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Lin Anlan laughed, how amazing, he even found Cheng Yu's address, everything was ready, and he was only missing.
This is really a good calculation, but what does he think of him
"Really?" Lin Anlan said deliberately, "But if I am Cheng Feng, my son likes men, which means that he will not have children, and I will not have grandchildren, then I will hope that I will be with him. I also have a son, so I will have a grandson."
Jiang Xu drank the wine and didn't hear his temptation, let alone Lin Anlan's usual attitude towards Cheng Feng, so he said naturally, "Of course it's fine, in this way, I will have a father, and we will too. better off."
Lin Anlan didn't speak any more.
He was completely awake. He looked at Jiang Xu with mixed feelings. He felt that he never seemed to know Jiang Xu, and he also felt that Jiang Xu never seemed to know him.
He felt that his efforts on Jiang Xu for so many years seemed to have no effect at all. Jiang Xu still thought about his father and still wanted to recognize his father.
- Even, at the expense of yourself, let yourself deceive other people's feelings.
How did he say this
How could he really say it
He never thought about whether he would feel uncomfortable or angry
For the first time, Lin Anlan felt that they might not be suitable to be friends.
They care differently and want different things.
The day before, he thought that Jiang Xu was the only person he could trust in this world, and the person he cherished most now, but the day after, Jiang Xu told him, go to Cheng Yu's side and accept his liking, Pretend to be his boyfriend, then, go home with him.
He pushed him out with his own hands and turned him into a knife, a knife that stabbed Cheng Yu in exchange for his happiness.
But what did Cheng Yu do wrong
Why would he try to deceive other people's feelings
Lin Anlan looked at him sadly, feeling uncomfortable for a while.
He had sent away his mother, he had sent away his father, and now, he knew he was going to send away his friendship.
He wants to send away his best friend, the most important friendship.
His family is gone, and now, friendship is about to die.
Lin Anlan felt sad in his heart. After all, he still had no one to trust.
He stood up, put down the glass, and replied to Jiang Xu, "I refuse."
"Why?" Jiang Xu looked at him puzzled, "Why Xiaolan? Isn't that bad? Although you will feel wronged, in the future, we won't need to look at Cheng Yu anymore."
"But why should I be wronged?" Lin Anlan asked him, "Why should I be wronged for you? Why should I try to deceive Cheng Yu's feelings?"
"What did Cheng Yu do wrong? If you like me, you will be used and deceived by me? What do you think of me? A scum who plays with emotions, a scum who cheats emotions? Am I such a person in your heart?!"
"No." Jiang Xu said quickly, "I just want to solve Cheng Yu."
"What happened to Cheng Yu? Did he scold you and beat you or bully you in public? He didn't target you, and he didn't feel sorry for you, so why do you want to deal with him?"
"Yes, he signed the endorsement you wanted, but that's why Party A chose him. It was Party A who chose him among your many potential candidates, not that he used the power of the Cheng family to oppress the other party and robbed him after you signed the contract. Your endorsement. You can be upset and complain, but what qualifications do you have to put all the blame on him?"
"I just don't want to see him again, I'm annoying him, I'm annoying him like a fly, like a dog, the world is so big, can't he go anywhere else? Why does he have to jump in front of my eyes! Mingming We are both Cheng Feng's sons, just because he has money and power, his development can be better than mine, and his resources can be better than mine, this is not fair!" Jiang Xu shouted.
"How can there be absolute fairness in this world, Cheng Yu's father cheated on your mother, is it fair to him and his mother? Is your birth and existence fair to him? The entertainment industry is so big, I can enter, you can enter, If other people can enter, he can also enter, and he didn't ask to play with you on the same stage, and he jumps in front of you every day, can't you pass him and see other people?"
"You set your eyes on him, and you want to compare with him all the time. You only have him in your eyes, so isn't he always jumping in front of your eyes?!"
"Are you helping him again?" Jiang Xu asked him, "Xiaolan, you think he's good too, do you want to help him?"
"I'm just talking about things." Lin Anlan said, "My attitude was clear from the beginning, your parents' fault is their own responsibility, you don't go to meddle, don't go to see Cheng Feng, don't appear in front of Cheng Yu, Don't think about the things that don't belong to you in the Cheng family. You are only yourself, you are innocent and there is nothing wrong. But after so many years, from the third year of high school to now, you still miss him, and even want to pass me Go back to him, Jiang Xu, what am I to you? A knife, a tool to deal with Cheng Yu, a victim of your great family love?!"
