"Qi Qianze..."
Fu Wen felt that Qi Qianze's name was the most repeated thing he said today, he thought for a while, and said: "There is no reason, I just..."
He stopped talking halfway.
only. He didn't know what he was doing.
"Family."
Qi Qianze interrupted him again, put his hand on his shoulder, turned him to face himself, and said, "You like me."
The expression on Fu Yan's face was blank for a moment, then he lowered his eyes and did not meet his gaze.
"I won't believe you when you say you don't love me anymore."
Qi Qianze's voice was very firm, if Fu knew any excuses or difficulties, he would listen to them, but none of them could be accepted by Qi Qianze.
Fu Yan has his own considerations, he has also thought about it for a long time, if a person has been in love for more than ten years, it is not a sudden split, he must have gone through a long and tortured period of thinking, and finally felt that this is more important. Well, just did it.
Fu Yan whispered, "I have nothing to explain."
"You don't need to explain," Qi Qianze was not dissatisfied with his attitude, "I just want to know why."
Fu Wen said: "Why don't you want to know my explanation? Qi Qianze, you are very inconsistent."
From Fuan's point of view, Qi Qianze is waiting for a rejection that can convince him. He doesn't want to be dumped inexplicably, and this happens to be where Fuan needs to explain, because he needs to make his breakup seem reasonable.
"Okay, Fu Fan, I see," Qi Qianze let go of his wrist and said, "This is all your fault."
This is like a coquettish accusation, so cute that Fu Fan wants to laugh, if their relationship is not what it is now, Fu Fan would actually like to say "Why are you so funny", but after Qi Qianze's words are not at all It's not cute anymore, he said: "You can't tell, it's because you regret it now."
Qi Qianze didn't know when he learned to read people's hearts: "Fu Fan, it's not that you can't explain it to me, you can't explain it to yourself. You find out that you have done something wrong, and you regret it."
Fu Fan was poked at the center of the matter, and pursed his lips to refute, but Qi Qianze grabbed his wrist and walked into the house. Qi Qianze didn't pause at all, pointing at anything in sight to pierce Fu Fan: "This is the kitchen, you I bought a lot of beautiful bowls and chopsticks and small things. I said that I would feel good when I was cooking, and I would be in the mood to make them for me every day. This is the flower stand you bought. If my mother comes, I can pick her flowers. There is something to do, and you will not feel bored if you live at home for a long time; this is the study room we packed up, and we can sit together and use the same table when studying, just like doing homework when we were young; there is also a toilet, where you wash your face I have the same set for brushing teeth, you use blue and I use green, because you like green the most so you want me to see your favorite color every day. And the bedroom... "
Qi Qianze pushed open the door, pushed Fu Wen in, supported the door frame by himself, and said to Fu Wen, "It's all your own choice, you have a lot of ideas, what to buy and what not to buy, what looks good and what works, It's all up to you."
Qi Qianze doesn’t say too much or too little, he has always been a dead man, shut up when it is not necessary, explain when he needs a long explanation, and keep talking if he can’t explain clearly. This is how he wrote questions when he was young. Fu Fan likes to study with him very much, because Qi Qianze will keep asking questions that he doesn't understand, and will talk to him a lot.
"Fu Fan, why did you suddenly give up after you thought about it so hard?" Qi Qianze looked at him with a serious expression, "It's because of me, right?"
"I'm not good at expressing, did I make you sad?"
"Or..." Qi Qianze's eyes were dark and pure, and he said, "Or something else..." He felt that Fu Fanming still had feelings, and he couldn't think of why he had to leave at all.
Fu Wen couldn't speak, he shook his head, and only whispered no after a long time.
"That means you have no conscience."
Qi Qianze took two steps forward, and suddenly stretched out his hand to touch Fu Wan's chest. If Fu Wan wanted to hide, he pressed Fu Fan's shoulder to prevent him from hiding. His palm touched the soft fabric of the shirt, touched the temperature under the fabric, and then felt the trembling heartbeat in Fuan's chest.
