If there is such a day, life will no longer be overwhelming, the days will no longer repeat day after day, and there will be no noise from annoying people in your ears, and money will become worthless. Things are going according to my wishes, people who don't like me disappear one by one, I won't get fat lying on the bed, eating and drinking, and I don't need money to buy things anymore.
If there is such a day, this is not heaven, but hell.
To live in the light all the time will lose hope, and only in the dark can one look forward to the dawn.
Losing the meaning of living, endless squandering, everyone is living in hell, who is better than the other, most people like to put their complaints and sorrows under the microscope, bigger and bigger, said Why is my world gray, how annoying the people around me are, and how much I can't get through. No one really understands what I want because the relationship is life-or-death and the mind is full of negative thoughts.
this is life.
If you can keep going, you are a fighter. If you can't go on, then don't talk too much, and die if you want to die.
You know, there is nothing better than being alive, and other things seem so small in comparison.
When Mai Ding opened his eyes, the sun outside was already very strong. He squinted his eyes to look out the window, touched it with his hand, and found that An Ziyan had long since disappeared. It's ten o'clock in the morning. Mai Ding finds it incredible that he sleeps so late and wakes up later than An Ziyan. Could it be that he has been suppressed by An Ziyan on weekdays, so the quality of sleep is also not good
Mai Ding walked on the ground with bare feet, stretched his waist, and took a deep breath: "What a beautiful day." After speaking, he bounced downstairs, and Grandpa An was wearing presbyopia underneath. Looking at the newspaper in the mirror, today is really strange, the hall is empty, and there is no sign of other people at all.
"Grandpa, where has An Ziyan gone?"
"I asked him to go out and buy some things for me. You have to leave after playing for a few days. Grandpa can't let you go back empty-handed." Indeed, Mai Ding has lived in Grandpa An for three or four days, living the life of an emperor every day. I don't want to think about the normal life. "Grandpa, don't bother us. We'll come to see you and let you do some shopping. I miss Grandpa the most." Thinking of leaving the house soon, Mai Ding felt his hairs stand on end. He was about to ride on An Ziyan's head, he could clearly see that An Ziyan was holding back, but seeing that he was about to leave, Mai Ding regretted that he should not sue An Ziyan all day long. Doesn't this show that you are asking for trouble
"Grandpa knows that you are a good boy, but you still have to give away what should be given away. By the way, Xiao Ding, press my shoulder again. I slept a little painfully last night."
"Okay." Mai Ding nodded again and then ran to the back of Grandpa, and started to press after finding the right position.
But this time, Grandpa An felt that Mai Ding's strength was too light, so he kept letting Mai Ding use force with his fingers. In the end, Mai Ding rolled up his sleeves and pressed down on Grandpa An's shoulder with all his strength. It doesn't matter, Mai Ding heard a bone cracking, the sound was loud, and then grandpa closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa without moving, Mai Ding retracted his hands in fright, and asked Grandpa An in a trembling voice: "Grandpa, grandpa, what are you doing?" gone?"
Grandpa An still didn't respond, Mai Ding had a very bad premonition in his heart, he was going crazy from fright, he was so frightened that his heart was in his throat. He stretched out his finger and poked Grandpa An lightly, and Grandpa slipped and fell on the sofa: "Grandpa, don't scare me, I'm a coward."
Grandpa An lay motionless on the sofa. Mai Ding's eyes were red with anxiety, and he put his hand under Grandpa's nose tremblingly. His heart sank, his scalp was numb, and he was not breathing at all. I can't believe it's true, I just pressed it, and I died like that, Mai Ding remembered that An Ziyan said that Grandpa An was not in good health, and he was still pushing so hard, what should he do, how should he explain to An Ziyan
"Grandpa, you can't die, come back to life, I beg you." Mai Ding threw himself on Grandpa An's body like crazy, tears streaming down his face, and then slapped Grandpa An's face with his hands: "Grandpa , Grandpa." He didn't know what to say, he could only keep calling grandpa's name, this feeling of loss made Mai Ding feel pain and panic again.
"Grandpa, I beg you to wake up." This time he clapped harder.
