Grandma's house is very remote. Before the road was repaired, it took more than an hour to arrive by boat. There was a dam inside, and there were more than a dozen families living there. Even the electricity was strong and weak. Not to mention the mobile phone signal here, Mai Ding has to stand on tiptoe upstairs to receive a bar signal.
Mai Ding sat outside with a stool, and Mai Ding's mother sat next to Mai Ding. A couple happened to be passing by with their child, and both of them stared at the family at the same time until they walked further and further away.
"This is what a person should enjoy. Having a wife who loves himself and a lovely child is nothing more than family happiness. Have you ever thought about what it feels like to be a father? You can really do it for what you call Love, give up forming a complete family?" Mai Ding's mother would persuade Mai Ding as long as she seized the opportunity.
Mai Ding stepped on the stones on the ground and pushed them back and forth with his feet: "If you are with someone you don't love, even if you can get married and have children, life is just suffering. Who said that a complete family is a man and a woman. , A child, if this is really family happiness, I would rather not have it, I am not greedy, I just need some small happiness to live my life."
"Why do you always refuse to listen to it, put aside the beautiful life and refuse to choose it, but choose this kind of life that you can't hold your head up for the rest of your life?"
Mai Ding smiled wryly, laughing that Mai Ding didn't understand: "I insist on choosing now, which is a good life."
"Is it that hard for you to understand?"
"Mom, is it so difficult for you to accept?"
Mai Ding's mother shook her head repeatedly. Mai Ding has been a good boy since he was a child, and he always listened to what he said, but he never thought that he would be so stubborn in this matter, and this kind of stubbornness was precisely what she couldn't understand. I hope that Mai Ding can forget about this absurd thing and start again. Even if he agrees to this road, how hard it is to go on. Mai Ding's mother knows that, the pressure of the world, the eyes of people around him, he doesn't want Mai Ding to be hurt by these things . If everyone found out, if he broke up with An Ziyan, wouldn't his future be ruined? Are there any women who are willing to accept a man who likes men
"Is it worth it for you to give up so much for An Ziyan?"
"An Ziyan, he is the kind of person who is superior, I can't remember how many people like him, he has good grades, his family is rich, he is good-looking, he plays the piano and sings well, he is that kind of person, But that kind of people like people like me, I didn’t give up anything, but I’m glad I got a lot.” Mai Ding’s mother wanted to say something, but was stopped by Mai Ding, who continued to stare at the stones on the ground and said: “I He is just a very ordinary person who will be buried in the crowd at any time. Before meeting An Ziyan, he lived his life without pain or itching. He obediently listened to you in everything and let you decide. Rather than saying that I live by myself, it is better Said to live for you. But An Ziyan saw the ordinary me in the crowd, do you know how happy I was at that moment, my whole world was added with too many colors, he provoked me, I would go crazy; he When I am angry, I will be afraid; when he leaves, I will be sad; when he talks about love, I will be stupid; when he kisses me, I will be crazy; when he loves me, I will die. These are the illusions of love I have never experienced all the emotions in the past, as if I was really alive. I only like An Ziyan, and it just so happens that he is a man."
Mai Ding's mother didn't expect Mai Ding to have such deep feelings for An Ziyan, she patted Mai Ding: "There is a kind of love, just experience it, let it pass, you just didn't try to love other people, it's not that you didn't Ways. Mom won't care about it, let's pretend that nothing happened. "
"But everything has already happened, hasn't it?" Mai Ding raised his head and looked at Mai Ding's mother. Mai Ding's mother had mixed feelings in her heart. She didn't know how to describe it. Every time she encountered such a thing, she would escape from reality. She stood up : "It's time to eat, go in first, your brain can't turn around."
Mai Ding didn't say anything anymore, and decided to come here, saying that he wanted to let Mai Ding's mother persuade him, it's better to let Mai Ding's mother figure it out, in fact, as long as he is willing to accept it, think carefully, how big a deal it is for two men to be together of. Will you die? Won't!
