When I woke up early in the morning, Zhan Ming was in a bad mood.
When he came back from work on Saturday night, his uncle was still drinking in the living room. He was drinking peanuts with sorghum wine by himself, and he didn't know how long he had been drinking it. He nodded as a greeting. His uncle didn't say anything, and he didn't know if he went to a parent-teacher meeting.
The next day, before he woke up, he heard his uncle and aunt quarreling outside, getting louder and louder. The aunt raised her voice and shouted, "You were told by the teacher at school, if you dare not talk about him, just put your anger on my head!"
His uncle roared: "It's not you, make trouble, make trouble, make trouble!"
"I'm making trouble? What am I making trouble?! What am I making trouble?!"
"And said it wasn't you! I had to make trouble in front of the children! I mentioned it again and again!"
Auntie went mad: "Oh, it's all my fault. Did I deliberately make trouble for lack of money? Okay, then take out the money! Not to mention, take out this month's vegetable money! This month Do you know how much the vegetable, meat and rice oil cost? A Rui and his sister's living expenses are 1,2002 a month, and I also pay! You pay!"
His uncle's voice became quieter: "Did I not pay? A Rui's tuition fee is more than 1,000 yuan a month, and the mortgage loan is 1,800 yuan a month, all of which are paid by me. A Rui's sister's tuition this year is more than 20,000 yuan, and I am also I paid, where do I have any money?"
"It took me eight lifetimes of bad luck to marry you! I'm in my forties now, and I'm still paying my mortgage!"
The two were arguing and arguing, and finally Zhan Rui ran out and yelled, ending the quarrel.
When Zhan Ming came back on Sunday night, his uncle was driven to sleep on the sofa in the living room, snoring loudly. After closing the door to the room, I could still hear it.
Zhan Ming didn't sleep well all night, and when he woke up in the morning, his stomach was full of fire.
When he was about to go out, his aunt stopped him, and said yin and yang, "When the parent-teacher meeting was held, your head teacher told your uncle that when you are in your third year, stop working and let you concentrate on your studies. We didn't ask you to work, Chuan said. The school has to know about it, as if what happened to us."
His uncle drank the porridge with his head down and said nothing.
Zhang Ming asked him about his studies, and asked him if he had reviewed when he got home, or if he was still playing games. He just casually said that he was working part-time and had no other meaning.
Zhan Ming didn't know what to answer, and was too lazy to return, so he left with a blank face.
After closing the door, I could hear my aunt scolding his uncle inside: "Look at him, what's your face?!"
At the parent-teacher meeting, Zhan Ming didn't know what else the teacher said and what his uncle said, and he was not in the mood to ask.
He rode a small electric motorcycle and galloped down the street, his chest was full of mania and depression in an instant, and the early morning wind couldn't blow it away.
Such emotions come up every once in a while, as if water flows into a depression, overflows when it's full, and runs around uncontrollably.
He wanted to do something right now to vent the mania in his chest.
Yelling, or breaking something.
Just like in high school.
A year of chaos, a year of violence. He was unhappy with everything, and often wandered the streets late at night, deliberately provoking small gangsters and provoking a violent beating. Only the violence that hits the flesh with one punch can vent the unease and anger in his heart.
The black mood continued to spread until he saw Gu Qinan.
Gu Qinan was carrying a schoolbag and stood obediently at the subway exit waiting for him. A simple and clean teenager, completely different from someone like him, has a happy and happy life, has a family who loves him and cares about him, has a bright future and a bright future.
Zhan Ming was about to ride an electric motorcycle forward when someone rushed in front of him and patted Gu Qinan on the shoulder.
Gu Qinan turned around and changed his face.
The carefree teenager became frightened, panicked and frightened.
The visitor said a few words to Gu Qinan, and Gu Qinan left. The person who came followed Gu Qinan, and probably said something, Gu Qinan suddenly slowed down, and followed the person forward and turned into the alley.
That's not the school uniform of No. 7 Middle School, but a person from No. 1 Middle School.
Zhan Ming immediately chased after him on a small electric motorcycle.
Just following the alley, Zhan Ming saw a jaw-dropping scene.
The person who came hugged Gu Qinan, Gu Qinan had a blue face, struggled hard, and shouted, "Lin Shida, let go!"
Zhan Ming jumped off the small electric motorcycle, and before he even had time to park the car, he rushed forward, pulled Gu Qinan away from behind, and punched the man named "Lin Shida".
