An alpha is willing to bring inhibitors for omega, which means cherishing and protecting.
Rao is the kind of careless Duan Jiayan, and he also knows that Lu Xingci's doing so is far from being a word of carefulness.
In the next few days, thinking of the inhibitor, Duan Jiayan would involuntarily separate a part of his mind, recalling how Lu Xingci spoke to him in a noisy internet cafe.
The mood is subtle.
The gentleness of the other party is like a net, which binds him a little bit. Duan Jiayan realized lately that some things were gradually becoming uncontrollable.
After the parent meeting, Fu Yuan was busy preparing to move to Haicheng. She was scheduled to leave on the weekend, and Duan Jiayan had time to go to the airport to see her off.
But on Wednesday morning, He Yunshen's condition suddenly deteriorated. The doctor suggested that it is best to go to the hospital in Haicheng as soon as possible. Fu Yuan could only buy the air ticket for that day.
Duan Jiayan was still in class when he received Fu Yuan's call.
Fu Yuan first called him, and then she probably realized that he couldn't answer it now, so she pinched the call and sent a WeChat message:
[Aye, Yun Shen's condition has worsened. I discussed with Uncle He and decided to take the afternoon plane to Haicheng. ]
Duan Jiayan saw the news and quickly typed a reply: [What time are you leaving? ]
Fu Yuan: [4:50 in the afternoon. ]
She hesitated for a while, and then sent another message: [It takes two or three hours to go back and forth from school to the airport, which is too much trouble. You go to class well, and mother will return to Ningcheng next month to accompany you for the New Year. ]
Duan Jiayan said directly: [I'll come to see you. ]
After sending the message, Duan Jiayan glanced at the time.
It's almost three o'clock, and get out of class ends in ten minutes. It will take him about an hour from school to the airport.
After class, Duan Jiayan said to Song Yi: "I'm going to the airport to see my mother off. If the teacher asks in the afternoon, please ask for a leave of absence."
Song Yi asked quickly: "Auntie is going now? Isn't it the weekend?"
Duan Jiayan: "He Yun is very ill."
After speaking, he opened the back door and left the classroom.
Lu Xingci watched him leave, thoughtfully.
When Duan Jiayan left, Chen Yue asked in a low voice, "His house...?"
Lu Xingci shook his head, indicating that he was not clear.
When Duan Jiayan arrived at the airport, he happened to catch up with Fu Yuan and the others to handle the consignment.
At this time, there are not many passengers in the airport. Sunlight poured down from overhead, illuminating the gray-white airport lobby clearly and brightly.
The first thing Duan Jiayan saw was He Yunshen.
He was too conspicuous. The thin boy was sitting in a wheelchair with a pale complexion. Passengers passing by will more or less take a look in his direction.
Duan Jiayan walked over there in two or three steps.
Fu Yuan and He Cheng were changing boarding passes, and He Yunshen saw him for the first time.
"Brother!" His voice was loud and his eyes lit up.
As he greeted him, Fu Yuan and He Cheng also turned their heads. The former called Duan Jiayan: "Aye."
Duan Jiayan walked over: "Mom, Uncle He."
He stretched out his hand and rubbed He Yunshen's head slightly: "Little friend."
The staff gestured to He Cheng: "Sir, please put your luggage on the conveyor belt."
Duan Jiayan glanced at the suitcase at He Cheng's feet, and reached out to carry it.
He Cheng did not react as quickly as he did, and when he saw this, he stopped him: "I'll come, I'll come."
Before he could speak, Duan Jiayan had already put his luggage on the conveyor belt, and He Cheng hurriedly said, "Thank you."
"It's okay." Duan Jiayan asked: "How often do you go through the security check?"
Fu Yuan: "Wait for twenty minutes."
He Cheng knew that Duan Jiayan had come from school. He looked at Fu Yuan and then faced Duan Jiayan: "Do you need to talk alone?"
He Yunshen curled his lips: "I want to talk to my brother too."
Duan Jiayan smiled: "What are you going to tell me? Say I'm handsome?"
He Yunshen nodded, actually serious: "Brother is already handsome."
Duan Jiayan scratched his chin like a funny little animal: "Okay, your brother remembered."
