When I woke up from bed, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.
The infusion needle stuck into the back of my hand, watching the liquid in the infusion bottle flow into my blood vessels little by little...
It turns out that I was sick again and had a high fever again and again. Fortunately, Qiao Jun came back from a business trip. The important thing is that I saw him again.
Seriously, I seem to fall in love with being sick. In this way, you can see Qiao Jun.
Ye Liyang can never stop him from seeing a doctor or just run to my house to make trouble!
However, I don't know where Qiao Jun is now. It is really boring to stay in the room alone.
What to do? I really seem to be inseparable from him. How can I change my situation? How can I not feel sad because he is Ye Liyang's boyfriend? Ye Liyang, that overbearing and proud girl, what can I do to compete with her? What can I take to fight with her? Every time I see her, I feel more inferior.
I seem to finally understand that Zi Yin likes Ye Yuli's helpless feeling.
"Yiting was locked in the top floor of the school by Ye Liyang and the others. It was raining all night. I think you should understand why!" Ye Yuli's voice suddenly came from outside the door, he was talking to Qiao Jun
"I'm sorry! I hurt him again." It's really Qiao Jun, his voice is very guilty.
Thinking of what he had said in Sakura Road that would not hurt me a little bit, my heart suddenly became warm.
Is he sad because of this
If someone is sad because of you, does that mean you might have a little chance
Damn! What am I thinking
How can I be better than staying overnight? I find it funny to say it myself.
Ye Yuli sneered at what he said, "Does it work if you say sorry? I don't want Yiting to be hurt a bit, do you understand? One you, one Wanto Feng, what do you want me to do? Before, without you, although I would Annoy her, but at least, I didn’t let her suffer these injuries today. But now? You are like this, so what is my cautiousness over the past few years? I don’t hesitate to offend her, bully her, just don’t want her to suffer a little bit from her. The harm from the outside world, but your appearance completely disrupted everything!"
Ye Yuli! ! ! He turned out for me... So that's what made him change! It turned out that he was really trying to protect me.
Although I was aware of what Qiao Jun said before, but today, when all this is completely clear, my heart is suddenly shocked!
Qiao Jun said softly: "Don't worry, I will leave!"
go away! Qiao Jun said he will leave! why? Why are you leaving me? And he said so easily!
Do I really have no place in his heart
"When was that? When she was scarred by Ye Liyang and others? Would you bear it?" Ye Yuli said angrily.
Although he knew he was doing me good, how could he ask Qiao Jun to leave without my consent
"Do you mean to let me leave now? Have you forgotten her reaction when you tore up Mantengfeng's portrait on the impulse? I understand that you just want her to stay away from Mantengfeng, but you forgot what she felt in her heart. Feeling. Yes! You can prevent her from getting hurt a little bit, but I beg you to think about her feelings. Since you want to protect her so much, why not try to be her dependence? Wan Teng Kaede can, so can I , Then why you can’t? You always think that bullying her is good to her, but how lonely and helpless she is these years, don’t you know? You always pretend to give her the protection you think, but you hurt her the most It's you!"
Why does Qiao Jun understand my feelings so much? Why does he occupy the most important position in my heart so easily, but I can only look up at him
"Do you think I can?" Ye Yuli suddenly said loudly: "Since I was young, she has always squeezed me out. I really don't know how to enter her heart. When I grow up, I want to protect her. But I am afraid that she will refuse, and even more afraid that those girls will hurt her because of jealousy, but they are getting farther and farther away from her! Besides, things are not as simple as you think!" The helplessness in Ye Yuli's voice suddenly made me sad.
I am sorry! Ye Yuli, these years, I don't seem to understand anything. You did so much for me, did I never understand it, or did I never want to understand it in the past? In the past, I was afraid of losing, but now? It is still my feelings for Qiao Jun that have occupied all my emotions.
I always feel that there is a hurdle between us that can never be crossed. In fact, I don't want to see you being so sad for me. Ye Yuli, do you know
Thinking of his sad eyes, my heart suddenly pierced.
All I know now is that the person I like... is Qiao Jun!
Qiao Jun’s voice sounded again, a little angry: "Are you timid? It's so difficult to tell her that you like her? Whatever you want! I will go to Li Yang and tell her clearly. But I hope you are clear. As long as Yiting needs me one day, I will not leave her. Whether as her doctor or as a friend, I don't want to see her unhappy!"
After hearing Qiao Jun's words, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
As long as he doesn't leave, everything else is fine!
Just like Ziyin said: Love him, I am very happy! Even if the person by his side is not me.
However, I don't want to fail to see him, nor do I want to fail to see him happy.
"The person she likes is you! Do you think I still have a chance?" Ye Yuli suddenly said what I wanted.
My heart is suddenly so nervous!
Qiao Jun got it! He knows I like him!
I don't know how he will react
Suddenly, my heart skipped continuously.
silence! Endless silence...
Time seemed to stand still, and no sound was heard.
I look forward to Qiao Jun's words, but I am afraid that he will say what he thinks.
Even if I know that the person he likes is Ye Liyang, I expect him to say that he likes me too. Even if it’s a lie, it’s okay to tell me later that it’s a dream.
"It's impossible for me and Yiting! You know Liyang, she can't live without me. I can't make her sad! As for Yiting, she shouldn't be squeezing you out, but because she is afraid of losing you! Especially if she is on you When she can't find any sense of security, her heart habitually escapes."
I don't know what Qiao Jun is talking about. Suddenly, his head is confused because of his words "It's impossible for me and Yi Ting". I did not expect that when he said these unexpected words, I would be so sad, so painful, so desperate...
I thought! As long as he is happy, but I didn't expect that it was just because I still had a little illusion about him. When that trace of fantasy was awakened by his hammer-like words, I suddenly couldn't accept all this!
It turns out that there really shouldn't be any expectations! Once expectation becomes disappointed, my heart... really hurts!