After all, Ji Mingyuan didn't trap Xu Qingze for too long.
Because not long after, the northern barbarians called. Ji Mingyuan, who could roam around on weekdays, was politely invited into the army by Zhenbei Army. Naturally, Ji Mingyuan brought Xu Qingze with him, and the two lived in the same camp.
Xu Qingze had never been in the army before, and he was a little confused when he heard the footsteps coming and going outside in the tent.
However, Ji Mingyuan remained calm, and even had the mood to ask for a tea set, and made tea for Xu Qingze leisurely. Seeing that Xu Qingze was restless, he took the initiative to start the conversation: "Then Wei Tingjun is good at pleasing people, and he puts so much effort into eating and using. We can be regarded as being honored by my nephew."
Naturally, Ji Mingyuan was talking about tea. This tea is roasted, soaked in boiling water, the color of the tea is clear, the fragrance of the tea overflows, it is very elegant, much better than the tea with ginger powder added before.
Xu Qingze was in no mood to drink tea. He said: "The prince's side is at the end of their battles. I'm afraid they will jump over the wall in a hurry and betray the court to ask the northern barbarians for help."
"Worry about it." Ji Mingyuan smiled faintly, "How old are you, you've been thinking about these things. Think about it, did something happen to Da Zhou at that time?"
"Nothing happened," Xu Qingze looked serious, "but I suffered a lot."
Ji Mingyuan understood: "Oh, those two people who don't want to suffer are in the capital now, what are you worried about?"
Xu Qingze was taken aback.
Ji Mingyuan smiled, leaned on the couch, and asked leisurely: "You can think that the prince might collude with Beiman, but why didn't you think that I would too? I brought you here on purpose to stay here for so long."
Xu Qingze was stunned. After being mentioned by Ji Mingyuan, he realized that Ji Mingyuan's behavior was very strange, and there might be some tricks.
Ji Mingyuan was joking, but when he saw Xu Qingze really thinking about it, a burst of anger burst into his heart. He just said that, but Xu Qingze really got serious.
In Xu Qingze's mind, is he just like that useless prince
Ji Mingyuan's face darkened, and he stopped talking.
When Xu Qingze came back to his senses, he realized that the tent was too quiet. He turned his head to look, and saw Ji Mingyuan sitting there expressionless, not knowing what he was thinking.
Xu Qingze paused, and said seriously: "You won't."
Ji Mingyuan raised his eyes and glanced at him, lazily, as if he couldn't lift his body up and down. He said "Oh" and said, "What can't I do? You know me so well, don't you know what I can do?" Over the years, he has gained a lot of notoriety. Although he will not take the initiative to do it, but if someone wants to do it, he will not stop him, and he will even watch a good show with great interest.
Xu Qingze still said the same thing: "You can't."
Ji Mingyuan swept the tea set on the low table to the ground, jumped over the low table, and pressed Xu Qingze on the couch.
Everything happened unexpectedly, Xu Qingze couldn't react, and Ji Mingyuan held him firmly under him. He blushed: "Ji Mingyuan, what are you doing, this is a military camp!"
Hearing Xu Qingze calling his own name in a panic, Ji Mingyuan felt mixed feelings. He gritted his teeth and said: "You are always so cunning, always pretending to give me a little hope, but only you know what you think in your heart. You were clearly doubting me just now, and you said 'you won't', can you not be so hypocritical ?"
Whether it was "in a dream" or in reality, Xu Qingze like this made him gnash his teeth.
It's been like this growing up, everyone doubts him, everyone thinks he's going to steal their stuff, everyone thinks he's going to turn things upside down, whether he did it or not, someone's going to fall on him—
He also wants to, he also wants to see the world is clear, he also wants to grow old with the one he loves, and he also wants to have everything that others can easily have—
But even the person in front of him looked at him that way—and everyone in the world looked at him that way! But this person still lied to him, and lied to him with such eyes and words, making him think that there is always someone who is different in the world.
Sometimes he wanted to strangle the man, and sometimes he wanted to make him happy.
Ji Mingyuan looked at Xu Qingze fixedly.
Xu Qingze was shocked. Even when "Dream" came to a dead end, Xu Qingze had never seen Ji Mingyuan's gaze like this.
Ji Mingyuan is always proud, and has never explained everything he does to anyone. Even he only knew a little bit after Ji Mingyuan's death, but he was gone, no one would go after him carefully, and what he knew was just that little bit.
"In the dream" Ji Mingyuan said to him before he died, "I'm changing it."
He knew that Ji Mingyuan was not reconciled. Ji Mingyuan still had a vengeful temper until he died, and he insisted on remembering him and living in pain for the rest of his life.
Ji Mingyuan in the dream was so proud and cunning, he didn't want to make others feel better until his death.
But Ji Mingyuan did not have such angry and painful eyes.
Xu Qingze was at a loss and in a trance.
He always wanted to break the evil relationship in "dream".
But they are actually different from "dreams".
They haven't been through as much, and probably never will again.
The pain and torment in the "dream" may never come to them again.
Why did Ji Mingyuan seem to have lost his composure and composure, like a trapped animal in a cage
Xu Qingze said, "I was doubting you just now."
