I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Chapter 39

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There was no one in the toilet, Lin Chengbu held the bottle in it for a while, trying to find a place to hang the bottle, when he saw a row of small eyes on the wall above the urinal...

"Fuck?" He was a little speechless, and these eyes happily indicated to him that the nails that had been poked in them were gone.

After hesitating for a while, he could only hold the bottle with one hand and pull the zipper with the other.

I made some mistakes today, I should wear sweatpants, but I did wear slim slacks in order to look handsome in front of Yuan Wu.

With a needle stuck in his hand, he always felt that the needle would burst out of the ground when he moved his hand, and he didn't dare to use it, so he pulled the zipper open several times.

The hand holding the bottle was lowered because he subconsciously wanted to help. As soon as he lowered his head, he saw a large amount of blood returning from the needle tube. He quickly raised his hand again and was relieved when he saw that the blood in the tube was gone.

It's fucking exhausting.

Just as he was about to pee, someone grabbed the bottle in his hand from behind.

"What!" Lin Chengbu was taken aback, and there were people grabbing water bottles when he went to the toilet!

He turned sharply, feeling like he should pull the trigger if he had a real gun in his hand.

"Get it for you." Yuan Wu stood behind him, looking down.

"Why don't I rely on you to come in without making a sound!" Lin Chengbu quickly turned back to face the urinal, embarrassed beyond description, "I'm not afraid that I will pee on you."

Yuan Wu took the bottle from him: "Hurry up... Do you want me to help?"

"...No!" Lin Chengbu was a little speechless.

But... I can stand for ten seconds without urinating.

"Aren't you afraid of urinating all over me?" Yuan Wu's voice came from behind, "I haven't moved for a long time, do you feel like your body is being ripped out..."

"You're so rude." Lin Chengbu frowned.

Yuan Wu lost his voice, Lin Chengbu concentrated his energy and tried his best to ignore the feeling of someone behind him.

Finally solved.

He still felt embarrassed when pulling the zipper. In order to shorten the time, he didn't even care about worrying that the needle would pop out, so he pulled the zipper tightly twice.

"So fierce," Yuan Wu said, "Aren't you afraid of meat?"

Lin Chengbu looked at him, not knowing what to say for a long time, and finally he could only take the bottle in his hand and walked out of the toilet.

After returning to the infusion room and sitting down, Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu: "I'll tell you."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu sat next to him, swiping on the phone with his head down.

"I didn't realize that you were such a person before." Lin Chengbu whispered.

"Really," Yuan Wu pulled the mask, "I didn't realize that you were such a pure person before."

"I'm not pure!" Lin Chengbu frowned, and after speaking, he felt a little awkward, "No, I'm pure..."

It was very awkward, and he couldn't go on halfway.

Yuan Wu didn't make a sound, the mask covered half of his face, and he couldn't see his expression, only his eyes were always bent.

"Let's laugh." Lin Chengbu sighed.

When the vial was almost finished, Yuan Wu's cell phone rang, and he picked it up quickly: "Hello? Well, I'm... in the hospital, um, come in, in the infusion room... ok."

Lin Chengbu turned his head and stared at him: "Who is it? Who is coming?"

"I won't tell you." Yuan Wu said.

"Jiang Chengyu?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Your suitor, why do you call me if you want to see you?" Yuan Wu glanced at him.

"No," Lin Chengbu was a little anxious. Just now, Changyu had already made him very excited. Here's another one, and listening to Yuan Wu's tone, he seemed to have made an appointment with everyone at all, which made Lin Cheng Bu felt that his heart was full of small thorns, and when he moved, he panicked, "Did you invite someone over?"

"Who?" Yuan Wu asked.

"How did I know!" Lin Chengbu really didn't know, Yuan Wu really didn't have many friends, and he should have even fewer after two years of losing his mind, and he didn't see anyone contacting him.

Yuan Wu ignored him, and after a while he suddenly waved to the door of the infusion room behind him, then stood up: "Here."

coming!

Yuan Wu actually stood up to greet him!

A bullfighting dance sounded in Lin Chengbu's ears, and he turned his head abruptly.

Because he turned too fast, he was already very weak, and he was immediately dizzy. When he saw the person clearly, the person had already turned away.

Yuan Wu sat back beside him with two small bags.

"Takeaway?" Lin Chengbu's voice was out of tune, Yuan Wu ordered a takeout

"Yeah," Yuan Wu nodded, took out a straw from a small bag and poked it, and handed the bag to him, "You probably can't drink milk tea right now, so please relieve your cravings."

