Yan Rong sat on the bed blankly, not daring to move.
When we broke up, he said that he would never see Wang Jin again, not only because he was sad, but also because he was afraid that when he saw Wang Jin again, he would still be unable to bear his love for Wang Jin, and could not help but forgive him. Wang Jin, but Wang Jin said such hurtful things to him, he can't love so unprincipled.
Now it was Wang Jin who came to see him! To take him home? It's to tell him that the things he said that day don't count, no matter what he becomes in the future, he will love him forever, right? Yes or no!
He felt his heart was going to burn, as long as Wang Jin said that, he could forgive Wang Jin, he didn't need any principles, as long as Wang Jin loved him forever, nothing else mattered.
He looked at Wang Jin with burning eyes.
Wang Jin raised the bag in his hand, and asked with some embarrassment: "Want to eat ice cream?"
Yan Rong: "..."
Wang Jin added: "It tastes like butter cookies."
Treat him like a baby again! Yan Rong was so angry that his breathing became short of breath, he glared at Wang Jin and said, "Who allowed you to come into my house? Get out!"
Wang Jin was still standing by the door, and asked hesitantly, "Did you go home this afternoon? Did you see Jin Yue?"
Speaking of Jin Yue, Yan Rong became even angrier, and said: "What home do you want to go back to? This is my home, I have already broken up with you, who do you want to take back to your home... who do you want to kiss, or even do more intimate things, It's all your freedom."
The second half of the sentence was said to him by Wang Jin, verbatim, and he remembered it clearly.
But Wang Jin was stunned for a moment before he remembered that he had said such... bastard words to Yan Rong.
Yan Rong felt that he didn't sincerely come to apologize and seek reconciliation, so he jumped off the ground, pointed to the outside and said: "Go, get out, get out!"
He was like a kitten with blown fur, angry and yelling, but there were faint tears in his eyes.
Wang Jin frowned, and said softly, "Yanrong, don't cry."
His tone and voice were too gentle, which made Yan Rong's heart ache, he gritted his teeth and said, "Go out."
But Wang Jin walked in and put the ice cream on the desk beside him.
Yan Rong said loudly: "Don't come in! I tell you to go out!"
Turning a deaf ear, Wang Jin strode up to him and pulled him into his arms.
He struggled fiercely, and said while struggling: "You scoundrel! Go away! Get out!"
Wang Jin hugged him even harder, and called him softly: "Yanrong, Yanrong, my Yanrong."
Yan Rong's heart softened and despaired after these calls. Wang Jin wanted to seduce him, but he couldn't resist at all. As long as Wang Jin was willing to be gentle with him, his principles would immediately collapse.
He couldn't help the tears in his eyes, he could only bite his lips tightly, unwilling to cry out.
Wang Jin hugged his body that was trembling from crying, and explained in a distressed voice: "I didn't take Jin Yue home, he accompanied the university tutor to my house, just an ordinary teacher-student gathering. I didn't go with him. Do anything."
Yan Rong whimpered: "...um."
He believed it, he would believe whatever Wang Jin said, as long as Wang Jin said it.
He felt that he was going to be doomed, and that he was destined to be led by Wang Jin in this life. When he was older and Wang Jin no longer loved him, he might still try his best to pretend to be weak and cute, so as to please Wang Jin even for a little while. Love every second, just like Jin Yue used to always sell miserably in front of Wang Jin, but he is actually the same person as Jin Yue.
It's terrible, does he really want to be like that? Do you want to rely on that to trick Wang Jin into loving him
He was shaking more than before, Wang Jin felt it, and said: "What I said is true, have you forgotten? I have already let go of the past."
Yan Rong endured it with all his strength, but still said with a bit of tears: "I remember."
Wang Jin stroked his hair and coaxed, "Don't cry, it's all my fault."
Yan Rong choked up and said: "It's your fault, it's all your fault, you still say that kind of thing to me, you are so bad, I hate you to death."
Wang Jin also regretted those words that hurt him, and said: "I was hungover like you that day, my head hurt, and my mind was not clear. Some of the words were nonsense, I'm sorry."
Yan Rong's pupils shrank.
Wang Jindao: "Let me tell you the truth, I was very angry and jealous when I saw the video of you and ben. I want you to stop dating him, but I have no such right."
Yan Rong didn't understand very well, and said, "Why not?"
Wang Jin lowered his eyes and said: "He is the friend you like, that is your friendship, how to choose, I can't help you decide."
Yan Rong became angry again, and said: "Whether I want to break up with him is indeed my business, but if you don't get angry or lose your temper at me, I think you don't care, okay, you don't care about kissing, what about sex? Then I I'm going to have sex with someone else!"
Of course, this was an outrageous remark, Wang Jin frowned and said, "Don't talk nonsense."
Yan Rong didn't want this kind of reaction, so he started to hit him so angry, he swung his arms and hit his shoulders, arms and chest, cursing while beating: "You idiot! Idiot! Not only do I want to have sex with others, but I also want to record everything Come down and show you the video! You are not allowed to say you are angry, and you are not allowed to lose your temper, just bear it all in your heart, and then be more generous and say that it is all my freedom! Okay! Okay!"
