I turned my head and looked at Ye Yuli nervously, wondering why? Now I am particularly afraid of being alone with him.
"you… "
"you… "
Unexpectedly, he and I spoke at the same time.
"Say what you want to say." He looked at me and said softly. Facing Ye Yuli's sudden change, it was hard for me to accept.
Did he get his head damaged by the rain
"Are you okay?" I looked at him worriedly. Such a scene is weird.
He looked at me with strange eyes: "Can you tell me what's in your heart?"
"Huh?" What did he say? What's in my mind? Ye Yuli was obviously very angry when I did such an excessive thing. Why did it suddenly become like this? Or, because you really like me, you don’t even care about those words
The sun was shining on his fair skin, and the whole person looked golden. He remained silent for a long time before finally saying: "Yiting, can you stop hiding from me, okay? Yin Yiyu told me a lot, now, you I know everything I know. If you hate me and want to beat me, I can scold me, but I am sorry for you and make you sad!"
Looking at his guilty expression, my heart was inexplicably uncomfortable.
He knows it! So now, does he decide to take everything to himself
"Ye Yuli, actually I..." After hearing so many words, I have figured out a lot of things, and I don't hate him at all now.
What can I hate him? I don't know any use other than making us all sad.
"Yiting, I have been witnessing your grief for so many years. I know that losing your family makes you sad. You should blame me. It was my father who caused you to lose a loved one. You will be so excited. Understandable. Actually, why didn’t you tell me before? If you tell me, then there won’t be so many things."
Listening to his words, I also want to say something. Maybe it's because I have said too little to him these days, and I have accumulated a lot of words in my heart, and they are all stuck together, making me wonder where to start.
I said that I live in Qiao Jun’s house and I miss him very much. It’s not my heart to say that the unscrupulous things I said to Ziyin that day made him sad. I can forgive him for being murderous to me. He lost his temper indiscriminately...
But none of these can be said.
Ye Yuli, how I hope you can understand without telling me! I am willing to stand here and look at you tenderly to show that I have "forgiven" you. In fact, you are innocent at first, and I am sorry for you.
He went on to say: "Yiting, no matter what decision you make now, I will support you. If you really don’t want to go home, go to the hotel! Ye Liyang had a car accident. No matter what happened to her and Qiao Jun, I hope you Don't bother them anymore. Ye Liyang is actually my sister. Although we haven't lived together in these years, she is still my sister. We only owe her to her, so I hope you don't destroy them, okay? How do you hate Ye Liyang, and don't hurt her. She is a patient now, so please make her happy now?"
"..."
"Yiting, I know that I am not qualified to do what I want you to do, but please believe that no matter when, no matter what my position in your heart is, I like your heart and it will never change. I know I have no right to say that I like you. I just want you to know that in this world, except for your former relatives, someone really loves you. Don’t you want to be sad because of the past, okay? No matter how sad you are There is no way to redeem those things."
"..."
"The day I met you, it was my birthday, my fourth birthday. Originally, my father promised to accompany me on my birthday, but I waited and waited, but couldn’t wait for his shadow. At the end, I saw It’s you. You were like an angel in the white dress. Did you know that? So, from that day on, you played a very important role in my life. Maybe at the very beginning, it was just to you. A kind of dependence. You appeared in place of the person who has not come. I naively believe that you are a gift from him. Therefore, I always cherish it until I grow up. I understand the feeling of loving someone. I am. I have held many girls' hands and kissed many girls, but you are the only one who really puts it in my heart. Because I like you, when I see you, I can't help but tease you to hide my nervousness; Because I like you, my heart will speed up after I kiss you impulsively for the first time. When you hit me and run away, I will always worry about whether you forgive me; because I like you, I look at you with a boy next to you. When I like you, I will be intensely jealous; because I like you, I will be nervous when holding you; because I like you, I used to deliberately be intimate with other girls, just to make you jealous; because I like you, I will push me because of you I feel sad for Ziyin; because I like you, I will always care about what you are doing; because I like you, I will be anxious because I can’t find you. I can’t wait to kill myself and feel that I have not protected you; because I like you, so I will run all over the academy and find you in the "Ghost Terrace"... These are all I dare not say, but today, I want to tell you all, I know you can’t forgive me, because I always love you deeply. They all say that the deeper the love, the more painful it is, but I am willing to suffer for the one I love."
"Ye Yuli..." Hearing this, I was so sad.
How can I make him suffer? Why should I make him suffer
I know what he said now and all, so, can you ask him to stop suffering for me from now on? Can you ask him to work hard for me from now on to make himself happy? So, can we ask him to stand in place and wait for me to come to him next time we "get away" So, can you ask him to hold my hand and kiss me only from now on? So, can it be replaced by me to care about what he does every day, and appear in his sight every day, so that he does not worry as much as before? So, can you let me love him deeper? Let me bear all his pain
Looking at the guilt in his amber eyes, I couldn't help but stand on tiptoes and gently kissed his soft lips, tears running down his cheeks uncontrollably.
Because of moving, because of heartache, because of those unspeakable feelings.
I lowered my head and said softly: "Ye Yuli, I'm sorry, because my waywardness has made you sad, now, can you forgive me? Forgive me for not thinking of your goodness at a critical time, nor seriously considering your feelings. ?"
He stared at me for a long time, and suddenly showed a warm smile, and the sun was in harmony, he gently took me into his arms, and said happily: "Okay! Forgive you, forgive your... waywardness."
In the setting sun, the shadow that held us was very long and long, and the fragrance of violet in his arms surrounded me, like the fragrance from the Garden of Eden, which made me deeply infatuated.