Gu Qinan picked up the box subconsciously, Zhan Ming seemed very nervous, and explained to himself: "If there is no place to put it, just put it away first."
Gu Qinan's IQ suddenly started to work, and he asked, "You don't like me, what are you doing with the roses?"
"I'm going to throw it away, put it there and forget it," said Zhan Ming.
"Oh." Gu Qinan held the box, "Do you know what's in these roses?"
Gu Qinan sat on the bed holding the box, put the box on his lap, picked up one flower and slowly opened it.
Zhan Ming looked at him quietly.
The paper rose was dismantled and remade into a piece of paper.
It is very slow and difficult to fold, but very fast when dismantling.
Gu Qinan held up the piece of paper and motioned for Zhan Ming to look at it.
There is a nice line on the paper.
Gu Qinan read: "I like Brother Zhan, he is very strong."
Gu Qinan threw the opened paper into the box, took out another paper rose, removed it, and said, "I like Brother Zhan, his eyebrows are so beautiful."
"I like Brother Zhan, he has a very straight nose."
"I like Brother Zhan. He took me to play billiards. It was a little fun."
"Stop reading." Zhan Ming said.
"Oh." Gu Qinan picked up the box, walked to the trash can, and made a gesture to pour all the roses in the box into it. As soon as Zhan Ming was in a hurry, he forgot that he had said that he was going to throw all the roses away, and hurriedly reached out and grabbed the cardboard box.
Gu Qinan looked at him and looked nervous at the big man of 1.9 meters holding a small cardboard box. Gu Qinan was suddenly not angry at all, his IQ finally came into play at a critical moment, he asked, "Didn't you want it?"
Zhan Ming couldn't answer.
Gu Qinan continued: "I gave up anyway."
Gu Qinan observed Zhan Ming's expression and said, "I have read a lot of emotional counseling posts on the Internet, and I think they are right. Once someone rejects you, saying that you are a friend is a lie, he doesn't like you, If you don't like you, you can't be friends at all, and if you continue to get along, you may turn against each other."
"Your life has just begun." Zhan Ming said, "How do you know that you must be gay? Maybe not? There are many girls who like you—"
"I just know I'm gay." Gu Qinan interrupted Zhan Ming, and the lie came casually, "Anyway, you rejected me, I think I can consider being with Senior Li Teng. He is also very good-natured and handsome. , and he likes me."
"High school entrance examination—"
Just as Zhan Ming opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Gu Qinan, who didn't let him say a word.
"It's impossible for me to be affected by the college entrance examination. Falling in love will not affect my studies. Even if you rejected me, didn't I still go to the math camp?" Gu Qinan stretched out his hand, "Give me the clothes and paper roses. "
Zhan Ming was silent for a long time before handing the dried clothes and paper roses to Gu Qinan.
Gu Qinan didn't expect Zhan Ming to return the paper rose to himself so easily. It was the first time he used play hard to escape, and he didn't seem to be doing it well. After taking the box, I don't know what to do next. My mind was messy and messy, and I had to change my clothes while thinking about what to do.
He forgot that he was a new gay now, that he had confessed to Brother Zhan, and he needed to avoid suspicion.
He sat on the bed and took off his shirt with one hand.
Brother Zhan turned around immediately.
When Gu Qinan stood up and pulled up his trousers, he realized that Brother Zhan had his back turned to him, and then he remembered that he was a male, and it seemed logical that he should avoid suspicion, and he couldn't be so careless about changing clothes in front of others.
Can-
Didn't Brother Ke Zhan say that he doesn't like boys
When changing clothes between boys, do you need to turn your back like this
Oh no, did Brother Zhan say he doesn't like boys
It was only then that Gu Qinan suddenly discovered that Brother Zhan never seemed to say that he didn't like boys, and he never said that he didn't like Gu Qinan, just that they were not suitable.
Gu Qinan's mind became bright again.
He asked, "Where's the lighter?"
"doing what?"
"I'm going to burn the roses." Gu Qinan said.
Brother Zhan doesn't smoke, but he has a lighter here, just in case.
Brother Zhan was silent, and Gu Qinan said, "I wrote words in every rose. It's stupid. What if I throw it in the trash and you pick it up and peek at it? I'm going to burn them all, anyway, I've already Decided not to like you anymore."
Brother Zhan didn't move.
Gu Qinan went to find a lighter by himself. The room was so big, and soon he found the lighter in the drawer of the desk.
He said to himself: "I'll go to the bathroom and burn it, it's safer."
After speaking, he was about to walk into the bathroom holding the cardboard box.
Zhan Ming grabbed him and asked with restraint, "Why burn it?"
Gu Qinan deliberately didn't look at him: "This is my thing, I will burn it if I want!"
Gu Qinan went into the bathroom with the box, a little confused. Brother Zhan didn't stop him, he just let him in.
Gu Qinan looked at the roses in the box, each one was so beautiful, and each one had a virtue of Brother Zhan written on it, and he was reluctant to burn any of them. But he had already come in. Brother Zhan sat in front of the desk with his back to the bathroom and said, "Hurry up, I'll take you back." There was no sound.
