Gu Qinan was completely sober.
Wu Yuan slept soundly beside him, not moving at all.
Gu Qinan didn't know how long he had been lying down. First, he felt a little wronged, then a little sad, and later, he felt uncomfortable.
Dense and unpleasant, overwhelming.
After he found out that he liked Brother Zhan, he thought about a question for the first time: Does Brother Zhan really like him
Even if Brother Zhan really likes him a little, is Brother Zhan willing to fall in love with him
He suddenly realized that Brother Zhan does not discriminate against homosexuals, which does not mean that he is willing to be gay.
Gu Qinan tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. I probably drank too much, my mouth was dry, I couldn't bear it anymore, I got up in the dark and wanted to pour a glass of water.
Afraid of waking Wu Yuan, he moved slowly, trying to get off the end of the bed.
"What's wrong?" In the darkness, Zhan Ming's lowered voice came.
Gu Qinan whispered back: "I'm thirsty."
Zhan Ming got up from the ground, said "don't move", went to help him pour water, and handed it to him in silence.
Gu Qinan took it, finished drinking, and handed it back to Zhan Ming.
Zhan Ming put the cup away and lay back.
Gu Qinan was a little sullen.
If you don't like him, why are you so nice to him
Couldn't he pour the water himself? !
The next day, Gu Qinan was woken up by the phone. His parents called him and asked him if he would come home for dinner at noon, and he sat up in a daze.
Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin were still sleeping, but Zhan Ming was already up, with his back to him, sitting at the desk, as if he was reading a book.
Gu Qinan suddenly remembered what happened last night, and the depression filled his chest again, so he said to go back later.
Zhan Ming didn't look back at him.
Gu Qinan got out of bed to wash and change his clothes. Remembering that Zhanming didn't let him come to the small rental house, and he didn't want Zhanming to wash his pajamas, he angrily stuffed his pajamas into his schoolbag.
Zhan Ming then stood up, opened the door, and walked out first.
When Gu Qinan went out, seeing Zhan Ming walking in front of him, he asked in a slightly aggressive tone, "Why?!"
It was as if he didn't kiss Zhan Ming forcefully last night, but Zhan Ming forcefully kissed him.
The corridor of the rental house was very crowded, and Brother Zhan couldn't walk side by side with him. Hearing his question, he stopped and turned his head to explain in a low voice, "I'll take you out, you don't know the way."
It seems that he really did something wrong, not Gu Qinan.
As soon as Gu Qinan heard his tone, he was a little out of anger. He had to shut his mouth and quietly followed behind Zhan Ming.
On the first floor, Zhan Ming went to lead a small electric motorcycle and took him to the subway station, and even bought him purple rice cake and soy milk from the breakfast stall.
Gu Qinan got out of the car, waved his hand without looking back, and said firmly, "Goodbye."
It wasn't until he got on the subway that Gu Qinan remembered that today's paper roses were not sent out. He was afraid that the roses would be squashed yesterday, so he put the whole bag of colored paper into his school bag. I originally planned to have lunch with Brother Zhan today and fold a paper rose to send him back home. Unfortunately, when I got angry, I forgot all about it.
But what is he angry about
He said he wanted to chase people, how could he back down when he encountered a little setback
Gu Qinan took out his phone and wanted to say something to Brother Zhan, but he didn't know what to say, so he held the phone and thought hard.
At this time, the class group suddenly became lively, and Gu Qinan clicked in to take a look, and it turned out that the performance rankings had come out. The first place in the grade was him again, thirty points ahead of the second place. The group began to Aite him, and the brilliance of the schoolmaster shrouded himself.
Gu Qinan ignored these people and hurriedly clicked to see how Brother Zhan did in the exam.
30th in the class and 658th in the year.
Progress!
There are about 800 people in the third year of the seventh middle school and high school. Last year, 492 people went to the undergraduate level. Because the province's top level last year was the lowest in the country, there are quite a lot of people who went to the top level, with 189 people. But the more than 100 people who can get on 985 and 211 are only 20 or 30.
In the last final exam, Brother Zhan was more than 700 years old, and he improved by almost 100!
Gu Qinan silently counted in his heart, if Brother Zhan can improve to within 500, he is very hopeful to go to undergraduate degree! Looking at Brother Zhan now, it's not impossible!
