7.
The day after the breakup, Wang Chao disappeared.
Up and down the company, from the boss to the agent, from colleagues to assistants, no one knows where he went.
The phone is turned off, WeChat doesn't reply, the penguin profile picture is gray all the time, and the last Weibo update of the swipe maniac is also a dragging selfie from the night before: "I changed into new clothes and went out to have dinner".
Xie Zhuxing thought that Wang Chao was fooling around with his cronies again, and he was still a little sour in his heart, so he didn't want to pay any attention to it. A few days later, Liang Xi, Wang Chao's close buddy, called and asked where Wang Chao was, and said that Wang Chao's brother didn't know Wang Chao's whereabouts either.
He began to panic a little.
Where can Wang Chao go? With such a bad temper, will you get into any trouble? He loves to play so much, what if he is hooked up by some crooked people to do something irreparable
On the tenth day after the breakup, Xie Zhuxing was awakened in the middle of the night. He dreamed that Wang Chao was on the social news, suspected of gathering people for gambling, and allowing others to take drugs.
He broke out in a cold sweat, this was so fucking like something Wang Chao could do.
Wang Chao is heartless, heartless, and brainless, he can't hear what he says, and he has a cheap mouth, and he doesn't even know if he accidentally offends others. His brother Wang Qi is in full swing and has made many enemies. Well, if he just wanted to add trouble to his brother, there must be someone who was secretly uneasy and kindly trying to punish him. As long as he set up a trick, he didn't need to make much effort, and he got in by himself.
After dawn, Xie Zhuxing called the crew and asked for half a day off. He accepted the lead role of an idol drama, and was originally scheduled to join the group this morning.
He went to find Wang Qi.
The reception lady recognized him, she was pleasantly surprised, she held back the next second, and said in a businesslike manner, "Do you have an appointment?"
Of course he didn't.
He waited outside all morning, and Wang Qi was finally free to see him after twelve noon.
Although it was the first official meeting, Wang Qi was no stranger to him. Wang Chao had mentioned this big brother too many times, from industry elites to taciturn, from practicing Sanda to divorced last year, he knew everything .
He went in, still hesitating what to call, Wang Qi may not know which number "Xie Zhuxing" is.
Wang Qi was standing behind the table, arranging things, and gave him a blank look.
He suddenly felt that Wang Qi not only knew about him, but also about him and Wang Chao.
He called out, "Brother Qi."
Wang Qi responded: "Well. What do you want from me?"
He asked directly: "No one can contact Wang Chao, do you know where he is?"
Wang Qi said: "I don't know."
Xie Zhuxing breathed a sigh of relief, Wang Qi must know, and Wang Chao has no troubles, everything is fine.
That was enough, and he didn't want to know more, so he said, "Okay, then I won't bother you."
He was about to leave, but Wang Qi stopped him again: "Xiao Xie."
He looked back at Wang Qi.
Wang Qi raised his eyes, and asked very slowly: "You slept with my brother? Did you dump him in the end?"
Xie Zhuxing: "..."
Wang Qi shook his head, put down the things in hand, straightened up, and said seriously: "This is not very good."
In the afternoon, Xie Zhuxing returned to the crew on time, and was inevitably scolded by the director and producer. He apologized honestly and started filming soon.
He has a lot of experience in acting in idol dramas. As long as he doesn't forget his words and is handsome enough, he's basically one-way.
The matter of his being late quickly turned the page.
It was the make-up artist he had worked with before who was puzzled. He had acted in six more idol dramas this year, the male one and the male two. Naturally, his appearance is always online, his skin is good, his face is small, his facial features are three-dimensional, his lips are red and his teeth are white. , I usually put on dramatic makeup for him, simply apply a primer, sweep his eyebrows, add a little lip balm at most, and it's basically over. I never use highlighter shadow contouring powder and blush. His face was still pale today, but something was wrong with his whiteness, his lips were bloodless, and after finishing his base makeup, he had to apply bright lip gloss again.
The makeup artist asked concerned: "Xiao Xie, is there something wrong with you?"
He said: "It's okay, I've been on a diet recently, maybe I'm a little anemic."