"Oh," Lin Chengbu felt that his tears were about to fall. He took the bag, which contained a cup, took a sip, and sipped it for a long time, "Porridge?"

"Lotus seed porridge," Yuan Wu pokes open his cup and takes a sip, "otherwise what do you think it is."

"Porridge and milk tea are two different things," Lin Chengbu laughed. "If I really want to drink milk tea, what can I do if I drink enough porridge."

"It's all packed in cups." Yuan Wu said.

"... That makes sense," Lin Chengbu glanced at his cup, "What are you drinking?"

"Green tea milk cap." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu opened his mouth and did not speak, feeling deeply hurt.

Yuan Wu took another two sips before turning his head: "I'm sorry."

"Can't you drink something else?" Lin Chengbu looked at him sincerely, "Can you drink some lemon tea, red jujube longan tea, ordinary milk green milk red pearl pudding or something? "

"You don't like to drink, right?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Yeah." Lin Chengbu nodded.

"That's boring." Yuan Wu said.

"I... rely on?" Lin Chengbu pulled his arm and pointed to himself, "I, a patient, is still very ill, and I'm still hanging on the water the next day, so you treat me like this? "

"Then you call uncle." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Why?" Lin Chengbu hesitated, "Uncle."

"Take a sip," Yuan Wu put the cup in front of him, the straw facing him, "Just one sip."

Lin Chengbu was stunned for a while, then leaned over and took a sip.

"Okay, is it balanced?" Yuan Wu asked.

"... Hmm." Lin Chengbu laughed.

It was noon after hanging the water. According to the doctor's advice, I can't eat high-protein, greasy and hard things that are hard to digest. Yuan Wu said to have porridge.

"I don't want to drink porridge anymore," Lin Chengbu rubbed his stomach and thought about it, "How about we go eat bean curd?"

"Douhua?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Well, Jiang Chengyu has been there twice as a guest before," Lin Chengbu said, "it's just the original flavor of all kinds of fancy beancurd, salty and sweet."

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

When I walked out of the hospital gate, it was a cloudy day. When the north wind blew, Yuan Wu pulled on his mask: "It's a bit like autumn."

"Are you cold?" Lin Chengbu immediately started to take off his jacket, Yuan Wu was wearing quite thin today.

"It's not cold." Yuan Wu glanced at him.

"Oh." Lin Cheng paused and put on his jacket again.

"A patient," Yuan Wu said, "don't be so stylish."

"You think I have style for everyone." Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue.

After getting into the car, Jiang Chengyu called, Lin Chengbu picked it up, and heard his confused voice: "Is it better?"

"It's okay, I just came out of the water after hanging." Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu.

Somewhat disappointed.

Yuan Wu seemed to have absolutely no interest in whether he had a phone or who was calling. He just sat in the driver's seat and flipped through his CD bag one by one.

"Can you eat?" Jiang Chengyu asked, "If you can, brother, please have a light meal."

"Not yet, it's just porridge and liquid," Lin Chengbu said, "you don't have to be so polite."

"Who is being polite to you?" Jiang Chengyu yawned, "I just care about you."

Just as Lin Chengbu was about to speak, he heard another man's voice coming from the receiver, saying something he didn't understand clearly.

"You... I'm fine, hang up," Lin Chengbu was a little embarrassed, "Is there anyone there?"

"Well," Jiang Chengyu said, "Isn't there often people here?"

"You can accompany someone." Lin Chengbu looked at Yuan Wu again, Yuan Wu took off his mask and glanced at him.

"Did Xiao Wu accompany you for injections?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

"Well, we are in the car together." Lin Chengbu said.

"You can keep an eye on him when you have time, and ask him to come back to the 18th," Jiang Chengyu said. "Anyway, integrate into the society and return to yourself."

Lin Chengbu laughed and said, "I see."

"Okay, let's go. I'm just asking about your situation," Jiang Chengyu yawned again, "I'm hanging up."

After Lin Chengbu hung up the phone, Yuan Wu started the car: "Is it Chengyu?"

"Well," Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "Ask me if I'm better."

"Let him treat you to a big meal in a few days," Yuan Wu drove out of the parking lot, "Where is the Douhua you just mentioned?"

Lin Chengbu gave him the address, and after a while of silence he asked, "Yuan Wu, have you ever been jealous?"

"Jealous?" Yuan Wu was stunned, "Who's jealous?"

"Anyone will do," Lin Chengbu leaned back in his chair and turned his head to look at him, "Have you eaten?"

