Minister Kou stared at Ji Jinrong, with more complicated emotions in his eyes than before.
Ji Jinrong has always been aware of the secret hidden in Minister Kou's eyes, but he prefers to believe that Wei Tingjun will fall in love with him no matter what.
Sometimes Ji Jinrong forgets that Wei Tingjun's memory will be sealed in every world. Unlike him, Wei Tingjun will have a new identity every time he enters the world, has a different family, and receives a different education.
If Wei Tingjun like this wants to fall in love with him thoroughly, there are far more things in his heart that need to be crossed and overcome than him.
Facing Minister Shangkou's gloomy gaze, Ji Jinrong's heart shrank slightly.
He said, "Can't I know? Forget it." If telling the truth would put them in a bind, he didn't mind playing dumb, when the so-called "truth" didn't exist.
Ji Jinrong reached out and hugged Minister Kou tightly, and pressed against Minister Kou's chest, listening to his heartbeat.
Boom, boom, boom.
Clear and powerful.
Just a little messy.
Ji Jinrong couldn't help adding: "Anyway, I don't want to know."
Minister Kou pressed his broad palm on his head, then slowly slid down and landed on the back of his fragile neck. That palm was obviously warm and thick, but it gave Ji Jinrong a chill for no reason.
Minister Kou said, "I was not gentle with you that night."
Ji Jinrong was a little dazed.
Then he thought about that night a month ago, Minister Kou came back from Area E, found out his identity, and then tossed him back and forth all night.
At that time, he felt that Minister Kou was angry, but he only felt that Minister Kou was angry because of his deception and concealment.
Is there another reason
Ji Jinrong raised his head and looked at Minister Kou.
Minister Kou said: "At that time, I really hated the so-called 'genetic matching rate' and hated it for making you so attractive to me." Let you fend for yourself."
So he complied with the desire in his heart, disregarding Ji Jinrong's pain and pleas, and occupied the body that fit him perfectly one after another.
When he regained his senses, he realized that Ji Jinrong was nestling in his arms cautiously and weakly, as if he was the only person in this world who he could trust and rely on.
This kind of Ji Jinrong tore apart all his perfect disguises, exposing the ugliest and most terrifying side in his heart. Yes, he looks sanctimonious and very personable, but in fact he is a poor man manipulated by hatred.
He stands at a height that everyone can only look up to, but he can only kneel at the feet of the hatred in his heart, and is dominated by it to do so many things that violate the "justice" he believes.
For example, he once wanted "His Majesty the Emperor" lying on the sickbed to die.
That was his partner in the legal sense, a cripple who couldn't "wake up" due to a genetic defect since birth, and the last bloodline of the imperial family. He imagined countless times, let this "last blood" die, so that the dirty and useless royal family will completely disappear from the empire.
This kind of moth who only wants to enjoy himself and never does anything for the empire, why let them pass on
No matter how high-sounding the words are, these thoughts have appeared in his heart countless times.
So he hinted that Gu Qiushan brought His Majesty the Emperor to District E, implying that Gu Qiushan himself was getting more and more busy, with more and more political enemies, and he might not have time to take care of "His Majesty the Emperor".
In order to keep "His Majesty the Emperor" alive, Gu Qiushan's attitude was almost humble. If you want him to leave, he will leave, and he will not bother you if he is busy. He will only ask him to see "His Majesty the Emperor" every year in the early spring, and he will be treated with the help of the extremely high genetic matching rate of "His Majesty the Emperor".
He does everything seamlessly.
It was only when the possibility of "Ji Jinrong will disappear" appeared in his mind that he realized that some things could not be ignored without thinking about them. If he wanted to go on hand in hand with Ji Jinrong, he had to completely remove the abscess in his heart.
What's wrong with Ji Jinrong in this matter? Ji Jinrong was born with a serious genetic defect, the gene is extremely unstable, and he may lose his life at any time.
In the past twenty-three years, Ji Jinrong didn't even have the chance to open his eyes to see the world.
The only thing Ji Jinrong did wrong was that he was born into the royal family, that is, he was born into this world as the son of that person.
Because of this, he hated Ji Jinrong, hated Ji Jinrong, and he was completely angry at Ji Jinrong.
Because the person he should really hate, the person he should really hate, is dead, so he can only hate Ji Jinrong, the "continuation of life".
After all, Ji Jinrong was that person's son.
That person, torn their happy family apart, in order to prove that "genetic matching rate" is more important than love. That person almost succeeded, not only allowing his mother to give birth to a healthy Kou Keke, but also causing his father to be attracted by a "highly matched partner"—making two lovers betray the marriage he wholeheartedly guarded.
Turn the sweetness and vows of the past into a joke.
That person made him genetically match with the soon-to-be successor "His Majesty the Emperor" before his death.
Like that person and his mother, his match rate with "His Majesty the Emperor" is very high.
At that time, he didn't know anything, he had no parents, no background, he had just entered the political arena and was surrounded by enemies, and his young sister was insulted by the Tang family, and the flame of hatred was burning in his heart. He hated those who bullied his brother and sister—
So he accepted that person's request and agreed to marry "His Majesty the Emperor" to continue the life of the last bloodline of the royal family.
