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Cheng Yu finished singing.
He stood there silently, Duan Yuze was about to speak, but he said, "Let me sing it again."
"Okay." Duan Yuze did not refuse.
Cheng Yu was quiet and sad, and sang it again.
He seemed to really want to sing this song well, and he recorded it several times until his voice became hoarse, and he wanted to record it again.
"It's alright." Duan Yuze couldn't bear to say, "You sing very well, you have a lot of emotion, and your tone is good, so you don't need to record any more."
After hearing what he said, Cheng Yu finally felt relieved and took off his earphones.
Duan Yuze saved his audio to a folder, turned off the device, and said to him, "Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner, I'm hungry."
The two went to a nearby restaurant together. Duan Yuze wanted to ask him something, but was too embarrassed to ask.
Until the meal, he saw the ring on Cheng Yu's ring finger, and then he asked tentatively, "Are you in love?"
He deliberately looked at the ring, and Cheng Yu followed his gaze, only to realize that he forgot to take off the ring when he went out, and the ring is still in his hand.
"Hmm." He didn't deny it.
"Who?" Duan Yuze was curious.
Cheng Yu didn't answer, Duan Yuze guessed that the other party might also be an insider, so he didn't ask.
"Break up?" he asked, "so uncomfortable."
Cheng Yu smiled at him, and the smile was very beautiful, but unfortunately there was no smile or joy in his eyes.
He nodded and lowered his head to eat.
Duan Yuze stopped asking questions, and had a cup of tea with him, "It's okay, with your conditions, you will definitely meet better, then you will show up in front of him with a new girlfriend and blind her. Dog's eye, let her regret it."
"It's not his fault." Cheng Yu whispered, "It's my problem, it has nothing to do with him, he's fine, he doesn't need to regret it."
He won't regret it either.
Only if you like it, you will regret it, but if you don't like it, what is there to regret
Does Lin Anlan like him
I must have liked it when I lost my memory.
It's probably only limited to that time.
When his lies were exposed and everything was mercilessly exposed in front of Lin Anlan, such a rational Lin Anlan should not like him anymore.
He won't come back, so he doesn't return his WeChat, doesn't contact him, as if everything they once did not exist.
Cheng Yu felt that he was really cruel, but he also felt that there was nothing wrong with him.
It was him who was wrong, it was always him, he lied to Lin Anlan, he lied about his feelings, he stole his love, and he had a physical relationship with him.
He knew that Lin Anlan didn't love him before he lost his memory, but he still let himself go wrong, so it was normal for Lin Anlan to hate him, and it was normal to not want to see him again.
He and Jiang Xu used to be such good friends, but they could both avoid him because of Jiang Xu's mistakes, let alone him
An ordinary classmate who has nothing to do with him and is not even a friend.
"It's my fault." Cheng Yu said softly, "So he doesn't need to regret it."
Duan Yuze: …
Duan Yuze felt that he must have true love for the other party. After breaking up, he had to speak for the other party, and he didn't want the other party to regret it.
Holy love, this is it!
Duan Yuze had no choice but to nod and agree: "Okay, okay, if you say you don't regret it, you won't regret it, but don't be too sad yourself, look how popular you are now, variety shows are also on the air, and the box office of movies is skyrocketing every day. Fans have sucked up another batch, this momentum, who can't be envious of it."
Cheng Yu nodded.
Duan Yuze said, "So don't be too uncomfortable. This one is not suitable. There will definitely be another suitable one. Are you worried about finding a girlfriend under your conditions?"
"Well." Cheng Yu replied perfunctorily.
After dinner, Duan Yuze was going back to deal with Cheng Yu's audio, and Cheng Yu was about to go home.
He said goodbye to Duan Yuze, took the car, and drove back.
On the way back, almost instinctively, Cheng Yu detoured to the downstairs of Lin Anlan's house again.
He looked up at the floor where Lin Anlan was, wondering if he was in the house or not.
He took out his mobile phone, but Lin Anlan still didn't send him any messages, and the WeChat page was still stuck on the two messages he sent when he was drunk last time.
Looking at the news he sent, he felt sad and depressed, and he seemed to be out of breath because of the tightness in his chest.
He opened his mouth and exhaled, and then took a deep breath, which made him a little better, and threw the phone in the passenger seat next to him.
He wanted to see Lin Anlan, he wanted to see him.
He thought that as long as Lin Anlan gave him a signal, a word, a look, or even a punctuation, he could summon the courage to appear in front of him again and see him.
But Lin Anlan didn't.
He walked forward decisively, leaving him alone behind him, he didn't look back, and he didn't know how sad he was.
He suddenly thought of Jing Huan, the fateful he and Jing Huan.
Jing Huan has been waiting for Gu Shuyu to turn around, waiting for him to see himself, waiting for him to make a move, a word, a possibility that he might also be able to do it.
But he didn't wait, he only waited for Gu Shuyu's girlfriend, Gu Shuyu's wedding.
He ran to Gu Shuyu forcefully before the wedding, held Gu Shuyu's shoulder, and forced him to look back at him.
