I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Chapter 45

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Lin Chengbu felt that he slept soundly this night, but he woke up three times in the middle of the night, and every time he woke up, he knew that he had not slept soundly.

I don't know if I finally got my wish and I was a little overexcited, or I finally got my wish and I was overexcited. In short, I was a little overexcited. Every time I woke up, I would go to Yuanwu's side.

But when Yuan Wu fell asleep, his temper was completely restored to its original state. Every time he leaned over, he would be hit with an elbow. Yuan Wu was very violent and savage, and once almost pressed his knee against his egg.

After getting up in the morning, Lin Chengbu first took a temperature for himself and prayed that he would no longer have a fever. He really didn't want to go to the hospital again, and he didn't want to drag Yuan Wu to accompany him to the hospital again.

However, the young man was strong and his body temperature was normal. He happily put the thermometer on the table in preparation for Yuanwu's examination.

Then stood in front of the refrigerator wondering what kind of breakfast to make.

Yuan Wu doesn't seem to have any requirements for food. He thought about it. He has fasted for a long time, and now he doesn't need to eat liquids all the time. Last night... and consumption...

Yuan Wu got up quite late, Lin Chengbu and Mianfa, noodles and stuffing were all done, and when he was about to start the work package, he walked out of the bedroom barefoot, yawning.

"Making dumplings early in the morning?" Yuan Wu was stunned when he saw the things on his desk.

"No," Lin Chengbu smiled, "How about pie? Do you like it?"

"I love to eat," Yuan Wu walked over to take a look, "You're really not too troublesome..."

"It doesn't take much trouble if you know how to do it," Lin Chengbu pointed to the thermometer on the table, "My fever is gone, so I don't need to go to the hospital."

Yuan Wu glanced at him, then raised his hand and touched his forehead: "It seems that the burn is gone... Are you having a transient fever? Is it a broken body syndrome?"

Lin Chengbu held on to the dough for a while without saying a word. Yuan Wu walked slowly to the bathroom, and then he threw the dough on the counter: "Whatever you say, it broke on you anyway."

Yuan Wu looked back at him, smiled and said nothing, turned and went into the bathroom.

Lin Chengbu made the pies quickly, and when Yuan Wu came out after washing up, five or six pies were already on the plate.

"It's quite fragrant." Yuan Wu reached out and took one, and quickly threw it back.

"Hot it, let it sit for a few minutes before eating," Lin Chengbu said, "or it's time to get angry."

"It's the same if you leave it for a few minutes. You should eat it tomorrow and it's hot." Yuan Wu picked up the pie again, tossed it back and forth in his hands, and sat on the sofa, "When are you going to work?"

"Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow," Lin Chengbu looked at the calendar, "I wanted to go next week, but this time I took too long to ask for leave..."

"Then go to Shenqiao today." Yuan Wu took a bite of the pie.

"Today?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

For Yuan Wu, Shen Qiao is different from any grandparents hospital. It is the base of his neurotic life and the landmark of his disordered life...

Lin Chengbu has never dared to mention big things, because he is afraid that he can face other things, but he can't deal with this place with deep traces of Yuanshen.

Yuan Wu suddenly decided to go today, and he was surprised.

"I want to be big," Yuan Wu said while eating, "I watched him grow into a little boy from a young age..."

"Do you miss me?" Lin Chengbu suddenly asked, "You watched me grow from a young man to a big young man."

But after asking, he immediately regretted it.

To a certain extent, this question of myself should be a pressure for Yuan Wu.

"You are dangling in front of my eyes every day," Yuan Wu said, "I didn't feel anything, I didn't have time to think about it, and you appeared again."

"Ah." Lin Chengbu flipped over the pancakes.

"I don't want to, it's annoying sometimes," Yuan Wu finished eating a cake, got up and took another one, and pointed at him, "It's too much, it's childish, and it's annoying."

Lin Chengbu grabbed the cake from his hand: "Don't eat it."

Yuan Wu glanced at him, took another one from the plate, then stepped back and took a bite: "You're mad at you."

"Aren't you naive?" Lin Chengbu also pointed at him, "Gao Shi'er, aren't you naive?"

"I'm kidding." Yuan Wu sat back on the sofa.

Although I just went to Shenqiao to see the big head, I don’t know how long it will take to go there. There is not much to see in this season, and those farmhouses are also closed. If you play late, there is probably no place to eat, so Lin Chengbu After breakfast, I started preparing for lunch.

"So virtuous." Yuan Wu held the remote control and pressed aimlessly at the TV.

