"That, me, no, this." Seeing that An Ziyan was incoherent, Mai Ding wanted to explain but didn't know where to start. An Ziyan kept watching Mai Ding send Fu Qian home, and seeing Mai Ding's happy face made him feel uncomfortable for a while. For these emotions that appeared in love, An Ziyan was unable to restrain, nor was he able to stop them.
"Things are not what you see."
An Ziyan couldn't listen anymore, grabbed Mai Ding's hand and dragged towards Fu Qian's door: "Since you don't want to talk, I'll help you."
"Calm down, let me explain first." Mai Ding pulled An Ziyan back with all his strength.
But how could he pull An Ziyan away: "There is no explanation."
"Just give me a minute, just a minute, let me explain things clearly."
"no."
"Really, you trust me."
"cannot."
"Let's go back."
"No."
What Mai Ding said was in vain, now An Ziyan has pulled him to Fu Qian's door, kicked the door loudly, Fu Qian ran to open the door, Mai Ding buried his head very low and pinned his last hope on Fu Qian would not recognize herself, but that was impossible. "Brother Ding, you." While talking, he saw a handsome guy with a bad face standing next to Mai Ding: "This, who is this?"
"It's mine, um, that, my deskmate." Just after introducing this name, An Ziyan grabbed Mai Ding's wrist with one hand, and wrapped his waist with the other, lowered his head and covered Mai Ding's mouth , did not give Mai Ding a chance to breathe, Mai Ding beat An Ziyan's chest with his hands desperately. My mind went blank. Fu Qian stared at it in a daze.
It took a long time for An Ziyan to let go of Mai Ding. Mai Ding wiped his swollen lips from being kissed with his hand, pulled his messed up clothes, continued to watch Fu Qian clear her throat and re-introduced: "It's my deskmate. And boyfriend."
It was only then that Fu Qian came to her senses. She closed her mouth wide open in surprise and said, "Then you just lied to me when you said you had syphilis? All you did was to hide it?"
"Syphilis?" An Ziyan frowned and looked at Mai Ding: "You can make it up."
"Brother Ding, is it true? You lied to me. Why did you lie to me? Am I so annoying?"
Mai Ding was watched by the two people and just wanted to drill into the hole. Under Fu Qian's repeated questioning, Mai Ding was finally terrified because of the worries of the past two days. The complicated emotions broke down, like crazy, patting his head and tearing his clothes, beating his chest and stamping his feet: "Okay, it's all my fault, I shouldn't deceive people, and I have deceived so many people, and you still want to get money?" What about me, I admit it all, listen clearly, I just like men. "
At this moment, Mai Ding has lost all reason, staring at Fu Qian with a horrified face, pointing at An Ziyan: "It's this man, only this man, see clearly? I love him, even if he is a man, I love him too, I love it, I love it to death. Help, it's killing me."
Mai Ding's howling attracted all the nearby residents over, and they all opened their doors to watch the commotion here. But he has already broken the can, and when a person reaches a limit, he will collapse, such as Mai Ding now.
"What are you looking at, I've never seen anyone who likes men, An Ziyan, kiss me, let them, who have never seen the world, see it, scare them to death, what, go to the police station and sue me, I want to file a lawsuit against you too The whole world announces how happy I am, but I just can't, you people are the culprit, you just don't like two men together, you just don't agree with two men together, but that's love, you don't hurt us What else can I do with love?." Mai Ding stuck out his tongue at those people, made faces, and wobbled, once he started, he couldn't deal with it, talking more and more, incoherently, as if trying to get rid of all the anger and anger that had accumulated in his heart. All the emotions are poured out.
"Now I finally say it, you can do whatever you like, and you don't like me anymore, it made me miserable. I just want two people to stay together quietly, and I don't want anyone to disturb you. You can be my friend, but You can’t like me, and of course you can’t like him.”
Mai Ding went back and forth to catch anyone and talked endlessly.
An Ziyan stopped Mai Ding at the right time, bent down and carried Mai Ding on his shoulders, and walked downstairs: "I really didn't realize that you still have this side." Mai Ding, who is always polite and well-behaved, did not expect that Suddenly forced to become a cursing shrew.
Fu Qian, who had no time to say a word from the beginning to the end, looked at Mai Ding who was getting further and further away. It turns out that Brother Ding has not changed since he was a child, and he is still so cute. The only thing that has changed is his love. There is no chance of winning against that person. My brother Ding can no longer stand on my side and help me. He belongs to others. She sighed and looked at the neighbors around her: "I'm sorry, my cousin just broke up with his girlfriend and was very drunk. He's talking nonsense, so don't take it to heart." The spectators also returned to the room. You protected me when I was young, let me protect you when I grow up. After walking about 100 meters, Mai Ding thumped An Ziyan's shoulder: "Okay, let me down, it's not good for people to see." "You just know it's not good for people to see?"
Mai Ding, who had regained his composure, suddenly regretted the collapse just now. Human beings are really terrible creatures. One second they can be righteous, and the next second they can regret their own righteousness.
"Did I act like a lunatic just now?"
"Not like."
Mai Ding breathed a sigh of relief, and An Ziyan continued: "The lunatic is far worse than you."
"Aren't I being cornered? Dogs jump over walls when they're in a hurry."
"You dog doesn't jump very high."
"Hey, I'm scolding me again. Look, I've ruined my good deed. I've already taken care of Fu Qian. Now it's all over, and it's all in vain." "You only know this trick?"
"At least this is a good lie of mine. It's better than your vicious tricks. Alas, I don't know how I, a kind little angel made by God, would fall in love with a devil like you."
"An angel with syphilis." An Ziyan sarcastically.
"Fuck you." Mai Ding pushed An Ziyan.
An Ziyan and Mai Ding walked side by side. Mai Ding took a deep breath and suddenly felt much more relaxed. It turns out that taking the first step is not that difficult. Please be patient and wait for me to slowly unload the burden on my shoulders. Then you can easily hug me.
An Ziyan kicked the stones on the road and said flatly: "For a moment I thought you really fell in love with someone else."
"How can it be."
"I just realized that I never thought that maybe one day, you will not love me. Mai Ding, let me make it clear here. Even if you want to leave, Tie will keep you by my side. Because, I seem to , I can't leave you anymore." An Ziyan squinted his eyes and looked at the sun, dazzling.
For Mai Ding, An Ziyan's love words are always domineering and pleasant.
"There will never be that day, because loving you is a matter of course. My heart and mind have already surrendered to you, and it is impossible to leave."
I want to tell you that I am so happy to finally know that you have something to fear too.
That is losing me.
What a coincidence, just like me.
My biggest fear is also losing you.
An Ziyan forcibly took Mai Ding's hand, but Mai Ding couldn't dodge even if he wanted to: "Let go, what should I do if someone I know sees me later?"
"Then you can continue to lie." An Ziyan walked forward slowly holding Mai Ding's hand on the street.
"It's not like everything is so easy to deceive, then I will say that our hands are glued together, or I am a woman, but I just dress like a man."
"up to you."
"By the way, by the way, you just got jealous, and your impulsive appearance is so cute. I like you so much, for all the characters I have shown."
"You want to die, don't you?"
Your right hand, my left hand, fingers intertwined, lingering.