"Fu Fan, you have no conscience!"
Fu Yan's heartbeat seemed to start to speed up, and his face was stained with a thin layer of red, but his expression was not shy, but that kind of suppressed tension. He didn't hide from Kai Qianze, nor broke away from him, just Standing there motionless, like Qi Qianze, his mood was turbulent, like a radical wave.
"Qi Qianze, it's not what you think."
"What's that like?" Qi Qianze said, "If there is any reason I can think of, it's that you don't want to. Why are you not willing?"
That's the truth, why is Fu Da Neng unwilling? If he still loves Qi Qianze after all these years, then the separation is probably because of Qi Qianze, and there will be no other reason.
Thinking about it this way, Qi Qianze seemed to have some idea, he said: "Or... Fu Fan, or you think you have been with me for too long, you think you have tied me up?"
Fu Wen raised his head suddenly, and moved his shoulders back like a conditioned reflex—it was a frantic movement that could not be concealed for a moment because his mind was exposed.
Qi Qianze confirmed it, and he went on to say, "So that's how it is."
He let go of Fu Fan, seemingly indifferent, but something slowly emerged in his heart, he looked straight at him and said, "You regret it, right?"
Fu can't understand this sentence.
Because what Qi Qianze said was right, he couldn't refute it.
If it is said that Fu Fan feels that he has tied up Qi Qianze and made him less like a person who can live a normal life, it is not unfounded. After all, Fu Fan has a strong desire to control, and it is hard to see who Qi Qianze is with. What's more, since he was smart since he was a child, he didn't think much of others, so of course he wouldn't like anyone close to Qi Qianze.
But in this way, Qi Qianze is really like being locked in a cage, and he probably won't be happy.
In addition, not to mention Fu Jian's pickiness and cleanliness in life - even the color of the toilet seat is a matching Fu Daan's preference, then Qi Qianze will definitely feel depressed and out of breath if he doesn't care about these small things Be angry.
Fu Fan had thought about many things, but he didn't know how to change it, and he was unwilling to tell others, let alone Qi Qianze. If he told him, Qi Qianze would directly choose to leave him. And based on these things, Fu Dian thought about it for more than half a year, and gradually came up with the idea of whether to separate.
But that was just an idea at the beginning, and the possibility of putting it into action is very low.
However, at that time, Qi Qianze also changed.
Qi Qianze discovered his heart.
Their grades are not bad, their personalities are fair, and finding a job in the future will not be a problem. In fact, there is no conflict between the two of them in life, because they are familiar with everything. Qi Qianze thinks that he has a good aesthetic and is appropriate in all aspects, so there is no need to speak up , happy and leisurely, and they like each other, and their relationship is not flawed. The biggest problem is that Fu Dian likes to be jealous.
When Qi Qianze was working on a project, he always communicated with others. If Fu Fan saw it, Fu Fan would be secretly unhappy, and would criticize whoever was wrong intentionally or unintentionally.
But Qi Qianze thought, it's nothing, just take it slowly, he can accept everything about Fu Fan, and then get better together with Fu Fan.
But things are always unreasonable and unsatisfactory.
"I've been to your classroom before, waiting for you at the door," Fu Wen said suddenly, "What are you talking about?"
"It's all things I don't understand, so I just thought, I want to hear what you tell me when I have time." Because Qi Qianze, who talks about things he likes, will shine brightly.
However, the result was obviously not good, because Fu Fan couldn't understand anything, they would digress in the end, and then Qi Qianze would not have that confident look on his face.
Anyway, when facing the talisman, there won't be any.
Fu Yan went to the classroom door to look at it a few times, thought for a long time, and felt more and more wrong.
He was a child who only had eyes for himself, and insisted on taking the treasures he loved for himself, but suddenly one day when he grew up, he realized how stupid he was.
Because he actually dusted the sparkling gems and bound his favorite people because of his own selfishness.
At that time, Fu Dan was sticking his hands on the door frame, hiding half of his face behind the door, thinking ecstatically—
How cruel and ridiculous I am.