I Just Want to Be in a Relationship

Chapter 46

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This kiss came without warning, like a small rose that suddenly appeared in the ice and snow. Although it was frightening and unbelievable, it had an irresistible temptation.

Yu Qinghuan's eyes widened, her body seemed to be frozen, unable to move at all.

But the heart began to beat faster and faster, and there was a lively bunny in his chest, throbbing, almost popping out of his throat.

His face was flushed and his breathing was short. He wanted to push Huo Qu, but his hands were so soft that he couldn't use any strength. Huo Qu could only be more and more ruthless, and the more he kissed, the deeper he became.

I don't know how long it took, Yu Qinghuan even felt like a century had passed. Taking advantage of Huo Qu's clumsy breathing, he finally recovered, tilted his head to avoid the lips he was catching up with again, and panted and pushed away. he. "Huo, Huo Qu, enough... enough..."

"Qing Huan!" Huo Qu's beautiful eyes flashed brightly, as if he had discovered a new continent. He stared at his lips with burning eyes, as if he was about to pounce again in the next second.

Yu Qinghuan involuntarily took a step back, leaning her back against the wall.

At this moment, his mind was already in a mess, as if he was stuffed with a pile of hemp balls that were constantly being cut and cluttered, and he couldn't find a clue.

Why would Huo Qu kiss him? Was it stimulated by that scene and wanted to try it, or was it because of something else...

Thinking of that possibility, Yu Qinghuan only felt his eyes turn black. He involuntarily glanced forward, Fang Zhongxi and Evanson had left at some point, and there were only two of them left in the parking lot.

The cold wall made him sober a lot. Yu Qinghuan licked his lips and said with difficulty, "Huo Qu, you... just curious, right?"

It must be so, he kept comforting himself in his heart.

Huo Qu had never been in contact with homosexuality before, so he was so shocked to see two men kissing, and he was eager to try it. He must have no other intention, he is thinking too much.

"No," As soon as he finished speaking, Huo Qu suddenly took a big step forward. The two of them touched their toes, and when they were close enough, they could touch Yu Qinghuan's lips as long as Huo Qu lowered his head a little.

Yu Qinghuan's pupils shrank, and she suddenly held her breath.

"I'm not curious," Huo Qu touched the tip of his nose affectionately, and there was an undisguised joy and excitement in his voice, "Qing Huan, I just like you so much, I like you so much..."

His cheeks were flushed, his eyes were shining, and he said "I like it" three times in a row. Even the small round dimple seemed to be filled with sweet and intoxicating affection. Looking at Yu Qinghuan's heart, he instantly set off a huge wave. .

Huo Qu likes him? When did this start? How could this be? Why does this happen

The heat all over his body subsided in an instant, guilt, self-blame, remorse... All kinds of complex feelings flooded into his heart in an instant, and many Yu Qinghuan could hardly bear it.

He clenched his fists so hard that he almost broke his knuckles.

Huo Qu is simply like a piece of white paper, whatever color is painted on it is whatever color. It must have been his sexuality that influenced him unintentionally, so that he had the illusion that it was normal for him to like the same sex.

Yu Qinghuan's heart was cold, he couldn't help raising his eyes to look at Huo Qu.

Huo Qu was still immersed in the throbbing of the first kiss at this time, and his breathing was slightly heavy. When he met his gaze, his dark and moist eyes were full of shyness and happiness.

That feeling was so sincere and dedicated that Yu Qinghuan almost couldn't help shedding tears.

Yu Qinghuan has never felt inferior for his sexuality. He was born to like men and likes to be open-minded, and has nothing to do with anyone else.

But Huo Qu can't. He is a promising scientist and someone who wants to stand at the top of academia. He should stand upright on the podium and be an unblemished scientific pioneer. He must not allow him to be labelled gay and be criticized and ridiculed.

"Huo Qu," Yu Qinghuan took a deep breath, pushed him away forcefully, and said with a cold face, "I won't care about you this time, but don't have next time, friends are..."

"No!" Huo Qu interrupted before he finished speaking.

He looked at Yu Qinghuan with a firm expression, "Qinghuan, I understand! I don't consider you a friend." Persistently continued: "I like you, I want to be with you forever..."

"Shut up!" Yu Qinghuan almost collapsed and covered his mouth, preventing him from saying any more.

He wanted to tell Huo Qu aloud that he was not gay, he was just influenced by him. But when he met Huo Qu's unknowing eyes, Yu Qinghuan instantly calmed down.

"Huo Qu," Yu Qinghuan stroked his hair and forced a smile, "It's not like this, you just cherish my friend too much, so you have an illusion."

Huo Qu pursed his lips and wanted to say something, but Yu Qinghuan didn't give him the chance, and quickly continued: "You have to try to make more friends, both men and women need it, and then you will understand that friends and The separation between lovers."

"But I just want to be with you..." Huo Qu rubbed his furry head against his palm, and his voice gradually fell.

Yu Qinghuan's heart throbbed, but there was still a faint smile on his face. He tried to make his voice sound calmer, "Be obedient, do as I say, you don't want to make me unhappy, do you?"

Huo Qu didn't understand the relationship between the two, but he was afraid that Yu Qinghuan would be unhappy, so he could only nodded ignorantly, "Well, I don't want to."

"That's right," Yu Qinghuan lowered her eyes, her voice trembling slightly, she could hardly hold it back. He leaned against the wall, barely calming himself down, "I'll call your second brother and ask him to come pick you up, you have to go to the research institute today."