He used his strength this time, and Wang Jin felt a little hurt from his beating, so he retreated subconsciously.
Yan Rong took advantage of the situation and pushed him again, under inertia, he fell back a few steps.
The tears on Yan Rong's face were still wet, and he stared at him angrily, and said: "I don't like Jin Yue coming to seduce you, I don't like that Cong Cong always pestering you, I will tell you, I am angry, I care about you, you belong to me alone, no one else can touch you, you can't even think about it, how can you think you have no right to control me?"
He opened his eyes wide and asked suspiciously: "Have you started to love me less? But I haven't grown up yet, am I not cute now?"
He took the Pleasant Goat mask from the table next to him and put it on, saying, "Aren't I cute?"
Wang Jin: "..."
With his face covered by the mask, Yan Rong couldn't hold back his sobs, and said: "I haven't been admitted to university yet, I don't have a job, and I don't have any money. You don't love me anymore, am I not pitiful?"
Wang Jin: "...what's the matter with you?"
Yan Rong burst into tears. He sat by the bed and cried, "Why am I so pitiful? Is it because I love you more? Why don't you love me more?"
Wang Jin suddenly understood.
He stepped forward and slowly took off the mask from Yan Rong's face.
Yan Rong's face was full of tears, his eyes were already a little swollen, he turned his face away and refused to let him see.
Wang Jin knelt down in front of him, touched his face with his hand, and said, "You are cute, you are the cutest."
Yan Rong still refused to look at him.
Wang Jin said: "But you are not pitiful."
Yan Rong's tear-stained eyelashes trembled.
Wang Jindao: "You are so handsome and have good grades. You have traveled so far to come to China. You are strong and brave. Everyone around you likes you. How can you be pitiful?"
Looking out of the dark window, Yan Rong said in a low voice, "I don't have parents."
Wang Jin put his hands on his lap and said, "But one of your adoptive fathers is the most famous film actor in China, and the other is the richest entertainer on the Forbes list this year. They have a very good relationship. I love you very much, today Liang Xi scolded me bloody because of you, saying that you are the baby they brought back from across the ocean, and told me not to bully you anymore."
Yan Rong pursed his lips, he did not expect that Liang Xi would really help him out.
Wang Jindao: "You are so outstanding and your family is happy and happy, who said you are pitiful?"
Yan Rong looked sideways at him.
Wang Jin smiled at him and said, "I don't love you... Yan Rong, I love you very much."
Yan Rong moved his lips, pressed them again, and finally asked, "What do you love about me?"
Wang Jin said: "Don't you know?"
Yan Rong: "...know what?"
Wang Jin squeezed his leg, and said: "You asked me what I love about you, but before I answered, you said that you are handsome, have a good personality, and it is comfortable to have sex with you. You are right. "
Yan Rong felt that he was perfunctory himself, and said angrily: "Is that all? Don't treat me like a child."
Wang Jin asked back, "Then why do you love me?"
Yan Rong: "..."
What does he love about Wang Jin
Wang Jin is very handsome and considerate, no matter in bed or off the bed, he is very gentle to him.
anything else
He couldn't think of it.
Is the reason for loving someone so simple
He was a little dazed.
Wang Jindao: "It's not that simple."
Yan Rong was a little unhappy, and Wang Jin guessed his thoughts again.
Wang Jin gently grabbed his hand, and said softly: "The reason for falling in love with someone is too simple. It's because of a look, a word, a movement, or something too small. But let this It is very difficult for a love to take root and sprout, and then to blossom and bear fruit. I like your beauty and cuteness, your sincerity and bravery, and I like to take you to enjoy sex together. These are just the seeds of love. It has grown in my heart. It has to be watered and fertilized, otherwise it will die quietly. The work of watering and fertilizing it is not mine, but yours. We are together, you kiss me, hug me, cling to me, every day Say "I love you" to me once, it will feel it, it will absorb nutrients, grow from a grass to a small tree. The seed in your heart is the same, I will work hard to nourish it , let it grow up healthily, the trunk should be thicker, and the branches and leaves should be more, otherwise when the wind and rain come, it will not be able to withstand it, and it will be injured or even die."
Yan Rong listened, touched his heart with his free hand, and said proudly: "It's a big tree, very big."
He put his hand on Wang Jin's left chest again, and asked, "What about it?"
Wang Jin smiled and said, "It's also very big."
Yan Rong said: "I don't believe it."
He tightened the piece of fabric on the chest of Wang Jin's shirt, and said, "If it's big, why do you say that we will be separated when I grow up?"
Wang Jin's smile faded.
He looked at Yan Rong with a melancholy warmth in his eyes.
Yan Rong felt his sadness, but her face was ignorant.
Wang Jin said something he didn't want to say, but had to say.
"Yanrong, when you grow up, I will be old."