Mai Ding did not wait for An Ziyan, but waited for Bai Xiaosi. Bai Xiaosi stood downstairs in the bedroom and called Mai Ding's name loudly. Mai Ding looked down and saw Bai Xiaosi's bright smiling face.
The two found a coffee shop near the school and sat down.
"Mai Mai, I'm here to say goodbye to you, and I'm going back to America to study." Bai Xiaosi really came and went quickly. "Why don't you come back and study?"
"I don't want someone to control me, I'm so disgusted with the long-winded words."
Mai Ding thinks that Bai Xiaosi is very similar to An Ziyan, when he thinks of An Ziyan, Mai Ding's expression darkens, he stirs the coffee desperately with his hands: "Well, Xiao Si, do you know what happened to An Ziyan? "
Bai Xiaosi was stunned for a moment, then put away his grinning face: "I guess that guy must not have told you."
"You really know?"
"His grandfather is sick and is in the hospital. Now he has been staying in the hospital. His parents have been very busy. He was brought up by his grandfather since he was a child."
"Why didn't he tell me when something like this happened? It's really ironic that he only found out about him through you." Although Mai Ding was very worried about An Ziyan's grandfather, but since his lover was himself, this kind of The matter is learned from other people's mouths.
"As far as I know about him, he didn't tell you because he didn't want you to worry."
"But if he is like this, I will be more worried."
"How can two people think the same about things? An Ziyan is An Ziyan, you are you, so the same thing, he doesn't want you to worry, you don't want to be treated as an outsider by him, and he doesn't tell you anything. Both of you If you stand on your own ground and think about the other party, you can't blame him, can you?"
Bai Xiaosi's words made Mai Ding calm down a lot. Everything she said made sense, and now that An Ziyan's grandfather is ill, it's not because of his own temper. Mai Ding is not a vexatious person, he himself If you promise to stay by An Ziyan's side obediently, then he will be obedient.
At least, knowing what An Ziyan is doing is much more reassuring than not knowing anything.
Bai Xiaosi looked at his watch and stood up: "I should go too." After walking two steps, he turned around and smiled at Mai Ding with his head tilted: "Mai Mai, I will give you An Ziyan, you have to Love me hard, love desperately. Even if the whole world opposes it, I, Bai Xiaosi, will bless you." After speaking, he waved to Mai Ding and left.
Mai Ding looked at the direction in which Bai Xiaosi was leaving, and was moved for a while.
When Mai Ding returned to the dormitory, Li Ming hooked his neck: "Today, buddy, I hooked up with some beauties, and I agreed to go out for dinner tonight, and you also come to make up the number."
Mai Ding shook off Li Ming's hand: "I'm not going."
"Come on, let's have a game buddy, I know you're not interested in women, so you won't rob me."
"You are really insidious."
"People don't do it for themselves, heaven and earth will perish. Let's go. We haven't gone out for a drink for a long time. We wait for An Ziyan every day like a resentful woman. Why don't we find something to pass ourselves off."
After Li Ming's persuasion, Mai Ding finally agreed. At a vulgar party, men and women flirt with each other, those girls will run over to toast Mai Ding when they see Mai Ding alone, and soon, Mai Ding's thinking is a little fuzzy. He looked at the sky outside, it was very late, and remembered the night when An Ziyan carried him home that night, what should he do? I really miss An Ziyan, want to hear his voice, see his smirk, and smell the fragrance of washing powder on his body.
It turns out that the days without you by my side are very painful. I'm aware of this, can you come back soon. Come back and hug me. Mai Ding lay on the table and thought about it.
Li Ming was almost drunk, stood up, and was about to pull Mai Ding away, when a girl in red grabbed Li Ming and pressed her whole body against Li Ming: "It's so late, the dormitory is closed, right? Why don't we go to the room." The girl's voice was very angry, and Li Ming felt itchy in his heart, he looked at Mai Ding: "No, Mai Ding is so drunk, I can't leave him alone."
