Lin Wei's breathing stagnated, her heart seemed to be scratched by something sharp, and a dull pain appeared.
She confessed this matter to Song Jin with an attitude of breaking the boat.
She made this decision a long time ago, and she also imagined her reaction after confessing to Song Jin, whether she was angry, shocked or disappointed, and even she was ready to be kicked out of the house by her.
But she never thought it would be like this.
The heart that was almost hanging in his throat settled back into his chest.
Lin Wei looked at Song Jin, and for some unknown reason, she thought of Song Jin's meticulous care and company during her third year of high school.
During the epidemic, she lived at home. In order to create a good learning environment for her, Song Jin specially asked Chen Nanzhou to accompany Chen Zhan to live in the house that she and her ex-husband were assigned when they divorced. She was afraid that her internet speed would not be enough, and she even upgraded the internet at home. She arranges three meals a day for her. In the afternoon, she takes a lunch break. When she wakes up, she can always see fresh fruit and cool yogurt on the desk.
Song Jin never said it, but she showed her love to the fullest in her day-to-day life.
She thought that if her own mother was still there, she might not be able to take care of her so meticulously.
She thought that if her own mother was still there, her first reaction might not be to worry about her being hurt.
She has no blood relationship with Song Jin, but Song Jin has always raised her as a daughter.
Just the kind of daughter who is born, she is very attentive in raising her.
Lin Wei's nose was a little sour, she pursed her lower lip, and called out like a ghost: "Song... Mom..."
She stopped.
Her voice was a little low, Song Jin didn't hear it, she looked at her red eyes, waved at her, and said calmly, "Weiwei, come here."
Lin Wei held back the tears in her eyes and took a few steps forward.
Song Jin reached out and touched her hand. She was a little unaccustomed to it, and released it the next second. Lin Wei didn't know where she had the courage, and immediately grabbed Song Jin's hand.
Song Jin's hands trembled, staring at the little girl holding her tender and white fingers for a while, then slowly back to hold her hand: "Weiwei, auntie, in this life, there is no predestined relationship for children, no matter it is You are still Chen Zhan. Auntie likes you very much. Auntie sometimes speaks coldly. That’s because Auntie has never raised children and doesn’t know how to contact you. But Auntie never thought of kicking you out of the house. If there is anything, aunt still hopes you can discuss with aunt, maybe in the future you will become better and better, aunt can't help you much, but now, aunt can still give you some advice... "
"Auntie doesn't reject your puppy love, but Weiwei, Auntie has requirements, you have to protect yourself, you should be selfish as an auntie..."
Lin Wei couldn't hold back, she bent over and hugged Song Jin, "Mother Song."
Song Jin's whole body froze, and as he was talking, his voice disappeared in an instant.
Lin Wei hugged Song Jin tightly and buried her face on her shoulders. She calmed down for a while, rubbed her tears on her clothes secretly, and then shouted again, "Mom."
Song Jin's lips trembled, and tears suddenly burst out from the corners of her eyes.
…
Emotions are really amazing. Lin Wei always felt that there was a layer of veil between herself and Song Jin, but when she opened her mouth and called out that mother, she felt that she and Song Jin were intimate. Nothing to talk about.
In fact, she really had nothing to do with Song Jin.
After the college entrance examination, she didn't need to stay in a hotel. She helped Song Jin pack her luggage and told Song Jin about Jiang Su.
She talked a lot about the details of how she and Jiang Su got along at the front and back tables. From the hotel to the downstairs of the house, she realized when she went upstairs that many of the things she thought she had forgotten were so clearly engraved on her Deep in the blood.
After she explained everything that should be explained to her family, Lin Wei suddenly became very confident. When she got home, she charged her mobile phone and started sending messages to Jiang Su.
Tonight is the school's graduation party, and all the candidates from the fourth high school who have finished the college entrance examination will go back to school.
Lin Wei asked where Jiang Su would meet tonight.
Jiang Su didn't reply to her news. She thought that he didn't bring a mobile phone for the college entrance examination. She might not have returned home now, so she put down her mobile phone in a hurry and took the clothes to take a shower.
The graduation party was at 6 o'clock in the evening, so there was plenty of time, and Lin Wei packed up slowly.
She chose to choose from her wardrobe, and finally chose the dress that Jiang Su gave her on the day of the high school sports meeting.
Before going out, Lin Wei glanced at her phone, but Jiang Su hadn't replied to her message yet.
She slowly put on her mask and walked into the elevator, while pressing the screen to continue contacting Jiang Su.
I'm going to Tsinghua University: I'm ready to go to school.
I want to go to Tsinghua University: I promised Chen Si to go to his place, do you want to go with me
Lin Wei didn't reply to her message until she got on the bus. She called him and it was turned off.
It was still early, and Lin Wei thought that Jiang Su might be hungry after the exam, so she slid the phone in her bag before going home after a meal.
Before six o'clock, Lin Wei arrived at No. 4 Middle School. She bought a cup of milk tea at the entrance of the school, and then slowly walked to the public bookstore with a straw.
When she arrived, just as the last wave of customers in the bookstore came out, Lin Wei opened the door, and when everyone was gone, she raised her hand and pressed in against the glass door that was about to be closed.
It's been a year, and Chen Si's aesthetic is still the same, with gray short sleeves and fancy pants, paired with a pair of flip-flops.
All in all, how greasy it is.
Chen Si was holding a cigarette, and was about to light it with a lighter, when he heard the reminder of "Welcome", he raised his head, and when he saw it was her, he put away the lighter, bit the cigarette and reluctantly said, "How did you do in the test? ?"
"It's basically stable." Lin Wei went to the cashier, picked up a chair and sat down.
Chen Si: "Yo, a prospective Tsinghua University student."
Lin Wei rolled her eyes, too lazy to answer.
Chen Si put down the cigarette, reached out and rummaged in the cabinet, took out a bag and handed it to Lin Wei: "A graduation gift for you."
Lin Wei took it over with a smile, opened the bag, and saw that it turned out to be a CET-4 test paper.
"… "
Lin Wei stared blankly at the paper for a few seconds, then slowly raised her head to look at Chen Si. She was stunned for a moment before she forced out a sentence: "Are you poisonous?"
Chen Si laughed twice: "It's ready, you'll need that paper sooner or later."
"… "
Chen Si sniffed the cigarette: "I've already thought about it. When you go to Beijing, I will give you a goodbye gift for the sixth grade English test."
"… "
(End of this chapter)