On the seventeenth day of the breakup, filming was over and work was over. Before returning home, the assistant handed him a lot of letters and gifts, all sent to the company by fans. The assistant had already screened it, and there was nothing suspicious and dangerous.
When he got home, he was alone. His parents had returned to their hometown a few days ago, and the reexamination results were very good. The doctor prescribed some solid medicine. The couple thought about the flowers they raised at home and the cat temporarily fostered by their relatives, so they insisted on going back.
Before leaving, the two complained slightly: "It's a pity that I didn't see anyone when I came here."
He didn't know how to explain it, so he pretended not to hear it.
After taking off the makeup and taking a hot bath, the exhaustion from filming for a whole day was reduced a lot, and the feet kicked by Wang Qi didn't hurt much anymore, only a few bruises remained.
He piled the two bags of letters and presents beside the bed, took them out and looked at them carefully.
The gifts are mostly food, clothes and dolls, as well as a lot of trinkets, mobile phone chains and cases, rings, earrings and necklaces, not necessarily expensive, but you can also see the delicate thoughts of those girls.
There are all kinds of letters, some confessed, saying that you want to marry him and give him monkeys, and some swearing, saying you are ugly and don't come out, you better hurry up flop, and asking how he can become a star, whether he needs plastic surgery , Will it be hidden rules.
He didn't have plastic surgery, but he was caught. Didn't Wang Chao say, "you rely on me for today"? That's right, if Wang Chao hadn't chosen him to join the short-lived group, he might not be able to debut, and now he might be a backup dancer or a dance teacher. These gifts and letters will not be received.
Without Wang Chao, he would not be who he is now.
But without Wang Chao, he would never be able to return to his former self.
In the past, he thought that if he could become popular, all the hardships he had suffered in the past few years would be worth it. Later, when he became popular, he thought, being able to stay together with Wang Chao for a long time, this life is worth it.
If you want to be popular, you want to live an ideal life. Wanting Wang Chao is an instinct driven by love.
He has thought about which is more important many times, but every time there is no result, this kind of thinking seems to be meaningless, just like the difference between the left hand and the right hand which is more important.
But he never imagined that one day, his right hand would cut off his left hand.
He didn't want to think about it anymore, and continued to flip through the letters, and saw a bare postcard in a pile of beautiful envelopes, very few fans would send postcards.
He pulled out the hard card and printed a high-definition photo of the Potala Palace on the front, like a noble and lonely paradise.
Turning it over, the pen that wrote the reverse side of the pen didn't seem to flow smoothly, and the strokes of several characters were broken.
Apart from the company address and his name, there was only one sentence.
"Xie Zhuxing, I love you"
Not signed.
The font is round and has almost no strokes. Everyone who has seen it can't believe it. Why does such an arrogant and domineering person write such cute characters
Every time he hears such remarks, Xie Zhuxing will think, that is something you have never seen before. He writes more cutely, like a primary school student, sitting upright, holding the pen in a very standard posture, and every word is beautiful. It must be written according to the correct strokes, and typos are rarely written. He told Xie Zhuxing very frustrated that it was a conditioned reflex of being beaten up by his father and brother when he was a child, and he felt pain in his butt if he didn't write well.
Very cute.
It turned out that he went to Tibet. Who did he go with? The conditions on the road must be bad, are you unhappy? Do you have altitude sickness? The postmark is five days ago, where is it now? Have you returned to Beijing yet
On the day of the breakup, Mingming was so angry that he scolded his mother, why did he still say that he loved him.
the fool.
He lay on the bed, looked at the postcard over and over again, and gradually felt pain in his heart.
Why are you willing to break up
Knowing that Wang Chao is a fool, with a mouth but no heart, knowing that Wang Chao loves him so much.
Yes, he relied on Wang Chao's love for him.
Relying on Wang Chao's love for him, knowing that Wang Chao will not say a word to Wang Qi, will not take revenge, and will not even talk about the whole story of their breakup in front of anyone, and may even have the cheek to beg him to reconcile later, That's why he dared to say such cruel words to Wang Chao unscrupulously.
Everyone said that Wang Chao was unreliable, but a person who talks so much never gossips or lies, there is no one more reliable than him in this world.