"I don't want to go hungry, I'm just sick." Lin Chengbu didn't prepare too many things, he brought a few snacks, but neither he nor Yuan Wu liked it, so he brought the big one, and then brought a piece of brine. Beef, you can eat it with steamed buns, and make a shredded chicken temporarily, and then pack the unfinished pie together.

"So virtuous." Yuan Wu said.

"There are more virtuous ones, I'll show you something." Lin Chengbu opened the cabinet and took out a box from it.

"This is... what?" Yuan Wu looked at a thing with small pastoral flowers that he took out of the box.

"Picnic basket," Lin Chengbu propped up the basket and shook it at him, "Xianhui, see you, and it has little lace, full of country girly vibes."

"Where did you come from?" Yuan Wu stared at the picnic basket, "No, Lin Chengbu, you are actually a woman, you embroider and use this kind of thing."

"Don't you embroider too?" Lin Chengbu said with a smile.

"I'll learn from you," Yuan Wu walked over to study the basket, "I'm too embarrassed to take it out from someone next to this thing, two gentlemen, bring a small basket of broken flowers..."

"My mother gave it to me," Lin Chengbu said happily as he put his things in. "If you buy something from the supermarket, she will give it to me."

Although Yuan Wu was reluctant, they still carried the basket out the door.

In the elevator, Yuan Wu was two steps away from Lin Chengbu and stood in the corner looking at him, Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue: "What are you doing?"

"Look at the big picture to see Lin's daughter-in-law go grocery shopping." Yuan Wu said.

"Whatever you want," Lin Chengbu smiled, "I'm in a good mood today, not to mention my little daughter-in-law, I don't care about my little daughter."

"I will give you to Datou to be a child bride." Yuan Wu said.

"Okay." Lin Chengbu bowed and pinched an orchid finger.

The elevator door opened at this moment, and an aunt walked in.

Lin Chengbu quickly took the orchid finger and cleared his throat a little embarrassedly.

"Xiao Lin is going out?" The aunt looked at him.

"Ah, yes, auntie is going out too?" Lin Chengbu smiled.

"Well," the aunt nodded, and then looked at the basket on his arm, "this basket is nice and cute."

"...Really." Lin Chengbu kept smiling.

The aunt kept walking with them to the side of the car before leaving. Yuan Wu got into the car: "This basket is nice and cute."

"It's cute," Lin Chengbu threw the basket on the back seat, "what's the matter!"

"Cute." Yuan Wu nodded.

"Enough!" Lin Chengbu sighed, "This aunt never greeted me before, why is she so enthusiastic today."

"Because the basket is cute." Yuan Wu said.

"... It's not over, right!" Lin Chengbu started the car.

"Cute." Yuan Wu smiled and closed his eyes, leaned the seat back, closed his eyes and rested.

The car drove all the way to Shenqiao, Lin Chengbu looked at the familiar scenery on both sides, and felt that he had returned to the days when he ran to Shenqiao when he had nothing to do, and accepted the days when Yuan Wu forcibly forgot him.

Suddenly a little emotional.

Every time he passed, he was very uneasy, not knowing what kind of Yuanwu he was facing.

In other words, what kind of Yuan Shen.

It's been a long time since those days unknowingly, but when I think about it, it suddenly feels like yesterday.

The worry and despair of the day when he didn't know when he was dead, and whether Yuan Wu would wake up or not, was still clearly in his mind.

So... will it still remain in Yuan Wu's mind

Lin Chengbu turned his head to look at Yuan Wu. After the car entered the town, Yuan Wu opened his eyes and tilted his head to look out the window.

"Stop the car," he knocked on the window, "buy Big Head something to eat, there's not enough food in the basket for him to eat for two days."

"Okay." Lin Chengbu stopped the car on the side of the road.

Yuan Wu is very clear about Datou's hobby. After buying a lot of snacks, he also bought a box of ice cream: "I should have just bought some food in the city, which is higher than the ones here."

"He's happy when he sees you, he probably won't care too much about what you eat." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu smiled.

The road to the old wharf is still the same, broken and bumpy, and tourists have disappeared. After the weather is cold, there will be no one here, plus the leaves on both sides have all fallen, it looks quiet and lonely.

Because the reeds are gone, the water looks a little lonely.

"How could you... be willing to stay here forever." Lin Chengbu sighed softly.

"Yuan Shen likes it here," Yuan Wu said. "He originally wanted to… die here, but then gave up, probably because he thought it wasn't lonely enough here."

"...Really," Lin Chengbu never asked where Yuan Shen committed suicide, "Isn't it lonely enough here, you see now, there are no figures or birds."

"This is not what he wants," Yuan Wu turned to look at him, "Too many people have died in Dongwan."

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.