"No." Yuan Wu replied.

"Not at all?" Lin Chengbu frowned.

"Does Yuan Shen count?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Yuan Shen?" Lin Chengbu was stunned for a second and sat up straight, "Don't scare me, what I said is..."

"Oh," Yuan Wu smiled, "That's not it."

Lin Chengbu sighed softly: "Then you say eating Yuanshen's vinegar, how do you eat it?"

"I didn't eat much," Yuan Wu said. "When I was young, I was ignorant, and I couldn't figure out why everyone treated him so well. Grandpa and grandpa loved him so much. If there was something delicious, I would give him first, buy clothes and toys... It's not like that anymore, I don't feel anything anymore."

Lin Chengbu looked at him and said nothing.

"It's a bit like what you said about being jealous," Yuan Wu tapped on the steering wheel, "Actually, it doesn't make any difference whether you're jealous or not."

"It's not that there needs to be a change," Lin Chengbu looked at the road ahead, "it's just a state of mind, if you care about it, you'll be jealous."

"Really." Yuan Wu smiled.

Lin Chengbu didn't speak anymore. Yuan Wu probably had never been jealous. When he was young, he longed for the same treatment as Yuan Shen. He hoped that his family would treat him as well as Yuan Shen. I will be jealous, but after a long time, I may not feel it.

By the way, this delicate emotion is also extinguished together.

Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu again, and couldn't help but stretched out his hand and squeezed lightly on his shoulder.

"Whose vinegar are you eating?" Yuan Wu asked, "Whose vinegar do you want me to eat?"

Lin Chengbu smiled and sighed: "Forget it."

"Is that common language?" Yuan Wu thought for a while, "Isn't it necessary, I don't even know him."

"Hey." Lin Chengbu did eat a little vinegar, but he was a little embarrassed when Yuan Wu said so bluntly.

"Do you still want me to eat Jiang Chengyu's vinegar?" Yuan Wu asked again.

"Ah..." Lin Chengbu turned sideways, "Don't say it."

"I'm quite familiar with Chengyu. If there is something between us one day, I won't be able to eat this jealousy towards him." Yuan Wu stopped the car and waited for the red light, "You two are not in the same direction. There can't be anything, he knows it himself."

"That's for sure," Lin Chengbu tutted, "That's possible, I can't keep chasing after you, maybe I'm tired, so I'll just turn around and follow him."

Yuan Wu smiled: "You are not his opponent, you can't find him."

"Why," Lin Chengbu turned back to look at him, "underestimate me."

"He's just playing with words, freedom comes first, and someone who is higher than him should take care of him," Yuan Wu glanced at him, "You definitely can't."

"What about you," Lin Chengbu turned to his side again, "what kind of person do you need to clean up?"

"I don't know." Yuan Wu said.

"I think so," Lin Chengbu opened the car window, took out a cigarette, and lit it, "If you are like this, I have to take care of you, especially ruthless vs. very persistent."

"The doctor said that you should avoid tobacco and alcohol." Yuan Wu said.

"It's fine with just one, the dots are all lit," Lin Chengbu looked at the cigarette, "I haven't touched a cigarette since yesterday."

"Well, you can't waste it when you light it," Yuan Wu nodded, "Give it to me."

"Is it okay to deduct points for smoking while driving?" Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu did not speak, and turned the car directly into a side road.

"Hey, the direction is wrong." Lin Chengbu said quickly.

Yuan Wu drove forward for a while, parked the car in a temporary parking space on the side of the road, stretched out his hand to take the cigarette from his hand, and put it in his mouth: "Is this all right?"

"...You're crazy." Lin Chengbu laughed.

Yuan Wu silently drank his cigarette, took two puffs, and was fascinated by the smoke drifting out of the window.

After a while, he turned his head, put his hand on Lin Chengbu's shoulder, and flicked his fingers up and down on his earlobe: "Xiaobubu."

"What?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Are you tired?" Yuan Wu asked, "Just like this every day, are you tired?"

Lin Chengbu didn't speak.

"If you can't see hope, you will be tired. No matter how much you cheer yourself up," Yuan Wu frowned, "you will still be tired."

"I'm not tired," Lin Chengbu grabbed his hand, not sure if Yuan Wu was talking about the matter in front of him or something else, "What if I'm tired? It's not a day or two if I'm tired. Well, the camel don't care."

"If you get tired for a long time, it will slowly fade away," Yuan Wu pinched the half cigarette, "I really don't know how long it will take for the two of us to become what you want, or whether we can become like that. …”

"It's okay," Lin Chengbu leaned closer to him, "No one is waiting for us to get married and have grandchildren anyway, so don't worry."