Everyone said that Xie Zhuxing was reliable and stable, but he knew too well how bad-tempered he was. He wore the mask of a good man all day long, but in fact he had to calculate every step he took. Of course he had calculated Wang Chao. , All bad tempers were directed at Wang Chao alone.
He may not have even said a nice love word to Wang Chao, and he has never done a romantic act of flattery for Wang Chao. .
Xie Zhuxing, how cheeky are you? It was never you who endured Wang Chao, but Wang Chao who endured you.
He covered the postcard on his face, as if he could vaguely feel the vastness and vastness of the plateau.
He finally had the answer to that question. Pursuing his ideals would allow him to live a better life, but he was only alive if he followed his instincts.
He's going to look for Wang Qi again, get another beating, and ask when Wang Chao will come back.
Come back soon.
The mobile phone beside his pillow rang, he carefully put the postcard aside, picked up the mobile phone, it was an unfamiliar number, and it belonged to Shijiazhuang, Hebei, but there was no sign of harassing calls or advertising fraud.
He picked it up and said hesitantly, "Hello?"
There was a swear word thrown over there: "Xie Zhuxing! I'll fuck your eight generations of ancestors!"
he:"… "
The eight generations of ancestors of the Xie family are going to come alive with anger, and the unfilial son Xie Zhuxing, what are you happy about
8,
After cursing, Wang Chao immediately hung up the phone and turned off the phone.
He also knew he was cowardly.
He didn't want to scold Xie Zhuxing at all.
He drove on the road alone, walked alone on the highway at night, and arrived home the next morning.
His second brother Wang Jin was about to go to work when he saw that he was not well.
He also knew that he was dark, bald and ugly when he got home, but he still pretended to be indifferent and play tricks on Wang Jin.
Wang Jin probably wanted to ask him something, but he didn't ask in the end.
It just so happened that he didn't want to answer either. It's great that the two brothers are so caring.
Wang Jin went to work, and he went back to his room to take a shower, and when he looked in the mirror, he almost made himself cry. He was no longer in the mood to catch up on sleep, and couldn't fall asleep at all.
He has never been so ugly in his life, and his own mother cried out of distress when she saw it.
Thinking this way, he immediately sent a video request to his mother. He hadn't contacted him for half a month. He also wanted to ask his mother to act like a baby.
The video was connected, and Mama Wang's face appeared on the screen of the phone. She also put on makeup and her hairstyle was different from the last time I saw her. Maybe she was going out to play. His love of beauty is really inherited from his mother. .
Wang Chao is preparing to act like a spoiled child.
Mama Wang stared at it, wondering, "Who are you?"
Wang Chao: "..."
He cried to his mother on the phone.
In the next few days, he refused to go out, and saw no one except Wang Jin under the eaves. Both mobile phones had their SIM cards unplugged, and he also uninstalled WeChat and Penguin, a communication tool capable of video, lying in bed every day. Listen to music, play mobile games.
Until Friday afternoon, Wang Jin called from the hospital, saying that he had something to do and couldn't leave, and told him to go to school to pick up Yanrong.
Yan Rong was Wang Jin's target, a good-looking mixed-race boy who was only in the first year of high school and couldn't speak Chinese well, so he was tricked into bed by Wang Jin, Wang Jin is a beast.
These are all Wang Chao's own thoughts, and he has never told anyone else.
He held back for a few days, and it was okay to go out to get some air, so he put on sunglasses and a baseball cap, and went to pick up Yan Rong.
There were so many people at the school gate, but no one recognized him.
He is sad.
Yanrong Xingxing stared at him: "Your complexion is so cool! I want to do the same!"
He was a little happy again: "Really?"
It is also good to conform to the European aesthetics, and the European and American style is also the general trend.
Yan Rong nodded, and said: "It's not good to have no hair, like a marinated egg."
... a marinated egg.
Waking up in the middle of the night, he went to the toilet to urinate, washed his hands after urinating, and accidentally saw the horrible corned egg in the mirror again.
After his debut, he became popular quickly, but there were also a lot of black fans. They attacked him for falsifying his academic qualifications, buying piano and violin certificates, and his family had no money at all. Liang Xi took care of her.
He didn't care at all, it was nothing but nothing.
What he can't bear is that black fans attack his appearance, saying that he has a blemish on his cheekbones, which is not obvious now that he is young, and will definitely be disabled in a few years.
