I walked upstairs emotionally, only to see Ye Yuli collapse at the door of his room.
I ran to him madly, and shouted nervously: "Ye Yuli, are you okay?"
What's wrong with him, why is it like this? How could Ye Yuli, who has always been too strong to be defeated, become like this
He closed his eyes and lay quietly, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with him anymore.
When the woman with picturesque eyebrows walked in, Aunt Tian and I had helped Ye Yuli onto the bed.
I stood at the door, watching the new female doctor and Aunt Tian’s busy look, and suddenly remembered that a long time ago, Ye Yuli, who was originally ill, said: "For you, what if you die?" Thinking of him getting vomited blood for me Suddenly, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
He used to do so much for me, but now, I can do nothing for him except hurt him, Ye Yuli, sorry...
The female doctor came out, took a look at me, and said to Aunt Tian: "According to this situation, the only way to infuse him is to infuse him with nutrient solution. Also, the patient's mood directly affects his condition. You must note."
Aunt Tian looked at Ye Yuli who was weak on the bed with distress, nodded gently, and walked into Ye Yuli's room.
I was hesitating whether to go in and see Ye Yuli, but the female doctor accidentally grabbed my arm.
I looked at her confusedly, "Are you...what's wrong?"
She looked at me with a faint smile, "Miss Yiting, can we talk about it?"
Talk? I looked at her questioningly, what is she going to talk to me
Although I don't know what she was trying to say, I followed her to the sofa in the living room and sat down.
I looked at her crystal clear eyes anxiously, "Just say what you want."
She looked at me, paused, and then said: "It's actually about... Qiao Jun, I think you wouldn't mind?"
As soon as I heard Qiao Jun, my whole mind was confused, but I still wanted to hear what she was going to say, "Just tell me."
She looked away and slowly said, "Qiao Jun is in the hospital and has a good reputation. I think this is also the relationship that President Shen was relieved to find him at the beginning, but why did you... suddenly ask to replace him? "She turned her head suddenly and looked at me curiously.
Thinking of what I said to Qiao Jun in the room that day, I suddenly felt guilty.
At that time, how could I be so impulsive
I stared at her face with shame, wondering why she suddenly asked such a question.
Does this have anything to do with her
Seeing me staring at her like this, she smiled uncomfortably: "I'm just asking casually, you don't need to care too much. However, what it means for a doctor to be replaced by your own patient, do you know? "
I lowered my head and said softly: "For Qiao Jun, I know it's all my fault. But, who can't make mistakes?" Suddenly I didn't know where the courage came from, and stared at her closely: "Your life , Haven't you made any mistakes?"
After listening to my words, her expression slowly sank, as if I had touched a string in her heart.
After a moment of silence, she raised her head, looked at me sadly, and said affirmatively: "I have committed it! Moreover, I have no way to forgive myself in my life."
"..." I didn't speak, but looked at her curiously.
Her look suddenly became so sad: "Love is really a helpless thing. I... once loved someone deeply, even though he had a girlfriend, at that time, because of my willfulness, I insisted on telling him about me. Do you know? Fortunately, he actually gave up his original girlfriend for me. But I didn’t expect that my luck was to step on the misfortune of another girl, who was before breaking up with him , Has been pregnant with his child. When I gave everything I had to the boy because of my youth, I was bumped into by his ex-girlfriend. Later, because of the fact that the girl was unable to accept it, and because of the pregnancy It was exploded, and I couldn't think of it for a while, but I jumped off the top floor of the school...!"
After speaking, she lowered her eyelids, with a guilty expression like a penitent angel.
I don't know why, as long as people in white clothes always make me think of the word angel.
"The story of the'Ghost Terrace'!" I blurted out in surprise.
"'Ghost Terrace'?" She looked at me suspiciously, and suddenly understood, nodded sadly and said: "Yes! Later it was called'Ghost Terrace'! Do you know? It was me, I killed her !" She raised her head and looked at me excitedly, as if she wanted to die for that girl herself.
She stared at me for a long time before slowly calming down, and then said: "But no one knows about this. I am still a good student in the eyes of the teacher. To this day, I have my own job... You know me Why should you be a doctor?" She said, suddenly turning her head.
"..." Listening to her story, I was already speechless in surprise.
In fact, I am indeed a person who hasn't seen the world much.
She didn't seem to care about my answer, and said the reason indifferently: "To redeem my sins! To redeem the sins I committed when I was young. In fact, being young cannot be an excuse for a person to make mistakes. No matter whether you are young or not, you committed it. Wrong, this life can’t be erased. So, don’t let young people hurt yourself.” After she finished speaking, she shrugged helplessly at me, forced a smile, and said, “This is just my suggestion. After all, I didn’t personally No one will understand the hardships along the way."
"Then... how are you and that man?" I looked at her curiously.
She paused, and said indifferently: "I have a hard time accepting this, and left him when he said he was responsible for me. I know, it was only because he was afraid that I would be as stupid as his ex-girlfriend. It’s, after all, not many people can withstand the shock... Last year, he had a car accident, and now he has gone far away."
"Dead!" Retribution must have come.
I looked at her depressed, and didn't know what to say to comfort her.
She was silent for a while, resisting sadness and stood up, squeezing a smile, "Let's go see your brother!"
Before I could answer, she quickly walked upstairs and disappeared from my sight.
Maybe what she wanted to avoid was not my gaze, but the deep guilt in her heart.