Gu Qinan calculated for a while, and felt less uncomfortable. Then he went to see Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin, and found that they had improved. Lin Xiaobin advanced to an examination room. Wu Yuan improved from 21st to 16th in the class, and from 406th to 307th in the grade, which is the biggest improvement.
The two of them probably haven't gotten up yet, and the younger brother group hasn't moved.
Gu Qinan regretted it a little now. He shouldn't slap Brother Zhan in the morning, he shouldn't be angry and leave first, otherwise we can celebrate everyone's progress at noon.
Now I want to send a message to Brother Zhan to congratulate him, but I am a little embarrassed.
Ugh.
Brother Zhan also took him to the subway station, bought him breakfast, and bought his favorite purple rice cake. When he ate it, the purple rice cake was still hot, sweet and glutinous.
Afraid that he would not be able to handle so many things, when he was eating, Brother Zhan would help him hold the soy milk, give him a drink from time to time, and work hard without complaining.
Gu Qinan was remorseful when his phone vibrated.
He quickly unlocked the phone, it's Brother Zhan!
Shake Shake: Sorry, I shouldn't have pushed you last night
Shake Shake: Does it hurt
Shake Shake: You drank alcohol last night. If you feel uncomfortable today, go back and drink some honey water.
Brother Zhan admits his mistake first, but Gu Qinan doesn't feel well. It was him who was obviously wrong, and he was the one who was angry, but Brother Zhan apologized first.
It was him who said he wanted to chase someone, and it was also him who forcefully kissed the other party without a reply.
The class group is still shaking, which is very annoying.
Gu Qinan didn't know how to reply to Brother Zhan, so he first clicked into the class group and set Do Not Disturb. After setting it up, I saw Wang Yue joking and joking with other people inside.
He remembered the way Wang Yue chased Qiu Ranying, and suddenly realized that his actions seemed to be exactly the same as Wang Yue.
They were all rejected by the other party, and they unilaterally announced that they wanted to chase people. They also felt enthusiastically that the other party liked them, but they refused to accept it for the time being.
Gu Qinan felt more and more similar to the comparison, and his heart gradually sank.
The only difference is probably that Brother Zhan regarded him as a good friend, so he couldn't bear to reject him outright and cruel, and he took care of his mood and tolerated him again and again.
Gu Qinan's eyes were sore.
The purple rice cake in my hand was suddenly neither fragrant nor sweet.
His heart was heavy, as if a stone had been pressed, making it difficult to breathe.
Is this what it's like to like someone
It was so painful, so painful.
Shake Shake: Treasure
Shake Shake: Still angry
Gu Qinan saw the word "treasure" and felt that tears were about to fall.
Xiao Nanzai: Brother Zhan, if we make an appointment, we will be together after the college entrance examination, is that okay? Do you really dislike me, or are you afraid of affecting your studies
Brother Zhan took a long time to reply.
Shake Shake: Can't we be friends
Shake Shake: I'm Not For You
Shake Shake: Your future is still very long, and there are many people who are more suitable for you than me.
Xiao Nanzai: I think you are very suitable for me.
After waiting for Gu Qinan to get home, Brother Zhan didn't reply.
Gu Qinan felt that he had probably screwed up everything. He looked at the colored paper on the table, not sure if he wanted to fold the paper rose.
There was not a single flower in the small rental house. Brother Zhan probably threw away all the paper roses.
Gu Qinan was in a low mood for a day at home, so he could only frantically write questions to divert his attention, and he didn't even send a WeChat message to Brother Zhan. Until before going to bed, he picked up the phone, but Brother Zhan still didn't have a message.
After he finished washing and laying in bed, Brother Zhan sent the word "good night".
For the first time, Gu Qinan didn't want to return to Brother Zhan's news, but when he thought of Brother Zhan saying "Isn't it good to be a friend", he felt very uncomfortable.
Brother Zhan still wants to be friends with him.
Gu Qinan still sent the word "good night".
On Monday morning, Brother Zhan still appeared in front of the subway station, waiting for Gu Qinan.
Gu Qinan felt that he could never blame Brother Zhan, who was so kind to him. He suddenly felt that he shouldn't put so much pressure on Brother Zhan.
