I Love You as Much as You Do

Chapter 19

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When driving to Shengyue, there were three people in suits and leather shoes standing in front of the hotel in the distance. Xiangyang parked the car next to the door, and when he got out of the car, he wanted to hold Jinxiu's hand, but Jinxiu dodged without a trace.

The three people who were standing just now came forward, all of them had consistent professional smiles on their faces.

The slightly chubby middle-aged man spoke first: "Just now when I met Assistant Wang to check in, I didn't know Mr. Chen was coming. Why didn't you notify us, so that we can prepare for the reception."

Xiang Yang glanced at Jin Xiu, "Private schedule, don't bother you."

The middle-aged gentleman suddenly realized.

Jinxiu took a deep breath, and mumbled her words very fast, "You guys still have things to do, I'll go up first."

Xiang Yang's raised hand hadn't reached anyone yet, Jinxiu walked forward as if being chased by someone behind her.

Xiang Yang's words were abruptly intercepted: "Axiu,,,,,"

Jinxiu turned her head and took a look: "Goodbye!"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Xiang Yang's response, he quickly ran to the elevator room with messy steps.

Looking at the sound of Jinxiu's footsteps going away, Xiangyang secretly gritted his teeth.

When Jinxiu arrived at the door of the room, her hands were still shaking, she opened her bag for a while before finding the key card, and after swiping the card, Jinxiu turned around and closed the door.

Then he leaned against the back of the door and didn't want to move.

She was thinking about what had happened recently, and recalled what the two of them had experienced.

She knew she was holding back again, what she was afraid of, what she was expecting.

If you don’t listen, don’t look, then nothing exists

After standing behind the door for an unknown amount of time, Jinxiu was brought back to her thoughts by the knock on the door. Her feet were slightly numb, and she saw the hotel staff standing outside with a smile from the cat's eyes.

Open the door, the person who came introduced himself: "Miss Jin, hello, I am the room manager of the hotel, my surname is Li, this is the dinner arranged by Mr. Chen for you."

After he finished speaking, he waved his hand, and the equally well-trained waiter behind him pushed the dining car in.

Seeing them filling the dining table with food, Jinxiu felt a little nervous.

The amount of dishes is not much, but the variety is very rich.

Is he coming over for dinner

Of course she was looking forward to it. After waiting for so many years, the ghost knows how much she misses him.

However, there is more fear in my heart.

He said talk, talk about what

Facing a table of sumptuous delicacies, Jin Xiu's mind was not on eating at all. I ate every bite, but my heart was always uneasy.

fortunately. He didn't come.

Lost, but also relieved.

The last time I met him, I pretended not to know him, but this time I took the initiative to find her.

Do you want to talk about the experience of the past few years, or tell her that he is getting married

There were too many things going on these two days, and Jinxiu felt a little confused. She didn't know how to face Xiang Yang, and she didn't know in what capacity to talk to him.

She has been shrunk in the turtle shell for too long, and occasionally poking her head out to see the sun is joyful, but what she encountered was a storm, and she just wanted to stay tightly in the turtle shell and not come out.

Can't see, can't hear, everything is still expected, there is hope.

She still needs to keep looking for her sunshine, she can still dream thousands of times, sad, sad, but most of them are joyful.

Talking is sure to have a good talk, but can it not be at this time.

At least, what can make her think about it? What could happen.

his problem? Did he encounter any difficulties

her problem? She did always feel that she was not good enough for him.

their problem? Get along too little. Just like what Xu Jingyan said, they met by chance at first, but sparks were sparked when they collided under the circumstances at that time, but after the fire, they could only be a pile of ashes.

Now Jinxiu can't wait to find someone to confide in, she feels that if she doesn't confide her words, she will explode in her heart.

She thought of Xu Jingyan.

So she called Xu Jingyan once, twice, three times. For the first time, she didn't answer the phone.

Then Jinxiu called Mo Ni, and Mo Ni answered quickly, but her side was very noisy, needless to say, it was a game of life again, and it was not suitable to discuss the topic of life at all.

Jinxiu simply said hello to her and hung up the phone.

Jinxiu walked around the room with her mobile phone, walking, walking.

I almost had to dig out the phone numbers of my classmates and call them a dozen.

Fortunately, I held back my evil hand.

He Lanjun is very beautiful, bright and flamboyant, and can always become the focus of the crowd at a glance. Who wouldn't like such a person

And what about myself? Standing with He Lanjun, his baby face is like a yellow-haired girl who hasn't grown up. The personality is also weird, and the work is just quite satisfactory.

No matter how you calculate it, He Lanjun is much better than him, not at the same level at all.

The little inferiority complex in Jinxiu's heart reappeared faintly.

What to do next

Dodge him

When they met for the first time, Jinxiu fell in love with Xiangyang at first glance, so she tried her best to avoid it.

Do you want to hide now

Jinxiu, you are no longer young.

face

How to face it? Seven years and eight months. Not to mention how Xiangyang will change in this colorful world, even if he only stays in one circle, he has become sophisticated now, and he will act according to people's faces.

Just when Jinxiu was struggling the most, the phone rang, it was the hotel landline.

When Jinxiu answered the phone, it was Xiang Yang calling.

This was the first time they talked on the phone, there was no noise around them, the voice coming through the current was a little low, but it still hit her heart.