Gu Qinan is a little bit hard to ride a tiger.
He looked around, looked around, and had no choice but to pick up the one he had just taken apart and blaze it on fire.
Halfway through the burn, he threw the paper into the sink.
After burning, the sink left a little black ash.
Gu Qinan deliberately said loudly, "Is it dangerous if I burn something in the sink?"
Zhan Ming did not answer.
Gu Qinan looked at that little bit of gray, and his sadness gradually filled his heart.
Brother Zhan didn't care about the paper roses he folded so carefully and the love letters he wrote so carefully. He thought that Brother Zhan kept these things well because he cared about him and liked him. But it seems not, he guesses wrong every time.
Gu Qinan was reluctant to burn a single one. He looked at the roses in the box and the ashes in the sink, and his eyes gradually blurred.
That's what it feels like to fall in love.
He suddenly felt bored.
Gu Qinan walked out of the bathroom, poured all the paper roses into a plastic bag, and tied the plastic bag tightly.
Zhan Ming heard the movement and turned to look at him.
Gu Qinan sniffed: "I'm leaving."
Zhan Ming stood up, walked in front of him, and looked down at him: "What's wrong? Bao."
This "treasure" is really unbearable.
But Gu Qinan didn't want to be Brother Zhan's little brother, he wanted to be Brother Zhan's boyfriend.
Gu Qinan covered his eyes with his arms and said in a muffled voice, "I'm going home."
Zhan Ming pulled him and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? Did it get smoked into your eyes?"
Gu Qinan thought it was funny, but he couldn't laugh.
Gu Qinan threw away the plastic bag in his hand, hugged Zhan Ming with open arms, and buried his head in Zhan Ming's arms. He could feel Zhan Ming's body becoming stiff and wanted to step back.
He said, "Don't move, let me hug it, the last one, I'm going to give up anyway."
After a while, Brother Zhan's muffled voice came from above his head: "What does it mean to give up? Can't friends do it too?"
Gu Qinan felt that his heart was pounding with sadness, and he whispered, "I don't think I can do it anymore."
He secretly cried in Brother Zhan's arms, as if he had wet Brother Zhan's clothes a little bit.
"Baby, I—"
Brother Zhan wanted to say something, but held back.
Gu Qinan felt that Brother Zhan was hot, very comfortable to hold, and had a good smell. It is the smell of Brother Zhan, the warm skin, mixed with shower gel, mixed into a unique smell.
It's very clean, very refreshing, and makes people feel very safe.
Gu Qinan felt that this might be the only time he hugged Brother Zhan. He sniffed for a while, trying to remember this moment.
He let go of his hand, wanted to pick up the plastic bag, and actually left. Because the wind was getting louder and louder, and the windows were crackling, it seemed that this small rental house was about to be blown away, which was a bit scary.
Brother Zhan suddenly pulled him back and hugged him tightly.
Gu Qinan was startled.
Brother Zhan hugged him hard, leaned his cheek against his hair, and begged repressedly: "Bao, don't go."
Gu Qinan was still in a state of brokenheartedness and did not react.
Zhan Ming thought he didn't want to, so he suddenly picked him up on his butt, put him on the bed and sat down, knelt down on one knee, and looked at Gu Qinan.
He opened his lips to say something, then closed them again.
He scratched his hair painfully and looked at Gu Qinan intently. He wanted to say it, but he didn't know what to say.
Gu Qinan had to speak first: "You—"
As soon as he said a word, he was kissed by Brother Zhan.
It was a quick kiss.
The scorching breath was exhaled on Gu Qinan's lips, and he was gently bitten, licked, and sucked.
For the first time, Gu Qinan knew that the kiss was like this.
He was completely stunned and didn't know what was going on.
All I know is that I shivered for a while, and my whole waist was numb.
Brother Zhan was getting closer and closer to him, almost sticking to him.
He shook a little, and Brother Zhan's tongue turned out!
Gu Qinan's waist and entire back were all numb and soft. He fell back unconsciously. Brother Zhan pressed his upper body on him, and fell on the bed with him.
The kisses continued.
I don't know when, Brother Zhan grabbed his hands, his warm chest pressed closely against his chest.
The man's heavy body was pressing on Gu Qinan's body, and he was like cotton, soft and hot, and he couldn't lift it at all.
The kiss was interrupted by a burst of cell phone ringing.
Both of them shivered and separated suddenly.
Gu Qinan was lying on the bed, completely dumbfounded, so stupid that he didn't even know whose cell phone was ringing.
In the end, Brother Zhan helped him find the phone, held it to his ear, and motioned him to answer the phone.
It was Gu Qinan's parents. They asked him if he had received any classmates. He came back quickly. The wind and rain were getting bigger and bigger.
Only then did Gu Qinan remember his purpose.
He is not the one he was ten minutes ago. He is suddenly confident. Although his voice is small and a little hoarse, he is already commanding.
"You go home with me now, hurry up to collect things, and then the typhoon makes landfall later, I really can't go!"