Watching the interaction between the two children, Fu Yuan felt a little bit sorrowful in her heart.
Fu Yuandao whispered: "The temperature will cool down after a while. If the dormitory is cold, you can go home and live. If you don't want to be alone, ask Song Yiyi if you want to live with you."
Duan Jiayan nodded.
Fu Yuan: "On the New Year's Day, if you don't want to come over, I'll go to Ningcheng—"
Duan Jiayan interrupted her: "I will come to Haicheng during the New Year."
Fu Yuan was startled slightly and nodded.
She babbled a lot, all of which were trivial matters related to daily life. Fu Yuan rarely admonished him so much, and Duan Jiayan didn't feel bored when she listened.
Twenty minutes had passed before I knew it.
No matter what the security check is, it may be too late to board the plane. Duan Jiayan saw He Cheng checked his mobile phone several times, but was embarrassed to urge them, and proactively said: "Mom, let's go."
Fu Yuan also checked the time.
"Okay," she said, hesitated for a moment, and reached out and hugged Duan Jiayan: "Take care of yourself."
Feeling the warm breath on her body, Duan Jiayan also hugged her and responded in a low voice.
sudden.
A voice broke the calm.
"Brother, I'm sorry."
His thoughtless excuse was stunned for the other three people present.
Duan Jiayan was the first to react, he looked at He Yunshen who quietly looked at him. The latter's eyelashes quivered, making him hesitant.
He Yunshen didn't seem to be sure, whether he should say this to Duan Jiayan.
Facing the clear eyes in front of him, a corner of Duan Jiayan's heart collapsed without warning.
There seemed to be a high wall between him and He Yunshen, which suddenly collapsed after this apology, but there was nothing on the other side of the wall.
His heart became hollow and blank, and he was also extremely heavy.
Fu Yuan moved her lips, her lips trembled, and she couldn't speak.
Duan Jiayan was silent for a long time, and slowly squatted down.
He and He Yunshen looked level and looked at the little boy's dark eyes. Duan Jiayan said softly, "You must grow up healthy and healthy."
He did not mention that apology, nor did he ask He Yunshen why he wanted to apologize.
In an instant, like ordinary, tacit brothers, they had a strange tacit understanding.
He knew why He Yunshen apologized. He Yunshen felt that Fu Yuan had taken away the love that belonged to Duan Jiayan when she went to Ningcheng with her.
When Duan Jiayan was about the same age as He Yunshen, he had similar thoughts.
With the appearance of He Cheng and He Yunshen, Fu Yuan had to devote her energy to her new family, and sometimes she couldn't take care of Duan Jiayan.
It's not that I haven't complained or been disappointed.
But when Duan Jiayan grew up slowly, looking at his younger brother who seemed to be sick all the time, he gradually realized that not everything can be simply measured by loss and gain.
"Okay, let's go." Duan Jiayan stood up: "Waiting for the New Year, my brother will come to Haicheng to see you."
When Fu Yuan heard this, her emotions that could have been stretched seemed to have suddenly vented.
Her eyes slowly turned red.
Fu Yuan looked at Duan Jiayan, her voice trembling: "I told you before that it's fine to study as hard as you can, and the most important thing is that you have a happy life."
She repeated: "Aye, you are happy every day and grow up healthy... That's enough."
Duan Jiayan responded and smiled at her: "I am very happy every day."
Fearing that she would be sad, Duan Jiayan gently clasped her shoulders and pushed forward: "Come on, I won't be able to board the plane for a while."
Fu Yuan seemed to be suddenly irritated, and her red eyes gradually deepened. Duan Jiayan couldn't bear to see her tears rolling in her eyes, so she turned her head and looked at He Cheng: "Uncle He, you are leaving."
He Cheng agreed in a low voice and patted Fu Yuan on the back.
Wait until they are gone.
Duan Jiayan no longer looked there, he retracted his gaze and turned his back.
The announcements in the airport sounded from time to time to remind passengers flying to various places to prepare for boarding.
At that moment, Duan Jiayan suddenly realized that he had no relatives in this city.
In the next more than a year, and even longer, he will maintain such a living condition.
After a long time, he closed his eyes.
