Back to the classroom from the "ghost stage", I was bored alone in the hallway, feeling bored.
Why do I feel sad when I think of Wan Tengfeng's deep gaze
My hand tightly squeezed the recorder in my pocket, loosened, clenched, and loosened...
"What's the matter?" Ziyin couldn't help but walked over looking at me disappointed, looking at me curiously.
I looked at Ziyin in front of me, and suddenly remembered how she stayed in the car with Ye Yuli that day.
Although Ziyin has always pretended to be indifferent, she must really like Ye Yuli! She has always been like this, accustomed to hiding her feelings well.
"Zi Yin, what do you think of Wan Tengfeng... who is he?"
"Wan Tengfeng?" Zi Yin looked at me in confusion, and suddenly smiled: "You should know him better than I do!"
"But... I don't know what I think of him now. Looking at him, I feel an inexplicable dislike for him, but if I can't see him, I will also worry, and worry that he will not be happy. In fact, Fuji Feng... Sometimes it hurts people." I raised my head and glanced at the blue sky thoughtfully.
From the small garden downstairs, the fragrance of various flowers came into my nose... I wish I would become one of those butterflies, dancing among the flowers.
"Yiting, do you know how Wan Tengfeng and Yingqian are now?" Ziyin suddenly asked me this strange question.
"What's the matter?" I looked at Ziyin curiously. When did she start to care about Yingqian
"When I was passing over there, I overheard those students saying that Yingqian is now a dancer in a bar! Doesn't Wan Tengfeng care about it?" Ziyin's eyes were full of comments about Wan Tengfeng. Disappointed.
Maybe the current Wan Teng Feng is really not the one I knew back then.
But... Dancing girl? Yingqian actually went to be a dancer
"Really?" I looked at Ziyin incredulously.
Ziyin shook her head and looked at me seriously: "I just heard about it. I don't know what to say about such things. It's just that if Yingqian really falls into that situation, maybe we should help her. . What do you mean?"
"Then do you know which bar she is at? Why don't we go and see it together?"
"Okay! I heard them say that it seems to be a family called'Black Humor' on Xiangyang Road. Let's go and have a look after school!" Ziyin looked at me and nodded affirmatively.
I felt so sad to think that Yingqian would actually be a dancer.
No matter what, I don’t want her to fall like this. No matter what, I have cried and laughed together with her. I still remember the first time I met her on the highway. She was like an angel in KFC. The same pure eyes... If it weren't for my phone call on the bridge, she and Wan Tengfeng would not'reunite'. In this way, all the grievances she suffered afterwards were caused by me, and it was me who was sorry for her. Even if Wan Tengfeng doesn't want to care about her anymore, she is still my friend! She was the first girl who made me feel sorry for her, and I felt so sad when I remembered how she was bruised by Qiao Xi in the woods.
The setting sun sprinkled on the whole Xiangyang Road, and I took Ziyin into the KFC where I met Yingqian for the first time here with Wan Tengfeng. Because the bar is not open now, we can only wait.
I told Ziyin about the "encounter" with Yingqian, and she laughed from ear to ear because of the incident. Looking at Ziyin's beautiful smile, my mood is infinitely good.
I can still make her happy!
Toot—Toot—
Ye Yuli called suddenly: "Where are you?"
I glanced at Ziyin in front of me and said softly, "I'm eating! I'm with Ziyin." If I didn't tell him clearly, he must think I was with other boys again! Did I make him feel so insecure
"Remember to come back early!" He said lightly.
"Yes!" Isn't this gentle and well-behaved enough
beep!
As soon as the call was disconnected, the phone ran out of power and the entire screen went dark.
I looked at Ziyin helplessly: "I have never had the habit of charging! It's really annoying!"
"Because you are a little princess!" Ziyin shook her head helplessly, teasing with a smile.
"Don't make fun of me!" I looked at her triumphant smile with dissatisfaction.
The sunset slowly sank and disappeared behind the tall buildings, and night finally fell.
The bar street behind Xiangyang Road is very long, there are many bars of different sizes, entertainment city... Walking on this street at night is still a bit disturbing. I heard that it seems to be messy here, and there are more people fighting for speed. However, Ziyin is not too worried about me at all, she is very good at fighting.
"It's here, right?" Looking at these various signs with disappointment, I just didn't find the one called "Black Humor". Could it be that Ziyin got it wrong
"Yiting, look!" Ziyin looked at this small bar on the opposite side triumphantly, and then gave me a triumphant smile.
Ziyin and I walked into the chaotic bar! I started to search for Yingqian's figure by the rotating lights on the stage. Because Ziyin's information was accurate, I found her without much searching, but I couldn't get happy and watched the middle-aged man walking beside her The hand on her body makes me feel very uncomfortable!
She wore a very sexy backless outfit, her figure was even more enchanting under the flickering lights.
I rushed over, grabbed the wine glass in her hand, and slammed it on the man next to her.
The man who was splashed by me looked at me and Ziyin for a few seconds inexplicably, and suddenly became angry: "Are you crazy?"