Lin Shida was knocked to the ground, unable to speak for a long time.
Gu Qinan stared blankly at Zhan Ming.
Violence swept through Zhan Ming, he just kicked Lin Shida who was lying on the ground, kicking Lin Shida and wailing. Zhan Ming threatened: "If you dare to come to Gu Qinan again, next time I will kick your foot off!"
Lin Shida lay on the ground, clutching her stomach, her face changed from the pain, and hissed, "Who are you? What's your business? What are you doing with Gu Qinan all day long?"
Zhan Ming laughed angrily, gritted his teeth and said, "You rubbish, I just want to ask, what are you doing with Gu Qinan all day?"
Gu Qinan stood behind Zhan Ming, pulled the corner of Zhan Ming's clothes tightly, and kept saying, "Let's go, Brother Zhan, we're going to be late, let's go, let's go."
Lin Shida sat up slowly, Sven's face gradually distorted, and he said word by word: "Gu Qinan has only been transferred for a few months. You are so protective of him, and you also accompany him in English tuition classes. Are you on good terms?"
Gu Qinan almost begged behind him.
Zhan Ming didn't want to talk about this kind of garbage, he turned around and pulled Gu Qinan and wanted to leave.
Lin Shida stood up against the wall, gritted his teeth and asked, "Aren't you afraid of homosexuality?"
Gu Qinan froze, and was so hot that he turned around and shouted, "You talk nonsense!"
Zhan Ming was stunned, looked at Gu Qinan, and then at Lin Shida.
Gu Qinan's eyes were red, as if he was about to cry at any moment, and said, "Lin Shida, you are talking nonsense."
Lin Shida smiled and said it again: "You have such a good relationship with him, don't you know that Gu Qinan is gay? Are you not afraid?"
Zhan Ming let go of Gu Qinan's hand, Gu Qinan seemed to be taken aback, and avoided several steps in a panic, as if he was too close, and Zhan Ming would be angry.
Zhan Ming asked back, "What about homosexuality?"
Then he punched Lin Shida to the ground again. This time, Lin Shida's nose was knocked crookedly, and he soon bleeds. Rinstad wailed like a pig.
Zhan Ming reached out to Gu Qinan: "Wet tissue."
Gu Qinan stared at him blankly.
Zhan Ming repeated it again, Gu Qinan took out a pack of wet tissue paper from his schoolbag sluggishly, and took one out for Zhan Ming.
Zhan Ming wiped his hands carefully, smashed the wet tissue into a ball, and smashed it on Lin Shida.
After turning around, he took Gu Qinan and left.
Zhan Ming sent a text message to the head teacher, saying that Gu Qinan was not feeling well, so he sent him home and asked for a leave.
He stood in front of the beverage vending machine, looked at it for a while, hesitated, and picked a bottle of juice.
Coins, get drinks.
At this time, there were very few people in the small park. There were only a few old men and women doing morning exercises. When they passed by, they looked at them in school uniforms suspiciously.
Zhan Ming couldn't tell how he was feeling.
It turns out that Gu Qinan is gay.
It turned out that Gu Qinan was bullied on campus for this trivial matter.
So Gu Qinan hesitated, never dared to explain why, he was bullied in the middle school.
Zhan Ming walked back to the bench and handed the juice in his hand to Gu Qinan.
Gu Qinan looked up at him, his eyes were full of fear and anxiety, he murmured: "Brother Zhan..."
Zhan Ming couldn't help comforting him: "It doesn't matter if you are gay or heterosexual."
Gu Qinan stared at him with wide eyes, and at that moment, Zhan Ming had a very strong feeling of pity.
Just because of this, was bullied to transfer school
What the hell is this
Gu Qinan's eyes were red, and he was about to cry, and asked, "Do you really think it doesn't matter?"
Zhan Ming nodded.
Gu Qinan asked again, "Are we still good friends?"
Zhan Ming nodded and reached out to rub his hair.
Gu Qinan suddenly collapsed and started crying. The old man and the old woman who cried so much in the morning exercise all gathered around, thinking that the big man beside him was bullying him.
After finally stopping the tears, Gu Qinan pulled the corner of Zhanming's clothes and motioned him to sit down.
"Brother Zhan, I don't know how to say it." Gu Qinan spoke slowly and slowly, as if he was slowly clearing his mind, "There are a lot of things that even my parents don't know, because I really don't know how to say it. I don't want to say it either. I think last year was the most absurd year of my life, it was so inexplicable, so absurd that I couldn't believe it."