After coming out of the airport, Duan Jiayan took a taxi back to school.
He didn't know what supported him to the door of a lieutenant colonel. He walked back to the door of Class 10 like a sleepwalking, just in time to hear Zhou Xingchen’s voice: "... I heard that someone ran for seventy or eighty kilometers in Baili Night Walk last year. Although there are not hundreds of them, it is still very impressive. This year the organizers also It should be fun to provide fluorescent spray."
Duan Jiayan opened the back door.
Zhou Xingchen saw him coming in and eagerly said hello: "Duan Jiayan, where have you been?"
Duan Jiayan whispered: "Airport, take me to my mother."
Zhou Xingchen didn't realize it was wrong: "Is your mother on a business trip?"
Duan Jiayan shook his head and nodded again.
He sat in his seat, bowed his head and swiped his phone. Zhou Xingchen saw his abnormal appearance, realized that Duan Jiayan's mood was not right, and subconsciously looked at Lu Xingci.
The latter looked at Duan Jiayan's back and did not speak.
The chemistry class representative began to hand out test papers in large groups.
Duan Jiayan just remembered that he was going to have a weekly chemical test tonight. Thinking of this, Duan Jiayan lay directly on the desk.
He didn't want to take exams, he wanted to stay in one place so motionless.
He decided to sleep in the classroom. I'll talk about it when I wake up.
About to close his eyes, someone called his name from behind.
Duan Jiayan turned it over.
Lu Xingci looked down at him, and when he noticed that Duan Jiayan had almost no emotion on his face, Lu Xingci asked, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." Duan Jiayan opened his eyes slightly, not looking at him: "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."
After he finished speaking, he thought that Lu Xingci would not care about him, but he did not expect the latter to ask: "Why sleepy?"
Duan Jiayan: "..."
He used to be a person who knew everything, but now he showed an unusual attachment to an excuse that they both knew was perfunctory.
Duan Jiayan didn't want to involve his emotions, and said in a low voice, "I'm just sleepy."
Lu Xingci did not speak.
Just as Duan Jiayan was about to go back on his stomach again, the person behind stretched out his hand and squeezed his shoulder, with very light force: "Do you want to go out to play?"
At the starting point of the Baili Ye run, Duan Jiayan still thought it was a bit weird.
On Wednesday night, their first-grade class leader gave up the weekly chemistry test and stood with him near the university town, waiting for a thousand-person night run.
In the classroom before, after Duan Jiayan nodded, Lu Xingci went out of the classroom with him. Duan Jiayan wanted to ask him what he was playing, and the latter showed him the Baili Ye Run promotion page on his mobile phone.
Duan Jiayan can play anything, he just doesn't want to continue lying alone in the classroom.
Seeing Duan Jiayan's consent, Lu Xingci reported his name on his mobile phone. They signed up almost on the deadline.
Most of the applicants for the night run are college students, and some are office workers. When several college girls around were distributing fluorescent circles, they saw Duan Jiayan and Lu Xingci, and they simply sent a few to them.
Duan Jiayan wondered whether or not to wear this thing on his wrist. It seemed a bit silly to wear it, and it didn't seem to be very atmospheric if it was not worn.
Hesitating.
A voice came, with a little surprise when he spoke: "Student Duan Jiayan?"
Duan Jiayan turned around and saw Teacher He.
Teacher He was even more surprised when he saw Lu Xingci: "Are you not going to class tonight?"
Duan Jiayan touched his nose, wondering if he should say that he was skipping class. Unexpectedly, Teacher He straightened out the matter in his mind, and suddenly realized: "This is what you two, ran out for a date?"
Duan Jiayan: "..."
Lu Xing's words: "..."
Teacher He saw that they were not talking, thinking that the two children were scared by herself, and said cheerfully: "Don't worry, don't worry, I won't report to Director Jiang. I have a different opinion from him. I'm on the forum. I saw your story, and I think it’s a good thing. Love in your school days is the simplest, and your grades are improving together, and each other can relieve the pressure. There is nothing wrong with it."
Duan Jiayan: "..."
Duan Jiayan said that you still watch the high school student forum, which is quite trendy.
Teacher He frowned: "But you skip class..."