Xu Qingze's words were like a sharp thorn, piercing straight into Ji Mingyuan's heart.
Ji Mingyuan let go of Xu Qingze slightly, and his eyes fell on Xu Qingze's still childish face. This person is not as mature and resourceful as in the dream, he is still half a teenager, when he met him, he felt that this person was so young and immature, how could he be his opponent? Such a brat should only be bullied by him.
The fact is true, he took him to the bed, and even put him under house arrest. He bullied this kid inside and out, without mercy.
But did he really trap people
This little ghost will grow up, will continue to pursue the clear world in his heart, and will continue to stand by others and assist them in their careers.
And he was just an obstacle in their way.
This person doubted him, feared him, feared that he would jump over the wall like that useless prince, and did not hesitate to use himself as bait to trap him. Maybe when he thought he was tying the person by his side, he actually fulfilled the person's wishes.
Ji Mingyuan pushed Xu Qingze away, and sat back in his original place numbly.
It's boring, it's really boring.
What's the point of him doing so much.
To them, he was nothing more than a clown.
Xu Qingze had never seen Ji Mingyuan like this before, so somehow he found it a little funny. He suddenly understood why Ji Mingyuan never clarified some stigma that he should not bear. It turned out that Ji Mingyuan cared so much in his heart. This kind of Ji Mingyuan is like a proud child who loses his temper. After being suspected, he simply gritted his teeth and admitted: "I did it, I did it all, what can you do to me!"
So they will come out of such an ending, can't blame him
He wasn't a roundworm in Ji Mingyuan's stomach, but he didn't know what Ji Mingyuan was thinking.
Xu Qingze said: "I doubted you, and then I thought you couldn't."
Ji Mingyuan looked at him. Every time Xu Qingze said such things to him, he told himself not to rush to be happy, maybe Xu Qingze's next sentence would throw him into hell again.
How could he fall on such a brat
Xu Qingze said: "You are proud and conceited, and you hate Beiman so much. How could you collude with Beiman? At that time," he paused, "You can actually escape."
It was precisely because a group of people were eliminated in the name of killing Ji Mingyuan that Wei Tingjun was able to seize power so quickly.
Ji Mingyuan can escape, he doesn't have to mention those arrangements, he doesn't have to admit that he was treasonous, and he can continue to enjoy himself as far away as possible.
But Ji Mingyuan drank the poisoned wine.
How could a person who didn't even bother to run away to survive would be willing to bow down to the northern barbarians.
No matter how much he refused to accept Ji Jinrong's succession, Ji Mingyuan would not be willing to hand over Da Zhou Heshan to the ambitious northern barbarians.
Xu Qingze said: "If you wanted to do this, you would have done it long ago."
Ji Mingyuan instantly understood what Xu Qingze meant. He said, "That's because I liked you back then." Ji Mingyuan looked at Xu Qingze and snorted coldly, "I don't like you that much now."
Xu Qingze also looked at Ji Mingyuan, not avoiding Ji Mingyuan's sight as usual.
Ji Mingyuan snorted even harder: "What? Am I wrong?"
Xu Qingze said, "No." He looked away, "How can you like a hypocrite like me?"
Ji Mingyuan froze.
After all, Xu Qingze was only in his teens, and he still had a temper. Of course, Xu Qingze would be angry if someone pointed his nose at him and called him hypocritical.
Being blocked by Xu Qingze like this, Ji Mingyuan felt a lot relieved. He would be angry that Xu Qingze doubted him, why wouldn't Xu Qingze be angry at his accusations.
The man never lied to him.
It's because he always wants more, always wants to see only him in these eyes, always wants to see only him in this person's heart.
But Xu Qingze is not that kind of person.
From the very beginning, Xu Qingze told him his expectations and ambitions, and hoped that he could go on with him.
Xu Qingze never lied to him.
Ji Mingyuan apologized honestly: "I said something wrong, how could you be a hypocrite."
Ji Mingyuan spoke sincerely, but Xu Qingze didn't know how to respond.
"Like" is always illusory. In fact, people fall in love with the person in their imagination at the beginning. When imagination turns into reality, and everything comes to you, it is inevitable that there will be large or small gaps.
The greater the gap, the greater the conflict.
So he was angry because of what Ji Mingyuan did, and Ji Mingyuan was also angry because of what he did.
It's all because the other person is not doing as well as the person you expected.
Thinking of it this way, Xu Qingze felt relieved.
He said: "Actually, you are right. Sometimes I am quite hypocritical. Sometimes I clearly want and like it, but I insist on saying that I don't want it and I don't like it—thinking that it is impolite, thinking that I will disappoint my parents. Thinking that I am the son of the Xu family, and thinking that the future of the Xu family is my responsibility." Xu Qingze turned his eyes to the side, "From a very young age, if you give away what you want and like, you will be praised as 'really sensible' 'As expected of Prime Minister Seo's son', so I have always felt that this is the right way."
Ji Mingyuan's heart skipped a beat. He grabbed Xu Qingze's hand suddenly.
Xu Qingze looked at Ji Mingyuan.
Ji Mingyuan said, "That's right." His Adam's apple rolled slightly, "But it's not what you want, is it?"