Mai Ding didn't know how he fell asleep last night. He thought he could think of some way to deal with it but found that his mind went blank. Forget it. Now that we have reached this point, he has to block the gun with his chest.
When he opened the door, his parents had already woken up. As soon as Mai Ding's mother saw that Mai Ding was up, she picked up her bag and walked into the room, packing things in a hurry: "You go to grandma's house to play, I will help you ask for leave from school , you haven’t seen grandma for a long time.” “I won’t go.”
"How can you say such a thing, you don't even want your grandmother?"
"You know I don't mean that, Mom, I..."
"What are you, you have nothing to say."
Mai Ding snatched the bag: "Obviously you know it, why lie to yourself like this, if you really don't believe it, why send me to grandma?"
"I don't know what you're talking about, okay, don't say it, I don't want to hear it." Mai Ding's mother stopped Mai Ding again, she really didn't want to hear it, she would rather live in the world she thought.
Mai Ding grabbed Mai Ding's mother's shoulder in an attempt to calm her down: "Mom, I like An Ziyan, I love An Ziyan, I only want An Ziyan."
Mai Ding's mother raised her hand and gave Mai Ding a slap, with a crisp sound and numbness on her face. Mai Ding's mother was also affected by her actions. She rarely beat Mai Ding, and she touched Mai Ding's face with her hand, and the tears couldn't help falling down: "You know that mom didn't hit you on purpose, but why did you beat me?" Can say such words to hurt mother's heart, what's the matter with liking a man." "It's just liking."
"Don't say such stupid things anymore. What do you children know about love? Life is not just for fun. You are still in this society, and this society will never agree with you." Forever! What a clear sentence, what a heavy shackle. Mai Ding's mother continued to pick up the bag and pack up: "We can move again, then you can start again, and everything will get better gradually."
"Start again? You may not understand that without An Ziyan, I am nothing."
"He's a boy, what's so good about it?" Mai Ding's mother couldn't figure it out, although she knew An Ziyan was an excellent child, but he was a boy after all.
"You're not me, how can you see his kindness?" Mai Ding asked back.
"Don't say these things that make me angry. I just think that you are dizzy for a while, and your mother has asked the company for leave. I will accompany you back to grandma's house for a while."
"I dont go."
"You have to go, why don't you understand mother's painstaking efforts."
Mai Ding finally cried out: "So what if two men are together? Apart from being unable to have children, apart from not being understood, apart from these two, what is the difference between us and other people? And these two, the first one we can bear , the second one is imposed on us by you. Just because you don’t like it, you want me not to do it. Why, why should you use what you think is right to destroy my love that is right? Am I desperate? Is the thing you want to protect so unbearable in your eyes?" "Don't say any more, it's useless to say anything, and you will understand in the future that we are doing this for your own good. Get ready, and uncle will pick us up later." Mai Ding's mother closed the door, leaving Mai Ding standing alone in the room.
Mai Ding lowered his head and always said a word, always for my own good, where did you know what is best for me, anyway, not from my heart. It turns out that it's not something that can be easily persuaded. It turns out that you can't impress people no matter how sincere you are. No matter how pure this love is, you can't get the envy of others, only fear and disgust.
Just because he is a man, oh, what an aboveboard reason.
Uncle's car arrived soon, Mai Ding's mother just said to go back to her hometown for a few days, she didn't tell anyone else about anything else, Mai Ding stood there, Mai Ding's father never said a word, and didn't even look at Mai Ding.
"Let's go, what are you still doing there, uncle is still waiting." Mai Ding's mother urged.
Mai Ding bit his lower lip, went out and followed Mai Ding's mother into the car, if you think everything will become clear if you take me away from An-Ziyan, then you are wrong, I have tried it, but it doesn't work. Mai Ding glanced at Mai Ding's mother, then turned to stare out the window.
An Ziyan's text message came over: "No matter what, I'm not allowed to cry."
Mai Ding smiled, and quickly replied to the text message: "Fuck, only you can make me cry, now you haven't left me, haven't quarreled with me, haven't married Bai Xiaosi, and haven't disappeared, now You are by my side, why should I cry." "Let me come when you are tired."
"Not tired, as long as I think about it, no matter what happens, I still have you, I'm not tired at all."
"Well, no matter what happens, you still have me."
Mai Ding put the phone back into the bag, took a deep breath, and pressed the window, the wind came in and messed up Mai Ding's hair. As if he had recharged his battery, he felt much more relaxed. He stretched out his hand out of the window and spread his five fingers to feel the force of the wind. Mai Ding's mother stopped him: "Don't stick your hand out of the window, it's very dangerous."
Mai Ding turned his head, the sun was hitting Mai Ding's face, and there was a bright smile on his face: "Mom, do you think it's strange, no matter what happens, no matter how the people around me bully and look down on me. I still I really like An Ziyan, every word he says is a reason for me to be happy all day, and everything he does can be an excuse to make me love him more."
Ma Ding's face was pale, and she looked at her uncle who was driving ahead, but fortunately she didn't hear him on the phone. Then he turned his head, was surprised to see the happy expression on Mai Ding's face, and narrowed his eyes with a smile.
"Don't say such things again." Mai Ding's mother scolded.
"With him, I have nothing to be afraid of." Mai Ding stopped talking and leaned his head against the window.
We are men, so we cannot love.
lie!
I can't stop falling in love with you myself, let alone them