a month at most, and when the weather cools down, it will slowly return to white."
Wang Chao said, "Yes."
The car was free, and Wang Jin drove forward slowly.
The pouring rain fell from the sky and landed on the roof windows of the car, and the world seemed to be a vast ocean.
Wang Chao said suddenly: "Brother, it's not that I don't want to chase my person back, but I can't. He didn't love me very much before, and now that I'm disabled like this, he definitely doesn't want to be with me."
He said: "You're right, you can live without anyone, but only you know if you live well or not."
He also said: "I have a bad life, I can't fall asleep every night, when I get up to go to the toilet and accidentally see the mirror, I feel that I am finished, he doesn't want to be with me, let it be, I even find someone more handsome than him, The capital to piss him off is gone. But when I go back to lie on the bed and browse Weibo, I see his latest photos, and I think I’m such an idiot, not to mention whether I’m disabled or not, there’s no one in the world prettier than him male."
He rambled on all the way, Wang Jin listened to every word, but couldn't say anything that could comfort him.
It took only ten minutes to go out, and it took forty minutes to walk back to get home.
Driving into the courtyard, the car lights shone on the lawn covered by rain, Wang Jin suddenly stepped on the brakes, fortunately Wang Chao fastened his seat belt, but he was startled by the sudden braking, and said: "What's wrong? "
Wang Jin opened the door and got out of the car.
Wang Chao said, "What are you doing at such a high price?"
Wang Jin had already closed the door and walked forward.
The dense and rapid raindrops were clearly visible in the two headlights. Sitting in the car, Wang Chao was puzzled and watched his brother walk through the rain curtain. His white shirt was soaked from shoulder to back.
He saw Wang Jin bent down on the edge of the lawn and picked up something.
Wang Chao vaguely remembered that there were two flowers planted there, which seemed to be rhododendrons. In spring, the flowers were dense, and he had to look at them twice.
One of the rhododendrons seemed to be interrupted by the wind and rain.
Wang Jin picked up the broken flower branch, and the unbroken half was left with a lonely branch standing in the wind and rain, and it was no longer possible to see what kind of plant it was.
Wang Jin stood there, he was at a loss, he was just a surgeon, he had never learned how to rescue this seriously injured flower.
If Yan Rong knew that the flower could not be saved, would he be sad