Li Teng
This was the first time Zhan Ming had heard Gu Qinan take the initiative to mention someone related to No. 1 Middle School.
Gu Qinan said slowly: "Senior Li Teng I met in the Mathematical Olympiad class. He is very good. He has a good relationship with me, better than everyone in the experimental class. One day, Li Teng confessed to me that he liked me. ."
Zhan Ming: "… "
This child is only fifteen years old, how can he be accused of having so much experience, both male and female.
Zhan Ming couldn't help but say, "You were only fourteen years old at the time, what was your senior thinking?"
Gu Qinan's eyes were no longer red, but the tip of his nose was still a little red. He touched the tip of his nose and said distressedly, "I don't know what's going on... Anyway, I never thought about it, so I refused."
"Then Li Teng asked me, would it discriminate against homosexuality?"
Zhan Ming looked at him.
Gu Qinan continued: "Before this, I probably knew that some people would like homosexuality, but I didn't understand homosexuality at all. I told Li Teng, wait until I go back to check the information and find out."
Zhan Ming: "...very rigorous."
Gu Qinan took a sip of juice.
At eight o'clock, the old men and women who were doing morning exercises went home one after another. The summer sun shines into every corner of the small park, and the heat begins to spread.
"So I went home and checked the information online, and discussed the issue with my parents."
Zhan Ming was a little stunned: "You told your parents?"
Gu Qinan nodded: "I said, although I checked the information, the person who wrote the information must understand and sympathize with the gay community. What do ordinary people think in real life? So I asked my parents, But I didn't tell them that the person who confessed was Senior Li Teng. I didn't tell anyone about it, I just told you."
"What did your parents say?" Zhan Ming's palms were slightly sweaty.
"My parents said that sexual orientation is everyone's freedom. We have the freedom to like the opposite sex, and others have the freedom to like the same sex. There is nothing to discriminate. But some people are more conservative and cannot accept such a thing. So let me Keep it a secret and don't tell anyone."
Zhan Ming was a little stunned.
Gu Qinan continued: "I just told Li Teng that I don't discriminate against homosexuals, this is his freedom. Then he cried, which shocked me a lot! He said a lot, I can't remember it. It's his pressure. He is very big, and is afraid that his parents will find out. He knows in his heart that this is normal, but he can't help but care about whether others think it is normal or not. I never thought that such a powerful senior Li Teng would cry because of this reason. "
Zhan Ming touched Gu Qinan's head and said in a low voice, "Of course, someone who is truly gay will feel the pressure in their hearts that others can't imagine."
Gu Qinan nodded: "I now know why Li Teng is under so much pressure. Because when Lin Shida said I was gay, I did encounter a lot of discrimination. I hate Lin Shida because he is gay, but he discriminates against homosexuality! He came to find him! I... told me that he didn't do it on purpose, he was just afraid that people would know he was gay. His parents were strict, and if they knew he was gay, the consequences would be disastrous."
Zhan Ming felt that it was unreasonable: "Then you are so rumored by him and bullied by others, doesn't he feel uneasy about his conscience?"
Gu Qinan was silent for a long time, and when he spoke, his voice trembled.
"I think he's scary."
"I've transferred schools, and the first thing he said to me was that he didn't expect things to get so serious, he didn't want to."
"Because he was afraid that others would suspect him, he fabricated a lot of lies. He told others in the experimental class that he hated me."
"But he found me in private and said that he still likes me, and I hope I forgive him."
Zhan Ming clenched his fists, and suddenly he couldn't control himself. He was furious: "I should have killed him just now!"
Gu Qinan looked at Zhan Ming, pulled the corner of his clothes, and let him sit down.
"Don't affect yourself because of irrelevant people." Gu Qinan said, "I hate Lin Shida very much, but this is not caused by Lin Shida alone. I don't know how to say it. I treat the students in the experimental class, the teachers, and the teachers. are very disappointed.”
Gu Qinan has approached the head teacher several times. At the beginning, the head teacher would ask other people to question and criticize, but later the head teacher became impatient.
Why are they all targeting you
No fights, no violation of school rules, how will the school handle it
You are about to take the monthly exam, and you are all in the top 40 of the grade. What should you do if your grades are affected
Just ignore them, stop being friends with them, and be strong.
I'll change your seat.
Later, the rumors that Gu Qinan was gay became more and more powerful, and some people even said that he had pestered Li Teng.
