His majesty is always so cute.
This sentence often popped up in Haydn's mind.
When he was a child, Haydn disliked his "fiancé" very much.
Obviously everyone is Beta, how can this guy pretend to be "Alpha"!
This resentment became more pronounced when he went to the Omega class.
God knows how envious he is that Ji Jinrong can learn mechs.
His dream is to drive a mecha into the battlefield like his father.
Haydn became more and more perfunctory in response to the various Omega required courses.
It is easy to see whether a person is careful or not.
The cooking teacher soon noticed that he was absent-minded.
That is a very gentle Omega.
Haydn always felt that if he wanted to find a partner in the future, he would definitely find an Omega like a cooking teacher, who was gentle, beautiful, and pleasing from the bottom of his heart.
He would definitely not like Ji Jinrong, who is extremely vicious.
Haydn secretly thought in his heart, and by the way scolded Ji Jinrong a hundred and eighty times for making him want to learn this kind of course.
During a gathering, Ji Jinrong accidentally mentioned a food called "Honey Bear Cake", with a look of nostalgia on his face, as if he really wanted to try it again.
At the end, Ji Jinrong said regretfully: "Unfortunately, I never saw that craftsman again."
Seeing that his mother seemed to want to eat it, Haydn asked Ji Jinrong about the specific taste and shape.
That guy Ji Jinrong was extremely vicious, with a slight smile on his lips, he jokingly said, "Do you want to make it for me? I'm so touched."
Haydn yelled, saying that he would never let him eat it when he made it!
Ji Jinrong was not angry at all, and described the texture and taste to him in detail, and even offered to suggest what raw materials should be used.
Haydn tried for a whole week before he could feel the feeling that Ji Jinrong said.
The joy of success pleased him a little.
Thinking that Ji Jinrong had to come and beg him if he wanted to eat this, Haydn was even more complacent, and immediately went back to present the treasure to his mother.
Mother ate very happily.
Haydn suddenly found that he no longer hated cooking courses so much.
It's great to let the people you like eat what you want to eat!
Haydn purposely wrapped a bag of honey-filled bear biscuits and showed them off when meeting Ji Jinrong. That guy Ji Jinrong was so hateful, he actually pinned him down and took the whole bag of bear biscuits out of his pocket!
Seeing Ji Jinrong sitting there drinking fragrant tea and eating bear cakes, Haydn was so angry that his teeth itch. He gritted his teeth: "One day I can beat you!"
Ji Jinrong said slowly, "Okay, I'll wait for you."
Ji Jinrong lied, he didn't wait for him at all.
On that night, Haydn saw a completely different Ji Jinrong from usual.
In the harsh night wind, Ji Jinrong calmly released a cold arrow, which pierced straight into the man's throat. He had never seen Ji Jinrong like that before.
Powerful and cold, like a devil walking out of the Shura field.
But Ji Jinrong like that looks so distressing.
Ji Jinrong was as old as him.
Why can Ji Jinrong kill people so calmly
—Is it because you are used to it
He wanted to hold his breath, but it was too late, Ji Jinrong had already found out where he was. Ji Jinrong was obviously taken aback, then walked towards him calmly.
He felt that every step Ji Jinrong took was like stepping on his heart.
Boom, boom, boom.
Before Ji Jinrong questioned him, he spoke first: "How can you kill someone!"
Ji Jinrong said, "They want to kill me."
They wanted to kill Ji Jinrong.
Haydn was not an idiot, of course he knew what it meant.
Ji Jinrong sat on the crown prince's position, and he was usually very beautiful, but he would inevitably face many dangers behind his back.
It's just that he always thought that Ji Jinrong would be well protected just like him.
He originally wanted to say something, but in the end he quarreled with Ji Jinrong, and silently let Ji Jinrong send him home.
Unexpectedly, at the door of the house, Ji Jinrong suddenly asked, "Do you want to learn mechs with me?"
