I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Chapter 51

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"Dude, if you don't get in the car, please help me close the door," the taxi driver said. "Just leave some heating for me."

Yuan Wu just recovered his senses, got into the car, and reported his home address.

Air tickets

Where are you going to study

As a cook, do you still need to buy a plane ticket for a course

Are you going to New Oriental

Yuan Wu's cell phone was in his hand, and he tossed it all at once, turning it around between his fingers from time to time.

When he got out of the car at home, he didn't call again to ask Lin Chengbu if he was going to New Oriental. He threw the phone back into his pocket and went upstairs.

When the door was halfway open, he suddenly froze again.

Not going abroad

After thinking about it, he continued to unscrew the door lock. As a Chinese cook, New Oriental is still the first choice for further education.

I don't know what happened, Yuan Wu seemed to have an obsessive-compulsive disorder. From answering Lin Chengbu's phone call to going home to take a shower and change his clothes to sleep, he had been thinking about the New Oriental study.

After falling asleep, he didn't stop. He had several dreams about Xindongfang, all of which were quite chaotic. His dreams were always chaotic, but there was one episode that was particularly clear.

Lin Chengbu had an advertising smile on his face, and said earnestly, "If you meet a chef from New Oriental, then marry him."

Ouch.

Yuan Wu let Lin Chengbu's smirk wake him up, checking the time, it was noon.

My head is a little stuffy, I don't know if I have too many dreams and didn't sleep well all night.

There is nothing to do today, Yuan Wu is now practicing calligraphy at home when he is not going out. The method that Dr. Liang gave him in the past was not for meditation, but to study or do something that requires concentration. , you can divert attention from something you don't need to think about repeatedly.

Over time he got used to it.

In fact, there are quite a lot of choices, calligraphy, painting, embroidery and even playing games are all fine, but he chose to practice calligraphy because the writing is too ugly. Ruined this month.

Write something... Yuan Wu spread out the paper and held a writing brush.

New Oriental.

Then threw the laugh on the table.

He didn't know what was wrong with him. In fact, as long as he made a phone call and asked where Lin Chengbu went to study, he could break the barrier of New Oriental and jump out.

But from yesterday until now, he has never contacted Lin Chengbu again.

I don't know why I didn't contact him.

Just a phone call.

He seemed to be used to the rhythm of waiting for Lin Chengbu to call him

But today, Lin Chengbu went to work, so he should be busy right now...

Yuan Wu turned on the TV, picked a random station that wasn't an advertisement and put it on, picked up the brush and continued to write on the paper.

New Oriental.

Good cook.

Heavenly Father.

Jehovah.

Since you can't get out of this vicious circle, feel free to write down.

Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin Lin

city city city city

step by step

"Master! I can't climb up so high!" said a stout voice on the TV.

Yuan Wu glanced at the TV, and a young man with the same sturdy appearance and voice looked at a tree that was not very tall and had several branches all the way.

If you can't climb up, who will believe it, you will be able to climb up.

"You have to believe in yourself!" said an old man. "This is your test!"

test

And such a mentally retarded test

... test

Yuan Wu put down his pen.

It seemed that he suddenly understood why he hadn't called Lin Chengbu and asked him about going to further education.

He didn't believe it at all.

A chef, the signature chef in the store, doing a good job, the boss has to rush out to study

It's hard to believe it anyway.

Or go to a place where you need to buy a plane ticket to fly to.

Yes.

Yuan Wu picked up the cup and took a sip of tea.

It's amazing that the heavenly father suddenly has a heart.

After discovering this, Yuan Wu wanted to laugh a little bit, so he stood by the window with the cup in his hand, and after looking out for a while, he felt that he couldn't laugh much.

Maybe Lin Chengbu was trying to impress him

But he... didn't feel anything.

I don't know why I didn't believe it at all, or because I really didn't feel it.

He was suddenly a little afraid of his state, and stared motionless at the chair that Lin Chengbuxiao always sat on for a long time.

"This is the key to my house, this is the key to the car," Lin Chengbu put the key on Jiang Chengyu's table, "you can help me see if you have time to see if there are thieves in or not, by the way, water the flowers, I have it on my balcony. Two pots of cycads…”

"Should I go?" Jiang Chengyu looked at him, "Why don't you let Xiao Wu go?"

"I thought about giving him the key," Lin Chengbu frowned, "but I'm afraid he thinks I'm deliberately using this to irritate him."

