I’ll Still Love You Even If You’re a Man

Chapter 30: Love is full of hurt

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Li Ming almost knelt down to apologize to Mai Ding, but Mai Ding still lay on the bed with the quilt covering his head and remained motionless.

"It's all my fault, damn it, I didn't know that bitch Julie and that woman set you up for you. How about I explain it to An Ziyan for you?" Li Ming was about to die of guilt because of his momentary flirtatiousness , actually hurt Mai Ding, I really feel regretful.

A pillow flew over, and Mai Ding made a muffled voice under the quilt: "No, I don't want to talk to that kind of person, they don't even believe me, explaining is useless, it's better for that kind of person to die, bastard , Heartless ghost, you actually yelled at me, I don't want to see him again."

"You can't put all the blame on An Ziyan. As a man, if he sees that kind of photo, if he doesn't get angry, it means he doesn't take you seriously."

"Then you think it's my fault?" Mai Ding sat up from the bed.

"It's my fault, my fault, and that Julie's fault." Li Ming had a flattering smile on his face, trying to calm down Mai Ding.

"If love can't even stand this test, what should we do in the future?"

"It has nothing to do with the test or not. This is a normal reaction of a man. Think from An Ziyan's point of view. If you received a picture of An Ziyan sleeping in bed with other women, how would you react? Love The reason why a person is so angry is that you don't even understand the most basic common sense." Li Ming said all the good things.

"I don't care, don't talk too much, I've decided not to see An Ziyan for the rest of my life." Mai Ding's decision was a bit too casual.

Li Ming sighed, it seems that no matter how much he said, it would not be worth what An Ziyan said.

At this time there was a knock on the door outside the dormitory, Mai Ding suddenly became nervous, could it be An Ziyan who came back, he was obviously angry with him, but he still couldn't restrain his desire to see him. Really useless!

Mai Ding winked at Li Ming, Li Ming ran to open the door, but saw a middle-aged woman standing at the door. When Mai Ding saw that it was his mother who came, he was disappointed for a while and asked feebly, "It's you, why are you here?"

"What's your tone, did you talk to your mother like that? I came here to surprise you." Mai Ding's mother was very dissatisfied with her son's disappointed expression.

"It's Auntie." Li Ming respectfully made way for Mai Ding's mother.

"You are Mai Ding's roommate, right? Thanks to you for taking care of our Mai Ding."

"Auntie, you are too polite."

Mai Ding interrupted the two people who were being courteous: "Mom, what are you doing here?"

"I told you I'm going to give you a surprise. Your dad has transferred and we're going to move. We've already called the principal and made an agreement. Now you just need to fill out the withdrawal application form. How are you? Are you happy?" Mai Ding Mom was happy talking there alone.

Mai Ding stood there with a blank mind, numb from the soles of his feet to his heart. It's really ironic. God has never fulfilled so many wishes. He casually said that he didn't want to see An Ziyan, but it came true all at once. up. But obviously he is not sincere. He lowered his head and looked at his feet: "Can you not go?"

In fact, Mai Ding still has a glimmer of hope in his heart, thinking that as long as An Ziyan comes back, the two will get back together, just like before. But this last glimmer of hope was stripped away.

"What nonsense are you talking about? How could we let you here alone? What's wrong with you? Didn't you always say that this school is disgusting before? Do you really want to go to other places? Why, do you have feelings? Don't worry, The new school has contacted you a long time ago, and it is very close to where you live, and it is also close to where your dad works, so you can live directly at home."

The surprise brought by Mai Ding's mother was too great, and Mai Ding was so overwhelmed that he couldn't breathe. Yes, I have feelings, but not to the school, but to that person.

Li Ming was also a little shocked by the sudden news: "Auntie, why did you make such a hasty decision, don't you need to think about it? Actually, this place is pretty good."

"Isn't this something that can't be helped? Besides, it's not in a hurry. It was decided a month ago because I wanted to surprise Ding Ding. Why is this kid so frightened?" Mai Ding's mother stared at Mai Ding's pale face. .

