All to no avail.
The relationship between the two of them has always been on the same level, Chen Yao thought that Jinxiu was angry, and she should be angry after so many years of ignoring her.
Jinxiu thinks that she is not good enough and not worthy of such a good Chen Yao, she is avoiding Chen Yao, and she is also avoiding her own heart.
Chen Yao seems to be quite busy these days, and he only comes back very late. Sometimes Jinxiu doesn't hear any movement at the door until one o'clock, and he knows in his heart that he won't be coming back today.
Wang Yi would still bring breakfast over, the dishes are different every day, but they are all Jinxiu's favorite taste, the amount is not too much, just enough for Jinxiu to eat.
Jinxiu also very tactfully suggested that there is no need to give her a gift, she can make it herself or go out to eat. Wang Yi was very embarrassed and said that he was only a part-time worker, working for the boss, and she could bring up any problems with their boss.
Talking to their boss, isn't that talking to Xiang Yang, Xiang Yang, hey, forget it, she is not ready to face the relationship between two people!
He said he would give her time. But some things cannot be changed with time.
For example, they are not from the same world, and they are born with a big gap there.
Xiang Yang was born in a big city and was the number one student in the college entrance examination. Now he has another identity, the president of Sheng'an.
And what about myself
A little girl in a mountain village was abandoned by her parents since she was a child, and her adoptive parents also disliked her. Fortunately, she met Xiang Yang and rescued herself from the sea of suffering, so she was able to be free now.
In the third year of high school, Li Meili also came to make trouble several times.
When she went to school, she cried and yelled, saying that Jinxiu was ungrateful, that she had gotten rich in a big city, and that she was going to be a college student, but she kicked away the family who raised her.
Principal Liu and Teacher Gao tried their best to protect Jinxiu, and told the security guards not to allow Li Meili to enter the school, so she would swear at the school gate.
Later, it was Jin Ming who came over, and the little man also yelled at Li Meili, saying that if she came to Jinxiu again, he would never come home again, so Li Meili gave up.
What about Splendid
She doesn't care about other people's strange eyes, and she can't see other people's pointing fingers. Every day, the classroom, cafeteria and dormitory are three points and one line, as if all of this has nothing to do with her.
She only concentrates on studying the questions, except for sleeping and eating, she is studying. The only way out for her now is to get good grades in the college entrance examination and leave here far away.
Will you miss Xiangyang
Of course I want to!
But now is not the time to think about it.
When she's off to college, they'll be able to see each other, and they'll be together again soon.
Soon, soon. As long as the college entrance examination is over, everything can start again, and a new good day is waiting ahead.
If she hadn't met Xiang Yang, what would she be doing now
Lincheng must not be able to come, I dare not even think about it.
You should have been married a long time ago. If you marry Liang Bing, or Wang Bing, Zhang Bing and Li Bing, and have several children, one of them will definitely be a son or is still working hard to have a son, and live a life of husband and wife.
For Xiangyang, apart from love, there is also admiration and gratitude.
When she first arrived in Lin City, she was overjoyed and thankful that she finally came, she finally arrived in a sunny city.
However, when she arrived in Lincheng after taking the bus for more than 20 hours, she suddenly realized that she didn't know how to contact Xiangyang at all.
The city is so big, she doesn't know anyone, tall buildings tower into the sky, cars roar past, she is at a loss at the bus station where people come and go, she can't even see the lights on the road I understand, but I don't know where to go? How to go
She heard all the people in the city said, but she couldn't understand them at all, and she didn't understand what they meant.
The joy of coming to Lincheng suddenly flooded with all kinds of thoughts, disappointment, worry, fear, all kinds of emotions mixed.
Two years of hard work, two years of patience, Ayang, I have arrived in Lin City, where are you? How can I find you
She must find him, he said he hoped she would come to Lincheng, he said he hoped she could wait for him.
Seven years have passed, she has graduated and worked, and for so many years, she can't find him, worrying that there will be no day to stop.
Finally got the news, but I learned how great he is from others, and he is also someone else's fiancé.
Such a meeting is worse than not seeing each other.
He didn't understand how much she expected for their reunion at the beginning, how hard she worked to get into Lin University, just because he said to ask her to come to Lin City, just because he said, you have to wait for me.
Although later I found out that they were just cooperating and didn't have any feelings for each other, Jin Xiu couldn't help thinking that even an outsider could justifiably stand by your side, but I haven't heard anything about you for more than seven years.
He is the president of Sheng'an, the proud son of heaven, and I am just a very, very ordinary and tiny member of all living beings.
