There was silence in the room.
Yan Xiao looked at Ye Fei so firmly, as if he wanted to convey his thoughts to his heart through his eyes.
Ye Fei felt distressed and powerless. He wanted to tell Yan Xiao that there were not many years, but only two years; he wanted him to stop holding unrealistic fantasies and accept the reality honestly.
But meeting his quiet and persistent eyes, the words came to his lips, but he couldn't say anything.
After a long while, he raised his head and kissed the corner of Yan Xiao's lips, and said softly, "Brother Yan, we know the fate of our destiny, and leave the future to the future to worry about. Don't think too much, just be happy together, okay?"
Yan Xiao couldn't fully understand what he said, and mistakenly thought that Ye Fei was questioning his feelings. He hugged Ye Fei very nervously and said "I like you very much" and "I'm not unhappy", as if he was dealing with some world-class project seriously.
Although the atmosphere was still a little sad, Ye Fei was also amused by his silly appearance. After kissing him for a while, he pushed him away and said, "I'm too tired from flying, I want to go to bed early today, so I'll take a shower first."
Yan Xiao said "Okay" and consciously let go of his hand.
Ye Fei went to his original room to look for pajamas, and Yan Xiao stood aside and looked at him, like a big tail following him all the time.
"What?" Ye Fei turned out a light gray nightgown, shook it in front of him, and teased, "Do you want to wash it with me?"
Yan Xiao moved his eyes unnaturally, and said, "No."
"Really?" Ye Fei glanced at his important parts maliciously, and whispered into Yan Xiao's ear, "Then who is the person who used the bathroom for a long time this morning?"
Yan Xiao clasped Ye Fei's waist, his eyes gradually darkened.
"Brother Yan," Ye Fei looked at Yan Xiao with a smile on his lips, and continued to flirt without fear of death, "What were you thinking at that time?"
Yan Xiao's Adam's apple rolled a few times, and he looked down at him. After a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "I miss you."
"I can't even think about it. I'm going to have an EMG tomorrow." Ye Fei leaned on his shoulder and smiled sullenly.
When doing electromyography, the muscles are required to be in a state of absolute relaxation, and strenuous exercise tonight is obviously not appropriate.
"Next time," Ye Feihong parted her lips slightly, lowered her voice and said ambiguously, "I'll clean it up and do it for you."
After speaking, he touched Yan Xiao's lower abdomen, hummed a song and went into the bathroom. He didn't realize that Yan Xiao's dark, aggressive gaze had been fixed on him.
After Ye Fei came out, she went directly to Yan Xiao's room. As soon as he entered, he smiled.
The dark bedside table was originally heavy and serious, but at this moment, a little furry turtle was placed on it, which ruined the overall style of the room at once.
"I still keep it," Ye Fei climbed onto the bed, and poked the turtle's shell cheaply, "I'm all here, so just throw away this ugly thing."
Yan Xiao said "no" and hugged Ye Fei from behind.
Ye Fei smiled, relaxed her body obediently, and turned off the bedside lamp.
So far, this big bed that has been placed for several years has finally waited for another owner.
Ye Fei originally thought that she would not be able to sleep well. After all, the two had just established a relationship, and they were at an age of vigorous energy. It was inevitable to wipe the gun.
But really lying in Yan Xiao's arms, smelling the light scent of bath milk on his body. Ye Fei had no more miscellaneous thoughts in her mind, she just felt peaceful, and she didn't even know when she fell asleep.
After a good night's sleep, I woke up again, and it was already the next morning.
Ye Fei half-closed her eyes and slowly regained her consciousness. He moved, and immediately Yan Xiao's voice came from above his head: "Good morning, Ye Fei."
Ye Fei turned her head and met Yan Xiao's clear eyes.
"Are you awake?" Ye Fei rubbed her eyes, lifted the quilt and sat up, "Why don't you get up?"
Yan Xiao pulled up his nightgown for him, and said, "I want to stay with you for a while."
Ye Fei yawned, leaned against him boneless, and asked, "How did you arrange it today?"
"Do a genetic test first," Yan Xiao told him, "and then do an electromyography."
He paused, hugged Ye Fei even tighter, and said in a lower voice, "It might hurt a little."
"It's a small thing," Ye Fei smiled indifferently, pretending to be relaxed, "It's just an inspection, no matter how painful it can be, how can it hurt?"
Knowing that Yan Xiao was worried and didn't want to say too much on this issue, he changed the subject without a trace: "Get up, pack up and leave quickly, check early and finish early."
Yan Xiao said "Okay" and went to the bathroom with him.
It was past nine o'clock when the two of them finished their breakfast and went out. The driver dutifully waited at the door and drove them to the hospital.
Genetic testing is very simple, just draw a tube of blood, but the trouble is the electromyography.
Because Ye Fei did not show any symptoms of ALS for the time being, the doctor could not determine the location of his lesion, so he could only do a whole body electromyography.
"I just asked, it will take at least three hours," Ye Fei said to Yan Xiao while signing the letter of knowledge, "Don't wait here, isn't the company still busy? Just let the driver stay, otherwise Cheng Minghao is going to protest with you."