"I'm not gay."
"Rinstad is the one."
Things started from Lin Shida's confession.
On an ordinary evening, the Math Olympiad class ended, the teacher announced that the get out of class was dismissed, and the students left one after another. Gu Qinan asked the teacher a few questions, organized his thoughts on his own position, and wrote down the problem-solving process in detail in his notes. When he looked up again, he and Lin Shida were the only two left in the classroom.
Rinstad said, let's go together.
Lin Shida and he are both students in the experimental class, and they are more familiar with each other. He didn't care either, packed his schoolbag, locked the classroom door, and followed Lin Shida out of the Mathematical Olympiad class.
Mathematical Olympiad class is the last building of the science and technology building group in No. 1 Middle School. This is already the most remote corner of the campus. Except for the experimental class to keep up with the Mathematical Olympiad class, almost no one comes, and it is very deserted.
After school, no one was there.
While walking, Lin Shida suddenly said that she had something to tell Gu Qinan, and then she confessed.
This is not the first time Gu Qinan has been confessed, nor is it the first time he has been confessed by a boy.
Gu Qinan rejected Lin Shida.
Lin Shida asked, "Is it because you like Senior Li Teng?"
Gu Qinan was inexplicable and denied it.
He doesn't like Li Teng, nor does he like Lin Shida.
"I don't like boys." Gu Qinan said.
"Is it because I'm not as good as Li Teng?" Lin Shida asked.
Li Teng was the senior of their first class. When Lin Shida confessed, Li Teng had just won the first prize in the Mathematical Olympiad, entered the national team, and won the recommended place in the Mathematics Department of University B.
He is one of the most outstanding kind of people.
Although Lin Shida entered the Mathematical Olympiad class, he was quite weak in it. Not only must he be distracted to keep his usual studies, but he must also take time out to do math Olympiad exercises. The results of the Mathematical Olympiad have not been very good. In the same year, Gu Qinan won the second prize, but he did not even get the third prize.
His parents were already urging him to quit the Math Olympiad class, so as not to affect his studies.
But he was reluctant to have this opportunity to get along with Gu Qinan.
After the just-concluded monthly exam, he had regressed again and had to make the decision to withdraw from the Mathematical Olympiad class.
He hadn't thought about confessing, but he didn't know why, but he said it on a whim. He originally thought that Gu Qinan and Li Teng had such a good relationship, and Li Teng looked at Gu Qinan so unusually, they must have something. But now Gu Qinan actually said that he doesn't like boys.
Can't you see that he's shirking
"This has nothing to do with Senior Li Teng." Gu Qinan explained, "I don't want to fall in love either, I'm only fourteen years old."
Yes, fourteen years old.
They are two years younger, but they are so good that they can already win the second prize in the second year of high school. Next year will probably be like Li Teng, get a good ranking, get a recommended spot, and go to the same university as Li Teng.
Rinstad was a little jealous.
But he had no choice.
He had to say, "Then can I give you a hug? Just a moment, I really like you."
He begged Gu Qinan for a long time, and Gu Qinan agreed to him.
He hugged Gu Qinan.
Gu Qinan is really good-looking, with a kind of self-confidence and charm like a genius boy, which he doesn't have.
Just as he hugged Gu Qinan, two people came down from the stairs of the science and technology building, saw them from a distance, and shouted, "What are you doing? You are so passionate!"
Both of them were in the Mathematical Olympiad class, and one of them was a classmate in their experimental class.
Lin Shida never expected that he would be seen by others.
He quickly let go of Gu Qinan, his face turned pale, and his heart was beating wildly.
Gu Qinan glanced at him inexplicably, said goodbye, and left by himself.
Lin Shida was a few steps behind Gu Qinan, and when the two people came to his side, he greeted them casually.
The two did not ask anything.
But Lin Shida has a ghost in his heart. He thinks that the two must have seen it, and must think that he and Gu Qinan are gay. Maybe turn around and tell others that tomorrow, the whole school will know that there is a homosexual in the first. Even the teacher would know, and so would his parents.
"Alas." Lin Shida sighed, and began to fabricate a lie, "I was just taken aback."
"Gu Qinan actually confessed to me."
"I refused, and he just wanted to hug me."
"Don't tell anyone, don't tell anyone, I don't want to cause trouble."