"Who told you to leave him alone? Just open two rooms and go back to school the next day. Anyway, it's not the same wherever he lives alone. Don't be prudish here. Maybe you don't want me. After tonight, it won't be such a good thing." Li Ming thought about what the girl said, and it made sense, anyway, the dormitory is closed, and An Ziyan is not there. It would be good to open a room for Mai Ding. Just like that, Li Ming supported Mai Ding, who was already drunk, and he was paralyzed on Li Ming. Li Ming struggled to support him: "This guy, how much did he drink?"
Li Ming and Mai Ding were taken to a hotel by a girl, and two rooms were opened. Li Ming put Mai Ding on the bed, and was about to sober Mai Ding up, but the girl dragged his clothes: "Let's go, what do you want to do?" How long will I wait?" He dragged Li Ming out of the room. After the two left the room, Julie entered the room and looked at the muddy Mai Ding on the bed. "Mai Ding." Julie sat by the bed.
The fuzzy Mai Ding opened his eyes a little, and it took him a long time to see that the woman sitting on the bed was Julie, but his head really hurt and he was sleepy.
Julie began to undress herself, revealing her emaciated figure.
Why do all women submit to An Ziyan in front of him? As a man, he should be happy, but apart from An Ziyan, that thing of his can no longer be hardened by other people or other things, and he will never drink again. This was Mai Ding's last thought before falling asleep.
Julie took off Mai Ding's clothes, got into bed, took out her phone and pressed the camera button. Then he found a photo where he couldn't see his face clearly, found An Ziyan's number on Mai Ding's phone, and pressed the send button.
An Ziyan, who had been sitting outside the ward for several days, was exhausted. In the middle of the night, the phone rang. He took it out and saw Mai Ding lying on the bed with other women. An Ziyan blushed, gritted his teeth, and ruthlessly threw the phone against the wall. The quiet hospital could only hear The sound of the phone breaking.
An Ziyan never knew that he would experience such emotions, anger, heartache, hurt, these emotions all smelled of betrayal.
When seeing this kind of photo of his lover appearing on his mobile phone, who would have the sense to distinguish between real and fake. An Ziyan is very tired, both physically and mentally.
Early the next morning, Mai Ding's head was still hurting. He sat up and looked around. There was no sign of Julie, and his clothes were well put on. For a moment, Mai Ding thought that He was dreaming last night. He picked up the phone, and suddenly his face turned pale. The wallpaper on the phone turned out to be that he and Julie were sleeping together naked. He panicked, stood up from the bed, and was about to call An Ziyan, when an unfamiliar number called.
"Mai Ding, I'm Julie. I forgot to tell you. It's too late. I sent the photo to An Ziyan last night." After finishing speaking, Mai Ding hung up the phone, Mai Ding's heart clenched, he hugged With the last glimmer of hope, An Ziyan will trust himself, just like before. But he called all morning, but couldn't get through.
An Su bought another mobile phone for An Ziyan, and replaced it with a SIM card: "Why are you getting so angry, isn't Grandpa's illness getting better?"
An Ziyan didn't answer, but just sat there coldly, his mind was full of that photo from last night. ***of! An Ziyan wanted to swear, but he was so tired that he didn't have the energy to speak.
As soon as the phone was connected, the call came in.
"An Ziyan, that, listen to me."
"What else do you have to say?"
This indifferent tone made Mai Ding's heart shudder, and he clutched the phone tightly: "You don't believe me?"
"You can sleep with whoever you love. It's none of my business." An Ziyan hung up the phone.
Mai Ding stood there blankly, An Ziyan had never yelled at himself like this before, he squatted on the ground, the most uncomfortable thing for him was that An Ziyan didn't believe in himself, what kind of broken love is this, it will be broken so easily. I think about An Ziyan every day, but in the end he hurts my heart.
Who can blame this
Blame An Ziyan for not trusting Mai Ding? But for a tired person who has been up for several nights, when he is worried about his grandfather every day, he receives a photo of his lover with someone else, even An Ziyan can't be calm and tolerant.
Blame Mai Ding for being too careless? But in this matter, Mai Ding did not do anything wrong from the beginning to the end.
Blame it on love.
People lose all reason, but they can still really feel the pain.