"Come out, I'll take you to watch the moon."

Jinxiu didn't know how to answer, her mind was full of echoes, moon appreciation, moon appreciation, moon appreciation...

"Axiu?" Xiang Yang called again.

It was only then that Jinxiu came to her senses: "No, it's too late."

After finishing speaking, Jinxiu hastily hung up the phone.

Her heart still couldn't stop beating violently, and now she didn't know how to face Xiang Yang, getting angry, angry, pretending not to care, seemed inappropriate.

After that, Xiang Yang didn't call again. Jinxiu tossed and turned all night, trying to calm down, but couldn't restrain herself at all.

I am happy in my heart, after so many years, I thought that we would meet each other in a long way, but suddenly we met without any precautions.

How much expectation, how much want to retreat, the villain in my heart keeps fighting and persuading: If you don’t know what to say to him, just listen to what he has to say, and make a decision after listening to it; no, I’m not No, it's just that now is not the right time.

When it was dawn, Jinxiu felt a little drowsy, but unexpectedly she slept very peacefully all night without dreams.

When I woke up, it was past eleven o'clock, and I was supposed to take a day off today and go back tomorrow.

Now she has a new idea, after calling to book a flight ticket, she decisively checks out.

The front desk said that her procedures have been completed and she can check out directly.

Thinking about it, I don't know whether it was Mr. Zheng who explained it or Xiang Yang had already said hello. After all, I don't have to worry about it.

When boarding the plane, Jinxiu directly took off the blindfold and continued to sleep.

Suddenly there is a very tired feeling, and I especially want to sleep to let the body relax and rest.

In a daze, I don't know if I fell asleep or not, and I feel that the time will soon reach the destination.

I made a call to Xu Jingyan and told her that I was in Guangzhou now, and there was a high-pitched voice comparable to that of a dolphin.

After asking for the address, Jinxiu took a taxi directly to find her.

For Jinxiu, this is a breakthrough.

She has been living in a frame, and for the first time, she will do something when she is not planning.

This time it was unplanned, and she urgently needed a way to vent.

Xu Jingyan didn't expect Jinxiu to come to her, and she was so happy that she hung on Jinxiu like an octopus. Of course, for Jinxiu's small body, she can only pretend to hang it on her body.

"Baby, baby. Do you miss me? I miss you so much too. I'm so exhausted, Zhou Yun is a bastard, it doesn't count if I break up with him, but I still have to pull others' backs. I want to accompany him every day to socialize. Ah …”

Xu Jingyan spoke without thinking, and only when she came out did she remember that the culprit of Zhou Yun's broken love was the person she complained to her, so she hurriedly stopped her words in vain.

Jinxiu glared at her pretending to be angry, Xu Jingyan covered her mouth belatedly, her eyes rolled away.

Jinxiu's originally chaotic mood has miraculously calmed down a bit.

Xu Jingyan refused to let Jinxiu open another room, saying that they would sleep together holding hands tonight.

Jinxiu also happened to want someone to accompany her, so she didn't reject her proposal.

You see, everything becomes a lot easier when you have a good friend by your side.

When she arrived at the hotel, Xu Jingyan seemed to have taken a stimulant. She pulled Jinxiu enthusiastically, and then put all the clothes she bought these days on the bed for Jinxiu to see.

"I went shopping by myself two days ago, and I happened to see that this dress suits you very well, so I bought it. You see, you see, you wear this white one, and I wear this black one. Then we will be black and white. gone."

Jinxiu didn't understand what she was going to do. Xu Jingyan had always been a relatively evasive person, and she never played cards according to the routine.

In the end Jinxiu wore a black tube top knee-length skirt, and Xu Jingyan helped her comb her half-length hair, and also painted a thick smoky makeup, the whole person looked like a loli angel.

Originally, Xu Jingyan chose a white lace dress with a low cut to the thighs for Jinxiu, but Jinxiu looked at the almost transparent style and refused to wear it. In the end, she fought desperately before she reluctantly accepted this slightly ladylike black mid-length skirt.

Xu Jingyan secretly laughed in her heart, now this dress is more attractive when worn on Jinxiu, okay, the feathers on the tube top are half hidden, making the roundness of the chest looming, making people have a desire to find out. .

The mysterious black swan, with a little bit of playfulness and cuteness, is simply too great.

She herself is taller, so she chose a long white dress. Her overall attire looked like a proud white swan, noble and glamorous.

Thinking about asking her to wear this outfit to the bar later, Xu Jingyan's inner villain couldn't help but jubilate and dance.

Xu Jingyan kept circling in front of Jinxiu, and then waved her big hand, making a movement of all the gentlemen: "How, how, can this attract a lot of men?"

Looking at her, Jinxiu couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, and rubbed her chin with her right hand a few times, pretending to be embarrassed: "It's good, it would be better if I could keep my mouth shut."

Xu Jingyan jumped up and tapped Jinxiu's back lightly, "You can say it, you can say it."

Hahahahahaha...

Maybe Xu Jingyan knew that Jinxiu was in a bad mood.

However, she doesn't go out of her way to comfort people, she doesn't ask anything, she just uses her own way to explain Jinxiu and let her relax.

She seemed to have no troubles, and lived her life happily every day, happy, laughing, and getting along with everyone.