Lu Xingci suddenly said: "Teacher He, we just wanted to take a long-distance run and relax because of too much study pressure."
Seeing him open his mouth, Duan Jiayan quickly continued: "Yes, we don't usually have a few physical education classes. Since he took the No. 1 exam in the city last time, he has been worried every day, for fear of being surpassed someday, I think Come out and relax with him, lest he learn to be stupid."
Lu Xingci tugged at the corners of his lips, and still cooperated with Duan Jiayan: "He took 500 exams last time, and he was worried about falling. We just... accompany each other to ease."
Duan Jiayan praised Teacher He again: "Teacher, you teach sports. You must understand our students best. Sports is the best way to relieve stress."
"Current high school students, the pressure is really too much," Teacher He sighed while shaking his head. Looking at these two, it really doesn't feel easy: "Occasionally, it's nothing bad to relax."
Duan Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief when Teacher He opened one eye and closed one eye, and went to receive the light stick.
At exactly this moment, a staff member nearby was holding a jar filled with liquid fluorescent agent, walking all the way and letting those who needed it take it.
I saw many people spraying fluorescent on their arms and calves, and some sprayed them on their clothes. Duan Jiayan also reached out and took a can of fluorescent light.
He was thinking about how to be cool when spraying. Suddenly, he saw Lu Xingci next to him and pressed his phone twice.
A sudden thought crashed into his head. This idea is a bit inappropriate, but because of it, Duan Jiayan began to become excited.
Just like walking around in a circle in front of Teacher He just now, those bad emotions gave way to this excitement, like a road paved in front of you, as long as you walk forward, you can touch the moon at the end of the road.
He shouldn't do it, but he wants to.
He lowered his head and sprayed a pattern on the back of his hand.
After the completion, Duan Jiayan admired it for a while and felt quite satisfied.
"Does it look good?" Duan Jiayan raised the back of his hand and asked Lu Xingci.
That is a star.
Golden.
Lu Xingci glanced at the stars on the backs of his hands, lowered his body slightly, and caught his eyes. There was an inexplicable voice in his voice: "Why stars?"
The boy's speaking speed is not slow and fast, which contains ambiguous hints.
"Because I want to." After the unfounded excitement, Duan Jiayan also understood how unruly his behavior was. There was a panic in his heart, his eyes drooping, but he seemed to want to cover it up: "Don't think too much."
"I haven't had time to think about it. What does this have to do with my name." Lu Xing said slowly: "You just reminded me."
"..."
"It looks good." Lu Xingci said, looking directly at him, his dark eyes revealed a little **: "It's so good-looking, I want it."
Obviously he was complimenting the fluorescent star in his hand.
But Lu Xingci wanted, but Duan Jiayan's thoughts went off track, the root of his ear seemed to be pierced, and suddenly it became a little hot.
Lu Xingci watched him still, stretched his arm forward, revealing the back of his white hand: "Draw one for me too."
The back of his hand is very wide, his knuckles are slender, with raised blue veins.
When Duan Jiayan saw him stretch out his hand and sprayed fluorescent liquid on the back of his hand, his fingers tremble inexplicably.
This directly caused Duan Jiayan to spray out like a pool of overturned paint instead of a star.
Duan Jiayan stopped spraying, looking at the messy pattern on the back of the opponent's hand, he was rarely ashamed: "Why don't you make up for it yourself?"
It was almost as soon as his voice fell, the sound of the countdown to the night run rang.
"Ten, Nine, Eight—"
Lu Xingci looked at the thing on the back of his hand.
"That's it." He laughed: "It's quite creative."
The people around are following the countdown:
"Seven, six, five, four—"
It's not the first time Duan Jiayan saw him smile.
He knew that Lu Xingci was good-looking, after all, he was a boy who was liked by so many people, and the title of school grass was not for nothing.
But it's strange.
At that moment, he smiled so casually, but for Duan Jiayan, he jumped out of all the frames.
Beyond the boundaries of classmates and even friends, it becomes three-dimensional and vivid.
"Three, two, one—"
Accompanied by a shot.
The crowds running at night rushed forward.
The author has something to say: I also wish you all a happy heart.