Yes, of course I do.
Early the next morning, he went into the palace to look for Ji Jinrong.
Slowly, he saw everything unknown about Ji Jinrong.
He also saw the people around Ji Jinrong.
Whether it was Alpha or Omega, the people around Ji Jinrong were all excellent, which made him feel an inexplicable sense of crisis.
Obviously he has always thought that he will break off the engagement with Ji Jinrong in the future, obviously he has always felt that his ideal partner is definitely not like Ji Jinrong - but he still can't help being entangled.
After seeing Norman Simon and Ivan Morse, this kind of entanglement and depression was maximized.
Haydn felt particularly uncomfortable.
Not long after, he fell ill.
The doctor said he was pushing himself too hard.
Ji Jinrong took care of him personally.
He felt that before he passed out, he smelled Ji Jinrong's body. It wasn't the sweet pheromone in Omega, but it was so charming that he couldn't bear to open his eyes.
After he woke up, Ji Jinrong fed him porridge.
He and Ji Jinrong had never gotten along so peacefully before.
He felt his heart pounding.
And jump faster and faster.
Ji Jinrong must have liked him.
Thinking like this, he asked Ji Jinrong to hug him to sleep because of his illness.
Ji Jinrong's breath enveloped his whole body.
His eyes turned red all of a sudden, his nose felt a little sour, and he wanted to cry for no reason.
It was as if this hug was something I had waited for several lifetimes to get.
He fell into a heavy sleep.
After an unknown amount of time, he felt movement outside the door, but subconsciously closed his eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep.
Ji Jinrong got off the bed carefully and walked out.
Not knowing what was in his mind, Haydn sneaked after him.
Then he heard the conversation between Ji Jinrong and Dr. Lance.
It turned out that Ji Jinrong had never had a single day of comfort.
It turned out that Ji Jinrong didn't like him.
It turned out that Ji Jinrong had someone he liked.
He was angry and sad. Ji Jinrong obviously has a marriage contract with him, how can he like someone else? Who is the person Ji Jinrong likes? Is it Ivan Morse? Or Norman Simon? —or someone else he didn't know
Haydn felt as if he had died once.
At least his heart seemed dead.
In the next few days, the relationship between him and Ji Jinrong returned to the previous state - or worse than before.
He wanted to suppress the anger and restlessness in his heart, so he had to keep a distance from Ji Jinrong; and after talking with Dr. Lance, Ji Jinrong also deliberately distanced himself from him—probably because he was afraid that his sweetheart would misunderstand him
Haydn gritted his teeth every time he thought of the existence of his "sweetheart".
He was the one who arrived first, and they were bound together since birth, so how could Ji Jinrong like someone else
He must make Ji Jinrong regret it!
Haydn swore secretly.
Five years later, he controlled almost everything left by his marshal father.
Ji Jinrong's intention to leave became more and more obvious.
Ji Jinrong even wrote the succession edict according to the queen's wishes before he succeeded to the throne, and told the queen that he would leave the empire to travel in the future.
Ji Jinrong didn't have him in the future planned.
That piercing pain came to Haydn's heart again.
He stood outside Ji Jinrong's window all night.
In the morning, Ji Jinrong woke up.
He stood quietly on the spot, staring fixedly at Ji Jinrong who was on the bed.
Ji Jinrong got off the bed and walked towards him.
Ji Jinrong asked, "Have you been standing for a long time?"
He didn't speak.
He felt that he had really stood in this place for a long time, maybe five years, and every day during these five years he wanted to ask Ji Jinrong, "Who is your sweetheart?" "Why did you betray us?" The marriage contract between them" "What am I in your heart?".
But he couldn't ask.
Because they used to bicker and argue, saying "Even if you are the only one left in the world, I will not marry you".
He didn't know what to do to change all this.
He didn't know what to do, and Ji Jinrong added him to the "future".
