"What I hate is that you haven't come to see me once in more than two years."
Obviously they are such good friends, and they are obviously willing to sacrifice their lives for each other.
But when something happens, it goes away.
"I thought our friendship was different from others, I thought it was a lifetime..." Lin Cen thought that during the nearly 900-odd days inside, almost every once in a while, people around him would come to visit, or friends , or relatives, only he... no.
At first, he was still fantasizing, he felt that even if the people in his family gave up on him, he would not.
Those who were locked in like him, laughed at his naivety, and said that people like them who came in would have friends, and it was too late to hide.
He was quite angry, he felt that Jiang Su could never be such a person, and he also had a dispute with people because of this.
Later, day by day, he could no longer lie to himself.
It's ridiculous.
As if the good old days were all a joke.
As if he was the only one who regarded him as his best friend.
It was as if Lin Cen, this name, had been completely abandoned as if it had never appeared in his life.
Very aggrieved, and very unwilling.
He obviously cares a lot, but he hates it so much.
So when I came out, I wanted to kill him when I saw him.
He didn't cry in it; his parents told him that the money was very important to their family, and he didn't cry when they told him to endure it, but now, he was crying like a fool. Can't stop.
Lin Cen really felt ashamed, he hid his face tightly in his arms and twitched his shoulders.
After a while, he rubbed his tears on his clothes indiscriminately, and his voice was a little dull: "Have you ever wanted to come and see me?"
Jiang Su stood motionless and looked at Lin Cen. After a while, he made a light "um".
"I went to see you..." Jiang Su lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "A lot of times."
Just dare not go in.
No confidence or courage.
Lin Cen didn't speak, his head was very low, and his neck was pulled very long.
After about ten seconds, he wiped his face indiscriminately and stood up: "Okay, it's alright, I'm going to work."
Jiang Su stretched out his hand and grabbed Lin Cen's arm: "Let's have a meal."
…
Before the two were ready to leave, Lin Wei slipped out of the alley.
She finally came back, she really wanted to see Jiang Su, but now she felt that it was unnecessary.
Lin Wei has a class tomorrow. When she flew over in the morning, she had booked a flight to go back in the evening. It was still early, but Lin Wei had nowhere else to go. A man sighed a few times at the school gate, then he stopped a taxi and went to the airport early.
Lin Wei got off the plane at half past ten in the evening. As soon as she turned on the phone, she received several WeChat messages from Jiang Su.
It might be that she didn't get back to him for a long time, and he called him twice.
As Lin Wei walked to the airport exit, she pressed the screen to reply to Jiang Su. Before she finished typing, Jiang Su's voice call came in.
Lin Wei answered, and before she could speak, the sound of the airport announcement came from behind her.
Jiang Su was silent for two seconds, "At the airport?"
"Ah?" Lin Wei paused and waited for a few seconds. Seeing that there was nothing different from Jiangsu, he knew that Lin Cen's teenager was a face -loving person. He didn't tell Jiang Su about her. Then he said, "Well, at the airport."
"My classmate has something to do, she has to go home, let's see her off." Before Jiang Su could speak, Lin Wei explained again, "The phone just ran out of battery," Lin Wei then asked, "You seem to be in a good mood. is acceptable?"
"Huh?" After a second, Jiang Su made a soft "um".
Lin Wei knew that Jiang Su was in a good mood because of what happened, but she still cooperated and pretended not to know: "Tell me?"
Jiang Su was silent on the phone for a long time.
Lin Wei didn't rush him. There were not too many people at the airport at night. She found a bathroom and went in, locked the door of the compartment, leaned on it, and waited quietly.
After a while, Jiang Su on the other side of the phone cleared his voice: "Lin Cen came to see me today."
Lin Wei, who witnessed the whole process of Lin Cen's coming to him, asked enthusiastically, "And then?"
"We ate dinner together, and mentioned to him about going back to school. I felt that he was a little moved, so there should be some drama." Jiang Su paused for a few seconds and said, "I should have gone to see him at the beginning."
"I've been there so many times, but not once did I dare to cross that road and get close to that door."
Jiang Su laughed over the phone: "Lin Cen is right, I'm quite cowardly."
Jiang Su was in a really good mood, but Lin Wei could also feel the little regret in his words.
There can be no regrets.
Such a good friend is imprisoned for himself, even if he starts to live again from now on, the brand of that crime will always be engraved on Lin Cen's body, which will be affected throughout his life, and even Jiang Su will feel guilty for the rest of his life.
Even if Lin Cen didn't care, Jiang Su would still care.
There is nothing anyone can do about this kind of thing, and it can only be left to time to slowly fade.
However, things are finally moving in the right direction.
When she was the most difficult, he was with her. She could be cured by him, and she also hoped that she could cure him.
She hoped that he could one day return to the radiant man surrounded by the crowd that Chen Private said.
Lin Wei leaned her head against the door panel, was silent for a while, blinked her eyes, and said, "Junior Jiang, do you have nothing else to say to me except Lin Cen?"
Jiang Su on the other end of the phone was taken aback by her question: "Huh?"
"As a warm reminder, as of now, excluding the three umm words you said, you said six sentences on the phone with me, five of which were related to Lin Cen."
"… "
"Do you think it's okay for you to talk to other guys on the phone with your future girlfriend?"
"… "
Three seconds later, Jiang Su suddenly smiled: "Okay, let's talk about Wei Bao."
"Weibo, I want to hold hands with you for a while."
"I want to hug you."
"I want to kiss you if I can."
Because Lin Wei was wearing earphones outside, Jiang Su's voice was low and slow, and it passed into her ears through the earphones, bringing a tingling sense of excitement.
Lin Wei shook her hands and almost threw her phone into the toilet in front of her.
Hold.
She reminded him to talk too much about Lin Cen, not to imply that he was playing hooligans with her.
Lin Wei was expressionless for a few seconds: "Brother."
Jiang Su on the other end of the phone stopped breathing, and after two seconds, there was a hoarse voice: "Huh?"
Lin Wei looked around. Although she was in the cubicle, she kept her voice low: "I've grown breasts recently."
(End of this chapter)