"He wanted to find a place where he was only himself, so that he would no longer be able to distinguish himself from others," Yuan Wu said, and after a while he lowered the car window and stretched his arms out for a ride, "Don't mention him. , he should have found himself by now."

"Yeah." Lin Chengbu nodded.

The old wharf has not changed, except that there is no big head on the wharf carrying a gourd.

"Why didn't you play here today?" Lin Chengbu got out of the car and looked around in surprise.

"I know where he is." Yuan Wu walked towards the forest in the distance.

"Ah, yes, does he always play in the woods and grow grass." Lin Cheng followed behind him, holding ice cream in his hand.

"Almost, he's on this site anyway." Yuan Wu smiled.

When he walked to the edge of the forest, Lin Chengbu saw a small figure shaking inside, and he shouted, "Big head!"

"Hey—" Datou responded, and then raised his voice again, "Who is—"

"I'm brother Xiaobu!" Lin Chengbu shouted.

"Brother Xiaobu!" The big hair screamed in surprise, and he watched him jump and run like a spring, "Brother Xiaobu! Brother Xiaobu!"

"Who else is there for you to come and see!" Lin Chengbu said.

Datou ran out of the woods, and when he saw Yuan Wushi standing on the dirt road, he was stunned for a moment, and then he started to cry.

After crying twice, he wiped his tears and ran here, and shouted with a crying voice: "Uncle Xiaowu—they, they dragged your boat, your boat—"

Yuan Wu smiled and didn't speak, just squatted down.

Big Head cried and threw himself into his arms: "They dragged your boat away! I won't let them drag it, they won't listen to me—"

"It's okay, it's okay," Yuan Wu patted him on the back, "Just drag it away."

"Then you won't have a place to live in the future—" Datou continued to cry very worriedly.

"I..." Yuan Wu glanced at Lin Chengbu.

Lin Chengbu was also a little dazed, how could such a child not make him sad, neither of them did anything.

"Aren't you," Datou cried for a while and raised his head to look at Yuan Wu, "will you not live here in the future?"

"...Yes," Yuan Wu hesitated and nodded, "I'm going back to work in the city."

"Oh," the tears that were so easily held back poured out again, and the fleshy face couldn't hold back, and slammed down, "I want to go back to work in the city, the city is very OK."

Lin Chengbu listened to it, both funny and uncomfortable, and squatted down quickly: "Big head, do you want to eat ice cream? Uncle Xiaowu bought it for you."

"Eat—" Datou shouted with tears.

"Don't cry if you want to eat," Yuan Wu took the ice cream, "If you still cry, don't eat it."

Staring at the ice cream, he wiped his tears after a while: "I want to eat it."

Lin Chengbu and Yuan Wu breathed a sigh of relief when the big head took the ice cream and lowered his head to eat it.

"Is it delicious?" Lin Chengbu asked him.

"Delicious," Big Head handed the ice cream to him, "Do you want to eat it?"

"I won't eat it," Lin Chengbu glanced at the ice cream that he had poked into a mess. It was still chocolate-flavored, and the shape was a little hard to look at, "You give it to Xiao Wu..."

Yuan Wu interrupted before he finished speaking: "Don't eat."

"Then eat it yourself." Lin Chengbu patted the big head's head.

Lin Chengbu didn't mention the flowers he wanted to give to Yuan Wu. It was already this season. Even if the flowers survived, they would definitely fail at the moment. If he mentioned it, he would cry again, and he couldn't bear it. .

But after eating a box of ice cream contentedly, Datou raised his head and looked at Yuan Wu: "Brother Xiaowu."

Yuan Wu ignored him, leaned against the tree next to him, took a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.

"Uncle Xiaowu." Datou changed his tune and called out again.

"Yeah." Yuan Wu looked down at him.

"I have a present for you," said Big Head, "I've been waiting for a long time."

"What gift?" Yuan Wu asked.

"On my boat, you can watch with me." The big head took his hand and dragged him towards the old pier.

"I'm not going to your boat," Yuan Wu said, "bring it to me."

"My mother went shopping in town," Datou continued to drag him, "you come and see."

Yuan Wu had to walk with him towards the pier.

"Fuck you don't like you?" Lin Chengbu whispered in Yuan Wu's ear.

"Well," Yuan Wu nodded, "I don't usually let him get on my boat."

"I can understand," Lin Chengbu smiled, "Just like you were before, I have children and I won't let him play with you."

"You can't have children." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu tutted: "I don't want to have it either. Look at the big head crying, my head is big."

"I didn't pay attention to him when he cried before, and he left after crying for a while." Yuan Wu said.

"Then why are you still hugging today?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"I haven't seen you for a long time," Yuan Wu said, "I don't know when the next visit will be..."

