When the door was pushed open, I was standing barefoot in the doorway.
The blood gurgled out of the torn infusion tube, and the body was vacuumed.
Qiao Jun and Ye Yuli both looked at me nervously.
I looked at Qiao Jun's familiar face, and what he had said echoed in my head. Every word of him affects my heart.
Qiao Jun grabbed my hand and looked at me nervously, "Yiting, what are you doing?"
I pushed him away hard, "Don't worry about it!"
Since you don't like me, why do you want to give me hope again and again? Why are you so nervous about me? Why let me unconsciously put you in my heart? How do I get out? Get out of the "trap" you gave? I have been hunted by you, unable to call myself, why do I still like you stupidly
Ye Yuli suddenly pushed Qiao Jun away nervously, forcibly carried me onto the bed, and asked Qiao Jun to treat the wound for me.
I didn't make senseless resistance anymore, just Ren Ye Yuli grabbed my hand and let Qiao Jun play around at will.
Ye Yuli stared at me coldly, not generally angry at what I hurt myself.
I looked at Qiao Jun, who bowed his head and didn't speak, with a mixed mood.
I know that I shouldn't be like this, but I want to be like this, just out of his world, out of his whirlpool.
At this moment, my impulse is more like a kind of reason.
After Qiao Jun helped me deal with the wound, he looked at Ye Yuli and begged: "Let me talk to her alone?"
Ye Yuli retracted his gaze that he could not wait to eat me, gave Qiao Jun an uncomfortable glance, and walked out of the room.
Only Qiao Jun and I were left in the room. I turned my head to the other side, not daring to look at him.
He sat down gently by the bed, stretched out his hand, gently stroked the hair on my forehead, and said softly: "Yiting, turn around and look at me, okay?"
I was silent for a long time, and finally turned my head to look at him.
He has nice dark blue eyes, fair skin, neat short hair, no "weird" hair shape like others, wine-red hair like Wan Tengfeng, Ye Yuli crosses the bangs of his eyes, Qiao Jun is better than the two There is less seductive feeling.
But if I like it, I like him, everything about him, everything!
The emotions in his eyes are very complicated. He looked at me, feeling very quiet and quiet, "You heard what I said to Ye Yuli just now, right?"
"..." I did not speak.
He smiled slightly: "Ye Yuli said, you like me, I really don't know how to say it. Being liked is also a kind of happiness, but I'm sorry, when you give me'happiness', I let You are sad. I know that you will be sad watching me and Li Yang, but Qiao Jun really can’t make everyone feel sad. When I see you hurt yourself so much, it’s really hard Guilt. It can't give you happiness, but it adds trouble to you." A breeze hits from the window, blowing my hair, suddenly very cold.
I lowered my head and stopped looking at him.
He gently hugged me into his arms and said softly: "From now on, let Qiao Jun be your brother?"
Feeling the temperature in his arms, I suddenly twitched all over, pushed him away, hysterically shouting at him: "Don't don't! Don't be my brother! From now on, I will never see you again! Never again! ! Why do you always treat me so well? Why do you want me to like you? Since I knew it was impossible from the beginning, why should I still struggle in the warmth you give? I don't want to be the second Ziyin, I I don’t want to like her foolishly to like someone who doesn’t like me. Love... will hurt! So I ask you not to show up in front of me again! Never let me see you again!" Tears fell uncontrollably. Falling on the milky white bed sheet, like a bunch of awful flowers blooming.
Qiao Jun stood there in silence for a long time before he raised his head, his eyes were extremely complicated and said: "If this is the case, then I know what to do!" He finished speaking, and turned away quietly.
Looking at his disappearing back, I know that in the future, I can no longer hold any expectations for him as before.
It is like a withered flower, and it is no longer possible to expect it to resurrect.
I don't know if one day, when Qiao Jun held Ye Liyang's hand, would he remember that a girl named Yin Yiting once liked him stupidly. The fool even imagined that she would watch the person she likes to be happy forever, but in the end, she personally drove him out of her world.
When Ye Yuli walked in, I was standing in a daze at the window.
The wind blows my thin clothes. In this spring, this afternoon near dusk, it is colder than the winter when the wind is howling.
Ye Yuli looked at me and said indifferently: "Do you really want this look?"
I turned my head and looked at him, thinking of what he said to Qiao Jun, suddenly sad.
Maybe I shouldn't have let him see me desperate for Qiao Jun. After all, I, who once watched Qiao Jun and Ye Liyang together, can also understand his mood at the moment. But, because of Qiao Jun, I understand a lot better.
People who can't give him happiness, don't give him hope from the beginning.
Ziyin likes Ye Yuli, the mood is just like how I feel for Qiao Jun, so how can I let my best friend suffer the same injury because of myself
So, I'm sorry, my dear... Brother!
He hugged me lightly and said softly: "Seeing you are so pitiful, let me borrow your shoulders first!"
I leaned on his shoulder and cried desperately, trying to vent all my sorrows, and forget that this guy who has always been playing tricks on me would one day take my embarrassed appearance today as a handle.
After a long time, I looked at him and pleaded: "Brother, you promise me, will you treat Ziyin well? Don't make her sad!"
The pain in Ye Yuli's eyes disappeared in an instant, and he said dissatisfiedly: "Let's take care of yourself first!"