"Aren't you?" Jiang Chengyu smiled.

"That's not true. If I don't go this time, I'll go to another kid. I don't deal with him very much. I don't want him to come back and get mad at me." Lin Chengbu frowned, "That's it, Even if it has something to do with Yuan Wu, it's because I really don't want him to be so accommodating to me, and he told me that he likes it a lot, isn't it unfair that I keep talking about him and forcibly fall in love?"

"What if he just doesn't know how he feels?" Jiang Chengyu said.

"That's just enough distance to let him think about it," Lin Chengbu took a sip of beer, "and I asked Dr. Liang, there is no problem with his current state, and Dr. Liang said don't deliberately behave in a special way to him. , it will make him habitually feel that he is not normal, I can only roughly understand this, anyway, when Dr. Liang talks, I always feel confused..."

"It can be understood in this way, Yuan Wu thinks that he doesn't understand feelings, but he feels that it is a kind of psychological inertia," Jiang Chengyu said, "When faced with new emotional experiences, he will choose to escape, the reason is 'I don't have this kind of feeling'. "

"I can't think of it so profoundly," Lin Chengbu said, "Actually, I just think that if he really just 'likes' me a lot, and because he doesn't want to disappoint me, he will always follow me. No idea, at least it's unfair."

"It's not fair to you," Jiang Chengyu said.

"To me?" Lin Chengbu smiled, "Maybe, I can't tell, I just really... I really want to see... see... in him, how can I say, there is a kind of love to someone. Desire, for each other will…”

"Are you eager to go to bed?" Jiang Chengyu raised his eyebrows.

"That's you," Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue and looked at the wound on his brow that wasn't completely healed, "it's just a desire, I can't tell, anyway, there's something about going to bed, but it's not in the front. ."

"I understand what you mean," Jiang Chengyu laughed, "It's all mutual in love, otherwise it's not fair to anyone."

"Also," Lin Chengbu looked at him, "you help me watch Yuanwu, just pay attention..."

"Hey, I see, I know," Jiang Chengyu waved his hand, "I'll tell you what's wrong with him."

"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded, "he's supposed to be fine, I just like to worry."

"How did he react when you told him about it?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

Lin Chengbu was silent for a while: "No reaction at all."

"No reaction at all?" Jiang Chengyu was stunned, "How long have you been going? Where are you going?"

"No, I didn't ask," Lin Chengbu smiled, "Maybe I haven't recovered. I said it quite suddenly."

"You didn't ask after that?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

"...No." Lin Chengbu bit his lip.

"His reflex arc is quite long," Jiang Chengyu sighed, "Am I the only one taking you to the airport?"

"I'll go by myself, I don't need to send it," Lin Chengbu said, "I didn't go abroad, I just flew back two hours after I wanted to come back."

Yuan Wu heard the phone ringing in his dream, he reached out and touched it for a long time in a daze, and then fell asleep again after swiping it casually.

"Hello? Hello? Yuan Wu?" He didn't slowly open his eyes until he heard a very distant and familiar voice, and took a look at the phone.

Lin Chengbu's phone number.

"Huh?" he responded.

"Scare me," Lin Chengbu said, "You haven't gotten up yet, have you?"

"Well," Yuan Wu looked at the time, it was almost two o'clock in the afternoon, "I slept a little longer when I returned to the cage today."

"That... I'm at the airport, and I'll be boarding the plane in a while," Lin Chengbu said, "just, let me tell you."

"Airport?" Yuan Wu pricked up his ears and listened, but didn't hear the background sound, "Oh, what time is the plane?"

"Two thirty." Lin Chengbu said.

"Well," Yuan Wu replied, "then you... study hard."

"...Okay." Lin Chengbu said.

After hanging up the phone, Yuan Wu sighed that Lin Chengbu's brain was still not very good, and he had to prepare a background sound to deceive people. There are so many online...

But thinking about it this way, Yuan Wu still got up and turned on the computer to check the flight.

There is really a flight at 2:30, flying to a city that is like spring all year round.

Yuan Wu suddenly felt a little inexplicable in his heart. He didn't know whether he was lamenting Lin Chengbu's IQ that was going up and down, or he found this to be true.

After washing up, he ate some bread casually, spread out the paper and began to practice calligraphy.

When it was 3:20, he took the mobile phone and dialed Lin Chengbu's number.

The number you have dial can not be reached.

Yuan Wu put down his phone and looked at his words like a dog crawling in a trance.

