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So negative.
Lin Anlan shook his head, so a person like him would never become Cheng Yu.
He wasn't that likable at all.
The driver drove very fast, and it didn't take too long to arrive at the downstairs of Cheng Yu's house.
Lin Anlan opened the car door, and before getting out of the car, he turned his head to look at Zosia, "Did you have any contact with me before "Youth With Backpack" set me up?"
"No." Zosia said truthfully.
Lin Anlan guessed so.
He got out of the car and walked towards Cheng Yu's house familiarly.
I didn't leave for a few days, and when I came back, I somehow felt like I met again after a long absence.
Obviously this is not his home, but it is inexplicably familiar from the heart.
He got on the elevator and stood at the door of Cheng Yu's house again. After hesitating for a long time, he finally took a deep breath, raised his hand, and knocked on the door.
He was nervous, inexplicably nervous, and he didn't know what he was nervous about, but he was nervous.
The first time I came here to knock on the door on the day I obviously lost my memory, I wasn't so nervous.
Lin Anlan looked at the door in front of her, her heart beating violently uncontrollably.
Cheng Yu lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked to the door, Yu Heng had just left, and he was worried about Yu Heng, and he turned back again, so he didn't think much, and opened the door directly, ready to persuade Yu Heng to rest assured, He will be fine.
However, to his surprise, outside the door was not Yu Heng, but Lin Anlan.
He thought about Lin Anlan, who he thought would never come back.
Lin Anlan looked at him, blinked unnaturally, and was about to speak, but saw Cheng Yu take a step forward and hug him before he could react.
Lin Anlan's world paused for a moment, he could hardly feel anything else, he could only feel the strength of Cheng Yu's embrace, his breath.
"I thought you would never come back." Cheng Yu whispered.
Lin Anlan's eyes were a little sore, he didn't push Cheng Yu away, he just said softly, "I heard that you are sick, is it serious?"
"It won't be serious if you come." Cheng Yu hugged him tightly, resting his chin on his shoulder, like a sad little beast.
Lin Anlan didn't know what to do for a while, so she could only let him hold her until she heard him coughing, and then persuaded him, "Let's go in and talk, it's cold outside, be careful of catching a cold."
Cheng Yu naturally wouldn't reject his words, he let go of him reluctantly, watched him enter the door, and closed the door immediately.
"Why did you suddenly get sick? What kind of disease?" Lin Anlan asked with concern.
"Cold." Cheng Yu said truthfully, "I still have a little fever, but the fever has subsided. It's not serious, but I accidentally caught a cold."
What he said was very light, but Lin Anlan looked at his face, but always felt that it was not so light.
Cheng Yu's face was very bad, pale and weak, and he looked sick.
"As you said before, you are in good physical condition and don't get sick often."
"I didn't pay attention, I was careless for a while." Cheng Yu said.
"Have you taken medicine?"
Cheng Yu nodded, "eat."
Lin Anlan also nodded, and the air fell silent.
"Did you come to see me specifically?" Cheng Yu asked him.
Lin Anlan did not deny it, "Well."
Cheng Yu's eyes lit up in an instant, and there seemed to be a look in his eyes.
"I'm very happy," he said honestly and frankly.
Even without looking into his eyes, you can feel his joy in his tone.
Lin Anlan felt that he was very powerful at this point. Even the simplest words, uttered from his mouth, could make people feel his sincerity.
feel his feelings.
How could he do it for so many years, so many times, even if he was injured, he still looked like the sun, possessing sincerity and warmth that would never subside.
Wouldn't he feel unworthy and want to back off
He didn't understand, he just thought that Cheng Yu was very powerful, he was the most amazing person he had ever met.
Lin Anlan lowered her eyes, not knowing what to say.
Said, if you're fine, then I'll go first, Cheng Yu's eyes that looked a little bright just now will probably lose their luster again in an instant.
So what to say
What should he say
Lin Anlan never felt that he was an indecisive person. Even in the face of the former Cheng Yu, he firmly rejected him and did what he felt was right.
But now, an amnesia has changed everything.
He can't be as firm as before, and he also hopes that Cheng Yu can be happy and always happy.
When he doesn't love Cheng Yu, he doesn't care too much about Cheng Yu's thoughts and his emotions.
But when he loves him, he wants him to be happy.
"Stop standing, sit down." Cheng Yu took the initiative, "What do you want to eat, I haven't eaten yet, I'll cook it for you."
How could Lin Anlan let him do it, "What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you. You're sick, so don't bother."
Cheng Yu didn't expect that he would still be willing to cook for himself, and said very gently, "I can do anything, I like everything you do."
Lin Anlan only felt her heart softened.
He took off his coat, turned and went into the kitchen.
Cheng Yu quickly followed, and followed him step by step.
Lin Anlan didn't stop it. He knew that even if he stopped it, it would be useless. Ever since he entered this door, Cheng Yu's eyes hardly ever left him.
Even if he were to sit and wait on the sofa at this time, he would probably stretch his neck and look in his direction.
So, no need.
He washed his hands, washed the rice, and looked at what was in the refrigerator.
Lin Anlan was stunned when she saw the sandwich he bought earlier.
"This is new." Cheng Yu said behind him, "The one you bought before has expired. I bought a new one. I'm afraid you will come back and want to eat it but find it expired."
Lin Anlan was speechless for a moment.
He obviously felt that he would never come back, but he still bought the food he liked on time, for fear that he would not be able to eat it when he came back.
"Aren't you afraid, I haven't come back?"
