Jiang Su raised his eyelids and stared at her for at least ten seconds, "I'm afraid."
For fear that she would not believe it, he emphasized, "I'm afraid, most afraid."
is really afraid.
I was too scared to imagine what he would be like without her in the future.
He thought it must be a dark day.
The kind of darkness that no light can penetrate.
Somewhere in Lin Wei's heart, the taut string suddenly snapped.
She was angry that Jiang Su had broken his appointment with her at Tsinghua University, she also hated that Jiang Su disappeared without a word for a month, and even more hated that Jiang Su did not give her an explanation when she met, and asked her if she wanted to end or separate.
But at this moment, when she heard him say he was afraid, she felt like a punctured balloon and couldn't breathe out in an instant.
Even a little distressed.
Lin Wei couldn't help sighing heavily in the bottom of her heart. She felt that she was a bit like the kind of virgin whore heroine in the novel, and the male and female protagonists don't want her anymore.
She couldn't help but think in her mind that Jiang Su told her to get out, she cried and got out, and then she heard that Jiang Su was sick, so she came to take care of him non-stop, Jiang Su kissed her during the process of being sick and unconscious , and even held her to spend a very warm night of pure sleep covered with a quilt, but this kind of warmth did not last long. Jiang Su was taken care of and recovered by her, and he began to turn his face and let her know no one. go away...
Lin Wei was so frightened that she shivered from the vulgar episode of "the male protagonist abused me a thousand times, I treat the male protagonist like a first love", and quickly stopped her bizarre thoughts. , looked at Jiang Su: "Then do you want to have a future with me?"
Jiang Su's expression froze, he was quiet for a while, "Think."
He moved his Adam's apple slightly and repeated the words again: "I've always thought about it."
Lin Wei blinked, "Jiang Su, I handed in my college entrance examination in English ahead of schedule."
Her topic jumped too fast. After one second of chatting, the next second became an exam.
Jiang Su really couldn't keep up with the little girl's strange thinking, he looked at her and said nothing.
Lin Wei added: "That was my high school, the first time I handed in the papers in advance, or in the exam room for the college entrance examination. Am I cool?"
Although Jiang Su didn't quite understand why the little girl was talking about this, he at least knew that she didn't want to show him how cool she was.
However, he still followed her words and patiently cooperated with her and nodded lightly: "Cool."
"Weibo is the coolest."
Being praised for Lin Wei, she raised her chin a little proudly, took two steps to the side, and leaned her shoulders against the wall: "This is not the coolest thing, the coolest thing is when I was stopped by a reporter for an interview, In two sentences, I couldn't utter a single word he choked."
"Do you know which two sentences I used? The first sentence is, I think I am the No. 1 student in the college entrance examination, and the second sentence is that I am the No. 1 in the No. 4 High School, and I have been No. 1 for three consecutive years."
Lin Wei laughed "ha": "This video has also been posted on the Internet, and it has been popular for a while. Many people say that I submitted the file in advance as a pretense."
Lin Wei pursed her lips, "Actually not, I submitted the papers ahead of time, not to show off, to save face, but to..." Lin Wei met Jiangsu's eyes: "...you."
Jiang Su was stunned.
"I handed in the papers ahead of time because I was anxious to tell Aunt Song about us." Lin Wei lowered her head and pursed her lower lip. "I told Aunt Song everything. She knows what the surveillance is all about."
Jiang Su felt his heart stop beating little by little.
"Aunt Song, she agreed to our matter. If you round it up, you can be considered to have obtained the consent of your parents." Lin Wei thought to herself, she really paid too much for the school bully, "I feel that I have overcome all difficulties to come to you, As a result, you haven't heard from you for a month, so it's fine if you don't, and you still talk to me like that when we meet."
After talking, Lin Wei began to feel wronged again, "You didn't even coax me."
The tip of Lin Wei's nose was a little sour, she was really aggrieved.
Especially after getting too angry, it’s okay not to clear old accounts, but once clearing old accounts, I feel that I forgive too easily.
Jiang Su was a little distracted.
Lin Wei left and came back, which had already made him very flattered, but he did not expect that even more flattered ones were yet to come.
She, Lin Wei, handed in the college entrance examination ahead of time just to go to Song Jin to talk about their affairs.