Unexpectedly, Ji Jinrong asked him something, then put his arms around his neck and kissed him. Ji Jin also said, "Are you going to marry me?"
He cried out in embarrassment.
Weeping with joy.
He didn't know the reason why Ji Jinrong suddenly proposed to marry him until Ji Jinrong accompanied him to talk to his mother about the marriage.
It turned out that the purpose was to show His Majesty the emperor of the Villen Empire that the royal family and the military were monolithic.
He thought he wouldn't care, but in the end he still couldn't stand such a thing.
Ji Jinrong clearly had a "sweetheart" in his heart, but he married him in order to consolidate the imperial power...
He chose to go to the front line on the second day of his wedding.
This trip was another five years.
After five years of separation, the grudge in his heart gradually faded.
He returned triumphantly to his majesty.
After five years, his Majesty became more mature and better looking, and he couldn't take his eyes off him no matter what.
He has already decided that no matter who his Majesty has in mind, he will not let go. No matter it takes ten years, twenty years, or a lifetime, it is absolutely impossible for him to give up his majesty to others!
As a result, Ji Jinrong told him that night that there was no "sweetheart" at all.
Ji Jinrong said that he was his sweetheart, but he just forgot.
For a moment, Haydn really wanted to take everything Ji Jinrong said as true.
He really wanted to be by Ji Jinrong's side in the last life, the last life, and the last life—but, how is that possible? How could there be such a coincidence and such a good thing in the world
Haydn didn't believe it.
He didn't want to believe it either.
He hoped that his Majesty would love him, only him, and not someone from the previous life, the previous life, the previous life—
Anyway, it's something to be happy about.
Because that "sweetheart" does not exist in their world.
He can spend ten or twenty years—a lifetime to erase the traces left by that "sweetheart" in his majesty's heart, so that his majesty will only love him.
They are together like all ordinary lovers in the world.
The crisis of the empire has been resolved, and the hatred of the father has gradually resolved—
They have nothing to worry about.
He and his majesty often put down their burdens and run away, go to various places to play, see various mountains, see various waters, and meet various friends—in various places. Crazy sex, soul and body seem to be so entangled that no one can separate them.
Strangely, he hadn't been able to remember everything between them.
Yes, he is that "sweetheart".
White Tiger and Suzaku who woke up on the Star of Life can attest to this.
But he just couldn't remember.
His Majesty often said with a smile, "It's because you haven't fully fallen in love with me or fully surrendered to me."
Does it have to be like that to remember
He said: "But it is impossible to have only love in one's life. It is impossible to achieve the word 'completely'."
His Majesty was taken aback when he heard that.
Then his majesty smiled happily inexplicably: "You are right."
He was a little confused.
His majesty said: "I am very happy." His majesty put his arms around his neck, his eyes were a little red, but his tone was obviously joyful, "I am very glad you can say that, I hope you can have more things , such as family affection, such as friendship, such as ideals and ambitions."
He has, of course he has.
He was thinking like this, but he heard his Majesty continue to say: "It doesn't matter whether you remember the past or not."
For some reason, he felt his internal organs were suddenly clenched.
It hurts terribly.
That night, Haydn had a long dream.
In the dream, he walked back step by step, and finally walked back to a closed door. He heard the people inside say to others: "I'm very happy that he has a sweetheart. I hope he can happily marry a wife and have children, and don't have to worry about me as a sick child..."
It is so, it has always been so.
His majesty has always been like this, he only wants others to live happily, and it doesn't matter what he does. It doesn't matter if you remember him, or if you don't remember him, as long as others treat him well, His Majesty will feel that he has already had the best thing in the world—or in other words, it is already the best thing His Majesty has ever had .
Haydn suddenly opened his eyes.
His Majesty lay beside him.
Tears welled up in his eyes.
He cried and kissed Ji Jinrong's forehead.
He remembered it, he remembered it all.
Sorry I didn't remember until so late.
my dear majesty.