At this time the door rang, and An Ziyan was standing at the door, and he heard Mai Ding's tearful cry, he frowned: "What's wrong?" He couldn't tell which were tears and which were snot. He wiped the snot that was about to fall into the corner of his mouth with his sleeve: "I, I pressed Grandpa to death." After speaking, he began to cry again, unable to stop live. Only then did An Ziyan look at his grandfather who was lying on the sofa, he didn't say a word, his face was expressionless, and his face was livid. Mai Ding walked over on his knees and threw himself on An Ziyan's lap: "What should I do? It's all my fault. You hit me and scold me." After speaking, Mai Ding stretched out his hand to hit his face, but was An Ziyan grabbed his wrist, and then wiped away the tears on Mai Ding's face with the back of his hand, but just after wiping, they immediately popped out from his eyes.
"Don't cry, you're ugly."
"But, I'll give your grandpa to..." Mai Ding cried intermittently, as if he couldn't breathe, sobbing. "Tell you not to cry."
After finishing speaking, he rolled his eyes: "You should give me a little bit of moderation." In the past few days, Grandpa An taught An Ziyan a lesson, but now that Mai Ding was crying like this, An Ziyan finally started to blame Grandpa. But having said that, have you forgotten how you punished Mai Ding at that time
Grandpa An sat up from the sofa boredly: "If you don't come back again, my face will be swollen from his beating." Grandpa An touched his blushing face.
Mai Ding heard Grandpa An's voice behind him, screamed in fright, and retreated to the door: "Come back so soon to seek revenge on me."
An Ziyan went upstairs to take a bath: "You keep playing tricks like this, what's the fun in it?"
"I'm an old bone, guarding a house all day long, and no one is with me. Finally, someone came. Besides, this old trick can still deceive people. If you didn't feel sorry for him, he broke me. It's a big deal. Maybe he will never find out." Grandpa An even blamed An Ziyan.
Mai Ding was taken aback by this conversation, and finally realized, not only did he not stop crying, but cried louder, this time he was crying for himself, why did he recite it like that, and was annoyed by An Ziyan? To be lied to, to be lied to by Bai Xiaosi, to be lied to by Su Xiaomi, to be lied to by Grandpa An, is a tragedy of a story.
"Grandpa! You~~~" Mai Ding shouted.
"It's not my fault, you are too easy to be fooled."
"An Ziyan, look at Grandpa." Now Mai Ding complained to An Ziyan.
"You should also review yourself, every time you are fooled by some idiots."
"I'm a simple person, and I met you liars." Mai Ding was running wild while grabbing his hair, walking back and forth in front of Grandpa An, but he didn't dare to say anything to Grandpa An. An Ziyan had already gone to take a bath, no wonder , No wonder, there is no one in the room today, it turned out that Grandpa An sent them all away, no wonder, now Mai Ding suddenly realized.
"No, Grandpa, I clearly heard a loud bone dislocation."
Grandpa An took out a small tape recorder from his bag, pressed a button, and the voice that frightened him just now was played. "Then I put my hand against your nose without breathing."
"I was holding my breath at that time." Grandpa An didn't feel any guilt at all, instead he understood why An Ziyan liked to tease Mai Ding so much. It turned out that after teasing him, his reaction was so funny and he felt an inexplicable sense of accomplishment.
Mai Ding desperately shook his head and couldn't believe the facts in front of him, but they were the facts. He finally understood that An Ziyan's character was inherited from whom, and he underestimated the enemy.
"Grandpa, I treat you so well, why are you still messing with me?" Mai Ding looked for an answer like a cat with a painted face.
"I'm just a little bored."
"I can't beat me even if I'm bored. You broke my heart. Do you know that I was worried just now? An Ziyan bullied me at home, and I survived. Now you're bullying me again. How embarrassing are you for me."
"Okay, it's Grandpa's fault, I will make it up to you."
"It's too late. Nothing can make up for my broken heart. What's wrong with being simple? What's wrong with being serious?" Mai Ding became more and more indignant as he spoke. Everyone tramples.
Grandpa An waved to Mai Ding, motioning him to lower his head. Mai Ding lowered his head obediently, Grandpa An whispered something in his ear, only to see Mai Ding's gray face getting brighter and brighter, he stared at the bathroom door, as if reborn.
Mai Ding's broken heart was suddenly healed miraculously by Grandpa An's words.