"Brother Zhan." Gu Qinan walked over and let out a low cry.
Usually Brother Zhan would let him get in the car without looking back, but today he turned his head and glanced at him, as if he was looking at his expression, and then said, "Come up."
Gu Qinan was about to get in the car.
"Senior!"
"Senior Gu Qinan!"
Gu Qinan turned to look in the direction of the person coming, and saw the two girls from last week again. Probably afraid of being late, girls with short hair speak quickly.
"Senior, we've been waiting for you here for a while. Did you bring your mobile phone today? Didn't you promise to add us on WeChat?"
Gu Qinan had to say, "I didn't bring it. I usually don't bring my cell phone to school."
"Really?" the short-haired girl asked suspiciously, "You're not lying to us, are you?"
The braided girl pulled her hand, and the short-haired girl said, "Okay, it doesn't matter if you don't bring your mobile phone. Fortunately, I have already prepared. This is her WeChat account, remember to add it!"
The short-haired girl handed over a small pink card, and Gu Qinan had no choice but to take it.
It has a cell phone number written on it.
The short-haired girl said, "Be sure to add it! Boys have to be graceful!"
After speaking, the two snickered and ran away.
Gu Qinan put the small card in his schoolbag and sat on the small electric motorcycle.
Brother Zhan didn't start, he turned his head and asked, "Do you know him?"
Gu Qinan shook his head: "I don't know. I stopped me last week and said I wanted to add WeChat. I said I didn't bring my mobile phone, but I didn't expect it to come again today."
Zhan Ming started the small electric motorcycle.
Gu Qinan looked at his silent back and wanted to lean on it, but he didn't dare.
After stopping the small electric motorcycle, Zhan Ming said, "Don't affect the study."
When he reached the school gate, Gu Qinan realized that Zhan Ming was referring to the matter of adding girls' WeChat, and quickly whispered, "I don't want to add them on WeChat, I don't want to talk on the road and make them lose face."
Zhan Ming glanced at him: "Then why do you think about others?"
Gu Qinan muttered softly: "Because I like someone who doesn't like me, it's already very pitiful."
Zhan Ming was choked and speechless.
For the next whole week, Gu Qinan had a very awkward life every day, thinking every day whether this paper rose should be given away, or should he just give up.
Every day at the last second before school, he still secretly stuffed paper roses into Brother Jin's schoolbag.
Another week passed, and soon it was time for him to attend the math camp at B University.
He has already signed up for a good name, and he has won the first prize in the province before he is eligible to register successfully. After that, I have to go to the capital to take the exam in the math camp.
Dad Gu took two days off and was going to go with him.
When Gu Qinan told Zhan Ming and the three that he was going to go to the math camp tomorrow, they all wished him success.
Lin Xiaobin asked: "Hey, don't you have a senior who is from the Mathematics Department of University B? Can he give you some inside information?"
Gu Qinan shook his head seriously: "No, it's impossible, he doesn't know the question. But the senior gave me a lot of materials and exercises that he collected, which helped me a lot."
"You senior is quite enthusiastic." Lin Xiaobin sighed, "It's different from the other scumbags in No. 1 Middle School."
Gu Qinan agreed: "They are very nice, and they said they would take me to their cafeteria for dinner."
"Okay." Lin Xiaobin nodded, "When you arrive at University B, there are acquaintances to take you, so you can rest assured, Brother Zhan."
Zhan Ming turned to look at Lin Xiaobin.
Lin Xiaobin was nervous, and continued: "Isn't it? When you said you were going to go far, oh my, your brother Zhan's face is going to stink to death. Those who didn't know it thought he was going to start beating people."
Gu Qinan looked up at Zhan Ming's face, it really stinks.
Zhan Ming reached out to catch Lin Xiaobin, but Lin Xiaobin hurriedly ran away and shouted, "Brother Zhan is shy, worried about house elves, and afraid of being told!"
Zhan Ming's face stinks even more, the kind of stench that Gu Qinan is very familiar with.
Gu Qinan wanted to touch him, hug him, and kiss his stinky face.
But Gu Qinan didn't dare, he just smiled at Brother Zhan.