Cheng Yu was silent for a while, then answered him, "An An, do you know when I learned how to do it?"
Lin Anlan turned to look at him, "When?"
"The last semester of high school." Cheng Yu smiled, "At that time I heard Jiang Xu talking to the girl who liked you, and he said the type of people you might like, one of which was that he knew how to cook. After thinking about it, I felt that I was satisfied with everything else, but I was not satisfied with this one, so I started to learn to cook."
His tone was very light, "I learned it quickly, but I waited for so many years, and it was not until last year that I could really make it for you, so I'm not afraid."
"I can wait for you and wait for you all the time. With you, what I need most is waiting and patience."
"Waiting is not terrible. Compared with waiting, I am more afraid that one day you will come back, but I am not fully prepared, so I will miss you again, then I will regret it."
Lin Anlan lowered his eyes silently, turned around and took out the vegetables and shrimp he needed from the refrigerator, preparing to cook a porridge for him and stir-fry a few more dishes.
He entered the kitchen and took out the casserole. Cheng Yu stood behind him and looked at him silently.
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Lin Anlan washed the vegetables and started to cut them. Cheng Yu looked at his handsome face, and for a moment seemed to be back to that night. He got off the plane and was very tired. He hugged Lin Anlan and slept for a while. Go to the kitchen and cook for him.
Did he forgive him
Or just look back at him briefly
Cheng Yu didn't know, he wanted to ask, but he didn't dare.
However, if he is willing to come back, does it mean that he does not hate himself so much, and his wrongdoing is not so unforgivable.
Cheng Yu walked slowly behind him, and cautiously reached out and hugged him from behind.
Lin Anlan's vegetable chopping hand stopped unconsciously, and instantly returned to that night.
He was cutting vegetables in front of the chopping board, and Cheng Yu hugged him from behind and said to him, "I'll stay here by myself, you can see me as soon as you turn around."
He unconsciously wanted to turn his head, but at the moment when he was about to turn his head, he calmed down and did not move.
Cheng Yu hugged him, pressed against his profile, and said in a low voice, "I miss you so much."
"I miss you every day."
Lin Anlan lowered her head and said nothing.
"I went to look for you, and the car drove downstairs to your house, but I didn't dare to look for you, for fear that you would be bored."
Lin Anlan was surprised, but on second thought, he was indeed such a person. He said that they were not on the same stage, and Cheng Yu never dared to share the stage with him. He walked so resolutely that day, and Cheng Yu naturally did not dare to take the initiative to appear in front of him. .
He is always like this, he will never force him anything, even if he lied to him that they are lovers, he has never forced him to do anything, every time and every thing, he will take into account his wishes.
He is indeed a very good lover, even if he has only had his boyfriend, he knows that he must be the best boyfriend in the world, no one.
Seeing that there was no boredom on his face, Cheng Yu continued, "I know I shouldn't lie to you, and I won't in the future. This is the first and last time, so can you punish me near you?"
"Will you come back?"
"An An, tell me, how can I get you back?"
"I like you. The more I like it, the more I can't stand the temptation. I didn't want to lie to you, but as soon as I said it, I already lied to you."
"I shouldn't lie to you. I'm sorry for you. I won't lie to you in the future, okay?"
He involuntarily increased his strength and hugged Lin Anlan tightly, "Come back, we've all had a drink and exchanged a ring, you're my wife, don't you want to be my wife?"
"But I still want to marry you and be with you for the rest of my life. What should I do?"
"An An, what should I do?"
Lin Anlan stopped the movements in her hands, her heart softened.
"Look back at me," Cheng Yu coaxed in a low voice, "Look at me, I've always been behind you, I've always been here, look at me, okay?"
Lin Anlan closed his eyes, raised his head, restrained his urge to look back, and said, "Cheng Yu, you disturbed my cooking."
Cheng Yu was shocked and closed his mouth, not daring to speak any more.
For a long time, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu rubbed his shoulder aggrievedly, "I won't say it anymore."
He didn't speak any more, but still held him and didn't let go.
Lin Anlan didn't chase him, and continued to cut vegetables quietly.
Cheng Yu looked at his profile, and then at his movement of chopping vegetables. Looking at him, his eyes slowly dimmed, and Lin Anlan didn't wear a ring on his left hand.
He took their rings off.
He remembered that he left with the ring on, but now he took it off.
How could he be willing
How could he be willing
Cheng Yu felt a little uncomfortable, his eyes stared straight at Lin Anlan's fingers, he wanted to speak, but he couldn't.
He let go of his hand, raised his hand to hold Lin Anlan's left hand, and in Lin Anlan's doubts, he held his right hand again, holding his hand to help him cut vegetables.
Lin Anlan didn't know why, "I can do it myself."
"I'll help you."
"No." Lin Anlan said.
After he finished speaking, he raised his hand to break free, but Cheng Yu took advantage of the situation to hold his hand, crossed his fingers, and clenched him tightly.
His eyes were fixed on his left hand, and Lin Anlan followed his eyes and saw the ring on his finger.
Cheng Yu's ring was still on his hand, but there was no other ring on his hand.
It was only then that he understood why Cheng Yu acted just now. He found out that he was uncomfortable, so he covered his left hand so that he couldn't see it.
"I have a magazine to shoot today, so I can't wear accessories," he explained.
Cheng Yu looked at him in surprise, wondering if it was because he was surprised by his explanation or because he didn't want to take off the ring.
Lin Anlan sighed helplessly, smiled again, and turned around to continue chopping vegetables.
Cheng Yu stood beside him, and after a while, like a koala, he hugged him again.