Yan Xiao looked at Ye Fei, said "I'm not busy", and then said "I'm not leaving", very persistent.
Ye Fei had no choice but to pass the letter of knowledge to the nurse waiting aside, and said, "Then ask someone to bring the computer over, and find a place to sit and work in the corridor."
Yan Xiao still refused.
"Ye Fei," Yan Xiao called his name, and then said, "I can't hold anything in my mind right now except you."
Ye Fei was startled, then smiled relievedly: "Okay, then wait for me to come out."
Ye Fei had a lumbar puncture in her previous life and a muscle biopsy in this life. He thought the EMG would be a piece of cake for him, but he miscalculated.
When the long electrode needle was inserted into his flesh and stabbed with electric shocks, he was still in a cold sweat from the pain.
"It's okay, relax," the kind-looking female doctor comforted him gently, "the tiger's mouth is really painful, and it will be much better in the future."
"Well," Ye Fei accepted her kindness, and continued after the momentary pain passed, "I can feel the feeling of Ziwei."
The female doctor was amused by him: "You mean I'm Nanny Rong?"
"Who said that?" Ye Fei raised her eyebrows, "You have nothing to do with Mammy."
"It's useless to flatter." The female doctor stabbed his biceps with a needle, looked for the nerve at different angles, and smiled, "It needs to be pierced."
Ye Fei let out a muffled snort, and physiological tears overflowed uncontrollably.
"How many needles do I need?" In order to divert attention, Ye Fei found a topic to chat with the doctor.
"Forty to fifty." The female doctor continued to fiddle with the needle without raising her head, "It's hard work to do the whole body, bear with it."
Ye Fei's eyes darkened, and she suddenly regretted agreeing to Yan Xiao's visit.
The female doctor's skills are very good, and she is very accurate in finding nerves. If so, Ye Fei couldn't get up after finishing.
He was confused, most of his hair was wet with cold sweat, and he didn't even know when Yan Xiao came in.
"Ye Fei," Yan Xiao's face turned pale, as if he also had an EMG with Ye Fei. He wanted to hug Ye Fei, but he was worried about touching his wound, so he could only stand on the head of the bed with his hands tied together, comforting him over and over again awkwardly, "It's all right, it's all right now."
Ye Fei seems to be a casual and unrestrained person who doesn't care about anything, but actually has a lot of worries. Because I have to rely on myself for everything since I was a child, I have developed a personality with strong self-esteem and never willing to show weakness in front of others.
But now, seeing Yan Xiao's concerned eyes, all his prepared disguises disappeared.
"Brother Yan," he closed his eyes, his voice was very soft, as if blown by the wind, "I'm in so much pain."
"Just this time," Yan Xiao took out a tissue, wiped his sweat clumsily, and kissed him lightly on the face, "I won't let you hurt anymore."
Ye Fei thought it was funny, and wanted to ask Yan Xiao how to guarantee this. But he really didn't have the energy to speak, so he just forced a smile as a response.
After lying down for more than half an hour, Ye Fei felt that he had almost recovered, so he left the hospital with Yan Xiao. During the period, Yan Xiao exaggeratedly wanted to carry him, but Ye Fei sternly refused.
"It hurts when the needle is poked inside," Ye Feiao got on the car and said with a light smile, "It's healed now, why are you so delicate."
Yan Xiao turned a deaf ear and carefully put on his seat belt. Instruct the driver to reduce the speed to the minimum, and drove home like a snail all the way.
The results of the electromyogram will be available tomorrow, and the genetic test will take about ten days.
Ye Fei could clearly feel that Yan Xiao was a little anxious. Although he couldn't see it on his face, he had to check the mailbox for receiving the test report every hour on average.
Ye Fei sighed, not knowing how to make him feel better. Remembering what I heard before, it is much better to eat sweets when you are in a bad mood, so I walked into the kitchen.
The only sweets in the house are those Haagen-Dazs that Yan Xiao hoarded.
Ye Fei opened the freezer of the refrigerator and was stunned.
Where Haagen-Dazs was originally placed, there is a pile of old popsicles neatly stacked.
Ye Fei didn't think much, and took two of them casually. Throwing one to Yan Xiao, he unpacked it and said, "Your taste is changing fast enough."
Yan Xiao looked at him quietly and said, "Don't you like it?"
Ye Fei was surprised: "What am I—"
Ye Fei's voice stopped abruptly, and the conversation with Yan Xiao came to mind instantly.
-"What do you like?"
- "Not sweet."
-"for example?"
- "Old Popsicle."
He said something casually, and he had forgotten it, but Yan Xiao always remembered it.
"How did you know that I would come?" Ye Fei was silent for a long time, then raised her head and asked Yan Xiao, "What if I never promise you and don't come?"
"I don't know." Yan Xiao said.
He tore off the wrapping paper covered with ice crystals, put the peeled one into Ye Fei's hand, and said slowly: "I just want you to be able to eat it right away when you want it."
The author has something to say: The EMG refers to the case of Tieba and Zhihu~