The old rental room is cramped... It looks a bit dim... Yingqian sat alone in front of the window, her eyes empty and staring into the distance, not knowing what she was thinking.
I glanced at Ye Yuli next to me at a loss, not daring to disturb her.
I am afraid that she will suddenly disappear from me. She is so fragile, like a beautiful but sad landscape... The long brown hair is attached to her back, and the wind blowing in from the window is blowing on her forehead. Fringe... There is no expression on her face... Maybe, after experiencing so much injury, maybe... She is really numb and desperate...
The dim light in the room surrounded her like intense sadness and loneliness...
My heart hurts a lot, and along the way, I watched the cruelty of fate to her, but there was nothing I could do.
"Yingqian." My voice sounded cautiously in the room.
She was taken aback for a moment, and turned her head to look at me as if in disbelief, her voice indifferent: "Why are you here?"
After she finished speaking, she looked back out of the window again, as if she didn't care about my answer, and didn't mean to entertain us.
"Have you... have you eaten?" When I opened my mouth, I didn't know what to ask, so I had to find something to fool myself.
What can I say now
She was silent for a moment, but still indifferent: "You go! Here... can't accommodate big people like you!" In her words, no emotion can be heard... Some disdain, some inferiority, some unwilling... More and more like confused…
"You... Wan Teng Feng... Let me see you!" My tongue was a little stiff, and I couldn't speak clearly.
"Hmph!" She snorted coldly, and smiled bitterly: "Let him forget me! I and him... are not the same people in the world, but for so long... I've been foolishly believing... I can still get happiness, but forget To remind myself, for a person like me, happiness can only be admired! I don’t deserve it at all."
I can feel the despair and pain in her heart, the feeling of helplessness... Tears can't help but fall, falling to the ground, wet with the dust. But there are shocking scars in my heart... Yingqian, Yingqian, what will happen, fate will not be so cruel to you...
I walked over and squeezed her hand carefully, trying to give her a little strength and hope: "Don't do this, don't do this... No matter what, you can't give up! Even if it is fate, there is no way to prevent others from being happy... "
When I said these things, my voice was a little dumb. I knew that I was guilty... Am I lying to her, or to myself? I do not know…
"Happiness?" Yingqian looked at me disapprovingly, tears running down her white and flawless face: "Then tell me, where is my happiness? Everyone said I don't deserve to like Wan Teng Feng, I am not you Yin Yiting, There are so many powers to support you... There are so many people who love you! In my world, there is no happiness or light, and there is no hope anymore. You want me... how... happiness?"
Listening to her choking voice made me more painful.
I lowered my head, not knowing what to say. The room fell silent again, only the sound of me and her sobbing one after another.
The sky was slowly shrouded by a black curtain, and the shining stars in the sky could not feel the sadness of the world at all.
After a long time, Yingqian stood up suddenly and pushed Ye Yuli and me out of the door: "Don't you come to me again, don't come to me again! I don't need your pity... I don't need..."
"Yingqian..." I looked at her helplessly.
She stood at the door, staring at me blankly, her eyes on the silent sky, and a whispering voice sounded: "This is my life, you don't need to be pitiful for me. Go! I don't want to see anything related to the past. In the future... My way... Come by yourself! No matter what, I will go by myself!"
Although her voice seemed so weak and feeble, it revealed firmness every word.
Ye Yuli stretched out her hand, holding my numb hand from the cold, trying to give me a little warmth.
Yingqian's eyes slowly fell on me, but in the next second... it became extremely complicated...
I turned around and saw the white figure of Wan Teng Feng who had been silent under the night sky, like an angel descending on the world.
I would rather believe... him! Can bring a little hope to the sad Yingqian. I would rather believe... him! It will be Yingqian's humblest hope at this moment...
Time seemed to stand still for a long time at this moment. They looked directly at each other without making any eye contact, or perhaps they were tacit understanding of each other. Standing in the middle, Ye Yuli and I did not hinder them at all.
It took a long time for Wan Tengfeng to summon the courage to walk to Yingqian. At this moment, I noticed that he still had an extra travel bag in his hand.
He stared at Yingqian for a long time, and said: "From now on, I am no longer the Wan Tengfeng you know. I am just the poor homeless worm waiting for you to take in! Take me in! !"
Could it be that Wan Teng Feng... he... also ran away from home
Looking at him now, I suddenly remembered the act of leaving home with Ye Yuli in the middle of the night. The roads we have all traveled are tacitly understood by each other.
For the sake of love, desperately, I am willing to...
I stood in front of the window, looking at the scenery under the night sky in the yard, and felt very sad.
"What's the matter? Still not sleeping? It's late." Ye Yuli's gentle voice sounded behind him.
I bowed my head, wiped away my tears, and did not speak.
He walked up to me, was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Many things, we can't change it, don't think about it anymore, okay? Looking at you like this, I will be sad. I would rather look at the former heartlessness You, don’t look at you who are sad for everyone now."
"But they... But Yingqian... She is so pitiful..." The thought of Yingqian made my tears fall.
"Okay, Yiting, don't think about it so much. Of course I know you are sad, but there are so many things that make us sad and heartache in this world. You are like this..." At this point, he sighed helplessly." In fact, many things are not as bad as we thought. At least, she saw Wan Tengfeng’s true heart for her, didn’t she?” Ye Yuli looked at me with a little displeasedness. From the morning, I seemed to immerse myself In tears. I know that he is distressed, but he just doesn't say anything.
I didn't speak any more, just nodded.
He said softly: "It's late, go to bed soon."
I looked at the enchanting light in his solemn amber eyes and returned to the bed obediently. He covered me with the quilt, walked out of the room, closed the door... Then, my sight was drowned into the deep darkness.