Early in the morning, when I walked out of the house, the sun was shining on my face, and Ye Yuli's affairs still made me feel confused.
I walked through the yard and ran into Qiao Jun at the door by accident. In the morning breeze, he felt wet, like a lost angel.
Yes, angel! Qiao Jun has always been playing the role of an angel in my world.
"How did you... come?" My heart became very messy because of his appearance, and I don't know how to react.
I lowered my head, pretending to continue walking inadvertently.
Qiao Jun has been walking next to me, and suddenly said softly: "I... just want to come and see you."
I suddenly stopped because of his words and looked at him blankly.
He said... He wants to come and see me? ! ! !
I plucked up the courage, suppressed the anxiety in my heart, and said indifferently: "Didn't I say okay... Don't meet again? Your way will disrupt my hard-to-organize emotions again."
He stared at me with his dark blue eyes that were close to black, as if looking at his long-lost lover. I hurriedly cast my gaze away, not daring to look at him again.
I like his heart, how can I stand his temptation
"Yiting." He suddenly took a small step in front of me, standing very close in front of me, I could feel his breathing. My body became tense because of the sudden close distance.
I looked at him puzzled. Suddenly appearing, inexplicable behavior, what on earth does he want to do
He thought for a long time, finally spoke, and pleaded: "Can you let me stay by your side and don't drive me away?"
what did he say
"Qiao Jun..." I was puzzled by what he meant.
"From the day I left you, I ate, slept, worked... all I saw was you! Originally I thought I could... leave you very simply, but until I left I didn't realize that I was wrong. I always thought that I was opposed Yang’s responsibility can suppress all the emotions in my heart. When you let me go, I thought we could all be free from it, but I didn’t know that I loved you more than everything before I knew it. I dreamed Dreaming of you, waking up, the room is full of your shadow, and I can no longer fall asleep. An inexplicable impulse forced me to come here to find you madly. Looking at the closed door, I realized that I was so stupid. You should still be asleep!... So, can you not drive me away?" His eyes were filled with infinite affection.
I looked at him in surprise, I couldn't believe all this, for fear that all this was just a dream, he actually said... He likes me! ! !
The person I have always liked, he actually said he likes me! ! ! And my "rival in love" turned out to be the shining star!
I stared at him blankly: "Why are you telling me this? Didn't you say that it's impossible between us? Or, do you want to keep me suffering like this?"
He looked at me nervously, "Because I want to be with you. I will wait for you, when you grow up, and when you are willing to accept everything from me, I want to ask you to be my bride! Okay?"
bride! ! ! I looked at him in surprise. Is this a confession
How do I want me to believe, believing that this is not my wishful thinking
But, even if all this is really not a dream...
"Then Ye Liyang? She loves you so much, you said, she can't live without you, besides..."
And Ye Yuli, what should he do
For the sake of my friendship with Ziyin, I have selfishly pushed him to Ziyin. How can I look at the person who has given everything for me because I want to die
Thinking of everything he did for me, thinking of what he said on the "Ghost Terrace", my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
Although I can't be with him, I still can't ignore him completely.
"Yiting, let's not think about Ye Liyang, okay? I will tell her clearly that it will not be happy to be barely together!" Qiao Jun stretched out his hand and rubbed my long hair dozingly.
Don't think about Ye Liyang! ! !
how can
Suddenly the story of the girl who committed suicide popped up in my mind. Maybe the man thought the same way back then!
"No!" I pushed Qiao Jun away frantically, and looked at him angrily: "How can you do this? Ye Liyang loves you so much, how can you ignore her feelings? Although I like you too, after all, you Get to know her first! How can you betray the promise you made to her? Do you know how important it is to a girl who loves you?"
How can someone find such a high-sounding reason after betraying their promise
Qiao Jun came up, grabbed my shoulders, and said softly: "Yiting, listen to me, love is no priority. All I think about in my mind is you. I can barely be with Ye Liyang. It's painful for everyone!"
I looked at him disappointedly. How could he let go of his responsibility so easily? In reality, love is not the only thing! How can we ignore responsibility because of "love"
It turns out that this is the love I have always believed in-cruel and ridiculous "love"!
I broke away from his hand and said pleadingly: "There is already one person who has chosen to give up, so please don't make the other person suffer anymore? No matter what you are with Ye Liyang, the distance between me and you is It will never be over!"
After I finished speaking, I pushed him away frantically and ran to face the morning sun.
At this moment, I realized that Wan Tengfeng was right, I was too young!
Therefore, there is simply not enough courage to carry a person's love, although it will be sad to give up, but at least it will not make yourself so tired! At least I will not abandon what I have said one day in the future, nor will I pay the price for my current youth and willfulness in the future.
There is only Qiao Jun in Ye Liyang's heart. She can fight for her love so clearly! I don't have that kind of courage, and even my heart is still wobbly between two people at this moment. How can I accept the sincerity from someone
I like Qiao Jun and Ye Yuli too! Correct! like! I like Ye Yuli, I can’t hide it!
It is precisely because of this that I cannot give hope and promise to anyone so lightly.
Whether it is Qiao Jun or Ye Yuli, I can only bury them in my heart, like Wan Tengfeng said, waiting until time is over!