I Love You, It's Not About You

Chapter 105: indifferent

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Today, my mother had dinner at home, breaking the habit of only having meals with Ye Yuli in the past.

Ye Yuli sat across from me, saying nothing like me.

"Mom..." I broke the silence and looked at my beautiful mother.

Ye Yuli instinctively raised her head and looked at me warily, for fear that I would say something unfavorable to him.

Really, look down on people! Am I such a despicable villain

"What's the matter?" Mom looked at me tenderly.

"Can you temporarily cancel your brother's special training?" I said cowardly.

Mom was very puzzled by my inexplicable request, raised her head and glanced at Ye Yuli, "What's the matter?"

I just wanted to talk about Ye Yuli's illness, but found Ye Yuli stared at me tightly, as if he wanted to kill me when I made a mistake. I had to change my words: "He is still small now, the company It’s never too late to learn about things!"

No return on a good deed!

Mom gave a small smile and said softly: "I will consider this."

"No need!" Ye Yuli interrupted our conversation coldly, and said to me disdainfully: "You don't need to be nosy!"

"Do you have to talk to your sister like this?" Mom dissatisfied me to fight the injustice.

Seeing Ye Yuli being so angry, I knew he was still angry at what I said on the top floor.

Ye Yuli was suddenly shocked by my embrace of him. He looked at me in disbelief, "Yiting..." His eyes were infinitely tender.

I suddenly thought of what Ziyin said, and of her sad eyes.

Ye Yuli is my brother. He is my brother no matter what. This is a fact that can never be changed, but Ziyin, my best friend, if I really stay with Ye Yuli, let her be alone. Sad, how will I face her in the future

I can't lose such a good friend, I can never...

I held back my heartache and looked at Ye Yuli, and said quietly: "I finally understand how important you are to me! Without you, I don't know what would become of me? But, it's just my sister to my brother. I like it. I like the way you stood in front of me to protect me when you were a kid, like you found me on the top floor, like when you found me when Qiao Xi and the others hurt me, I never knew how to cherish, but today, When I saw you down on the court, when I heard that you were gone, my heart was so anxious. I was so afraid that you would leave me suddenly, so afraid! From now on, I will never be the same again. Willful, brother, will you forgive me?"

My gentle words slowly shattered the light of hope burning in his eyes. He looked at me with a smile but a smile, his tone was full of sadness and despair, "Yin Yiting, I really admire you! Really! What are you doing? Can you make me so painful? Except you, I am afraid that there will be no second person than you in the world! What is "My heart is so anxious"? This is really the result that is always there. What did you say? Okay! Since you want to say that, then I have nothing to say. Thank you so much for telling me! You succeeded in showing me how unbearable my love is! From now on, I will give up my heart forever as you wish!" He finished speaking and walked quickly downstairs, looking lonely and lonely from his back.

I stood in the wind, looking at his back, squatting weakly, tears falling unscrupulously, and falling to the ground, "click-" hurts in my heart!

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel sad.

"She is not my sister!" Ye Yuli suddenly raised the volume and looked at me dissatisfied.

"Enough!" Mother was very angry, and looked at Ye Yuli angrily: "What do you mean,'She is not your sister'?"

I know my mother is worried that I will be sad after hearing such words. She has been very good to me since childhood. Although I am not her own, but she made me feel the warmth of my mother.

Ye Yuli still didn't know how to repent, and quarreled against my mother who was defending me: "She is neither surnamed Ye nor Shen. Why do you say that she is my sister? Where is my sister?"

Mother looked at Ye Yuli helplessly. This guy who always annoyed her, seemed to be unable to see her peaceful all the time.

Mother turned her head to the other side angrily, sighed, and turned to Ye Yuli again, and said, "You are no longer a child. You are not only relatives who are related by blood. Don't make unreasonable trouble with me!"

"Family?" Ye Yuli smiled mockingly, "Do I have any relatives? Since I was young, my respected mother, have you taken care of me? There is a babysitter when I am hungry, and a doctor when I am sick... That's it! This is the love you give me? This is the love you give to your only son? Even blood relationship cannot be guaranteed. What kind of relatives are you still talking about with me?"

Seeing Ye Yuli's disappointment mixed in anger, I suddenly felt that he was so pitiful.

For so many years, I have only cared about my emotions and never thought about the mood of Ye Yuli, who has been protecting me. He doesn't have a father just like me. Although he has a mother, only the Yip Group is in the eyes of his mother.

Maybe he kept annoying his mother just to make her notice him and give him real warmth.

Mother stared at Ye Yuli for a few seconds, suddenly threw away the chopsticks, and shouted hysterically: "Are you complaining about me? I am not for Ye's, for what your grandpa said before his death, for you, for This home!"

Facing Ye Yuli's incomprehension, she was very painful. I am no longer a child, and it is not difficult at all to distinguish a person's emotions.

"Home?" Ye Yuli sneered after looking at the whole villa with a smile, but said, "Is the house without relatives called home?"

"Then what do you want me to do?"

I have never seen my mother look so angry, she looks so helpless in such a beautiful scenery.

She has been focusing on her work all these years, but I know that she has suffered a lot of grievances. Which woman does not want to have a warm and happy home? However, this is the owner of the Ye's Group, and she has a lot of beauty in everyone's eyes. She has never had a warm home in the position that so many people have dreamed of.

I don’t know what happened here before I came to Ye’s house. No one would like to mention all the past. Ye Yuli, who has been pretending to be an indifferent mother and always unruly, has long learned to hide everything from the past in her heart. This may be the only tacit understanding between him and her!

I have witnessed the squandering process of a beautiful woman's years, from her twenties to her thirties and then to her forties. Such a seemingly absurd process has confined a woman's life. Just as Ye Yuli said, the old stubbornness of the Ye family ruined the happiness of the three people, and his mother was one of them.

Although I don't know who the other two are, I am sure that they will not be any better than their mother! Because Ye Yuli, who had witnessed all the "disasters", was so afraid of that kind of life.

I gently held my mother's trembling hand because of anger, trying to calm her emotions, "Mom, don't be angry."

Ye Yuli glared at me indifferently, then dropped his chopsticks and went upstairs.

Mother looked at Ye Yuli's departure direction thoughtfully, her eyes complicated and deep.

Toot---Toot---

Mom's cell phone rang suddenly, she took care of her emotions, returned to her usual calm, and answered the phone.

Before she could hang up the phone, she hurriedly left before my eyes.