He really didn't want to end with her. In the past, he never thought about the future. It was after meeting her that he had a vision for the future.
It would be an understatement to say that his future was all about her.
He was really sorry for her. After a year, he failed to take the college entrance examination. The little girl's life was just beginning to be exciting. He was really shameless and unqualified to drag her and let her wait for him for another year.
Even if he failed to give her a good life, he has been holding her back.
It's shameless and rude to think about.
But now, he knew that she was working hard and desperately towards him.
He knew too well how difficult it was for her to find Song Jin for him.
Jiang Su was silent for a long time, moved his lips slightly, and said softly, "Lin Cen is out of prison."
Lin Wei was stunned.
It took her nearly half a minute to digest his words, and then her whole body seemed to be petrified, so stiff that she couldn't move.
"On the first day of the college entrance examination, in the morning, around 6:30, he appeared in front of me."
Jiang Su wanted to say that he was knocked out, and when he woke up, it was time for the math test in the afternoon, but when he got to his lips, he took it back again. He didn't want the little girl to feel bad for him, nor did he want her I feel like I'm deliberately selling out.
Even at this time, everything has been said, and he still wants to put all the choices in her hands.
He didn't want morality to kidnap her. He hoped that she would think clearly and would not regret it in the future.
The blood in Lin Wei's body stopped flowing.
Jiang Su had told her about him and Lin Cen, and she felt suffocated just listening to her as a story that night.
She understands Jiang Su's sense of guilt and powerlessness towards Lin Cen, but she will never be able to experience that feeling personally.
Because this world has never felt the same way.
Lin Wei didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, she even regretted that she shouldn't be frank with Jiang Su, and then forced him to reveal his scars to her.
Jiang Su is the same as her, but not the same.
Neither he nor her family of origin were so happy, but she was lucky, she met Song Jin, and she met him at the worst time, even if Chen Zhan used to be a jerk, but Chen Zhan knew about her situation Later, she became very kind to her, and she really felt a little bit like her sister.
As for Jiang Su, he is different, he is still struggling on the road of misfortune, his mother is missing, his father is at odds with him, the guilt from his friends continues, and now he even promises good things to the girl he likes Can't do it.
Obviously when he was born, he was enviable and possessed the whole world.
But on the way of growing up, the whole world has been abandoning him.
Lin Wei was a little fortunate that she walked around the road and came back, if she didn't come back, then he really had nothing.
Lin Wei's throat was so blocked, it took her a long time to make a voice: "Jiang Su, you just said that you want to have a future with me, then if I say, I don't want to have a long-distance relationship. , I want to go to Beijing, what do you do? Will you accompany me to Beijing?"
Jiang Su paused for two seconds: "Accompany, accompany you to Beijing."
Lin Wei pursed her lower lip: "But I have to live on campus and have classes, and you can only rent a house, I can't accompany you during class, and sometimes I have to go to any party with my classmates and can't accompany you, so you have to I stay alone most of the time, so are you willing to accompany me to Beijing?"
Jiang Su said without hesitation, "Yes."
Lin Wei opened her mouth.
This time, before she spoke, Jiang Su said again, "I'll do whatever you want me to do."
Obviously just making assumptions, but Lin Wei was still moved by Jiang Su's answer.
Her chest was sore and soft, she looked at Jiang Su for a few seconds, and suddenly called out his name: "Jiang Su."
"Um?"
"Reread it."
"… "
"I'm waiting for you at Tsinghua University." Lin Wei paused: "So, you can repeat it."
When the director of the Academic Affairs Office found out that he was being monitored, you were willing to change classes, and I was wronged for a year for me, and I was also willing to be wronged for a year for you.
So read it again.
no big deal.
We are all still young.
We can all wait.
Seeing that Jiang Su didn't speak, Lin Wei asked again, "Are you okay?"
Jiang Su was silent and nodded, "Okay."
Lin Wei smiled and smiled. She thought that when she knew Jiang Su, he had stayed in the first grade, and now he is going to stay in the first grade again, and couldn't help but muttered: "High school nail household."
Jiang·High School Nail House·Su: "… "
PS: Ah, did I say that it is not abusive? I'm Susu's mother, okay? !
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