I Love You, It's Not About You

Chapter 302: Love and bitterness

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I have finally returned to Jinhai City. Standing in the sun, my heart has never been more relaxed. The engagement date of Ye Yuli and Ziyin is a week later. I don’t want to escape. I want to look at my favorite person and My best friends can be happy, and I want to see them happy! But Ye Yuli, will your sacrifice really lead to happiness

I didn't go back directly, but went to Shell Bay. Looking at the blue sea, I took off the black shell on my neck! I want to forget him, forget him who is no longer mine.

Looking at the shell in the palm of my hand, I let go of my hand and watched it fall. Let it accompany all my thoughts and be buried in this moonlight sea together!

I shouted at the sea: "Xiao Yu, I want to forget you! I want to forget you!" But the waves drowned my voice, and no trace was found.

I took the last bus from Shell Bay back to Jinhai and dragged my luggage back to the house. I think Wan Teng Feng will be very happy to know.

In the past two weeks, I haven't had a phone call with him, let alone contacted anyone. I think he will be very worried.

I opened the door gently, and suddenly a familiar voice came from behind me: "Yiting..."

I turned around and looked at him under the stars in surprise, "You... why are you here?"

He walked up to me and looked at me in silence.

The atmosphere was a bit embarrassing, and I suddenly smiled at him: "Should you go in and sit? By the way, congratulations on your getting engaged! I will go to participate in your engagement, I think, Xiao Yu will be the best in this world. Bridegroom!"

With a bitter smile, he slowly took out a necklace from his pocket and placed it in front of my eyes.

"What's the matter?" I still smiled at him, not wanting to let the atmosphere between us froze.

He put the necklace in my hand and said softly: "Yiting, we have walked so many roads, I think, after so long separation, maybe we can settle the feelings between us, but... after so long , But I still can’t forget you. I thought that separation would be the best ending between us, but in the end, I went to get more misses. I like you. From the moment we met, it was already doomed. But destiny , But always joke to us, I will be engaged to Ziyin, because she is your best friend, she used to help you when you were lonely! I may be that I failed to protect what you should pay back then. In the past few years, everything I have done for Ziyin is for you. You have determined my destiny. Today, I came to you, just wanting an answer from you. Faced with Xiaoyu who loves you so much, you really Would you be willing and bear to push him to another person? If you no longer want to sacrifice your love for friendship, please, pull me out of the "Atonement Abyss" constructed for you? Your self-blame determines all of this. Today, my destiny is still waiting for you to decide, where you want me to continue the way I am now, I am willing, I will be engaged to Ziyin, but in the future, we will never There is no room for remorse. Before getting engaged, if you regret it, would you please wear this necklace in front of me? As long as I see this necklace, I will understand your intentions."

"Xiao Yu..." I looked at him in a panic. I didn't expect that he would suddenly say these things to me. However, listening to these words, the only thing I can be sure of is that he has been in a painful past few years and loves me so much. He will definitely not be happier than me.

But, if I really do that, what should Wan Tengfeng and Ziyin do? One is Wan Tengfeng, who almost became a vegetative for me, and the other is Ziyin, who is about to become his fiancee. He and she... are people we can't hurt, and I have decided to forget him!

Wan Tengfeng, who suddenly came out of the yard, pushed Ye Yuli away from me, and said angrily, "What are you doing here when you are about to get engaged?"

Ye Yuli looked at Wan Tengfeng, did not speak, just looked at me.

The two people in front of me suddenly put me in an impossible situation again.

Wan Tengfeng pulled me into his arms and hugged him tightly, and said firmly to Ye Yuli: "I and Yi Ting will get married soon! If you love him, don't make her feel sad!"

But... I can feel the anxiety and tremor in his voice.

Ye Yuli didn't speak any more, just turned and left in silence.

I watched him leaving the direction and kept holding back the tears.

My arm was being held by Wan Tengfeng, and suddenly it hurt. I reacted, and gently broke free of his hand, and said softly: "You hurt me!"

He lowered his head and looked at me distressedly: "Yiting, you are finally back!"

"Let's... Let's go in and talk about it!" I reluctantly smiled.

"Oh... OK... You didn't eat! I'll cook for you!" He stretched out his hand, trying to hold my hand, and found the hand I was holding the necklace tightly.

He was stunned for a moment, and quietly helped me take the luggage from the other hand and walked into the room.

He said softly: "You must be tired! Why don't you take a break first, I will call you after I cook the meal!"

"It's okay!" Seeing him care about me so much, I can only smile at him.

But he didn't know that for these smiles, the muscles of my entire face were almost stiff!

I lay on the sofa, waiting for Wan Tengfeng to be busy in the kitchen. Slowly, his figure became more and more blurred. After some time, suddenly a gentle hand brushed my cheek, and I immediately woke up. But I didn't open my eyes. I knew who the person in front of me was. I just felt the temperature of his fingertips.

He carefully dropped a kiss on my forehead, and then gently "woke up" me.

I opened my eyes, looked at Wan Tengfeng who was particularly dazzling under the light, and said, "Thanks for your hard work."

He smiled and brought me to the table and watched me eat these things. Although I didn't have an appetite, I barely ate part of it by myself.