Li Teng is a well-known god in the whole school. At that time, he had already entered the national team training camp and concentrated on preparing for the International Mathematical Olympiad.
Gu Qinan knew that it must be Lin Shida's rumor, otherwise, how could Li Teng be involved
Gu Qinan sent a message to Lin Shida and asked him why he was talking nonsense and involving irrelevant people. Lin Shida asked him if he liked Li Teng and why he was so excited when Li Teng was involved
Gu Qinan scolded Lin Shida a lot. It was the most angry time in his life, and it was also the first time he scolded someone. He scolded Lin Shida as a lunatic, bastard, and scolded a lot. Later, these swearing chat records were used by Lin Shida to show others and teachers.
The teacher asked, are you a little too excited
A person's malice is like a needle, it's fine when stabbed once, but it's nothing if it hurts a little.
But when a hundred needles or a thousand needles are pierced, it will be different.
It is unbearable pain all over the body.
One time when I went to the toilet, I happened to meet a few people in their class.
Rinstadt is also there.
Someone winked and told Lin Shida to stay away.
Lin Shida smiled while washing her hands, saying it's okay, don't do this, don't scare people.
Some people say that gays and lesbians should not use the same toilet as us. Wouldn't it mean that we are all at a disadvantage.
They laughed, and the laughter was harsh.
Gu Qinan finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and smashed the bucket in the toilet at Lin Shida, smashing a bruise on Lin Shida's forehead.
Then pounce on Rinstadt.
The crowd also gathered around and beat Gu Qinan.
It was that time that Gu Qinan's parents finally found out that Gu Qinan had been bullied at school for a semester, and they called the police.
But it didn't work.
The school just wanted to turn the big things into the little ones, and called the parents of both parties over and said that they would apologize to each other. After all, it was Gu Qinan who made the first move. It's really ugly to go to the police station. They were all minors, and they did not cause substantial harm, so it was difficult for the police to deal with them.
At that time, it was the winter vacation. The teacher said that if I go back to the winter vacation and have a good rest, I will be fine when I come back to school next semester.
But Gu Qinan no longer wanted to go back.
He didn't want to go to No. 1 Middle School, he didn't want to go to the experimental class, and he didn't want to see everyone in the experimental class.
He didn't need their apology, he didn't want to change classes, he just didn't want to see any of them again.
"Some people weren't actually involved in bullying me." Gu Qinan said, "but I can't control it, and I hate them. I don't want to see anyone in that class anymore."
Zhan Ming didn't know what to say, so he sat silently with Gu Qinan.
The sun is getting bigger and hotter.
The bench was a little hot from the sun.
Gu Qinan held the bottle of juice in both hands, and suddenly smiled: "In January of this year, I still felt that I couldn't bear it, I couldn't stand it anymore. I was locked in my room and refused to go out. When I think about it now, it feels like a long, long time ago. something happened."
Zhan Ming turned to look at him.
Gu Qinan looked into Zhan Ming's eyes and said, "Because I met Brother Zhan, Brother Zhan is like a superhero."
Zhan Ming's face was hot and his scalp was itchy.
It's an embarrassing feeling of being praised too much.
Gu Qinan continued: "You are the first person to stand up to help me, you are really good."
Zhan Ming quickly interrupted him: "Let's go back to class, or do we have to skip class?"
Gu Qinan stared blankly at Zhan Ming: "Cut out of class?"
Zhan Ming raised his mobile phone: "I have asked Lao Zhang for a leave of absence. I said that you are not feeling well, so I will accompany you to rest. Lao Zhang has reserved the morning leave."
Just as he was talking, Gu Qinan's cell phone rang, it was his mother.
Zhang Ming also called Gu Qinan's mother and explained the situation. His mother was nervous on the phone for a long time, and Gu Qinan quickly comforted her that she was fine, and lied to her that she ate less breakfast in the morning and had low blood sugar.
His mother complained about him: "I told you to eat more every day, but you didn't listen. Didn't I ask you to bring eggs and milk? Wouldn't you eat quickly if you have low blood sugar? Fortunately, I met your classmate, otherwise what should I do? Do you want my mother to go? take you home?"
Gu Qinan hurriedly said no, it's okay now.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Qinan thought about the morning class, mathematics, physics, and Chinese. These were fine, but the fourth class was English class.