Yuan Wu laughed and looked at him: "You've been around me so much every day, and one day you've become annoyed and left... There is no one who will always be by your side, really not."

"I'm not going," Lin Chengbu said immediately, "really, I'm not going, where am I going? Let me tell you this, I don't need you to fall in love with me, that's all, you Come as you feel comfortable, as long as you don't drive me away."

"Why are your requirements so low," Yuan Wu said with a smile, "You know, no matter what, don't put yourself too low, no one's everything..."

"That's why you don't understand," Lin Chengbu tutted twice, "I'm calling it first and last."

"...Is this the same thing?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"That's it, I got it with my eyebrows down and I got it, and then I slowly cleaned it up," Lin Chengbu said, "Look at you now, you want to get angry, you want to come, you want to go, right, in the future! It's the same, if you dare to stare at me, I will dare to slap you."

Yuan Wu was stunned for a while, then burst into joy, unable to stop laughing: "I'm not mad at you now."

"Aren't you still in the recovery period? When you're finished, you'll be the most arrogant fuck in the world where you used to be so unpleasant. If you don't get mad at me, my surname is yours." Lin Cheng step said.

Yuan Wu didn't speak, but laughed even harder.

"No, what's so funny," Lin Chengbu frowned, "I told you so seriously that I was going to slap you, can you cooperate?"

"How am I going to cooperate?" Yuan Wu wiped away the tears from his smile.

"Are you moved to tears?" Lin Chengbu stared at him.

"No." Yuan Wu said.

"I'll take a look." Lin Chengbu kept staring in front of his face.

Yuan Wu sighed and watched him not move.

Eyes are a little red.

Lin Chengbu touched Yuan Wu's eyes lightly: "You're really crying."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu closed his eyes, a small teardrop slipped out of the corner of his eye and landed on Lin Chengbu's fingertips.

"Is it touched?" Lin Chengbu asked in a low voice.

"I don't know," Yuan Wu looked at him, "I can't tell."

"It's best not to be moved," Lin Chengbu said, "I don't want to be moved."

"What do you want?" Yuan Wu hooked his lips.

"I want an emotional relationship that starts with a physical relationship." Lin Chengbu said.

"It has nothing to do with how you look like a sick beauty now," Yuan Wu patted his face, "I haven't seen any better after sleeping all night, I'm afraid I'll make you faint..."

"What did you say?" Lin Chengbu raised his eyebrows.

"I said..." Before Yuan Wu finished speaking, the phone rang, and he was stunned, "Who called me?"

"Look at it." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu didn't move: "Chengyu won't call me now, who else will?"

"Other friends? Brother Yang knows that you are back now, so why would you tell others, or..." Lin Chengbu stopped halfway through, he saw a trace of panic in Yuan Wu's eyes.

He suddenly understood that Yuan Wu wasn't really thinking about who would call, but he didn't dare to answer the call when he felt that no one would call at all.

"Let me see for you?" Lin Chengbu reached out and touched his coat pocket.

Yuan Wu didn't make a sound, he took out his cell phone and saw that the incoming call on the phone was a local number, but he didn't know who it was. Lin Chengbu looked at Yuan Wu's cell phone, and the numbers stored in his contacts were not in all. more than ten.

"Can I read you the number?" Lin Chengbu asked, the phone was still ringing, he pressed mute.

When the ringtone disappeared, Yuan Wu suddenly relaxed: "Have you hung up?"

"No..." Lin Chengbu looked at the screen, "I'm hanging up now."

Yuan Wu breathed a sigh of relief, took the phone from his hand and glanced at it: "I haven't seen this number before."

"Is it wrong?" Lin Chengbu said, "or a harassing call."

"But..." Just as Yuan Wu put the phone back in his pocket, the bell rang again, and he swiped on the screen as if startled.

The ringtone disappeared.

Yuan Wu stared at the phone.

Lin Chengbu pointed to the phone and whispered, "You picked it up."

Someone was hello hello in the receiver, the voice was so loud that Lin Chengbu could hear it, it should be a man, and the voice was not young anymore.

Very good, should not be a potential rival.

Yuan Wu slowly put the phone to his ear, and said in a low voice, "Who?"

Lin Chengbu wanted to eavesdrop, but he felt that it was not very good. When he was about to lean back to the co-pilot, Yuan Wu said again: "Second uncle? Which...Second uncle?"