"Yuan Wu, do you know," Lin Chengbu whispered, "this is love, you have been with Datou for so long, you think you don't care about him, you are not very good to him, but you will If I miss him, I will think that it will be difficult to meet in the future, so I will be nice to him."

Yuan Wu looked at him and said nothing.

"This is love," Lin Chengbu put his arms around his shoulder, "Me too, Jiang Chengyu too, you don't care when you are with us, you feel that you have no feelings, and you don't want to give anything to anyone, but in fact you Will do."

Yuan Wu still did not speak.

"If one day," Lin Chengbu said, "if I don't dangle around you, you will miss me."

"Well," Yuan Wu replied, "It should be."

"But I don't care, I don't plan to enjoy your missing," Lin Chengbu waved his arms, "I'll stick to dangling in front of you."

Sure enough, there was no one on the boat of Datou's house, so they followed Datou on the boat.

This boat is larger than the Yuanwu one, so a curtain was used to separate the cabins, which is equivalent to having two rooms.

There are people sleeping in the inner room, and the outer room is equivalent to a small living room, and daily activities are here.

Datou knelt down in front of a small wooden cabinet next to him, opened the door of the lowermost cabinet, and then waved to the two of them: "Look, here it is."

Lin Chengbu was thinking about what flowers would be dead if they were put in the closet for a week, Yuan Wu leaned over and took a look: "Is this the shape you made yourself?"

"Yeah!" Datou nodded vigorously, "Does it look good?"

"...It looks good." Yuan Wu said.

"Let's see," Lin Chengbu leaned over curiously, then froze, and quickly turned to look at Yuan Wu. After seeing the smile on Yuan Wu's face, he couldn't help laughing. He said, "What is this?"

The bottom layer of the cabinet is empty, and there are three beer cans, each with a silk flower, yellow and red, and the measuring cup of Yuanwu in the middle.

looks very much like...

"How long have you provided me here?" Yuan Wu asked Datou.

"I don't know," Datou scratched his head, "I originally planted a pot of flowers, but when it died, I took fake flowers... Don't you like it?"

"No," Yuan Wu took out a few jars from the cabinet, "I like it, can I take it?"

"Yes," Datou smiled happily, "I gave it to you!"

After packing the flowers into the car, Yuan Wu didn't seem to want to leave. After checking the time, he said to Lin Chengbu, "Have a picnic?"

Before Lin Chengbu could speak, his big head jumped up beside him: "Okay! Have a picnic? Good!"

"Take him?" Lin Chengbu asked with his mouth.

"Then what should I do?" Yuan Wu also asked rhetorically.

"I still miss the two-person world." Lin Chengbu whispered.

"What is a two-person world?" Datou heard it, looked up at Yuan Wu and asked.

"It's the world of two people." Yuan Wu leaned against the front of the car.

"What are the two?" Datou asked.

"Two people." Yuan Wu said.

"A two-person world," he frowned and began to ponder, "What is a two-person world?"

"It's just two people." Yuan Wu said.

"Which two people?" Datou continued to ask.

"Me and Uncle Xiaowu." Lin Chengbu replied.

"Oh," Datou nodded, then asked again after a while, "what about me?"

"You are the light bulb," Lin Chengbu sighed, took out the basket of flowers from the car, and looked at Yuan Wu, "Where are you going?"

"Come over there," Yuan Wu pointed to the other side, "there is a piece of shallow water over there."

"Why am I a light bulb?" Datou continued to ask persistently.

"Because it's very bright." Lin Chengbu walked over there with Yuan Wu.

"I don't light up, where can I light up?" Big Head followed behind them.

Lin Chengbu patiently said, "You..."

"Shut up until the picnic is over," Yuan Wu turned around and waved ten dollars between his fingers in front of Datou's eyes, "I'll give you the money."

The big head immediately closed his mouth tightly and covered it with his hands.

"Hey." Lin Chengbu sighed.

"Why?" Yuan Wu asked.

"The world of two is gone." Lin Chengbu sighed again.

"He's going back to the boat to sleep at noon," Yuan Wu said. "The thunder won't shake him, he'll have to go back to sleep in a while."

"Really?" Lin Chengbu raised his eyebrows.

"What are you excited about?" Yuan Wu glanced at him, "Just think about things like wild artillery, no..."

"Who wants wild artillery!" Lin Chengbu interrupted him in surprise, embarrassed and funny, "I just want to stay with you two for a while, blow the wind and watch the scenery, eat something nonsense. of."

"Oh," Yuan Wu said, "haven't we been like this for a while?"

"It's not the same," Lin Chengbu smiled, "come out specially to watch the scenery, eat and chat, it's like..."

"Dating in love?" Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu looked at him and nodded: "Yes."