Ugly, so ugly.

He made up his mind, this afternoon, he must write the three words "Xin Dongfang" like one word.

Sometimes, when he is focused on one thing, time passes quickly. When Lin Chengbu called, he was still writing, but it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

"I'm here," Lin Cheng walked, panting a little, "Let me tell you."

"Just arrived?" Yuan Wu sat in front of the computer.

"Yeah, it's late," Lin Chengbu said, "I saw the sign to pick me up... It's so embarrassing, I wrote my name and held it up..."

"Then you go." Yuan Wu said.

After Lin Chengbu hung up the phone, he looked at the real-time information displayed on the computer. The flight was delayed by half an hour.

He frowned, Lin Chengbu really did this to make him a little touched? so meticulous

He was suddenly a little irritable.

A little irritated for no apparent reason.

Is it because Lin Chengbu was too careful about fooling him, or was it because... this thing might be true

In the next week, Lin Chengbu only made two calls. One was that the teacher who took him was very strict like a devil, and the other was that he was tired and didn't have time to rest.

Yuan Wu didn't ask much about this matter. He seemed to be tense, but also to escape. He himself didn't quite understand what he was thinking.

Lin Chengbu said that Jiang Chengyu knew about this.

Jiang Chengyu sits with him several nights a week. He only needs to ask a question and he will know. Moreover, Jiang Chengyu will not collude with Lin Chengbu in this matter, he will tell the truth.

But he never asked.

Why not ask

do not know.

I just feel uneasy.

Habits are really a terrible thing. He is used to not investigating and not facing the truth. Dr. Liang clearly said that he must correct his mentality.

He still occasionally retreats on key issues.

kept shrinking.

Shrinking himself is very irritable.

It was very cold this evening. After the Yuan noon work was done, I couldn't even get a taxi. There were people in the taxis going back and forth on the street, and no one took the order after adding money to the software.

Yuan Wu had to go back to Jiang Chengyu's office on the 18th.

"Huh?" Jiang Chengyu just made tea to drink, "I thought you were gone? Do you want tea?"

"Don't drink," Yuan Wu said, "borrow your car for me to use, I won't be able to hit the car."

"Oh," Jiang Chengyu lowered his head and opened the drawer, took out a bunch of car keys and handed it to him, "Let's drive Lin Chengbu's car, it happens to be empty, I've filled up the gas."

Yuan Wu was stunned when he looked at the key: "Is his car here with you?"

"Yeah, isn't their parking downstairs in the open air? If they don't drive for so long, I'm afraid they'll bump it," Jiang Chengyu nodded. "Just park in my original parking space and turn the corner."

Yuan Wu was silent for a long time.

Jiang Chengyu walked up to him: "What's wrong?"

"No," Yuan Wu tossed the keys in his hand, turned and walked towards the door of the office, "Then let me drive his car."

"By the way," Jiang Chengyu stopped him, "if you are free... you have nothing to do during the day, so do me a favor."

"Huh?" Yuan Wu turned around.

"He asked me to go to his place to see if I had nothing to do to help water a flower or something. I've been too busy to take care of it," Jiang Chengyu took out another set of keys, "Would you like to help him take a look?"

"...Oh." Yuan Wu took the key.

"If you have free time in the past two days, you can go. I haven't been there all the time. It will take a while for him to follow me." Jiang Chengyu looked at the calendar, "Let's go last week... how many days?"

"Nine days." Yuan Wu said.

Jiang Chengyu turned to look at him: "Ah, Jiutian."

Lin Chengbu's car was parked behind No. 18, but he had to turn a corner, so he never noticed it.

After getting in the car, Yuan Wu didn't drive immediately after the fire started. He sat in the cab for a long time, until he saw Jiang Chengyu coming over, he flashed his headlights and drove the car out.

"Fuck it, it's been so long," Jiang Chengyu said, holding a cigarette and shrinking his neck, "I thought you couldn't drive anymore."

"Go back," Yuan Wu glanced at him, "Frozen you to death."

After the car turned out of the small street, Yuan Wu turned on the music, and the familiar singing came out.

Lin Chengbu didn't have any particular hobby for listening to music, he only needed to make a move, so he put a disc in for several months and didn't change it.

Yuan Wu felt that a conditioned reflex was about to form, and as soon as he heard it, he would have the illusion that Lin Chengbu was sitting next to him.