Yingqian glanced at me and Ziyin blankly, and apologized to the man: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, boss, don't be angry, there is no need to care about this little girl."
The man glanced at Yingqian dissatisfiedly: "Do you know them?"
Yingqian glanced at me and Ziyin: "Yes. I'm sorry my boss." The dark eyeshadow made me lose sight of her eyes.
"Boss" glanced at me and Ziyin with disdain, and yelled angrily: "Do you know how much this dress is worth? You did this..." I took out a card with disdain and hit him directly. Drag Ying Qian out of the crowd watching the lively.
Chapter 78-Choice and Destiny
Away from the crowd, in the dark corridor, Yingqian shook my hand away, turned her gaze away, and said indifferently: "Why are you here? You are not here to pity me again?"
Because of my excitement, my tone was very aggressive: "Yingqian, why are you here? Do you know that I will be sad like this? Are you really willing to make everyone look down on you?"
Yingqian smiled mockingly: "People like me don't need others to look up to. I am not a lady like you, not as pure as you, not as clean as you! If you look down on me, don't come to me, I don't need a big lady like you in my life!" It seems that her father's departure made her very shocked.
She once told me that if there is no one loved one in this world, where is the real happiness
That's why she hurt herself so indifferently
I controlled my emotions and said softly: "Yingqian, I know you are sad now, but if you are like this, if your family knows about it, they will be very sad too. Is it possible, because we are friends, Cherish yourself for me? You really make me sad!"
"Sad?" Yingqian sneered disapprovingly: "Will you feel sorry for me? Are we friends? You and I have never been the same people in the world. How can we be friends? I am not like you, with so many people. I like it! Even Wan Tengfeng is so... I like you just because, because you are cleaner than me, right?" I can feel the crying and despair in her words, but I have never thought about it that way. !
"Yingqian, although I am not very familiar with you, but I know that you will be a good person. You are like this, which makes us all very sad. If a person does not cherish herself, then how can she get it? Where is the love of others?" Ziyin said softly on the side.
"But I don't need it!" Yingqian's voice suddenly increased a few decibels, "I am not a big lady like you. I don't need the love and respect of others. I only need to have food and a place. Live, I’m not like you, even if you don’t do anything every day, there will be good food and clothes. If you were me, you wouldn’t say that. Have you ever tried to live with cockroaches and mice all day? Yes. Haven't tried the days when the house leaked when it was raining? Have you ever tried the days when you watched your relatives in the hospital being urged to pay for medicines, the desperate mood, can you ladies understand? If you don’t understand, please don’t stand here and tell me these great truths!"
Ziyin and I looked at each other helplessly, not knowing what to say.
"Yes, Yingqian, we don't understand what kind of life you are living, but so, none of this is your excuse. If you continue like this, there will be no way out for your life except for degrading step by step! Do you like to live a life of being cast aside?" Zi Yin replied helplessly.
"Yes, Yingqian, no matter what, I will be your friend, we will help you, and you will be fine in the future!" My voice became very low, and the words I had said to her still echoed in my ears. But now, I can't find any confidence to make her happy.
Yingqian smiled disapprovingly: "Help me? How are you going to help me? Will you return Wan Teng Feng to me? Can you? If I don't have him, I don't know how I will live? Ask me to leave here, Seeing you princesses happy? Forget it! We are not the same people in the world, you two should go!" Yingqian finished speaking, ignored me and Ziyin, and went straight into the next bathroom. , Closed the door heavily.
When we are sad, apart from complaining about the unfairness of the world, can we only hurt ourselves like this? Can "spoiling" really change our destiny
If you give up happiness, can you live a stable life for the rest of your life
I looked at the gloomy door and couldn't help crying-for this lost girl who couldn't find her way home. The unfeeling reality stifled her hopes and longings for life. Apart from sadness, I was left helpless. This intense panic pierced my heart deeply and my trust in this world.
Ziyin behind me suddenly hugged me tightly and said softly: "Yiting, don't be sad, everyone has his own life. If she chooses to give up, what can we do?"
"But Ziyin, she used to believe in love as deeply as we did. If we all abandon her, can she find warmth in this world?" My voice choked, tears, Sliding in the darkness, falling to the ground, silently...
The music faintly coming from the bar is not affected by our emotions at all.
"In fact, this world is fair, and everyone who has hope can get happiness! But Yingqian, she gave up hope. There are many unfair things in the world, and there are many, many people who do not get happiness, but they have There are also many people who hope. Persistence is our dedication to happiness. Perhaps, she will not know her right or wrong until she has walked the path of her own choice. Let’s go back and stay here, there is no What's the point? When it's too late to go back, my family will be worried." Ziyin said, pulling me out of the bar.
The stars in the sky were still blinking mischievously, and could not feel our sad mood at all. We are all children wandering in love, waiting for fate to give us a warm sky.
Just like the children in the orphanage abandoned by their parents, they have never given up hope. I have always believed that there will be a rainbow after the storm...