He was better than the Xiang Yang she knew, which made Jin Xiu even more unconfident. Is she really worthy of him
**
When we met again, Chen Yao called.
It's still the same old way, go, reward, month.
Without even thinking about it, Jinxiu refused.
"Or, shall I go to your place?"
"Ah, no. Didn't you say to give me time to think about it?"
"Jinxiu, what I said was to give you time to adapt, and there is nothing to consider. I, want to see you." Chen Yao's voice was a little unhappy.
"Then, let's go next time, shall we go next time?" After finishing speaking, Jinxiu added a guilty conscience, "Okay?"
Chen Yao gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Jinxiu, I, now, want, want, see, you, I can't wait for the next time."
"The moon isn't out at all and it's so windy right now..."
"beautiful…"
"oh!"
Let's see it, whoever is afraid of others, it's as if she dare not see her.
Although, it is a little bit dare not.
The balance in Jinxiu's heart has been fluctuating, wanting to see, but not daring to see. Just as I was about to say something more, I heard the doorbell ringing outside.
Jinxiu knew that she could no longer hide, so she could only move over step by step. Chen Yao didn't urge her, and after three rings, she became quiet.
When she got to the door, Jinxiu took a peek outside, and it was really Chen Yao standing outside, with his head slightly lowered in thought.
In one go, Jinxiu opened the door, and Chen Yao raised his head to grab Jinxiu's hand, but she avoided it.
Chen Yao wanted to reach out again, but Jinxiu turned around directly.
Chen Yao took a look at Jinxiu, and no longer insisted on holding hands, only said lightly: "Let's go."
"Let's go" came from the mobile phone that Jinxiu had not had time to put down, and the two voices overlapped, which still surprised Jinxiu.
In fact, Chen Yao was also beating drums in his heart, he didn't know what to do, he was afraid that Jinxiu would tell him, "Let's forget it."
What should he do then
Fortunately, she didn't say anything, because she still had a chance.
Chances are they're still together.
It's just that he couldn't figure it out, what was she afraid of, she obviously still had feelings for him, but she kept running away, what was she afraid of
Chen Yao had nothing to do with Jinxiu, and he didn't dare to procrastinate any longer. There are some things that should be talked about openly and honestly. He hates the feeling of being separated now, and keeps avoiding how to solve the problem.
Now it can only be ruined, and the victory or defeat depends on it.
Jinxiu walked behind Chen Yao. There were two people in the elevator. Jinxiu stood at the opposite corner from Chen Yao. She looked up at the number keys, as if there was so much charm and magic there.
Chen Yao didn't look at her again, and when he reached the top floor without saying anything, Chen Yao took the lead to go out, and Jin Xiu reluctantly followed.
The top floor is obviously carefully arranged, the ground is covered with artificial grass and flowers, and there is a white igloo in the middle of the grass, with twinkling small flower lights wrapped around it. There is a rattan flower stand next to it, and a white swing is swinging. There is a small round table not far from the swing, and there are two round stools beside the round table, which look cute and romantic.
Chen Yao sat down on a stool, and then kept staring at Jinxiu. His eyes were deep and dark. Even at night, Jinxiu couldn't stand his staring eyes. After a while, he lowered his head and sat silently. On another stool.
Alas, beauty deceives people.
Sure enough, there was no moon and few stars tonight, but the cold wind kept blowing my face.
Fortunately, the weather is fine, and the night sky is like a piece of cloth with splashed ink.
"I want to apologize to you. I haven't been looking for you in the past few years. At first, because I couldn't contact you abroad, and later because I didn't have a good time." Just when Jinxiu was in a daze, Chen Yao's voice came leisurely .
Jinxiu raised her head: "Ah??? Oh!"
Chen Yao didn't dare to look at Jinxiu's face, but moved closer and pulled the stool closer to Jinxiu, as if this could make up for the regret of not being around all these years.
"Although I didn't look for you because of my last resort, but in the end it made you sad."
Jinxiu pursed her lips, "I...I'm not sad." I just miss you so much.
Yes, I miss you so much. For more than two thousand and eight hundred days, I haven't stopped thinking about you for a single day. When I miss you, there is sweetness and pain, but there is always more hope than despair.
I'm still worried. Worrying that you are in danger and I don't know, worrying that you let me wait for you is just empty words.
I thought I could only wait in vain. For more than seven years, I wanted to give up, but I kept giving myself hope. After thinking about it for so long, even if they saw each other, the two of them might have passed away.
Chen Yao's heart seemed to be squeezed tightly in someone's hand, then loosened, and then tightened again. He squatted in front of Jinxiu and held Jinxiu's hands.
Just as Jinxiu was about to struggle, she clung tightly as if Chen Yao had expected it.