"Don't you ever think about how I feel when I hear this? Aren't you worried that I will feel uncomfortable? Aren't you afraid that Cheng Yu will do something unfavorable to me when he finds out that I lied to him?"
"He likes you, he won't hurt you."
"So he won't hurt me, so am I going to hurt him? Does he like it so that I can stab him with a backhand and leave in self-defense?"
Lin Anlan looked at the person in front of her angrily, "Then you must not like me, so you can stab me and think it's not a big deal."
He angrily turned and left, all the way back to his home.
Jiang Xu chased after him and kept knocking on the door, but Lin Anlan didn't open it.
He was so disappointed that he didn't expect his best friend to stab him unsuspectingly.
He was so uncomfortable, he had no one else in this world to trust.
He was the only one left, and he knew that not everyone would love him forever like his adoptive parents, but he didn't expect that the second person who taught him this would be Jiang Xu.
It would be Jiang Xu, who grew up with him.
Why is it Jiang Xu
Why Jiang Xu
For so many years, apart from his parents, he has the most feelings for Jiang Xu's comeback. He accompanied him through the trough and stopped him from continuing to make mistakes on his parents' mistakes. Is he not good enough for Jiang Xu
Why did Jiang Xu take him as a murderous knife
How could he not know himself so well? Why do you care so much about his feelings
Lin Anlan didn't open the door. He heard the ringing of the phone, turned off the phone, and lay on the bed.
Lin Anlan blocked Jiang Xu. He refused to answer Jiang Xu's phone calls and Jiang Xu's WeChat. He only read Jiang Xu's text messages, and every explanation was weak.
He went to meet Zosia, and told Zosia to cancel his business performance soon.
Zosia was surprised, "Why? Jiang Xu will also be there this time. You two CP fans are looking forward to it."
Lin Anlan smiled, full of ridicule.
He didn't tell Zosiah the specific reason, he couldn't say it, it was too ridiculous, too despicable.
When he was walking on the road, he suddenly felt that he was empty. There were four roads at the crossroads, but there was no one he could trust in each of them.
Whichever way he goes, he is alone.
He looked up at the sky, thinking of his adoptive parents.
The next day, Lin Anlan went to the cemetery again. He placed a bouquet of flowers on the grave of his adoptive parents. He looked at the tombstones of his adoptive parents and said to them in his heart, "I miss you very much."
He watched silently, many words pressed into his heart.
He stood quietly for a long time, until he felt the rain falling, and then he turned and left the cemetery.
The summer rain came suddenly, and it suddenly became heavier and heavier, and finally turned into a torrential rain.
Lin Anlan didn't bring an umbrella and got into the car after a while.
It was very dark, and there was thunder. The driver was a young guy. He could still laugh and joke with him, "I don't know which fellow Daoist is going through the calamity. I hope he can hold up this thunder."
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Lin Anlan smiled and thought he was quite cute.
He sat in the back seat, wearing glasses and a mask, looking out the window.
Jiang Xu's text messages came again, but Lin Anlan didn't read them, so he just sent them one by one. Lin Anlan didn't want to read them, there was no need, they were all useless sophistry. Jiang Xu wasn't really drunk when he said those words, his consciousness was clear, his order was very clear, and he really hoped that he would deceive Cheng Yu's feelings and become Cheng Yu's boyfriend.
He even checked the address of Cheng Yu's house - the 16th floor of Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road.
How clear and how ridiculous.
Lin Anlan felt annoyed for a while. He was about to listen to a song, but the car slammed into the brakes. Lin Anlan hit the car window and dropped the phone.
"Are you alright?" the driver asked concerned. "The car in front just changed lanes. Damn, I almost hit it. Thanks to my brakes, I stepped on it in time."
Lin Anlan's head hurt a little, he shook his head, "It's fine."
The driver looked at him worriedly. Lin Anlan was afraid that he would recognize him, so he told him, "Keep driving, don't worry, just drive slowly."
The driver then turned around and continued driving.
He bent down and picked up the phone, only to find that the phone had been dropped and the screen was black, and it wouldn't turn on.
Lin Anlan was helpless, but there was nothing he could do.
His head was still aching, he rubbed it, and remembered this series of things again, only to feel more and more headache.
When Cheng Yu's boyfriend was still on the 16th floor of Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road, if he really thought about it once, he would get angry once, and he didn't want to forgive Jiang Xu.
He shouldn't treat himself like this, he didn't feel sorry for Jiang Xu, so Jiang Xu shouldn't feel sorry for him either.
Lin Anlan only felt that his headache was very uncomfortable.
He looked at the Haisheng Hotel in front of him, which seemed to be where he once lived, and asked the driver to park the car at the entrance of the hotel, took out his wallet, paid the money, and got out of the car.