He didn't drive the car home, and at the intersection where the way home and the road for Lin Chengbu's house diverged, he hardly hesitated, and turned the car in the direction of Lin Chengbu's house.

Very familiar feeling.

Familiar cars, familiar music, familiar roads, and familiar scenery.

The car drove to the downstairs of Lin Chengbu's house in a familiar atmosphere.

It wasn't until he opened the door of Lin Chengbu's house and turned on the lights that Yuan Wu was finally convinced that Lin Chengbu really left.

A house that hasn't lived in a while, even if nothing has changed, even if no dust has fallen, it will be different.

Popularity is a very strange thing, and you can feel it when there is no one in the house for more than three days.

Yuan Wu closed the door, changed his shoes, and walked around the house twice. The two pots of cycads planted on the balcony were still alive. He went over and touched the soil in the flowerpot.

wet.

He tutted.

Jiang Chengyu, the fox.

Yuan Wu sat down on the sofa and turned on the TV.

He didn't know what he was doing here, but he came to have a look anyway, and there was no problem with it, but he didn't want to leave, staring at the TV in a daze.

Lin Chengbu's house has been tidy all the time, everything on the coffee table has been neatly placed, and the ashtray has been washed and placed there.

This was definitely not washed by Jiang Chengyu, only by Lin Chengbu himself, before he went out.

Yuan Wu touched a cigarette and came out, took the lighter on the coffee table and lit it. After taking two puffs, he flicked a little dust into the ashtray. He felt like this washed ashtray, and suddenly it was a little spotless. .

Lin Chengbu actually went to study, a cook, and a cook who did a good job, actually went to study, crazy.

Yuan Wu was leaning on the sofa, neurotic.

There was a small desk calendar under the coffee table. Yuan Wu took it out and took a look at it. The day Lin Cheng walked, he drew a circle with his pen and put several question marks.

Are you hesitating to go

Yuan Wu looked forward, there were quite a lot of circles, he had never noticed this desk calendar under the coffee table before, but now he noticed that all the days he went out with Lin Chengbu were circled. , and a small mark will be drawn in the grid.

Some are a pot, some are a cup, and some can only be guessed by guessing that it is probably a pizza... The day they went to the movie, they also circled and drew two movie tickets.

Yuan Wu smiled, the painter was too bad.

After laughing, looking at these circles was a little dazed. He didn't expect that he would remember the things they did in each circle.

Yuan Wu took out his mobile phone and turned it up and down in his hand.

After turning 9981 laps, he pressed Lin Chengbu's number.

Listening to the ringing over there for a long time, no one answered the phone, and finally disconnected.

Yuan Wu looked at the screen of his mobile phone, but he didn't answer

He hesitated to make another call, but after hesitating for 9,981 seconds, the screen turned on and the screen turned on and the screen turned on and black.

He hurriedly brought the phone over and wanted to hang up, but it suddenly picked up, so he had to clear his throat and put the phone to his ear.

"Hey! Who!" A man's voice came out.

Yuan Wu was stunned when he heard it: "Who are you?"

"Find Lin Chengbu and fight again tomorrow," the man said. "I slept like a dead pig and couldn't wake up."

"...Oh." Yuan Wu responded.

After hanging up the phone, Yuan Wu felt embarrassed for a while, and then a little lost.

Studying, or studying with a special chef in a special hotel, such a high-level action, how can you not live in a single room

The person in the room actually answered Lin Chengbu's phone so smartly... I'm quite impatient.

Yuan Wu threw the phone aside, took the remote control and pressed it on the TV. After pressing more than 100 TVs, he felt that he should go back to sleep.

It was only when he got up from the sofa that he felt very sleepy. Unlike Jiang Chengyu, no matter how long he stayed up late, he couldn't change his biological clock, and he would be sleepy at this time.

He stood in the living room and pondered for a while before entering Lin Chengbu's bedroom.

Why don't you just... sleep here.

He was going to find Lin Chengbu's clothes to take a shower. As soon as he opened the wardrobe door, he suddenly felt someone beside him and staring at him.

He suddenly took two steps back in fright.

When I looked again, I found that Lin Chengbu had actually hung the picture of Heavenly Father on the wardrobe door!

He also wrote two words on the door with a marker: Amen.

Ah you uncle!

Yuan Wu angrily pulled out a piece of clothing and slammed the cabinet door.

After I took my clothes into the bathroom, I felt that the more I thought about it, the more laughable it became. I leaned against the wall and laughed like a lunatic for a long time.