An Ziyan, you are right, why cry, you won't die.
It's true that you can't die, but you live in pain.
Mai Ding goes back and forth between the hospital and home every day, but grandma and Mai Ding's mother have never seen Mai Ding smile again, as if they have no emotions, they take care of grandma's body. After this, Mai Ding is getting thinner and thinner. Grandma squeezed Mai Ding's hand and felt distressed: "Xiao Ding, you should eat more."
"Grandma, I can't eat."
"Why do you torture yourself like this? Wouldn't it be better to think about it?"
"Grandma, what do you want me to think about it? I didn't leave An-Ziyan because I didn't love him. I did it for you, for you. The place called love in my heart hurts so much that life is worse than death every day, just to give up all the open space. , why do you have to let me choose, why?" Mai Ding threw himself on his grandmother's hospital bed, unable to restrain himself.
Grandma stroked Mai Ding's head: "Everything will pass, you will get better gradually, trust me."
Mai Ding stood up, cleaned up the dishes, and smiled wryly: "My heart won't get better again, it will just die slowly, maybe it's better to die, at least it won't feel pain, grandma, then I'll go back first I'll see you tomorrow." Mai Ding took the lunch box and walked out the door, grandma looked at Mai Ding and sighed.
When I met Mai Ding's mother at the gate of the hospital, Mai Ding's mother couldn't help but persuade: "You child can't be happier."
"You killed my love, why, you want to kill my emotions?" After saying that, Mai Ding left, yes, this time he was no longer selfish, and he no longer had to worry about who would suddenly fall ill because of him, and never I would worry about the burden brought by love, but now I feel relaxed, so relaxed that I don't even feel that I am still alive.
"You are too naughty, your words and actions are inconsistent;
You are too serious, the whole world is satisfied with good people;
You are too impatient, full of problems in your head and angry in your stomach;
You are too hypocritical; I just like to make some formalities;
When I thought that no one could make me fall in love again in this life, I met you;
Even if you have a lot of faults, I still fall in love with you;
So many times I've made you cry, you know I didn't mean to;
This world is already so crowded, I will leave an open space beside you,
I just want to tell you that if you hurt me, I won't get better;
I just want you to listen, this song written for you;
Since you love, don't stop;
Forgot to say, your name is Mai Ding. "
Mai Ding put the phone to his ear, quietly and repeatedly listening to the evidence of An Ziyan's existence, everything is not a dream, it's just over.
An Ziyan is not much better, no matter how the people around him tried to destroy the two of them, An Ziyan never gave up, but when Mai Ding cried to himself, apologized, and asked to break up, An Ziyan couldn't bear to go again. Add pain to Mai Ding, just leave. He never thought that saying the word "break up" would cause him such pain, it was so painful that he almost couldn't stand up.
As if under a spell, Mai Ding's words will follow wherever they go.
"An Ziyan, why don't you get up yet, get up soon, you'll be late for school later."
"An Ziyan, did you make a mistake? You took my book again, why didn't you bring it yourself?"
"An Ziyan, if you mess with me again, I'll die with you."
"An Ziyan, you bad guy."
"An Ziyan, you can also concentrate on loving me, okay? I'm absent-minded."
"An Ziyan, this is not a date."
"An Ziyan, you love me very much, right? Right!"
An Ziyan, who was walking down the road in a daze, was spotted by a few hooligans, who stopped him in an alley, and one of the yellow-haired ones said, "Look at this, you know you're rich, and your body is covered with famous brands. Hey, get some." Give the buddies some money, and we'll let you go, otherwise it wouldn't be so easy to leave today."
An Ziyan raised his head and stared at the gangsters, his eyes frightened the gangsters, but Huang Mao still insisted: "You, do you think that if you stare at us a few times, we will be afraid? Hand over the money."
"I think you are courting death."
"Hey, the tone is not small, if you don't show any color to you, you think we are sick cats, brothers, come on."
A few minutes later, the little hooligans were all bruised and swollen, and the yellow hair fell to the ground, and took out their mobile phones: "If you have the guts, don't go. I'll call someone right away. Don't go, don't go."
An Ziyan stood motionless at the same spot. Sure enough, not long after, more than 20 people came, surrounded An Ziyan, and all rushed forward. An Ziyan just fought back blankly, even if he was hit, he didn't make a sound. Slowly, An Ziyan's forehead and around the corners of his eyes were bleeding. After the last person was brought down, he wiped the blood from his forehead. The pain from the wound made him grin, no, no. An Ziyan kicked away the person blocking him, then ran to the parking lot, got into the car, and drove quickly to Grandma Mai Ding's house.
Mai Ding has not moved since he came back, and has been staring blankly at the place where An Ziyan left, as if An Ziyan learned to go out from there again, Mai Ding knew early on that it was impossible for him to forget, but he obviously wanted to The one who wants to break up, but the one who is reluctant to part is still myself.
He counted the things that passed by.
The old scalper at the entrance of the village began to be driven over to graze again.
The daughter-in-law of Grandpa Sun's family went to the countryside to avoid giving birth again. This is the third child.
Several children played mud fight together again.
An Ziyan's car was coming this way, and I said that the color of the car was too eye-catching, and I could see it at a glance wherever I went.
Mai Ding suddenly stood up and opened his eyes wide, making sure that he was not mistaken.
An Ziyan's car stopped at his house, then opened the car door, and stood in front of him through the window, Mai Ding looked at An Ziyan before he had time to be surprised, and shouted: "What's the matter with the injury on your face? Hit it, why didn't you apply some medicine, why didn't you go to the hospital." Mai Ding looked at the wound on An Ziyan's face, feeling extremely distressed.
An Ziyan covered Mai Ding's mouth with his hands: "Let me talk, Mai Ding, I tried it, your method doesn't work, so let me use my method, I can't live without you." An Ziyan hugged Mai Ding, and dragged Mai Ding out of the window of the house.
"Hey, what are you doing, let me wash your wound first."
An Ziyan threw Mai Ding into the car, and got in the car himself. In the car, Mai Ding looked at An Ziyan, finally couldn't help it, straddled An Ziyan's body, rudely, couldn't wait to offer his own kiss, his hands tightly grasped An Ziyan's clothes, to experience this With a real feeling, An Ziyan put his hands on Mai Ding's waist, exerting force, as if he wanted to embed him into his body.
I can't help it, I really miss you, An Ziyan.
In the future, never, never try to separate.
It’s fine if love can’t overcome everything, why do you need to overcome so many things, I only need you.
Yours, mine, kiss me again, kiss me until I can't think of anything else.