It wasn't until he reached the peak and had access to more secrets that he discovered that the sister he was protecting with all his heart was actually a descendant of that person.
It is also one of the blood of the royal family.
Before that, he and his younger sister depended on each other for life, and everything he did was for her to grow up well and not be looked down upon or bullied by anyone. In his heart, that person is a very good person. He not only sent people to teach him and help him, but also provided him with so much help, allowing him to gain a firm foothold in the political arena—
Even if it was for him to marry "His Majesty the Emperor", he had gained so many benefits after all. If others don't need you to do anything, why should they treat you so well
When all the bloody truths were revealed before his eyes, he hated his own stupidity extremely.
It turned out that everything I suffered was caused by that high-ranking and reckless person.
He began to hate "His Majesty the Emperor" lying on the sickbed.
That was proof that he had been so stupid.
So he thought, let "His Majesty the Emperor" die.
Knowing that the Ji Jinrong who attracted him was "His Majesty the Emperor", he believed that the throbbing in his heart was caused by the so-called "gene matching rate", so he pressed Ji Jinrong under him again and again, as if he wanted to kill Ji Jinrong on the bed.
However, is it really only the "genetic matching rate" that is at work between him and Ji Jinrong
That night, Ji Jinrong opened the door and walked in when he was in the most pain, and suddenly healed all his pain and injustice.
He slept so peacefully that night that he didn't even notice that there was another person in his arms.
In front of him, Ji Jinrong was always giving in and being tolerant, as if his indifference and cruelty were just a joke, without any malice.
But his majesty is so smart, did he really find nothing
If his majesty hadn't found anything, he wouldn't have sat by the window last night without sleep.
His Majesty knew that he didn't love him enough, that he was still struggling and hesitating.
His Majesty said, "I don't want to know anyway."
It's not that His Majesty doesn't want to know, but he just wants to at least maintain the current peace between them, so that they won't lose their intimacy completely.
Minister Kou said: "Your Majesty, I once wanted you to die." He couldn't hide such thoughts from Ji Jinrong, let alone what he wanted to do from Ji Jinrong. Thinking that all that might come true, his hands trembled slightly, "If you hadn't suddenly woke up and appeared beside me, I might have already made it, and you would never be able to come to me again. Would you Without even the chance to see this world, he completely disappeared from this world."
Thinking of such a possibility, Minister Kou's heart was firmly squeezed by an invisible hand, as if he wanted to smash it to pieces.
Minister Kou kissed Ji Jinrong's forehead and nose frantically, until Ji Jinrong gently hugged him tightly, raised his head to cover his lips, and then he slowly calmed down.
Ji Jinrong said, "I'm sorry." He knew that Minister Kou might reject him and might get bored with him, but he never thought that Minister Kou would hate him. In his heart, he never felt that the feeling of "hate" would appear on "him" again.
That's right, again.
He knew that at the beginning, Wei Tingjun hated him, hated him for being a useless person lying on the sickbed, hated that he had to be taken care of by someone, hated him for forcing him to leave home and come to the cold palace, guarding his family. A sick child with an unlovable personality and an unattractive appearance.
What could be more hateful to a child who is not yet old enough to leave home
At that time, he was lying on the bed and heard Wei Tingjun crying and cursing outside: "Why do I have to guard that crooked sick child!"
So he thought, this guy hates him so much, he will leave soon.
In the following days, he didn't get close to Wei Tingjun, and even ignored Wei Tingjun. He knew that Wei Tingjun would be able to leave soon after doing this. After all, as long as he didn't need Wei Tingjun's care, the Wei family would not force Wei Tingjun to stay in the palace.
After making such a decision, he felt that Wei Tingjun's angry appearance looked very interesting.
Soon after, Wei Tingjun really went home.
Because it was winter and the weather turned cold, he fell seriously ill. Dimly, he heard the old doctor's sigh, and he thought, this time he probably really couldn't do it.
Unexpectedly, when he gradually lost consciousness, he was hugged into his arms.
Someone hugged him and cried.
In this world, there are still people crying for him.
Others wanted him to wake up.
He thought, then he can't die.
Some people think that if he is alive, he will not die.
After all, he has been in this world for so many years, and there are so few people who are willing to stay by his side and hope that he can live—
How could he let them down.
The moment he opened his eyes, he was stunned by the crying face.
It was Wei Tingjun.
He doesn't hate him anymore.
He was still very weak, his breath was so weak that he couldn't even detect it, but he couldn't help laughing. "I'm not dead," he said.
As long as someone wants him to live, even if he has stepped into the gate of hell, he will do his best to survive.
"I didn't die so easily," he said.
After that, Wei Tingjun became his rock.
No matter what happened, the rock that would never move away from him.
Ji Jinrong reached out and hugged Minister Kou's neck tightly, and then continued, "I'm sorry, I never thought of this possibility."
He thought Minister Kou was so indifferent to everyone, but he didn't know what kind of struggle was behind this indifference.
But even though he was full of struggle and pain, Minister Kou still couldn't bear to push him away—
Ji Jinrong said, "No matter what, I love you."
Love you like you once loved me.