It's hard to live here. In the middle of the night, when grandma fell asleep, Mai Ding stood in front of his mother's door and knocked on the door: "Mom, I know you haven't slept yet. How long are you going to spend like this?"
Mai Ding's mother finally couldn't bear to open the door, all her emotions broke down, she burst into tears, threw herself on Mai Ding's body, and beat Mai Ding with her fist: "Ding Ding, please take pity on our old couple, we only have you A son, what do you want us to do in the future? You don’t even want your parents for a man? We raised you up so much, so we can’t compare to him, Ding Ding, mother begging you, just listen to me Advice, stop it, no matter how much you love, just be sad for a while, time will heal your wounds, it's better than more wounds in the future." Mai Ding's mother has already begged Mai Ding regardless of face, crying Mai Ding's heart ached, he just stood there motionless.
It took a long time for Mai Ding to speak: "You want to break up my love, but you become pitiful instead, and we are the ones to be broken up? Who is going to pity me? Could it be that I chose An Ziyan, and you wouldn't want me. You guys are the ones pushing me out, but there are people who keep saying that I don’t want you, mom, you can’t fulfill my love once.”
Unexpectedly, he was already crying and begging Mai Ding, but he was not moved at all. Mai Ding's mother was so angry that she raised her hand and slapped Mai Ding again: "You unfilial son." The door, Mai Ding raised his head vigorously, to let back the tears that were about to fall, he promised An Ziyan that he would not cry. Mai Ding ran to the bottom of the building and took out his mobile phone. The night in the countryside was a bit cold. Mai Ding held his hands and dialed An Ziyan's number. The voice on the other end of the phone faltered.
"An-Ziyan, hello, An-Ziyan, can you hear me? An-Ziyan, An-Ziyan, hello, hello, An-Ziyan, I'm Mai Ding, hello, An-Ziyan, An-Ziyan." Mai Ding called tirelessly.
"In the middle of the night, why are you roaring and screaming?"
Mai Ding's phone fell from his hand, the voice was so familiar and close, it came from downstairs, Mai Ding looked down, and saw An Ziyan standing downstairs looking up at him through the moonlight, Mai Ding Suddenly, his heart beat so fast, blood rushing to his forehead, he rushed downstairs in a hurry, opened the door, ran over and threw himself on An Ziyan, An Ziyan hugged Mai Ding, and backed away again and again. "Why are you here?" Just like that, Mai Ding actually cried, no matter how cruel the outside world is, Mai Ding will hold back. But whenever it comes from An Ziyan, Mai Ding's lacrimal glands are particularly developed.
An Ziyan frowned and wiped away Mai Ding's tears: "Why are you crying again?"
"Who made you suddenly come over and make me cry, you idiot." Mai Ding laughed and cried.
"Who said I ran over suddenly, I have always been by your side."
"At this time, you don't forget to say good things to make me happy."
"It's not a good word, it's the truth."
Only then did Mai Ding see An Ziyan's face clearly, his chin was stubbled, and his face was a little tired: "No way, you've been around here all this time?" He asked him not to come, but he did not come, but he was always around stay with yourself. Mai Ding's heart clenched tightly.
"if not."
"You, you, why did you do this." Mai Ding was already incoherent in surprise, An Ziyan can always do things that surprise him.
An Ziyan pushed Mai Ding's head: "Why, why, you really think I'll let you bear it alone, idiot, I'm your man, I have the responsibility to protect you."
"I."
"Okay, I'm not telling you not to cry."
After Mai Ding calmed down, the two leaned against the wall, and Mai Ding was next to An Ziyan: "Do you think I'm really unfilial? My mother cried and begged me, but I'm still indifferent."
"Parents will only use this last resort."
"That's right, they are so stupid, they want to find all the love in me, and then kill them all. They don't know, I have already hidden all my love to you. But I was slapped twice, it hurts .” Mai Ding touched his face.
An Ziyan turned his head sideways, held Mai Ding's face in his hands, and gently blew on Mai Ding's left cheek: "I'll blow it off for you."
Mai Ding shrugged his shoulders and giggled: "It's so itchy."
"Tell you not to move."
"But it's very itchy."