"Wei Bao, I hurt him."
The house was quiet.
After Jiang Su finished speaking, Lin Wei was silent for a while, and then eased a little bit.
Whether it was from Yang Qin's mouth or from Liang Sichen's mouth today, she learned more or less about him.
He thought that he might have made a mistake, but it was not as serious as Yang Qin and Liang Sichen said, but it was settled due to the good family conditions.
She never imagined that things would turn out like this.
Lin Cen used the knife to save Jiang Su.
Although Jiang Su's words were very succinct, so succinct that it was almost a brushstroke, she could still know from his tone that the situation at that time must be very critical.
If Lin Cen hadn't shot in time, Jiang Su might have died.
No, there is no possibility, that is, it is dead.
It would be no exaggeration to say that Lin Cen was Jiang Su's savior.
A friend who has known each other for so long, just finished talking about life and ideals with you drinking wine half an hour ago, thinking that if you stay for another year and a half, you can change your destiny. Not just your own destiny, but the destiny of your entire family. As a result, half an hour later, he hurt people for you and went to jail.
The price he paid for saving you was his youth, his future, and even his whole life.
Do you blame yourself
How can you not blame yourself.
Lin Wei never understood why Jiang Su committed suicide, but now she understands.
He looked cold, but he was always a kind and gentle boy at heart.
It was because he was so kind and gentle that he couldn't forgive himself, that he hated and hated himself, and that he changed from the once glittering boy to the decadent and dejected appearance when she first met him.
At that time, she was still thinking that he would rather stand in the corridor without interrupting the teacher's lecture because he was afraid of affecting everyone in class. He would rather carry all kinds of gossip without clarifying that he was not trying to kiss someone else's girlfriend. , He is so nice to people he doesn't know, why can't he be nice to himself.
Once, she took him to her secret base, and he said that people like me are not worthy of your affection.
His voice was light, and he couldn't hear any emotions, but even after so long, when she recalled it, her chest was still very tight.
She was still thinking at that time, he is very good, why is he not worthy of being liked.
It turned out that he never let himself go because of Lin Cen.
The truth of the matter, apart from the parties, may not be so clear to outsiders.
The rumors about his fight were so outrageous that he never stood up to defend himself once.
In his heart, he may also feel that he should be scolded.
Lin Wei couldn't imagine how he made it through the year he dropped out of school.
It's like she can't understand how desperate he is to want to kill himself.
At first, she thought that there would be someone who was right, who was wrong and who was wrong, but now, she realized that after the whole thing, no one was right or wrong.
Is Jiang Su wrong? Maybe she is Jiang Su and she will do the same.
Is Lin Cen wrong? If she is Lin Cen, watching her good friend's life hanging by a thread, she may also act in a hurry.
Is Jiang Yongzhi wrong? He is an adult, and he considers the problem from the perspective of an adult. He first protects his son, and it seems right from his perspective.
Is the Lin family wrong? Not necessarily. The reason why Lin's father and Lin's mother made such a decision may be difficult.
When Lin Wei listened to Jiang Su talk about the unknown past, many thoughts ran through her mind.
She thought a lot of words to comfort him, but she found that she couldn't say a word now.
Her mind was in a mess. She stared at him and thought hard for a while, but she didn't think of what she should do next. In the end, she could only follow her instinctive consciousness, put down the pillow, propped up on the sofa, and stood slowly. Straightening up, he walked up to him.
She looked at him and pursed her lower lip, then raised her hand slightly.
Only then did she realize that her fingertips were shaking violently.
She tried to keep her movement steady, and her hand slowly landed on his head.
He looked at a very indifferent person, but his hair was very soft.
She paused for two seconds, then gently stroked his hair.
He froze slightly, and after a few seconds, he looked up at her.
Before he could speak, Lin Wei took another step forward, bent down slightly, and put him in her arms, imitating the way her mother held her in her arms when she was sad when she was a child. Lightly and slowly, he patted his back one by one: "Jiang Su, don't blame yourself too much."
"Although that matter has something to do with you, Lin Cen, it's not your fault."
"No one wants it to be like that."
"You're fine, really, you're fine already."
- You are fine, you are already fine.
Jiang Su trembled all over, put his head on her shoulder, and closed his slightly pantothenic eyes.
After Lin Cen went in, he had a long, long period of time, dreaming every night, dreaming that Lin Cen asked him: why don't you help me.
He couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, so he went to Jiang Yongshi. Every time Jiang Yongshi heard what he said, he would be furious.
Although Jiang Yongshi helped him solve this matter, Jiang Yongshi felt that it was wrong for him to fight, so he reprimanded him as soon as he opened his mouth, and said that he had caused him a lot of trouble, so he had better be honest in the future .
Later, he suffered insomnia, emotional instability, and anorexia.
Jiang Yongshi felt that he was angry with him. Every time he received a call from a servant at home, saying that he didn't eat again, he either called him to warn him to stop, or he went home angrily. A scolding in the face.
He wanted to talk to Jiang Yongshi, he wanted Jiang Yongshi to know that he couldn't make it through, he felt that he was sorry for Lin Cen, he blamed himself, he couldn't take it anymore.
In Jiang Yongshi's eyes, he felt that he was trying to challenge him. He felt that there was nothing wrong with a 16- or 17-year-old boy. He felt that if he took care of himself, it would be the best outcome.
until he committed suicide.
He opened his eyes and was in the ward.
Jiang Yongshi was very embarrassed. He probably hadn't slept for several days. He was always clean and decent. His chin was covered with stubble. His eyes were red and his eye sockets were blue. Anger: "Is it easy for me to raise you so much? You just kill me casually. Are you worthy of me?"
He felt quite boring.
After he was discharged from the hospital, he lived so boringly.
His former classmates thought he was a troubled boy, and everyone was saying that he had ruined his good friend.
For a long time, even he himself thought so.
Only her.
She said: I like you, I have the final say.
She said: I believe you, I only believe what you say.
She said: You are fine, really, you are already fine.
(End of this chapter)