He lived here before when he was filming, and he had a gold card and an exclusive suite here, so he went straight into the exclusive elevator and went to the suite to rest.
While taking a shower, Lin Anlan thought of Cheng Yu again, and he sighed lowly, feeling that Cheng Yu was simply the most innocent victim.
He didn't do anything, but he always lived in Jiang Xu's jealousy and unwillingness.
Jiang Xu didn't hate his parents, but transferred all hatred to Cheng Yu, who was completely innocent, waiting for an opportunity to pull him down and return to Cheng's home.
He clearly did nothing wrong, but he carried Jiang Xu's hatred and dissatisfaction.
He is so innocent.
Lin Anlan fell asleep before he had a headache. He thought that he should be fine after a nap, but he bumped it a little, but he didn't bleed, and he didn't pack. After a nap, he should be fine.
Even if something happens, wait until you wake up.
But he didn't expect that when he woke up again, he didn't remember anything.
Chaos, blank, without any empty memory of the past.
He pressed the phone, but the phone still had a black screen and couldn't be turned on.
Lin Anlan found his wallet from his pocket, which contained his ID card. He looked at the identity information on the ID card and remembered, yes, his name was Lin Anlan.
But what about the others
Lin Anlan felt that his mind was chaotic. He tried desperately to think about it. After thinking about it for a long time, his head hurt, and then he vaguely remembered a name—Cheng Yu.
But who is Cheng Yu
Something flashed in his mind, Lin Anlan quickly grabbed it, tried to splicing it together, and found that it should be his boyfriend.
Does he have a boyfriend
Does he like boys
Is it so different
But where does his boyfriend live
"The 16th floor of Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road?" He suddenly remembered the address, "Is that so?"
Lin Anlan didn't know, so he decided to give it a try.
It was already dark at this time, but Lin Anlan was not afraid. He felt that he could remember these things, which proved that they were very important to him, so his boyfriend should be very trustworthy.
He took advantage of the rain to stop and went out of the hotel to get into the car.
But summer thunderstorms always come, and after a while, the rain falls again.
Lin Anlan got out of the car at the Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road. It was raining heavily and he didn't have an umbrella, so after registering with the guard, he quickly ran into the mansion and into the elevator.
He pressed the 16th floor and watched the elevator go up layer by layer. He thought, his boyfriend should be at home.
Lin Anlan got out of the elevator on the 16th floor and knocked on the door. He was very uneasy. He didn't know if Cheng Yu was at home, let alone if Cheng Yu was really his boyfriend.
If not, it can only mean that his memory is too disordered, and the information in his mind is not reliable.
Lin Anlan stood there nervously, and knocked on the door again cautiously, waiting for the other party to appear.
He waited for a long time before Cheng Yu appeared in front of him belatedly and slowly opened the door.
He was wearing black pajamas at home, with sharp eyebrows and star-shaped eyes, but his clearly cold facial features softened the moment he saw him, revealing unconscious surprise.
Lin Anlan had guessed that his boyfriend should be good-looking, but he didn't expect to be so handsome. No wonder he likes boys. Who doesn't like this handsome guy
He blinked and asked him uncertainly, "Hello, do I live here?"
Cheng Yu didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.
His eyes are very focused, slightly shocked but wrapped in tenderness, looking carefully, full of friendship.
Lin Anlan felt that the look in his eyes should really be her boyfriend.
So he changed the question and asked him bluntly, "I'm sorry, I can't remember something. Excuse me, are you my boyfriend? Do I live here?"
He saw that Cheng Yu smiled slightly, with gentle eyebrows and hidden stars. He smiled very beautifully, as if the spring breeze was blowing, and all of a sudden, thousands of trees and pears blossomed.
He reached out and led him into the room, and in a natural tone, he said to him gently, "Yes. You came back too late, wife."
On that day, he lost the friendship he quietly buried, but got the love he just sprouted.
He ended his short-term trust in Jiang Xu, and thus started a long-term uninterrupted eternal trust in Cheng Yu.
He was lucky in the end. God took away his family and let him see his friendship, but at the same time, he held his love in front of him with his own hands.
He gave him an unexpected beginning in love, an excellent lover who was tender and devoted.
Lin Anlan had no way to hate Cheng Yu, because the first time he saw him after he lost his memory, he was amazed, just like the first time he saw him on the playground when he was in school.
He stood on the rostrum and gave a loud speech, with handsome features and arrogance, which was admired and liked.
As a result, he amazed his entire youth, and warmed his entire years in the second half of his life.