I Love You, It's Not About You

Chapter 73: protection

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The atmosphere was horribly silent, and Wan Tengfeng in front of me no longer made those jokes with me as before. Suddenly, I and him were far away. Although it was in the same room, it seemed to be separated from several worlds.

boom-

Suddenly, the door was pushed open heavily, and Qiao Jun came in. He walked up to me panting and nodded politely to Wan Tengfeng.

I looked at him in surprise-how could he come

"Yiting, are you okay?" Looking at Qiao Jun's nervousness, I felt so useless. It was obviously I had destroyed Wan Tengfeng's things, but now it seems that Wan Tengfeng bullied me.

I looked sadly at Wan Tengfeng's gloomy face without speaking.

Wan Tengfeng stood up and said to Qiao Jun: "I'm leaving now, you... take good care of her."

When he said this, he didn't even look at me.

Seeing his disappearing figure, my tears began to swirl in my eyes again, very useless.

Suddenly, he stopped at the door.

I looked at his back in confusion. What else does he want to say

He hesitated for a moment, then slowly turned around and looked at me, who was embarrassed on the bed.

I was nervously looking forward to his words, but he suddenly turned his eyes to Qiao Jun, "Can you tell me why she has such an abnormal reaction?"

Abnormal!

I remembered the embarrassment I had just now, and lowered my head in embarrassment.

What have you done

I don't know what Wan Tengfeng would think. I was like this when he was going to take me to the hospital. Today, it is the same.

Must be like a lunatic!

Qiao Jun looked at me, exhaled, and said cautiously: "She was only stimulated when she was a child. Before she was four years old, she lost her parents. As a survivor of the car accident, she has been unable to get rid of the past. Shadow is always afraid of losing everything she recognizes. Maybe you... are one of the'things' she recognizes!"

After listening, Wan Tengfeng looked at me with complicated eyes, and then left for a long time.

After leaving the infirmary, Qiao Jun and I sat on the wooden chairs in Sakura Road to blow hair.

Like a dream, sitting under the cherry tree with the person I like. This feeling is like the sunshine in spring-warm.

I stared at Qiao Jun unscrupulously, hoping that the reality would stay at this moment.

He looked at the cherry blossoms obsessively, and exclaimed: "I didn't expect Jinhai Academy to have such a great place!" Suddenly, he seemed to notice that he was being blatantly peeped by others, turned his head to look at me and smile And asked: "Why keep staring at me? Is it strange?"

I looked away and denied, "No! How can I look at you?"

He reached out and turned my head to face himself, and said seriously: "Look! If it makes you happy, it doesn't matter if I sacrifice a bit! But you must be happy, you must be happy! Otherwise, how can you be worthy of it? I have been working hard for you all day? Of all my patients, you are the most troublesome, and you are the one who bothers me the most! When on earth do you want to stop being so vulnerable? When can I see my hard work? Results?"

Seeing Qiao Jun being so serious, I suddenly felt so happy, and all the unhappiness disappeared.

In this world, only he would care about my feelings so much.

Even if he already has Ye Liyang, as long as a part of his whole heart is on me.

I smiled contentedly, and with the shyness of a little girl, I said, "Then you have to be happy too! As long as you are happy, you will make me happy too. You and Ye Liyang are really a good match for you. They will definitely be the happiest couple in the world, so if the incident on that day caused you to make trouble, please apologize to Ye Liyang for me! I know you just don’t want Ye Yuli and Wan Tengfeng to argue for me. In fact, Ye Yuli, I really don’t know what to say about him. He can’t wait to ruin everything about me. He is so annoying anyway."

Thinking of Ye Yuli, my anger ran out again.

Especially this time, I gave up on him even more.

I always thought he would get better, and always thought so, but these things he did were really too much!

Qiao Jun stared at me for a long time, his expression suddenly became so complicated. He raised his head and looked at the blue sky, not knowing what he was thinking.

I looked at his dark blue eyes and wanted to be immersed in them forever. It would definitely be a place where I would live forever and be peaceful! But I know that everything about him already has a master.

That perfect and proud Ye Liyang is something I can never compare.

Qiao Jun suddenly lowered his head, looked at me tenderly, and said, "Yiting, have you actually thought that Ye Yuli did this, maybe not to hurt you."

Not hurt

I looked at Qiao Jun puzzledly, and suddenly "woke up", "Qiao Jun, thank you. I know your painstaking efforts, you just don't want me to be so stiff with Ye Yuli! After all, he is also my brother. . But, Ye Yuli and I, I’m afraid we can only live like this in our entire life. If it weren’t the car accident, I might not have met him in my life. Our encounter was caused by mistakes, so how can we expect it? Can I be happy? It’s normal for him to bully me. For a self-righteous person like him, others are humble and unbearable in his eyes. I am not the Ye family, but I enjoy everything from the Ye family, and I want Perhaps it was Ye Shao's bullying and teasing that he paid for it!"

Qiao Jun gently stroked my hair and said softly, "I didn't mean that. Have you ever thought that if Ye Yuli is really like what you said, then how did he explain the things that he tried so hard to protect you in the beginning? Maybe he It's not that I want to hurt you, but because of some unspeakable reasons!"

"Reason?" I looked at Qiao Jun, puzzled by what he meant. "Why would he be allowed to do those things? If it's not hurt, how can I explain his bad behavior?"

Can I still describe his bullying me as a kind of "protection" because of "consideration"? Even if I "a large number of adults" describe everything as "protection", I can't afford such "protection".

I looked at Qiao Jun for help, "Stop talking about Ye Yuli, okay?"

He stared at me for a long time before he smiled and nodded, and said, "Okay, let alone Ye Yuli."

I am very satisfied with Qiao Jun's understanding. I smiled at him my best smile, "Thank you."

He suddenly covered my eyes gently from behind me, and said softly, "Don't move."

"Why?" Does Qiao Jun also like to play such boring games

His nice voice came from behind: "Now... can you see something?"

I can't help but blame him for being obedient to him, "Nonsense! Would you like to try it?"

No matter how stupid I am, I don't need to test me with this kind of pediatrics question? What an insult to me!

"These hands are like the sadness that blinds you. Only by letting go of your heart can you see these beautiful things around you. I believe that Yiting must be able to do it, right?" He said, as gentle as his voice. The hand is also gently and slowly loosened.

I looked at Qiao Jun's hopeful eyes and nodded heavily.

I will try to accept the past and look forward to the future. This is Qiao Jun's hope, as well as his mother's hope, as well as the hope of Ziyin and Wan Tengfeng.