His fingers holding the ointment trembled slightly, instinctively wanting to hide his wrist.
This is a habit he has developed over the years.
From the time he committed suicide to leave this scar, he was afraid of being seen on this wrist.
He was not afraid of being known that he committed suicide, but that he and Lin Cen would be known.
Or maybe he has been escaping subconsciously, escaping from the fact that it happened.
Even now that Lin Cen and him have cleared away their former feud, even he and Lin Cen have started a new life.
He knew very well that it was his problem.
Nothing to do with Linzen.
It was because of his mental illness that year that he still hasn't recovered completely.
Jiang Su pulled his wrist back, and he stopped abruptly.
He seemed to be wrestling with himself, struggling and shaking for a long time, and finally showed his wrist generously in front of her eyes.
He slowly screwed back the cap of the ointment, trying to keep his tone steady: "Why did you wake up?"
Lin Wei stared at his white wrist for a while, before moving her gaze to his face, "I'm going to the toilet."
Jiang Su nodded: "Then you go."
Lin Wei turned her head and walked towards the bathroom. After only two steps, she realized that the bathrooms in this hotel are all set with frosted glass and are not soundproof at all.
She went back step by step to Jiang Su: "I think you should go out."
Jiang Su glanced at her for unknown reasons, and then realized what she meant.
He sneered: "I've already kissed you, so you're still afraid of me listening?"
Lin Wei: "…"
Lin Wei stared blankly at Jiang Su for a few seconds, then rolled up her sleeves.
"Okay, I'll go out." Jiang Su tugged the bath towel on his body, threw it aside, and walked out naked in front of Lin Wei.
Lin Wei was stunned.
As the bathroom door was closed, Lin Wei gritted her teeth and fucked, and opened the toilet compartment door.
When Lin Wei came out, Jiang Su had already put on his pajamas and was leaning against the bed to look at his phone.
She lifted the quilt, and the whole person got in and wrapped tightly.
When she saw Jiang Su at the door of the bathroom, she lost sleepiness. She turned around, faced Jiang Su, and called him, "Jiang Su."
Jiang Su put down his phone and looked at her: "Huh?"
Lin Wei didn't speak, but his eyes fell on his wrist.
Jiang Su usually wears a wrist guard or watch after taking a shower.
Rarely are there empty wrists.
Not even with her alone.
But at the moment, his wrist is empty.
Having known Jiang Su for four years, Lin Wei seldom talked to him about his wrists. She knew that it was a taboo for him, and she also knew that it was a hurdle that he couldn't overcome.
And she didn't mention it because she didn't want to open his scars.
Lin Wei swallowed her saliva and returned her gaze to his face.
His expression was calm, as if he had forgotten to wear a wristband or watch.
She pursed her lips, and tentatively pointed to his wrist: "That... when did you do it?"
Jiang Su turned his wrist over and looked at the tattoo on it: "On the day you slept all day."
No wonder she woke up once that day and the room was empty.
Turns out he was out to get this stuff.
Lin Wei thought for a while, and then asked, "Can I take a look?"
Jiang Su gave a light "um" and stretched out his hand in front of her.
His tattoo is nothing special to Lin Wei.
Because this pattern was drawn on his other wrist with a marker pen on the first day of her coming to Beijing in the year after the college entrance examination.
SUV letters, and an arrow, two hearts.
Pretty tacky.
The arrow was a little wide, pure black, just enough to hide all the scars on his wrist.
But tacky is tacky, Lin Wei still finds it very pleasing to the eye, "Why did you suddenly think of doing this?"
Lin Wei held Jiang Su's hand and didn't let go, and raised her head: "Do you want to cover up the scar?"
Jiang Su looked at the movement of his little girlfriend pinching his hand, and shook his head: "No."
"Why is that?" Lin Wei thought about it for a while, then asked with a smile on her brows and eyes, "Do you want to learn the scenes from TV dramas and novels, and leave a mark on your body that belongs to both of us?"
After a pause, Lin Wei said again, "Student Jiang, I didn't expect you to have the potential to act in idol dramas."
Jiang Su laughed and rubbed the back of her hand with his thumb, as if he was thinking about what to say to her. Not at all."
He didn't think about it at first.
It was when he heard her and Song Jin's phone call that night that he had this idea.
Over the years, no one has ever felt sorry for him. Jiang Yongshi loved him, he had to admit it, but the way he loved made him miserable.
She was the only one who felt sorry for him.
And the only one who unconditionally believes in him.
His life itself turned into a tragedy at the age of sixteen.
And her appearance reversed his ending, forcibly turning the tragedy that had seen the end into a comedy.
He didn't think about it that much before. It was that night that he began to look back on the past, and began to reflect on their bits and pieces.
He found that the girl he loved had really suffered a lot of grievances along the way with him.
He thought that he could love her to the bottom of his heart, that he could love her more and more day by day, that he could even give her his life willingly, because she was also taking her life to love him.
Jiang Su blinked his eyelids, pinched Lin Wei's fingers, and said in a light tone, "There is another reason why I want to come out."
"Get out completely."
"I've figured it out, Wei Bao, I plan to sign up for the student union in a while, and try to get you a boyfriend with the student union president's ID card in the second half of the semester."
"I also plan to go rock climbing next year. If you want to learn, I can teach you."
"Did I tell you that I was very good at playing robots in junior high school. I will try it later and see if I can learn from our school's mathematics department and computer department."
He should get out.
His little girlfriend dragged him desperately for so long, he had to come out.
She can't always be working hard, he doesn't do anything.
What's more, she's so good.
He has to be the best and the best to be worthy of her.
Lin Wei really didn't understand what he meant at first. After all, her boyfriend wanted to save face and was always stingy when he spoke.
After hearing it, she understood.
Very satisfied and proud.
It's like seeing his son suddenly very sensible and motivated.
Lin Wei was amused by her metaphor, and then thought of the first words he said to her on the first day he met her.
It always feels like what happened just yesterday, four years have passed in a blink of an eye.
"Jiangsu?"
"Um?"
"Do you remember the first thing you said to me?"
"Um... remember."
"How long are you going to press on me... I thought you were teasing me at the time, and I was thinking about punching you... Later I realized that you were referring to the homework book, and you know what I did to you and you. What was the first impression? It was Bai Jian who told me that you slept all morning without going to the toilet, and then a sentence popped into my mind at that time, your kidneys are very powerful." Lin Wei said , smiled: "Your kidneys are quite powerful."
Jiang Su also laughed.
"Jiangsu?"
"Um?"
"What was your first impression of me?"
"… "
"Tell me."
"… "
"Susu."
"...mine." Jiang Su couldn't bear it: "This girl is mine."
PS: Aww, I wrote a lot of words very seriously today! ! ! ! ! When Wei Bao asked Susu which female star she liked, someone said Chen Enci, did you see the knife that Qin Ruo stretched out? !
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