"Yiting." A gentle voice came from behind.
I turned around and looked at Yingqian, who was as moving as an angel behind me, not knowing what to say.
She looked at me tenderly, "Can I talk to you?"
I nodded silently.
The wind on the top floor was very strong, blowing my hair and Yingqian's hair.
She looked at me quietly, her beautiful eyes filled with endless loss: "I thought about a lot about yesterday. You were right. I let you down. Sorry, I think this is the only thing I can say. The night before, my dad was seriously ill, and the hospital immediately performed emergency surgery on him, but I didn’t have the money, you know? Wan Teng Feng left, I called your home, but no one answered. Later, I went to look for him. Qiao Mu, therefore, Jiang Wei quarreled with me yesterday.
I went to the bar, yes, I didn't have a reason to defend myself, I was ruining myself, but do you know? When Jiang Wei was angry at me for the first time and scolded me for having no dignity for the first time, I really didn’t know what meaning I had in this world. The person I trusted the most, he said, I was shameless. Woman. If even he said so, what else can I do? Even if I work hard towards happiness, who do I want to show my humble happiness
My dad, he is my only relative. I can't just watch him leave in front of me. It doesn't matter what I do for him. When I was very young, I watched my mother leave in front of me, just like that, quietly... left me behind.
So, for so many years, I am a person without a mother. I am so envious when I see others happy, but what can I do
I can't watch my dad disappear from me like this. If you don't even have the only relative in this world, then where is the so-called happiness? Even if happiness is in front of you, who will witness it? "
Yingqian's voice was extremely sad.
Listening to her, I suddenly thought of me. We are all people who have been abandoned by fate. We watched the relatives who are closely connected to us disappear from us, but what can we do except sadness? I still remember the suffocating coldness in that cold spring in the hospital, and I have been in fear for so many years.
If destiny is kind to us, we will definitely be there in the shadows of happiness. We also long for happiness like others, but destiny always requires us to be the foil for other people in the world.
Yingqian went on to say: "Yiting, I like Wan Tengfeng."
I looked at her blankly, unable to describe my mood at the moment.
"He told me that everyone in the world has the right to be happy. Don't give up. If you keep holding on, you will definitely change your own destiny. I don't know why. Listening to him, I will feel at ease. He said No matter what my past, he still won’t give up on me. I remember the temperature of his fingers, I remember his warm smile, remember everything about him, I don’t know why, just like him unknowingly. .Maybe, I am not qualified to like him, but I just like him!"
In Yingqian's eyes, there were happiness that I had never seen before, and the shy sentiment of the little girl.
I looked at Yingqian and said softly: "Didn't Wan Tengfeng say that? Everyone has the right to be happy. No matter what you are, you can like him as long as you want. You don't need qualifications to like someone. ! You will be happy with him."
As the most distressed girl in the world, I sincerely hope that she will be happy.
"Really?" She looked at me suspiciously.
I nodded solemnly.
If she feels happy, she will go! Fate has long arranged for us the way to go, I think, I can't change the relationship between them. Yingqian and Wan Tengfeng will not be hurt by Qiao Xi when they are together
But those photos, I don’t know what Qiao Xi would do? I'm really afraid that she will release the photos when she gets angry. In that case, Yingqian, what will happen to her
Yingqian looked at me pleadingly: "But can you... Don't tell Wan Tengfeng about yesterday? I don't want him to be angry."
I looked at her and nodded unconditionally.
I don't want to let Wan Tengfeng know about those things, that warm angel-like boy, the sad expression that once showed for the girl in front of me, until this moment, I can't forget.
But Jiang Wei, thinking of him, I suddenly felt sad again.
The guy who always does everything for Yingqian, but is used to being sad alone, who will fulfill his happiness
I stared at Yingqian in a daze for a long time, and finally got the courage to ask: "Yingqian, do you like Jiang Wei?"
Or that is not like at all, but the same attachment I used to Qiao Jun. When we are alone, we are always bought by the little gentleness of some people. Just like me, I stubbornly believe that it is a kind of like without even knowing what Qiao Jun has.
Yingqian was stunned by my question and did not speak.
The wind was blowing her brown curly hair, and her white face was shining in the sun, and the bleak and beautiful halo surrounded her tightly.
I didn't wait for her answer, and said softly: "I have something to do, let's go."
I ran downstairs in a hurry, not knowing what I was thinking.
When I returned to the classroom, I saw Ziyin again.
From this morning to now, she hasn't said a word to me.
Suddenly, I lost the only warmth in the crowd. This feeling was so sad and painful.
She was the only warmth in my life, but now, are we really destined to be strangers like this