"Qinghuan, I don't want to go..." Huo Qu's eyes fell on his soft and moist lips, and suddenly became hot, he rubbed against Yu Qinghuan and whispered, "I just want to stay by your side, I I miss you so much, leave for a minute, no, I miss you for a second."

"Don't make trouble," Yu Qinghuan felt like a knife twisted, trying his best to suppress the choked sob in his throat, "You don't listen to me, do you? I remember I said, I hate irresponsible people the most, go to work well. , come back to me after the holiday, okay?"

Huo Qu didn't want to be the person Yu Qinghuan hated. He liked him so much that he wanted to change all the things he didn't like about himself and become his favorite.

Wen Yan, although very reluctant, still nodded, "Okay."

After a pause, he glanced at Yu Qinghuan cautiously but full of hope, and said shyly with a blushing face, "Qinghuan, can I, can I kiss you again?"

"No." Yu Qinghuan's voice was cold and hard, and he rejected him without thinking about it. Just wanting to stress it again, it can't be like this, but Huo Qu lowered his head, chirps, and kissed him fiercely on the lips.

After the kiss, he immediately took a step back obediently, pursed his lips and smiled like a cat that stole the fish, and even the small dimples concealed the pride that could not be concealed.

Yu Qinghuan's eyelashes trembled, she wanted to say something, but she didn't say it.

Forget it, for the last time, let him be.

Huo Rong arrived quickly, and within five minutes after Yu Qinghuan hung up the phone, he came to the parking lot out of breath.

"What are you running around all day long!" He patted the back of Huo Qu's head, both angry and distressed, "Don't hurry up and get in the car, I'll take you to the research institute, count how many times you've tossed me this month. !"

Huo Qu smiled and did not speak, his eyes still stayed on Yu Qinghuan and refused to leave.

This time, Huo Rong finally sensed something was wrong. But the time was too short, he didn't have time to investigate, he nodded and said hello to Yu Qinghuan, then pushed Huo Qu into the car and was ready to leave.

Just when he was about to step on the accelerator, Huo Qu suddenly pressed the car window, stuck his head out, and looked at Yu Qinghuan with burning eyes, "Qinghuan, I'm on the weekend... No, I'll find you after get off work on Friday, okay? ?"

Yu Qinghuan looked at him deeply, as if to engrave him in his heart. After a few seconds, he answered dully, "Okay."

Huo Qu was immediately happy and waved at him vigorously, until the car left the parking lot, he was still staring at the rear glass of the car and kept looking out.

Huo Rong saw his brother's stupid behavior through the rearview mirror, and couldn't help but said, "Okay, San'er, people have long been invisible, so hurry up and sit down."

Huo Qu ignored him, he touched his lips, licked again carefully, and smiled secretly.

My heart seems to be filled with honey, sweet and fragrant.

When Yu Qinghuan went upstairs, Yu Xin had already talked to the program team almost. Coincidentally, this variety show is "Youth is High", which once interviewed him and Huo Qu.

The director laughed as soon as he saw him, and said that he had a relationship with this show, and it would be better to be a guest in the last episode of the first half of the year.

Yu Qinghuan exchanged a few words with him, looked at the contract he brought, and felt that there was no problem, so he turned to Xin and said, "Brother, after you guys have negotiated, I'll sign it directly."

"Yes, yes." Yu Xin's eyes glowed, and he kept nodding, the excitement in his heart has not yet passed.

It really deserves to be the first variety show of the national station, but it is rich and powerful! I can finally get a new car this time!

After sending off the director, Yu Qinghuan and Yu Xin also left the company. On the way, Yu Xin glanced at Yu Qinghuan several times, and finally couldn't help but ask: "Qinghuan, why is your face so bad?" After a pause, he added jokingly, "Have you quarreled with Huo Qu?"

Yu Qinghuan's heart trembled when he heard the words "Huo Qu", he lowered his eyes and said lightly, "It's nothing, just a little tired, just go home and rest."

Yu Xin didn't believe it, and wanted to say something else, he heard Yu Qinghuan say: "Brother, help me buy a plane ticket, I want to see the recording content of this episode of "Young High" first, and get familiar with this variety show. style."

"Okay." Hearing that it was a job requirement, Yu Xin agreed without thinking, but right away, he felt that something was wrong. If you want to look at the style of variety shows, just look at the previous episodes, right? Need to go to the scene in person

But when he wanted to ask again, he saw that Yu Qinghuan in the back seat had closed his eyes, so he had to swallow his words and continue driving.

So, in the following time, when Huo Qu called Yu Qinghuan, no one answered.

Although Yu Qinghuan would send him a text message to explain that he was working and couldn't answer his calls, Huo Qu instinctively felt that something was wrong.

He suppressed the anxiety in his heart and waited for Yu Qinghuan for one, two, three, four days...

But not only did he not see anyone, he could not even hear a voice.

Huo Qu finally couldn't sit still.

The author has something to say:

I know after this chapter is sent out, you guys will definitely want to hit me, oh, pat me on the top of the pot...

Qing Huan is a kind and delicate person. Huo Qu suddenly confessed, and he subconsciously wondered if he had influenced him. This road is not easy to walk. He cherishes Huo Qu so much, so it must be confirmed repeatedly. He really accepts This relationship requires a process.

But I promise! The next chapter is sweet and sweet! Look at my sincere eyes! (Actually, I didn't abuse it! Hmm...