I fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up, I was the only one left in the room.
I got dressed and went downstairs. Wan Tengfeng was cooking in the kitchen. I don't know what he meant and why he still did this.
He set the tableware and chopsticks as usual in my stunned gaze, looked at me standing on the steps in silence, walked over, gently squeezed my hand, pulled me to the table, and said softly: "Eat!"
I lowered my head, did not look at him, and did not move.
I can't ignore what he did to me, unlike him, I can treat it as nothing exists.
He put the chopsticks in my palm and said softly: "After eating, I will take you to see Ye Yuli. I know, we are all too impulsive, I don’t want to say sorry, I know it’s useless for you. I talked to Qiao Jun on the phone, and he said that Ye Yuli is fine, you don’t have to worry. If you want to see him, just eat! No matter what, I won’t let you go. You can be today’s business. If it doesn't happen, you can still hate me for a lifetime, but Yiting, if you think we need to get along like this before, I don't mind!"
I raised my head and looked at his calm expression with dissatisfaction. In addition to hate, I hate!
He slowly put the vegetables into my bowl and said softly: "For you, I can do nothing, for you, let me do anything. I miss the days with you, I know, you You can leave me, you can live a safe and sound life without you, but if I don’t have you, you may die. Have you forgotten when you went to the beach to find me? I used to want to let go, but you stubbornly wanted By staying with me, I also thought about letting you and Ye Yuli be together, but that is impossible. Even if I let go, you will not be happy, will you? Now Ye Yuli is sick, of course you are very nervous about him, But what about in the future? If you can ignore Ziyin’s feelings, you will not choose to separate from the beginning, Yiting, many times you are too impulsive. I don’t want to let go of you and make you suffer in the end. For me and for you Own, you should forget Ye Yuli! Forget him, and forget all this! Actually, I don’t feel better than you. When I heard what you said in the hospital, I wish I died in that car accident. , At least you always put me in a very important position in your heart, at least I won't hear you like him so crazy after so long. My heart hurts so much! Please don't be so unfeeling, OK? "
I lowered my head and quietly ate what he cooked, but tears also fell crazily, in the bowl, and even in his heart.
He took out a tissue and gently wiped away my tears: "I don't want to watch you cry, but I have endured your tears for five years! Do you know what five years mean? It means to love someone deeply? Deeply melted into the bone, because of her pain and also because of her injury! Yiting, I really love you! Really!"
I raised my head to look at his serious and complicated expression, and said calmly: "If you want, let our wedding go on! Just treat it as a nightmare this time!
"Really?" He looked at me with some joy, although I saw deep bitterness in his eyes at the same time.
He who was once proud, to this day, would actually beg for love from me.
No matter what he did, it is always forgivable in the name of love.
I just think of Yingqian, I think of Yingqian at the beginning, although she did so many things that hurt us, but in the end, I will still be so sad when I know that she is not there. I'm just afraid that one day, Wan Tengfeng It will make me feel the same.
Maybe I don't love him, but that doesn't mean I don't care about him.
I just remembered that when he was angry at me because of Qianya's paintings, I was so sad and painful.
I also remembered how painful I was when he was in a car accident.
I remembered the news suddenly when he was about to lose his sight. I would rather give up Ye Yuli.
Since I have paid so much for him, why should I let all my sacrifices be in vain
Why should I repeat the road I have traveled
I lowered my head and continued to eat, expressing my default.
He cleaned up the dishes, looked at me tenderly, helped me take out the jacket, and said with a smile: "Let's go see Ye Yuli!"
I stood up and looked at him: "Forget it, no need, don't you know that he is fine? If we meet, I think not only you will suffer, but Ziyin will also." Me and Ye Yuli will also.
After we got into such a storm, we still maintained the original state, so what is it
Wan Tengfeng gently took me into his arms: "Yiting, thank you."
After I took a shower, I lay on the bed, and I felt very uncomfortable thinking about what happened today.
The door was knocked suddenly: "Yiting, can I come in?"
"Come in!" I sorted out my emotions, got out of the bed, and looked at the gentle Wan Tengfeng who appeared in the room, unable to connect him with the hideous face of him before.
He stood by my side, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at me tenderly: "Are you still angry with me?"
I lowered my head and did not speak.
"Yiting, I really didn’t really want to hurt you, I know I was wrong. Just like you said those things, in fact, we were all overwhelmed by impulse, and no one really wanted to hurt each other. If you really hate me so much, you would not stay with me in the first place."
I raised my head and looked at his deep eyes, remembering how Wan Teng Feng had been warm by my side at the time, maybe I was really doing something wrong.
"You go out first, I want to rest." I said lightly, feeling extremely complicated.
In fact, none of us should blame anyone, we can only blame fate if we are to blame.
"Yiting... I..." He stopped talking, reluctantly stood up and walked towards the door, looking at the back of him leaving, I suddenly felt so sorry for him.
No matter what he did, I was the one who made the mistake first. I didn't expect his feelings. I promised him that I didn't do it.
Maybe I shouldn't get him back by the beach. Since I got him back, I should be responsible for his happiness.
"Wan Tengfeng..." I summoned the courage to stop him, his back stiffened, and slowly turned around.
I jumped out of bed, threw into his arms, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I am not good, I shouldn't make you angry..."
"Yiting..." He was stunned and hugged me, not knowing what to say.
"I know I'm too impulsive, I'm not good." His arms are still so comfortable, but I make him angry again and again, who was originally warm and sunny.
We are just two hedgehogs hugging each other for warmth. After so many years, the thorns on our bodies are still so sharp, stabbing each other again and again.