"I'll go out for a while." Saying that, Mai Ding rushed out of the dormitory, ran a long way, panting and dialed An Ziyan's phone number, An Sula was sent home to sleep by An Sula because his grandfather's condition had improved. Not long after falling asleep, Mai Ding called, but he didn't even look at the caller ID, he frowned and answered impatiently: "What are you doing?"

This impatient tone made Mai Ding's heart ache again, he bit his lower lip: "An Ziyan, I'm going to transfer schools." An Ziyan opened his eyes, listening to Mai Ding's breathing on the other end of the phone voice, did not speak. "An Ziyan, I said I'm leaving, don't you have any reaction? Speak up, as long as you say you don't want me to go, I will stay even if I die. Please speak up, please."

"Whatever you want to do, I don't care." An Ziyan finished speaking and hung up the phone. He didn't know why he said such words, that photo was still lingering in An Ziyan's mind, he was angry, mad at Mai Ding for doing such an unforgivable thing behind his back, for the never-ending feeling in his heart. Having had strange emotions, An Ziyan didn't know how to control them, so he could only let this anger hurt Mai Ding and himself. The pain in that area was something I couldn't get used to, it would only become more and more painful, so painful that An Ziyan could no longer fall asleep.

Mai Ding listened to the sound of the phone disconnecting, An Ziyan, what is our love to you, I begged you in a low voice, why do you always do such cruel things, you are really not afraid that I will make me cry

Soon, Mai Ding returned to the dormitory, and smiled at Mai Ding's mother: "I will fill out the withdrawal application right away."

Li Ming could tell that behind Mai Ding's smile was a wound.

It's a mistake, if we really separated, wouldn't it be a pity

"That's good, Mom is here to help you pack your things."

Mai Ding ran around the school with a blank expression, filling out forms, getting people to sign them, and reporting to the principal. The matter seemed to have reached the point of no return. Li Ming called An Ziyan, but also turned off the phone. Because it was explained in advance, the withdrawal process was handled quickly, and when Mai Ding returned to the dormitory, Mai Ding's mother had also packed up her things. Mai Ding doesn't have many friends in this school, the only one who can say goodbye is Li Ming, Li Ming frowned, his expression hesitant to speak, how could everything happen so fast, he was still talking about An Ziyan's two people in the dormitory in the morning, and in the afternoon But to talk about parting.

"I'll come to see you when I have time, it's not that far away." Mai Ding smiled at Li Ming and patted Li Ming on the shoulder. "Yeah, it's not far, just a six-hour car ride." Mai Ding's mother chimed in.

"I won't say too much, I have to be good by myself."

Mai Ding nodded: "I am very happy to share a dormitory with you. I will tell you when I change my phone number over there."

"Don't say those nasty words, I'll send you down." Li Ming snatched Mai Ding's luggage, and the three of them walked out of the dormitory. Mai Ding's mother and Li Ming walked in front. Mai Ding stood at the door of 501, gently stroking the cold The door, which has shut itself out countless times, now seems to be locked out forever.

"Ding Ding, hurry up." Mai Ding's mother urged, it was getting late, and if you don't hurry up, you won't be able to catch up with the car.

Mai Ding bid farewell to Li Ming, got into the car, the car was rickety, and when they arrived at the door of An Ziyan's house, Mai Ding stared at the house. Mai Ding really doesn't want to miss An-Ziyan, because without him, how will he clean up his past memories in his own life in the future. Mai Ding was thinking like this, with tears streaming down his face, sitting in the car and watching himself getting farther and farther away, and finally collapsed, covering his face and sobbing at first, and then crying louder and louder.

The people in the car kept looking at this side, and Mai Ding's mother panicked, she didn't expect Mai Ding to have such deep affection for the school, she took out toilet paper and handed it to Mai Ding: "Okay, don't cry. "

"I don't want to cry either, but I'm sad, so sad."

An Ziyan, don't give me back my love, it belongs to you, only you!