Chen Yao murmured: "Axiu, don't let me go."
Jinxiu stopped moving, and just let him hold it in the palm of her hand in a daze.
Jinxiu's eyes were moist, she blinked and looked at Chen Yao with big eyes.
Chen Yao's face was a bit tired, Danfeng's eyes were not raised like before, and the tails of his eyes were slightly lowered, revealing a pitiful look, like a puppy abandoned by someone on the side of the road, looking at Jinxiu's heart There was a pain. It was as if someone had tightly pinched the heart, not daring to beat too fast, for fear that it would pop out of the mouth, and fearing that it would not be able to bear the heartbeat if it beat too slowly.
Chen Yao raised his head and glanced at Jinxiu, his heart fluttered for a moment, his eyes narrowed slightly, his head lowered, and his lips pressed against hers.
With his lips, he carefully traced the lines of her lips, without any smear, just a simple kiss, just wanting to get closer to the girl he misses day and night. There is a little force on the lips, as if with magic power, they are finely ground, telling the lovesickness.
After all these years, Chen Yao never missed her.
The young man who had been flamboyant and wanton in the past twelve years became restrained and silent because of a sudden change in his family. The encounter at the age of nineteen was like a ray of light that broke through the darkness in his heart, so that he could walk towards the light in a world surrounded by darkness.
For more than 2,800 days, I haven't stopped thinking about it for a moment. Worried that she would encounter unforeseen dangers, worried that he would not be there when she needed help, worried that she would... abandon him.
Jinxiu pushed Chen Yao away hard, but the strength was as weak as an ant shaking a tree.
Unable to push, Jinxiu could only use her fists instead. The two fists kept hitting Chen Yao's body. Although she used a lot of strength, she didn't know how to do it. From Chen Yao's point of view, it was like scratching an itch.
Jinxiu really wanted to vent out all the grievances and longings of the past few years. She didn't know how to express her anger. Now she has low self-esteem and grievances, so she can only play petty temper like this.
Chen Yao's lips left, but his hands did not relax. He hugged her with a certain amount of strength, but not too hard to hurt Jinxiu.
He grabbed one of Jinxiu's fists, coaxing in a low voice, "Axiu, Axiu!"
Jinxiu eight years ago couldn't refuse that Xiang Yang who showed weakness to her, and Jinxiu eight years later also raised her hands in surrender to this begging Chen Yao.
Jinxiu pouted, tears streaming down her face, she didn't know what she was talking about: "I'm just scared, I just miss you, I can't find you, I can't find you, I can't find you again, I'm going to forget what you look like?"
Jinxiu cried and said, the voice was intermittent, Chen Yao could feel the pain in his heart. Hearing Jinxiu's words, his heart was pinched and then loosened. Love and be happy.
Chen Yao leaned down, gently pinched Jinxiu's small fist with five fingers, looked at Jinxiu's red eyes with his head tilted, and said with certainty: "You won't."
Jinxiu's fist twirled in Chen Yao's hand trying to break free, but Chen Yao's hand remained motionless.
Jinxiu pursed her pink lips angrily, waiting to be licked and savored like jelly.
"Forgot, I forgot a long time ago." Jinxiu snorted angrily and hiccupped a lot.
Chen Yao pressed his tongue lightly against his teeth, and wanted to kiss her again.
He calmed down a little, and said with a low smile: "You won't, and I won't either."
You won't forget what I look like, and you won't forget me.
Chen Yao understood Jinxiu's grievances, and also understood what she was struggling with.
Jinxiu stepped on Chen Yao lightly with her foot, and turned her face to the side so as not to look at him.
Chen Yao turned his head following Jinxiu, and asked in a breathy voice, "Why don't you look at me?"
Jinxiu still didn't speak, and continued to be an awkward bug.
Chen Yao looked at Jinxiu's red ears, clicked his tongue, and finally couldn't bear to bite Jinxiu's lower lip.
The awkward bug continued to twist and twist, Chen Yao put her hands close to her waist, and then clamped her arms tightly to prevent her from moving.
Jinxiu finally couldn't move anymore, and Chen Yao concentrated on enjoying his delicious dessert. I licked it with the tip of my tongue, and it was as sweet as I remembered.
How many years? They have experienced too much, they have been separated for too long, and they have not had time to talk about everything, everything can be brought closer to each other with kisses.
Fortunately, all the waiting was worth it.
He said: "Look at me, what you need to consider is me, only us, okay?" The voice was vague, full of longing and love.
With a sigh, it seems that I finally found the lost treasure, holding it in the palm of my hand, and I am reluctant to let it go.