He was almost pissed off by that picture, and he quarreled with black fans in Weibo comments, blushing and swearing while typing. He was about to get angry, Xie Zhuxing said: "You have a stinking problem, only this face is fine, don't listen to their nonsense, you can be handsome until you are eighty or ninety years old, the grandsons of these black fans are disabled, and you can't be disabled .”
He was praised and satisfied, saying: "At such an advanced age, I am not disabled and no one will look at me anymore."
Xie Zhuxing replied to him: "I see you."
Before I was seventy or eighty years old, I didn't want to watch it anymore. The guy surnamed Xie talked like farting.
But he didn't even want to look at the person in the mirror.
Since he was a child, he has never suffered from insomnia, but now he often cannot sleep, but he is unwilling to turn on the light. When he sees his own shadow, he will remember that he has lost his hair. He feels very uncomfortable, so he turns off the light and lies on the bed Think east and west, think about it, and the sky will dawn.
But he can't remember what he thought.
It's nothing more than thanks... Thank you for life.
He likes to eat Ma Xiao, but he always couldn't get enough of it in the past, because he was afraid of getting fat, and second, he was afraid of getting acne. Being an idol is really tiring.
Now he let go of eating, eating every day, and ordering another after eating, anyway, the delivery person never recognized him.
Wang Jin's beast and Xiao Yanrong are very good, and they abuse the dog at home on weekends, and feed him a mouthful of bitter dog food by accident. Fortunately, it's only weekends, otherwise this life would be impossible.
One day, he thought that he hadn't shown himself in front of people for too long, so he wouldn't let people think he was dead, so he inserted the old phone card and called his agent.
The manager is about to cry over there, where have you been, how are you doing, why haven't we heard from you for so long, we all miss you so much.
Shit, he thought.
He and Xie Zhuxing are a manager, he probably knew about their breakup, this guy will definitely not be on his side, maybe he is so happy that Xie Zhuxing finally woke up and got rid of him, he is not as likable as Xie Zhuxing.
In fact, he has always known that no one likes him except his parents, mother and brother.
The agent said: "Come to the company quickly. I have an endorsement here. I picked it up for you last week. Many people overwhelmed me. I managed to get it."
He didn't really want to go, and he didn't want to shoot commercials, so the agent said, "If you don't come, I'll give Xiao Xie."
Fuck, why give it to him
Wang Chao went.
He had made an appointment with Wang Jin to go out for dinner in advance, and Wang Jin asked him to take Yanrong there. Now that he went to the company, it would be too late to come back to pick up Yanrong, so he simply took Yanrong to the company.
When he arrived at the entrance of the company, he stubbornly coaxed Yan Rong to go in with him.
He doesn't want to be alone, he is afraid that others will look at him.
Yan Rong is many times prettier than him, everyone looks at Yan Rong, and no one looks at him.
When he arrived at the agent's office, he asked Yan Rong to wait for him outside, and he went in by himself.
Broker: "..."
He pretended to be relaxed and said: "It's specially for tanning, and the effect is not bad."
Broker: "..."
He lowered his face and said, "What kind of advertisement?"
The agent looked at him: "... shampoo."
When the advertisement was gone, he came out and told Yan Rong to leave.
Back in the car, just as he was about to step on the accelerator, Yan Rong whispered, "I seem to have seen your ex-boyfriend just now."
He stepped on the bottom with one foot, and drove out in a rampage.
Soon he came back to his senses and quickly let go of his feet.
Yan Rong was probably frightened, his face turned pale.
He forced a smile and said, "Is he handsome? I just said he is very handsome."
Xie Zhuxing is really handsome, why does he even remember the shape of Xie Zhuxing's eyebrows clearly.
He suddenly remembered that when he was a child learning to play the violin, he skipped class because he was lazy and didn't want to learn. Dad whipped him with a feather duster. At first he cried and begged for mercy and called his mother to save him, but his mother was not at home that day, so he lay on the ground motionless and stopped crying.
He realized that it was useless for him to cry and beg for mercy.
He has grown up and will never skip class again, why should he go through this despair.
It's like a rock about to be hit by a huge wave. It hurts like hell, but you can't avoid it. You can only stay there and be hit by it again and again.