However, it was of no use. He was not what Gu Shuyu wanted, so he could only suppress his feelings and wish him happiness.
And he was not what Lin Anlan wanted.
So he could only wish him happiness from behind Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu sat lonely in the car, and the wind came in, making him a little cold, but he was reluctant to close the window.
It seems that with the window closed, the world between him and Lin Anlan is further away.
He knew Lin Anlan too well, and he knew Lin Anlan's character too well. Lin Anlan didn't like entanglement, and he wouldn't be moved by entanglement.
So he hated Jiang Xu's appearance, and was unwilling to say anything to him.
Cheng Yu didn't feel that he had such a strong emotional capital as Jiang Xu. The relationship between them was very poor. He didn't dare to pester him like Jiang Xu, and he didn't think he had any right to pester him.
They were two trees that had nothing to do with each other and grew independently, but he forcibly wrapped his branches around him, delusionally trying to stand side by side with him.
But Lin Anlan's branches didn't stretch out, he passively accepted it and took the initiative to leave.
His vines fell to the ground, but that was just his vines.
Cheng Yu drove home when the night was rising.
He blew the wind all night, a little cold, turned on the shower, and took a shower.
The bath water was very hot, and it hit his skin with blooms. He stood quietly under the shower, listening to the rustling sound of water, remembering that Lin Anlan suddenly rushed in while he was taking a shower.
They embraced and kissed here, and he called his wife over and over again, as if he was really his wife and would never leave him for the rest of his life.
He had hugged him so tightly, kissed him so deeply, and was so close to him that he could hear his heartbeat when he turned his ear.
One after another, it seems to be jumping for himself.
But now, everything is over, no matter how much he repeats, he will not really be his wife, no matter how tightly he hugs, he will not be able to stick to the other party's heart.
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Cheng Yu leaned against the wall, breathing painfully and repressed.
He turned off the shower, picked up the towel to wipe the water off his body, and walked out.
Cheng Yu was ill, and he didn't realize that he must have a cold until he woke up the next morning with a dizzy head and started sneezing.
He was a little surprised. He rarely caught a cold, almost once a year, but it came so early this year.
He remembered that Lin Anlan had a cold and fever. Lin Anlan felt that his physical fitness was not good, and complained to him, "You are all right."
At that time he said, "I had a cold once in the first half of the year, so I won't be in the second half of the year."
But now, he has a cold.
He sneezed, without embarrassing himself, lying on the bed, resting in peace.
But he was destined to not be as at ease as he imagined. Sun Meng called him and reminded him, "There is a film meeting in a few days, and the main creators will be there, don't forget."
Cheng Yu did forget, "I'm not going."
"How about that, you're the lead actor."
"I'm sick." Cheng Yu said in a low voice, "I'll record a vcr, or ask the host to send me a video on the spot. I've been in a bad state for the past two days and I want to take a break."
Sun Meng was very suspicious, Cheng Yu hung up the phone and continued to sleep.
He was too lazy to take medicine, and he didn't know if there was any medicine at home. Anyway, it was just a cold. Whether he took medicine or not was just a matter of getting better or not, it didn't matter.
Cheng Yu closed his eyes and slept for a while until there was a knock on the door.
He got up sullenly, opened the door reluctantly, and found that it was Sun Meng.
"How did you come?"
"Come and see you, you said you were sick, shouldn't I, as your agent, come and see?"
"My God," Sun Meng couldn't help shaking his head, "I haven't seen each other for a few days, why did you become like this, isn't it serious? Or let's go to the hospital, the hospital must be more reliable than the home, right? In what way? From the stomach? From the liver? It can't be from the heart, right?"
Cheng Yu: …
Cheng Yu turned around and walked to the bedroom, "It's just a cold, don't be nervous."
"You can pull it down, a cold can make people feel like this? Who are you lying to?"
Cheng Yu entered the bedroom, lifted the quilt and leaned on the pillow, "It's really a cold."
Sun Meng didn't believe it.
Cheng Yu was about to speak, but coughed.
Sun Meng quickly went out, poured him a cup of hot water, and then heard Cheng Yu sneezed several times.
It's like... I really have a cold.
"Really cold?" He handed the water over.
Cheng Yu took it, took a few sips, and nodded, "En."
Sun Meng sat down beside his bed, "Then why are you doing this?"
Cheng Yu didn't speak.
Sun Meng wanted to say something, but when he looked up and saw the oil painting of Lin Anlan in the house, he remembered that he asked him, "Where's Lin Anlan, why isn't he here? You are sick, and he didn't stay at home to take care of you? "
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, then said truthfully, "He's gone."
"I left a few days ago, and he found out that I lied to him."
Sun Meng: ! ! !
"Then why didn't you tell me!"
"Is it useful to tell you?" Cheng Yu said calmly, "Why worry about one more person."
"then you… "
"I'm fine, just wait for this period of time." Cheng Yu said softly.
He just couldn't stand Lin Anlan's sudden departure, and then lost after gaining, so he couldn't turn around for a while.
After a while, he will get used to it, and he will slowly return to his previous state and do what he should do again.